ex-boyfriends reborn

I went back to school.

It is too hypocritical to transfer another school because of a broken relationship.When I went back to school, everyone I knew had already graduated. I heard that some had gone abroad, and some had started working in family businesses.

I think Liang Anshi should know what happened between us.He disappeared in my world along with Lin Shuyan, and occasionally sent text messages during the holidays, in the form of group sending.I don't know how he sees me in his heart. In short, I don't want to touch people and things related to Lin Shuyan again.

In order to prove that I was already in good health both physically and mentally, when my father persuaded me to see a psychiatrist again, I asked people in the former circle to go out and hang around, eat and drink.

While hooking my neck, Li Songxin introduced his girlfriend to me, and said happily, "Gu Xiaolin, you haven't come out to play with us for a long time, are you really planning to protect your partner like a jade? What's his name... ...not your boyfriend, I mean you."

He pointed at him casually, and the target was the new girlfriend he was talking about.I saw the girl startled for a while, then raised her hand and poured a glass of wine at Li Songxin.

I sighed while hiding, it seems that in this world, I am not alone in my unsatisfactory love.

The girl left after pouring the wine without saying a word.

Li Songxin wiped his face and laughed mockingly, not knowing whether he was laughing at the girl or himself.

I couldn't help trying to persuade her, "That girl obviously likes you, don't trample on other people's sincerity."

"Sincerity? How much is sincerity worth?" He laughed disdainfully, "When my father married my mother, he was full of sincerity... Now it has become shares and property rights, and you can fight with each other Arguing on the street, obviously making others laugh. In order to get more divorce, I don’t want to lose face.”

Having said that, he took another sip.In the dim bar, I couldn't help but want to go to the bathroom.Li Songxin seemed to have drunk too much, and stopped me cursing, "I haven't had a few sips, and you're going back?"

I smiled at him perfunctorily, "I'm full of beer, I'll be back right after I go to the bathroom."

Li Songxin looked at me suspiciously, "You don't think I'm too wordy, do you?"

"No way." I said with a broken smile, "I think you're right, it's really worthless."

When I was washing my hands in the toilet, the surroundings were rarely quiet. I stared at the mirror in a daze, thinking that I shouldn’t have lied to Li Songxin just now, because I clearly thought what he said was wrong.Sincerity is not worthless, it's just that it was delivered to the wrong person, so it seems that the value of these two words is at stake.

Loving someone is actually a very happy thing.Although it is painful at times, it is always happier than not loving.

Suddenly, someone appeared in the mirror.He put his hands in his pockets, leaned against the door frame, tilted his head, had a clear face, and smiled at me gently.

My brain suddenly became hesitant, I don't know if my eyes are wrong or my brain is wrong, otherwise how could I see Lin Shuyan appearing here.He hides in this luminous and bizarre world and turns black and white, but I always feel that this image is not real, because how could that person come out of thin air as soon as I think of him, even if he is desperately in limbo.

He has obviously been imprisoned in a mental hospital and has no contact with me.

So I became more and more convinced that this was just an illusion in my mind.I heard myself ask him, "Do you also think that love doesn't actually make everyone happy?"

He was still smiling, very gentle and calm.He said to me, "I don't know. But I think you are right. If you are for the word love, you can willingly follow me now."