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The year Yi Chen promised Zhou Jing, Zhou Jing was already 20 years old.

At the age of 20, he is full of vigor, and has a mentality of blind comparison. Coupled with the buff blessing of getting what he wants, he is very able to toss, and he can't wait to stay in bed with Yi Chen every day.

Yi Chen let him go again, even if his health was not good, he didn't say anything, until he couldn't take it anymore, so he told Zhou Jing to restrain himself.

In order to achieve sustainable development, Zhou Jing is not so impatient. Apart from physical needs, spiritual satisfaction is also very important to him.

He increasingly regarded Yi Chen as his own property, and the first quarrel was also because he found that Yi Chen and his colleagues were very close.

Zhou Jing felt that being jealous was something only men could do without ability. He was so good, yet Yi Chen didn't like him so much that he didn't have time to pay attention to other men.

But when he saw Yi Chen eating with his colleagues, playing games together, and planning to go out together, he couldn't help it.

Yi Chen held his forehead and said helplessly, "It's team building."

"Even if it's team building, you should live together! You can live in tents, in the wilderness, you can do whatever you want?!" Zhou Jing said angrily, "Quickly quit your bad job, it's not like I can't afford you. "

When he gets angry, he tends to lose his mind, knowing that Yi Chen doesn't want to hear such words as "raise you", so he just said it.

Yi Chen can only say, "I don't think I have any reason or need to resign."

"You just want to sleep in the tent with him!" Zhou Jing concluded.

Yi Chen said, "No, I'm with another colleague. Besides, I'm a man, and they are also men. What else can they do to me?"

"Can't you see that his eyes are almost on your body?" Zhou Jing remembered that he went to find Yi Chen once, only to find that Yi Chen's sissy colleague was very sticky with him, as if he was declaring sovereignty. Holding Zhou Jing's arm.

Crazy, Zhou Jing thought so.

"In short." Zhou Jing said again, "You want to go out with him alone, it's impossible, I'm still alive."

Yi Chen was a little exhausted, and looked at him with a look of "Don't make trouble for no reason", Zhou Jing said, "Don't look at me like that, just say what you have to say."

"Nothing."

So the cold war.

During the Cold War, Yi Chen still worked step by step, and Zhou Jing also went back to school.It's just that when Yi Chen's team came to camp in the wild, he saw Zhou Jing and a bunch of his rich second-generation friends driving luxury cars, following them all the way like bodyguards.

Yi Chen: "..." He didn't know what to say.

Going to bed at night, the boys originally wanted to save space, and they didn’t pay much attention to it. There are also tents for three or four people.As soon as Yi Chen set up the tent, Zhou Jing, who came from nowhere, got in.

"Live alone." After Yi Chen went in, he saw Zhou Jing lying on the ground enchantingly, pretending to be a mountain spirit to seduce the students who were rushing for the exam, "Huh? Want to have a love play with me?"

Yi Chen glanced at him, "Thank you very much."

Zhou Jing returned to normal with a cold snort, crossed her hands behind her head, swayed her feet and asked, "Where's your pretty face, didn't you come to throw yourself into your arms?"

"How many times do I have to tell you that we are just colleagues." Yi Chen asked.

Zhou Jing stopped talking again.

In the middle of the night, they watched the stars together on the hillside, and the world seemed so quiet that only each other and the cicadas were left.Zhou Jing hugged Yi Chen, her heart ached slightly, and even the words she said were worthless.

"I'm afraid that one day you won't love me anymore." The young man once had a sincere heart and spoke touching words of love at the most brilliant age.

Yi Chen is not much older than Zhou Jing. He has no emotional experience, and has never liked anyone wholeheartedly since he was a child. Only Zhou Jing can control his emotions, which makes him worry and makes him angry.

Yi Chen replied, "I'm afraid too, more than you. But it doesn't matter, even if one day we don't love each other anymore, the love we once had will always exist, and the stars will record its most beautiful moments."

Zhou Jing wraps around him and gags his mouth, and kisses wantonly, the most inseparable, the most passionate.

Zhou Jing said no.

Love will always exist, he loves Yi Chen more than himself, he will never fall in love with others in this life, if one day he finds that he does not love Yi Chen, then he will die too, he is already dead.

With his lips opening and closing, he can say the most sincere words in the world, but no one knows whether he is true or not.

Zhou Jing didn't really want to look back on his own mental journey. He hugged the sleeping Yi Chen, thinking of Yi Chen saying that he didn't love him anymore, so he slowly wrapped him tightly.

He doesn't want to lie.Yi Chen said he didn't love him anymore, and he said it didn't matter, as long as he still loved him, it was enough, but it was far from enough.

Yi Chen doesn't love you anymore, the voice in his head keeps reminding him like a demon, Yi Chen doesn't love you anymore, he wants to be with Huo Xilin, it's you, it's you who forced them together, everything is because of you, Because of yourself!

No.

No.

Zhou Jing retorted in a low voice, clenching her fists tightly.

When Yi Chen was finally woken up by the people around him, he continued to lie down without energy.Zhou Jing kissed him, and the first thing he asked was, "Would you like to see Huo Xilin today?"

"No." Yi Chen said.

"He will lie to you." At this moment, Zhou Jing, who had completely calmed down, finally thought of a way to prove his innocence. He said, "I had that idea before, but because you came back with me, I I didn't make it difficult for him anymore. He told you that I found someone to harm him? He is wronging me. "

Yi Chen: "Yes."

Zhou Jing was anxious and angry, biting the back of Yi Chen's neck, which already had tooth marks, and grinding her teeth, "You don't believe me."

Yi Chen: "Yes."

He has been speaking word by word, and he doesn't want to say more than half a sentence.Zhou Jing knew he was an asshole, but he had no better way.Compared with being resented by Yi Chen, he is more afraid of being forgotten, ignored, and left in a corner. It will be difficult to see Yi Chen again in this life.If outsiders knew what he was doing, they would definitely say he was crazy, but he didn't care, he thought, no one else understood, no one understood, and no one could understand his feelings.

He couldn't allow himself to have nothing to do with Yi Chen.

"Time will make you believe it." Zhou Jing kissed Yi Chen's ear and got off the bed.

For two weeks, Yi Chen stayed in the room and didn't talk easily, and didn't even go out the bedroom door if it wasn't necessary.

I eat when I’m hungry, and I don’t eat when I’m not hungry. My biological clock starts to get confused. Sometimes I wake up in the afternoon and I don’t go to sleep until three or four in the morning.Zhou Jing didn't force him anymore, at most he hugged him and figured out a way for himself.

Such an unchanging life made Yi Chen calm down, and he even had the illusion that it would be good to live like this until death.

And Zhou Jing worked during the day and went home at night, and basically never went out.The two of them spend more and more time together, and they strike a delicate balance.No one moves forward, no one retreats, stands still.

It was Zhou Jing who couldn't bear it first.

When he was sleeping at night, he asked Yi Chen, "What can I do to make you like me?"

Yi Chen asked, "Will you forgive a rapist? If the protagonist of the incident is your child, can you forgive?"

Zhou Jing first smiled and said that he would not have children, and then his expression became serious. He faced Yi Chen, took his hand and put it on his chest, "If I feel that he loves me very much, I will to a certain extent Forgive him."

Yi Chen: "It's a pity that I'm not you, and you can't be me."

Zhou Jing: "Then let's have a good talk, I know I did something wrong, what about you?"

Yi Chen glanced at him silently, "I don't think there is anything wrong."

"You didn't reject Huo Xilin. You knew that I hadn't cheated and you took this opportunity to break up with me. Didn't you say you would always love me? Even if we broke up, I should mention it first, but you didn't." Zhou Jing mentioned When I saw this, I was angry, sad, and wronged.

Having seen him out of control, and facing him like this again, Yi Chen only felt ridiculed.

"If you don't stimulate me, I won't do that." Zhou Jing kissed Yi Chen's finger and said, "Are we still as bad as before?"

Now that the word "love" is mentioned, Yi Chen feels a little disdainful.He can't go back to the past, and so does Zhou Jing. He thought Zhou Jing was dedicated and affectionate, with an indomitable spirit and a positive attitude, and occasionally showed a cute side of a big boy. Responsibility, even though you may be jealous and have a strong desire to control, but after all, the flaws are not concealed.

Now Yi Chen knows that the love between them has been wiped out to nothing.

The gentleness and concession shown by Zhou Jing are just illusions.

"It's fine if you want to talk about it." Yi Chen said, "When you're tired of me and choose to cheat, it's doomed to never turn back."

"How many times do I have to tell you to believe that I didn't cheat?" Zhou Jing asked feebly.

Yi Chen: "Then those are tired."

"So now I find that I still love you." Zhou Jing said, "I admit that I was confused and lost my mind for a while, so I felt that my life now is the same. I am not a saint, and neither are you. People make mistakes. There should have been a consensus. If I hadn't jumped at it, I wouldn't have known I wanted you all along. It wasn't you I was tired of, it was life, and now I know, I love you."

"You are sick." Yi Chen stated the facts calmly.

Zhou Jing said again, "I'm sick and you will abandon me, I'm so pitiful."

Yi Chen couldn't stand his sophistry and hypocrisy anymore, he said, "Stop pretending."

Yi Chen is not the Yi Chen of yesterday, and he won't do this again.

Zhou Jing was silent, and then he asked, "Look in my eyes, tell me, do you really not have me in your heart now?"

With familiar eyes, Yi Chen said cautiously, "Don't try to do anything stupid."

Zhou Jing laughed, "How could it be?" He said, "As long as you tell me the answer."

A few seconds later, Yi Chen gave him the answer, "No, I don't love, and I don't care, as long as you let me go, I will leave as soon as possible, and I will never look back."

"Okay." Zhou Jing seemed to be very relaxed, and the stone in his heart fell to the ground.He said, "Brother Yi Chen, you seem to be more heartless than me."

He tried hard, but couldn't get the desired result. He asked Yi Chen, but there was no correct answer. Every next step could only wait for him to explore.He felt that it would be better not to let Yi Chen go before he figured it out.

Then there is no chance.

On the second morning of their night talk, Zhou Jing left home on time to go to the company, and Yi Chen received a call from Huo Xilin, as if he knew when Zhou Jing would leave.

Huo Xilin was still depressed, he asked, "Brother Chen, do you want to come and see me?"

Yi Chen asked, "What's wrong?"

Huo Xilin said: "I don't know. My mind is in a mess now. I seem to know why I was injured. It turns out that Zhou Jing has been looking for someone to follow me these days."