ex-boyfriends reborn

After breaking up with Lin Shuyan, I took a break from studying for half a year.My aunt didn't have the guts to tell the family about this, but I really couldn't pretend to be calm, so in the end my father had to come forward and settle everything for me.I don't know how he felt when he saw those photos, maybe he was ashamed or angry, but in front of me, he showed an unprecedented silence.

His only gaffe was when I killed myself.In fact, when I picked up the knife, I didn't even think about what I was going to do. I just felt relieved when I cut the artery. After all, what I hurt was the wrist that the man had caressed in every possible way, as if the owner of the wrist was never me.I saw the blood left all over the place, but I didn't feel any pain at all. I just fantasized silently, wondering if the person who saw my dead body after I died would feel even a little bit of regret in his heart.

Really childish and stupid.

My father was also going crazy when he rushed in.I saw him, a man who had been proud for most of his life, with trembling hands as if he had Parkinson's, and when he yelled for the ambulance to come, he was completely vicious.At that time, I suddenly woke up again. When I was in the ambulance, I never understood that even without Lin Shuyan, there will always be people in this world who are connected with me by blood, who will really take me to heart. .

The loss of Lin Shuyan was nothing to me. When I saw my father mourning for me, my ability to love suddenly came back.

It's a pity that I really didn't worry about it. The person I fell in love with again, his father was my family's political enemy. Although I didn't know about it at the time, I thought Ruan Dongci was just a little policeman with a good appearance, nothing more.But no matter who it is, it's the man I choose to fall in love with. At least half of the responsibility for all the disasters is my own. I can't just cry and blame others.

Ever since Yi Chixi left my house that day, the wedding affairs have been started in such a vigorous way.But this has nothing to do with me, I just dodge my mother's nagging to get a haircut, trying to appear mature.I also deliberately chose a suit from the closet, and put on my oily face. When my father saw me dressed up, he had a strange expression on his face, "Who are you going to see?"

I said bluntly, "Go to an art exhibition."

Probably my father was very sensitive to the word "painting", his veins immediately protruded near his temples, his cheeks were clenched tightly, and the words seemed to pop out from between his teeth, "Which muscle of yours is wrong, What kind of art exhibition should I go to see?"

My father's eyes were red, and he was about to fly into a rage, but he was caught off guard by my hug. "Father, don't worry, it's just that I'm getting married and I just want to say goodbye to the past."

I think he still hasn't forgotten about my suicide, and every time he thinks about it, he feels hurt and angry.Sure enough, my father calmed down a bit, and struggled awkwardly, "How can a person who is almost 30 years old still look like a child? Put your hands away quickly, it doesn't matter if someone sees it."

The art exhibition was held in a shopping mall that had not opened for a long time, and it was the place where I picked gifts for Li Songxin.I kept secrets along the way, and finally saw the outline of the exhibition. There was a publicity board at its entrance with the theme of the exhibition and the name of the artist, Lin Shuyan.