broken sun

1

Today is Thursday, a sunny day, my brother picked me up after get off work, and went to a Chinese restaurant he said was good, but I didn’t think it tasted good, it was spicy and salty.I want to eat his tomato scrambled eggs.

In the words of my brother, I seem to finally have an accurate answer, and I can answer what I like specifically.

He laughed at me, saying that I only remember the pot of tomato scrambled eggs he took me to the small restaurant for the first time, and I don’t remember anything else, so I always dislike the things he took me to eat now.I think he is jealous all the time, who the hell is jealous of himself.

I love scrambled eggs with tomato, but prefer his.He didn't do it for me before, he just forced me to eat this and that.

It seems very boring, it’s all nonsense and I don’t know what to write. I don’t like writing a diary very much. I haven’t written it for a long time, and I don’t know how to write it.

The previous ones have long been forgotten by me, although I know it exists.

I didn't want Gu Saming to read it, but I knew he had seen it and hid it, so he wouldn't let me see it.

Going home yesterday, I chattered and talked about the diary inexplicably. Gu Saming pretended to lie to me. It was obviously not a secret, but I was still a little guilty.In any case, if I had another chance, I would definitely hide them a little deeper, or just destroy them.

He seemed to see what I was thinking, and finally said nothing, just bowed his head and kissed me.

We all know that as long as my brother kisses me, he doesn't have to say anything, and I will agree.

So he laughed and asked me to start journaling again, and I said yes.

Now it seems that if I write it again on paper, I will still have the same feeling at that time, like eating another eight-treasure candy, my cheeks are bulging, and it is very sweet.He feeds.

It seems that I like writing a diary a little bit. It is not my emotional trash can, but a storage tank.

Then keep writing, and don't show it to Gu Saming.

2

Finally got time to write this today.

Gu Saming drank, not like when he was out playing or at home, but drank a lot. I went downstairs to pick him up. It was so heavy. It turned out that the weight that was usually on my body was filled with water.

But he usually did it on purpose, and I couldn't even struggle to get away, but just now he was very obedient, and I helped him up and back home according to my wishes.

Suddenly I remembered that my brother scolded me, saying that I am not tall and thin because I don’t like to eat.But isn't it too late, eating now can only make you fat.

Indeed, it would be great if I grew taller, with more strength, so I wouldn’t stagger when I helped my brother, and I could resist successfully when I wanted to resist.

I have no intention of rebelling, but who would refuse to have one more ability? Others will think that we are more compatible, like brothers, instead of thinking that I am the one who was adopted at first glance.

although

So be it, some things can't be changed, and it's okay to look intricate and confusing.

Xu Li told me that this is called fun.don't know.

When Gu Saming woke up just now, I immediately gave him a stomach medicine, and then boiled milk to hangover.

After drinking, he stretched out his hand and pulled me over, causing me to hold the bowl up to my chin, and had to lie on top of him. It was not comfortable to poke at the collar of the suit, and I was also smelled of alcohol, so disgusting.

I don't hate anything else, what I hate is that he is socializing outside, drunk and unconscious.But I still found his hand, touched the obvious joints one by one, he clenched it arbitrarily and unreasonably, squinted at me, and called my name.

I threw the bowl beside him and didn't speak. Gu Saming knew that I was making a fuss, so he laughed in a muffled voice, clasped my legs and turned over to lie on his side.

For a moment I thought he was fake drunk.

If I didn't know that he had a bad stomach, and I didn't see his frown before drinking milk, I would have been fooled by this moment.

My brother has never lied to me, but he is easy to deceive. Everyone thinks he is invincible, as if he doesn't need anything.Luckily he didn't fool me.

He is my invincible brother, but he needs me.It also needs things that everyone needs, but many people are full of praise, but they don't really care about him, so they don't know it.

Everyone talks about value for money, and I want my brother to do the same.He has no female companion, can't get married, and is often teased and teased. I also want him to be my brother and love me. This is a choice that I will not regret when my life is over, and it will naturally not end.

A hundred years later, after death, we are two stars, falling into the world, and we will still be a couple in the next life.

Sure enough, Gu Saming asked me why I was angry, and then took the initiative to reflect on it, saying that he would not drink so much again in the future.

I'm not a fool, Gu Saming seldom goes out to socialize, and the evening meetings are always held in the study via video conference.Once you go there is no way.I asked Su Chenglin back then, and my father was also present at today's dinner, so I can't blame Gu Saming.

I said yes, let him kiss me as he wished.

I was really eaten up by Gu Saming, besides he is my brother, of course I would listen to him for anything.

And at least it is better than before. He used to say that my brother can't control my brother, but now I can control him.

Alright, my brother is awake and soaking in the tub now so I have time to write.

But now there's no time, my brother called me, it's a bit hard in there, and I'm a little scared, and I'm leaving.Remember to ask Dad for an explanation tomorrow.

3

Just hiding to take out the notebook, Gu Saming leaned over, glanced at it, and began to laugh at me for writing a full page at a time, did I write the work report on it.

He just wants to see it.

I prefer not to let.

After Gu Saming laughed at me, he often asked me hypocritically if I was angry.Who will not be angry if they are laughed at?

But why am I angry, I am angry that he is laughing at me, but I can't be angry that he is smiling at me.Gu Saming has been serious enough, of course I am happy that he will always be relaxed when he is with me.

And he didn't really laugh at me, it was just for fun.

4

He peeked at my diary and teased that I had only written it a few times, but the writing was really detailed, just like writing study summaries and work reports. I was the only one who worked so hard to write the diary.He finds it cute.

He thought he was cute and wanted to settle accounts with me, just because he wrote his name and said bad things about him.

Gu Saming Gu Saming Gu Saming Gu Saming.

My body is so sore and sore.

I don't keep a diary anymore.

5

In September, my brother's birthday is coming soon.

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happy Birthday.

7

It was my brother's birthday yesterday, and I came back after dinner to serve the cake, and then took out the presents I had prepared.

I really don't know anything about birthdays, so I searched a lot on my phone to prepare gifts, such as lighters, sneakers, etc. I planned to buy them, but Xu Li said that I would not buy what your brother wanted, so I would not be needed.

Then send unique ones.

But I still bought a razor and a game console, so that my brother will use them in the future, and I gave them to him. (The game console is because I want him to teach me to play with me.)

Finally, there was a little clay figurine, except for the word "Nian" on it, which looked like a fat version of a stick figure. I passed it over, fearing that it would be too rough and ugly, and my brother would not like it.but no.Maybe because it's unique enough.The main reason is that this morning when I saw my brother get up to pour water for me, he picked up the little clay figurine and laughed.

This time I pinched myself, next time I will pinch him, next time I will pinch myself

And my brother gave me a gift yesterday.

He held my left hand, and before I could react, he put a ring on my ring finger, a sterling silver circle, directly encircling me tightly.I forgot to breathe for a while, I felt hot standing in the air-conditioned room, the belated tension made the scene seem extraordinary, I even felt a little stage fright.

My brother only said it was a gift, I asked why, he said he didn't like to spend his birthday alone, so he asked me to spend it with him every year from now on.

Then I will have two birthdays a year.

I know what he means.

During the rest break at night, I touched his left hand and was bitten.My brother wears the same men's ring as mine.

His eyes were closed, sweat was on his head, of course he was not sleeping, I took off the ring on his hand, and when he opened his eyes, I became nervous again, my heartbeat just calmed down and then became agitated. Watching and slowly helping him put it back on.

Then I saw the letters engraved on the side of the ring, representing me and him.

It can't be compared, my brother has always been extremely calm on the surface, but my hands are still shaking uncontrollably.

I really like it.

8

Xu Li and Shi Ze had a quarrel.When Xu Li told me, I didn't believe it. Since they got together, Shi Ze and I have the same status. I listen to my brother and he listens to Xu Li.

I asked Xu Li why he quarreled with Shi Ze, and he said it was a small matter like sesame bean tea because of the posture problem

He was really outspoken.

Xu Li didn't look sad at all, because he didn't seem to be the one who made the mistake, so he just ate, drank, talked and laughed, threatening that there is no couple in the world who doesn't quarrel.

I said nothing.

I don't seem to have ever quarreled with my brother, I didn't have the guts to quarrel with him, and there was no need to quarrel, it all ended with a little unilateral anger.

will we fight

9

Today is the weekend off. When I woke up in the morning, Gu Saming was gone. He had a meeting.

He has been coming back late recently, as if something happened to the company, which is very troublesome.

I'm not unhappy at all, I often go to accompany him after get off work, have dinner together in the office, and come back at nine or ten in the evening.

Usually he is very good at how to take care of my younger brother, and I also like to rely on him.But I also hope that work is work and that he can keep his frown off the rest of the time.

But.In the morning, I took a taxi to the Qi's Building, and they didn't report any more, they just greeted me when they saw me.

At that time, there was no one in the office, and Su Chenglin, who was always polite, was not there. I went to the general manager's office to ask, and an assistant I hadn't seen much said, "Mr. Gu and Mr. Su are talking on the balcony", and asked me to wait.He may not know the situation very well, I didn't listen to him, and went to the terrace cautiously.

If my brother is talking about something important, I'll back out and wait.However, as soon as I opened the door and stood in the wind, I saw Su Chenglin throwing a small silver object to my brother.

He had a cigarette in his hand.

It burns as soon as the flame touches the smoke.

I really admit that my brother is wearing an expensive suit, with cigarettes in his fingers, and his silhouette when he is not smiling is so beautiful that I can't tell the priority of emotions for a while.

I don't know how important he is talking about, about smoking.

He came back, and I wanted to argue with him, but I wanted to cry even more, so I shut up and went back to my room.

Xu Li always said that I couldn't do it, especially that I couldn't quarrel with Gu Saming.

I think we can finally have a fight.

Today's diary is so long, I don't want to write such a long diary intermittently again.

Gu Saming came to apologize to me and wanted to kiss me, but he did this trick again, and I refused him super hard.

Then he stammered that Xu Li and the others had a quarrel, and those who made mistakes would sleep on the sofa, and then.

Now I am alone in the room, and my brother follows me and says he sleeps on the sofa.

Do other couples fight like this?But I don't want that at all.I'm so sorry, actually I figured it out when my brother came to apologize to me.

He just lit a cigarette, and when he turned around and saw me, he immediately pinched it out and threw it into the trash can.Even if you want to smoke, it’s justifiable. There are a lot of troubles in the company. I definitely want to relieve the pressure, but I

I'm just a little angry at him for wanting to smoke but not telling me, and always giving priority to my emotions.

I.

Qi Nian didn't finish writing the diary for this day.

Gu Saming, who had slept on the sofa for 10 minutes, gently opened the door, approached, and saw Qi Nian lying on the table through the mirror, "scribbling" with an aggrieved expression on his face.I'm writing a diary.It shows the momentum of suing the wicked.He didn't even notice that the villain he was suing came in.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" Gu Saming said suddenly, startling Qi Nian, "It's a bit cold outside, I'll use the air conditioner on the bed."

Qi Nian put down his pen, pursed his lips, and watched Gu Saming open the cabinet door, took the quilt from under it and was about to open the door to go out, Qi Nian was anxious: "Brother"

Gu Saming stopped in his tracks, with a sloppy expression on his face, as if bowing his head: "What's wrong?"

Qi Nian twisted his fingers together, glanced down at the ground, feeling very humiliated, and whispered, "Can you stop sleeping outside?"

"I've figured it out, you're not allowed to sleep outside, do you still listen to me?"

Gu Saming put the quilt on with one hand, finally a smile appeared on his face, Shi Shiran opened his arms towards him.

Gu Saming caught Qi Nian steadily, carried him back to the bed, and said with a smile: "Next time, stand firm, you know, you are the one who drove me to sleep on the sofa, and you are the one who begged me to come back. Don't wait to insist on it with others Said I bullied my brother."

"I won't quarrel in the future." Qi Nian raised his eyes and said in a discussing tone.

"Well, it's better to suppress it by force."

"No, we communicate on an equal footing."

Under the thin quilt, Gu Saming pressed him to pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger: "Then communicate on an equal footing, don't quarrel with your brother, it's so cold in the living room."

"It's all their fault for talking nonsense." Qi Nian muttered, a little guilty and shy: "You are also wrong, but I don't care about it, and I wrote it all down."

——Qi Nian has always allowed his brother to peek at his diary, but only secretly.

Gu Saming nodded and said yes.

No one has time to take care of the rest.

The diary can be read tomorrow. Problems arise one after another but they will be resolved one by one. They still have countless bits and pieces to record in the long years, and they have happiness to go to.