You from the game gl[Quick Transmigration]

"I take the liberty to call you here." Xia Qiu said, "I really have something very important to ask you."

Shen's mother looked at the woman in front of her. The clear sunlight was leaking through the glass window with excellent lighting. She seemed to feel uncomfortable. She was wearing an eye mask, showing a perfectly curved chin and slightly pale lips.

She couldn't help but think of the capable appearance of this person she saw at the acquisition meeting, and the disappearance of Shen Tian, ​​who looked extremely anxious after taking her to the car.

And that photo...

She is Shen Nian's obsession.

Shen's mother curled up her hands slightly, then let go, "What's the matter?"

Xia Qiu couldn't see her slightly abnormal movements, and her voice softened slightly, "It's about Shen Tian."

Shen's mother raised her eyes, and the fear of being pierced flashed across her eyes for a moment, but when she met Xia Qiu's eyes, she fell silent again, "Sweet?"

"Yes." Xia Qiu said, "Because the incident happened in a hurry, I didn't ask clearly...I want to know now, about Tiantian..."

Xia Qiu considered her tone, and said softly, "She hasn't shown up for a long time, has this happened before?"

"It hasn't appeared before." Shen's mother's eyes dimmed, "...the previous personality has always been sweet."

Xia Qiu frowned slightly.

"But from the time you saved her..." Shen's mother clenched her hands tightly, "Since you lost your sight... I have never seen that child again."

"Tiantian is a very sensitive child. Although she looks very proud, she has always been very fragile in her heart. She must be guilty and afraid to face you, that's why Shen Nian keeps showing up..."

Xia Qiu subconsciously thought of that day, the flash of familiarity.

It belongs to the feeling of Shen Tian.

Shen's mother's voice choked up: "But if this is the case, sooner or later, she will disappear."

Xia Qiu suddenly felt very dazed, "...don't you want Shen Nian to appear?"

Then I felt like I was asking a stupid question.

In her view, Shen Nian is a protector.

But others don't see it that way.

Mother Shen was silent for a while when she heard the words.

She seemed to find it indescribable.

"Mr. Xia."

After a long time, Xia Qiu heard Shen's mother's voice, "Shen Nian, it's not my daughter."

"She's an aggressor."

"She snatched Tiantian's body."

"She's a, I don't know a stranger."

The sound insulation of the ward is actually very good.

Shen Nian leaned against the wall, her gray hair was originally tied up, but now there are a few strands hanging down mischievously.

Shen Nian lowered his head, clenched his hands tightly, a fine shadow fell from his eyelashes, reflecting those black pupils even deeper.

Shen Nian also didn't understand, there were so many things he hadn't done yet, why he could still stand here and listen to the mother with this body say some irrelevant things.

"...Because he is a stranger." Xia Qiu asked, "Are you going to be given up?"

The woman's voice was quiet, as if she was asked to get off her body at night.

Shen Nian's pupils shrank slightly.

"Shen Tian is my only daughter." Mother Shen's voice was choked with sobs, "You don't understand at all..."

Her sweet smile and kindness have allowed her to survive many lonely and difficult years.

Shen's mother just passed by her, Shen Nian's eyes were full of strangeness, and she felt that her heart was about to die.

Shen's mother said, "Shen Nian is a lunatic and a monster who can only destroy. She only looks at the world with a sneer. No one loves her, and she doesn't love anyone."

Shen's mother said, "...she shouldn't exist."

— should not exist.

Shen Nian's gaze was empty, as if he had returned to his childhood.

——"Father, Mom doesn't like me."

— "Because she's afraid."

——"Why are you afraid?"

——"Because I'm afraid you will take away the person she loves."

"..."

- "Why don't you love me?"

——"Is my existence superfluous?"

Father stroked her hair and sighed softly, "Of course not."

"It's just how shallow the eyes of the world are."

"They will only see your possession and plunder floating on the surface of your pupils."

"Near."

"You can have these."

"But you can't have all that."

——You should also have love.

The moonlight of that day was shining with silver light, father's palms were broad, and his eyes were gentle and loving.

It's just Shen Nian, who never understood.

"……Feel sorry."

Xia Qiu quietly waited for Shen's mother to calm down, and when she felt that it was almost done, she said softly, "It is meaningless to roughly obliterate the existence of someone to prove the existence of another."

"But Tiantian is going to disappear!" Shen's mother finally couldn't hold back her emotional agitation. She stood up with red eyes, trembling with excitement, and finally could only hold Xia Qiu's hand, "I beg you... even if only Once, please take her to see a psychiatrist... Please!"

Xia Qiu was also shocked, and hurried to comfort her: "Don't get excited."

She said softly, "I'll let her go."

That's what it meant to let Shen's mother come.

She felt that it was necessary for her to learn more about the meaning of dual personality from the doctor.

Shen's mother suddenly raised her head to look at her, and asked word by word, "Do you love Tiantian?"

Xia Qiu had a meal.

Shen's mother saw her attitude and her heart cooled down. She peeled off her hands little by little, and said quietly: "I can't see the skin, so I don't care about the soul."

"Or."

Shen's mother said, "You just like it."

"It doesn't matter which one."

……

The waiting time was quite slow, Shen Nian felt that he could not even wait for an answer.

Is it the default?

Shen Nian wanted to think this way, but she didn't want to.

She thought darkly, if she likes Shen Tian, ​​then she should be a bad person.

Anyway, she is like this, in her bones, she is dark and bad, with insidious methods, and she is an out-and-out lunatic.

——If you ask Xia Qiu this question at the beginning, Xia Qiu will definitely find it funny, it’s like a friend asking her, “Do you like me eating ice cream on a bicycle, or me crying on a luxury car "Same.

No matter who she is, it is her.

But even thinking this way, I feel a little uneasy and uncertain.

Finally, she said, "Love."

Mother Shen was also stunned, "What?"

Shen Nian's pupils shrank, and for a moment, his whole body was icy cold.

Yes... Xia Qiu likes Shen Tian.

It has been from the beginning.

How could she like Shen Nian...

All the vicious thoughts poured out, like an uncontrollable poisonous snake, grabbed her heart, and the pit of hell suddenly appeared before her eyes. As long as that person said another word, she could return to hell from the world.

Shen's mother said: "You don't love Tiantian at all! If you love her, it's impossible for you not to hate Shen Nian!"

"You are only--"

Shen Nian didn't want to hear anything.

She just wanted to hear that person's answer.

"Why should I hate?" Xia Qiu's voice was soft, "You said you love Tiantian, but when Tiantian was alone, you didn't accompany her, and when she was most at a loss and lonely, you didn't show up either."

Mother Shen choked.

"I want to say the person who loves Shen Tian the most in this world."

Xia Qiu said softly, "It must be Shen Nian."

Shen Nian's whole body stiffened.

"She's been protecting her from the beginning."

"Protect her innocence by degrading herself into something everyone hates."

Xia Qiu will never forget the way Shen Nian raised the gun.

His eyes are full of blood and coldness, and there is a world-weary hopelessness.

It hurts so much that I want to cry.

"I love Shen Tian." Xia Qiu said lightly, "So, I also love Shen Nian who protects her."

"no choice."

"As long as it is her, it is worth loving."

……

——How shallow the eyeballs of the world are.

——I will only see your possession and plunder floating on the surface of your pupils.

Shen Nian put his hands on his chest, and slowly clenched the clothes on his chest tightly, tightly, the darkness of hell almost swallowed her, but it seemed that another ray of light came to take her back to the world.

……It's ok.

A little bit is fine.

She doesn't compete with Shen Tian.

As long as she has a little love for her, let her linger on and live in the world.

Enough.

==

Shen's mother left the address of the mental hospital and the doctor's contact information.

Xia Qiu couldn't see it, so she asked Assistant Idea to listen to her.

What came out was an unexpected voice.

"XXX hospital."

It's Shen Nian.

The voice was very shallow, as if it was about to disappear, but it was so familiar that it made people feel distressed.

Xia Qiu was startled, and a bad guess suddenly appeared in his heart: "..."

She... just heard it all? ?

Gou Sheng: "... I'm just playing around."

Xia Qiu: "..."

In fact, when Xia Qiu said those words, she was only angered by Shen's mother.

Mother Shen's attitude was as if Shen Nian was just an insignificant stranger.

She also wanted to make Shen's mother angry on purpose, so she said those words.

But now that I think about it, it's really bad...

Now facing the rightful lord, Xia Qiu suddenly felt guilty of stepping on two boats.

Seeing that the woman seemed to be at a loss, Shen Nian didn't say much, she put the business card aside, and asked in a calm voice, "When do you want me to come over?"

Xia Qiu was slightly surprised, and really wanted to ask her if you weren't angry or something, but after substituting it in, she realized that it was too much to beat, so she paused, "...anytime is fine."

"I go with you."

Shen Nian didn't speak any more.

The two were silent for a long time.

I always feel that the air is filled with a dangerous atmosphere of Shura field.

But when I asked Gousheng, the favorability did not drop...

"..."

Xia Qiu couldn't hold back in the end, coughed lightly, "What you said just now..."

Shen Nian said: "I know."

Xia Qiu: "..."

You know you're still so calm, what if normal people don't come up with a kitchen knife and yell that I'll hack you to death, you scumbag.

"I'm very happy that you can defend me." Shen Nian's voice was flat.

Xia Qiu was taken aback.

"I'm not like Shen Tian, ​​who can easily like something." Shen Nian paused, and then slowly said, "It's hard for me to have a good impression of anything."

Like the dolls she tore up, the cats and dogs she killed.

Deliberately approaching, or Shen Tian deliberately pleasing, always makes her feel disgusted and disgusted. Nothing in this world can make her feel happy.

Even Shen's father, it was only because, if he got hurt because of Shen Nian, Shen Tian would not let her go.

She is a secondary personality, but the strongest desire of the main personality is also the criterion she will abide by.

She will allow him to approach.

She didn't call her father like Shen Tian, ​​but called him, father in a regular way.

Xia Qiu listened quietly.

"Father said, the biggest difference between Shen Tian and I is that we don't know how to like and love." Shen Nian said, "But I always feel like I'm walking in hell."

"I don't see what's cute in this shitty world."

When she saw this world for the first time, she was pushed into the water by Shen Wan. The cold water soaked through the princess dress and long gray hair. She was like a shallow water fish in the deep sea, struggling desperately, to no avail.

This is Shen Nian's first time seeing this world.

No one cried or laughed, no one rejoiced.

There is only the gray and calm water that soaks the eyes, and the suffocation that spreads all over the chest and lungs.

==

Xia Qiu's heart twitched slightly, she stretched out her hand and said softly, "Come here."

Shen Nian walked over.

When she touched her, the corners of her mouth curled up slightly, and then straightened again soon.

"I saw a sentence before." Xia Qiudao said, "Everyone came to this world, was chosen, picked on, given a mission, killed, abandoned, died halfway, powerless."

Her voice was soft and comfortable, like a breeze blowing through her heart.

Shen Nian looked at her with some fascination, his heart seemed to be grasped by someone, and it became limp.

She wants to kiss her lips.

This is the person she puts on top of her heart.

Maybe she still doesn't understand what true love is, but she knows that she is obsessed with this feeling.

Like a ray of light shining into her world.

"They experienced the most painful things in the world, fell into the dirtiest mud, struggled and couldn't turn over...they hate this place."

Like reciting a poem, Xia Qiu stroked her gray hair slowly, slowly, "Then one day, white seagulls flew across the blue sky, bringing the high sun."

She held her hand, warm and strong.

"This is not hell." Xia Qiu gently kissed her hand, "Nian Nian, welcome to the world."

There are many ghosts wandering in the dark in this world.

If possible, she will try to hold her hand and take her to see the real world.