ex-boyfriends reborn

A busy street is not a good place to talk, especially if it is a road near the university.

Lin Shuyan took me to a place.It’s a community within 10 minutes’ walk from the school. He swiped his card and took me in. When I was in the elevator, I asked him, “Where is this place? What are you bringing me here for?”

Lin Shuyan said, "It's the place where I lived after returning to China. I heard that you were admitted to Liang Anshi's school, so I bought this place, thinking that one day I will use it."

I was a little at a loss.

There are indeed traces of people living in the house, not as cold as it was just after the renovation.I saw a painting hanging on the marble wall of the living room, with gray tones, a woman struggling in the flames of weeds, but when I looked closely, those flames were composed of other ferocious faces, some with white hair and a childlike face, and some with old age. Juvenile, it makes people uncomfortable to watch out of thin air.

I couldn't help but hugged my coat tightly.

It was clearly early autumn, and the night breeze was only slightly cool. I had already dressed thickly enough, but I still couldn't help shivering.

It's really cold, extremely cold to the bone.

Lin Shuyan made me a cup of hot tea.He appropriately put himself at a distance that made me feel safe, sitting not too close or far from me.

"You just said." I broke the dead silence, "You bought this place?"

Lin Shuyan only turned on the light in the foyer, and the dim light made his face calm and soft. "Yes. I was still abroad when I decided to buy it, and I couldn't get back. Otherwise, I wouldn't just come to see you now."

He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch my face, but put it down halfway.

Lin Shuyan said, "I know, without me these years, you have actually had a very good life."

I pulled his coat tighter, "Then what are you doing looking for me?"

He didn't answer.

At the beginning, none of us mentioned the text message.I feel ashamed, and Lin Shuyan doesn't seem to want to mention it anymore.But I still insisted on asking him, "You didn't even ask me, why did I break up?"

"I know that even if I ask, it must be my fault." Lin Shuyan said in a low voice, "After receiving the message, I couldn't find you anywhere, and Su Zhen refused to take me to see you. I... Actually, I don't have the face to see you. Later, when I went abroad, Liang Anshi occasionally told me about your recent situation, and I realized that you would live better without me, "

"Why don't you have the face to come to see me?" I questioned every flaw in his words, "Is it because I feel that I have played with my feelings, or because I think that since we will be separated sooner or later, it is better to break up at that time?"

"Gu Lin." Lin Shuyan said, "What if I say it's not just that?"

I didn't react, I just stared at him blankly.

"The person in front of you is a hundred times more despicable than you imagined. He obviously thought that it was enough for you to live well, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt unwilling, and the more he faced the reality, the less satisfied he was. This is the reason why I decided to stand in front of you again. I know that I am unforgivable, but whether I can be forgiven or not, I still want to hear you say it personally. "

I slipped off the couch and onto the carpet, "No matter what you say, I will never forgive you."

"Don't lie, you know I can't stand it." Lin Shuyan came over and kissed my tears gently, "But I will tell you all. I will tell you everything. If you still If you decide not to want me, then..."

I suddenly became frightened, and rushed over to cover his mouth, "Stop talking."

I realized that I was crying, and turned my face away in embarrassment. "If you're going to leave after saying those things, then you don't say anything."

I heard him grin behind my back.This person was the first person I fell in love with when I was young. He kept saying that he had done something wrong and would never recover, but there was only one thing I had the heart to ask from the beginning to the end.

"Lin Shuyan, did you want to break up with me at that time?"

A pair of big hands appeared around my waist, with distinct joints and slender fingers. They belonged to a pair of painters.Lin Shuyan held me tightly in his arms from behind, as if he was having sex with a classmate behind his back in a corner of the teaching building five years ago, and the only thing left in his breath was the breath of that person.

Lin Shuyan said, "I thought about breaking up, but I will never stop loving you."

This was the first lie he told me.