broken sun

The reason for Xu Li's suspension of school is simple and sufficient - his mother suddenly became seriously ill, and the family's financial difficulties, only the mother and son depended on each other, so he had to temporarily suspend school.

The moment Zhang Chao learned about it, all his temper disappeared.Xu Li is a key class in the city's No. [-] Middle School who was directly admitted to the senior high school entrance examination. Zhang Chao knew about his family situation before, and he was able to pass the physical education class often with fake slips.The main thing is that although Xu Li is taciturn in the class, he is sweet-talking and cheerful in front of the teacher; when the grades in the key classes are stable, he can distinguish the serious from the serious, and can't catch any mistakes.

Therefore, after Xu Li took the initiative to tell him the whole story of absenteeism and missing contact for several days, Zhang Chao covered it up for him, which was equivalent to canceling it.

However, the homeroom teacher couldn't help it. He also mentioned to Xu Li that there is only half a year of college entrance examinations. In his situation, he can initiate a donation at the school to overcome this difficulty first, so as not to suspend school.

Xu Li thanked Brother Chao at that time, only moved the corners of his mouth, and said no.

Rejected flatly and resolutely.

When leaving, Zhang Chao told him to send a copy of the materials to the Academic Affairs Office.Xu Li closed the door of the office.During class time, the wind in the corridor was unobstructed, blowing wildly on the cold white porcelain wall tiles and Xu Li's cold face.

He paused at the entrance of the corridor, and finally stepped his legs up the steps.

Against the wind, against every word and every sentence that Shi Ze uttered in anger that day, he stood in front of the last glass window on the east side of the fifth floor and looked at the closed back door of the classroom for a long time. It was as if the eyes could see through.

Xu Li never regretted seducing Shi Ze, slept with Shi Ze, and gave away himself like a cheap commodity, even if the other party's sexual orientation was eight lifetimes behind his own, even if all he got in return was disgusting.Xu Li never regretted it.

He lowered his eyes and smiled with a stiff face.

You can finally get rid of me.

In the early hours of the morning, the door of the room was locked, and the residual heat from the burning fireplace in the room made the sleeping person take a long breath.

The night outside the window is as cold as water, with only a small thin moon hanging. The extremely weak light is mixed with the cold air outside, and comes in through the glass and gaps, squeezing away the warmth bit by bit.

Gu Saming lowered his head, opened his eyes and saw Qi Nian's arm on his chest, touched it, and felt that the skin felt cool and comfortable to the touch.

He is not used to sleeping on the same bed with other people, he is not used to it, but he wants to hug Qi Nian and coax Qi Nian to sleep well.

That's why sometimes it's not enough to just be warm. When the temperature of the fireplace and air conditioner is too high, Qi Nian's face will turn red, and he will tell him that he is stuffy and uncomfortable, and he will pull on his collar to try to breathe.

Qi Nian likes to put her cold and soft body against him after turning off the heating facilities; she likes to rub his chin, neck and arms back and forth; she likes to use both hands and feet to absorb body temperature in the tightest hug.

Qi Nian likes to be like this when he is unconscious, but he will pretend to be unconscious when he is awake.

Gu Saming couldn't push it away and expose it cruelly.His brother is so annoying.

Recently, Qi Nian has become more dependent on Gu Saming.After Xu Li dropped out of school, for the vast majority of people, it was nothing more than painless, and it belonged to people and things that could be thrown away when they turned around.

But Gu Saming knew that Qi Nian was not.

When Gu Saming was suddenly awkward, when he stuffed the rabbit doll into the bookcase compartment, even if he was asked to recall the scene he saw in the KTV at that moment, he could instantly clenched his fist.Even if he knew that there was nothing between them, he couldn't stand Qi Nian being led bad by others and not learning well.Gu Saming selfishly wants all of Qi Nian's specials to belong to him.

But Qi Nian can't rely on his brother alone to survive.

Gu Saming had this moment.

He lightly squeezed Qi Nian's arm, and helped him find a more convenient position to put it on. He let his younger brother do whatever he wanted as if he was looking for comfort, accepting all the anxiety and melancholy.

Qi Nian only felt that he had found a good place in his dream.

That good place is actually very ordinary - if it is a bird, there is a tree; if it is a boat, there is a harbor; if it is a dandelion, there is a vast expanse of land... ....

At the end of the dream, the little rabbit beside him who had been silent for a long time suddenly opened his mouth and said a lot to him, then turned around and left gracefully.

Qi Nian looked at the back, and only remembered one sentence - "We will still be friends in the future, right?"

He nodded in bewilderment, and said silently: "We will still be friends in the future..."

Qi Nian's cheeks were hot, and his cool skin had already been warmed. He moved his head and woke up without any warning. Subconsciously, he scratched with his fingers, which happened to be on Gu Saming's waist.

"Why?" Gu Saming's voice was hoarse, but it didn't look like he just woke up in the middle of the night.

"Hmm..." Qi Nian was still out of his mind, and after a long while he said, "I just dreamed about Xu Li..."

"Really," Gu Saming turned him over with him, and slapped him very smoothly, "What did you dream about him?"

Qi Nian curled up his legs like a puppy, lay on his brother's body and shook, lowered his head and complained: "It hurts..."

Gu Saming hummed and laughed.

The strong sense of shame washed away Qi Nian's drowsiness. He touched his butt with his backhand, and said softly, "I dreamed of you too, and I used to, often... I have no one else can dream of you. See you."

This is the truth.In the past few years, Qi Nian often dreamed of his brother, the fake brother.That good place was not there from the very beginning, it was once covered by thick fog, eroded by darkness, and turned into a bottomless abyss, Qi Nian never left day and night, and never left.Naturally, he had dreamed thousands of times, some were true and some were false, and after meeting each other, every Gu Saming he dreamed about was true.The dawn was long overdue, but it finally came.

"Well, I allow you to dream of me every day in the future."

Gu Saming rolled up the quilt to prevent the heat from slipping away, seemingly carelessly, but asked again: "So what did you dream about Xu Li just now?"

Qi Nian has suffered a lot, now he thinks it's wrong, but when he thinks about Gu Saming, he knows to make fun of him, he shows his small fangs like venting his hatred, and bites down without hesitation.But because he was really useless, he was soft-hearted and hesitant, so he let go on the way, making Gu Saming drool all over his neck.

After biting his ear and there was no movement, he realized clearly what he had done, quickly closed his eyes in embarrassment, and felt so nervous that he couldn't get any more.

After a while, Qi Nian couldn't bear it any longer, and said in a low voice, "That's right, I just dreamed that he said a lot to me, I didn't remember much, and he told me that we will be good friends in the future, and then it disappeared. . . . " There was confusion in his tone.He didn't know where Xu Li went after he dropped out of school, what happened, whether he was still short of money, and what to do.

Gu Saming said in the night: "He is telling you that even if you can't meet for a while, your relationship will not change. You are good friends."

After hearing this, Qi Nian raised his head in a daze, pursed his lips and looked at Gu Saming. He couldn't see clearly, but he just watched intently.

In this quiet night, farewell is defined as an unchanging agreement.

And the guardian is close by, blending into the lifeline.

Gu Saming smiled softly, turned around and let him lie back, leaned over with his arms propped up, and slightly tilted his head to signal him: "Which puppy left this, huh?"

Hearing this, Qi Nian saw the reflective shiny place again with his own eyes, and was so ashamed that he turned his eyes away, forgetting that the other party couldn't see his blushing face at all.

"elder brother......"

"It's useless to act like a baby," Gu Saming said, "Hurry up and wipe it off."

Qi Nian pursed his mouth, tremblingly raised the Adam's apple close to Gu Saming, wiped it carefully, when it moved up and down, his breathing was so tense that he missed a beat.He wiped it a few more times before he was barely let go by Gu Saming.

"Okay, it won't be long," Gu Saming pushed him back into the bed, and ordered, "Close your eyes and go to sleep."

Stretching out his legs, he found that the edge of the bed was so cold that his feet were freezing. Qi Nian retracted his back and arched his back, but he didn't feel the cold at all.He closed his eyes obediently, the shadows under his eyelashes were thick, and his breathing was sweet when he was about to fall asleep.

In the early morning of the next day, the sky was not yet bright, only the clouds on the sunrise side turned a little white, Qi Nian didn't stay in the bathroom when he brushed his teeth, but went outside to brush while admiring the scenery blankly, a drop of toothpaste foam fell on the In the pajamas, Gu Saming finally grabbed him back.

Since the beginning of winter, their senior year schedule has always been like this.

Qi Nian and Gu Saming sat at the dining table and hurriedly finished their breakfast, then went out and waited for the driver to drive over.The driver had been picking them up for almost two years, and he was not lazy at work, but the time in the morning was unavoidable, so he didn't have to wait long anyway.

But today it was Qi Wenzhi who arrived one step earlier than the driver uncle.Even Qi Nian was already familiar with that car - not only the logo on the front was different, but it also looked more magnificent and gorgeous, and the front and back were well maintained.It is no different from his racing car, and it looks like new every time I see it, dazzling.

Qi Nian was standing on the steps, he was tightly wrapped by the school uniform, only showing a fair and beautiful face, his eyes were dazed, the tip of his nose was a little red from the cold, he looked pitiful and cute.

He and Gu Saming walked over, although he didn't know why Qi Wenzhi came to pick them up in the morning, but he still called his father and was dragged into the car.

Qi Wenzhi helped Qi Nian close the car door, and exchanged glances with Gu Saming who was still standing outside.

And He Yu got up at some point, wearing a thin light white pajamas, with loose hair, standing by the balcony on the second floor.

Qi Wenzhi patted Gu Saming on the shoulder, motioned him to get in the car, then squinted his eyes and looked back, meeting He Yu's gaze.

The faces of the two were expressionless, and there was no sign of a firefight when their eyes collided, but there was an undercurrent surging, which was meaningful.That means more surging than the biting cold wind blowing with each knife.

After Zheng Yiwan cooperated with the treatment, her body improved notably, but she couldn't even maintain her previous state.

She watched the eustoma blossom and fail day by day.

But flowers can be repurchased and replaced, but people can't.

She was getting weaker and weaker every day, as if she had run out of fuel—from talking less, getting out of bed less, and even having less strength to stay awake.

Zheng Yiwan is a patient who takes good care of her, and she doesn't make the nurses, doctors and nurses feel bad.

She just needs to hold Qi Nian's photo, look at it, and remember Qi Nian's appearance with every last minute of her life, and she will be satisfied.Only then can she feel at ease.

And Zheng Yiwan didn't seem to be able to wait until he recovered from his illness to see Qi Nian again.

Qi Wenzhi listened to the assistant's report with a sullen face. Zheng Yiwan's condition was getting worse and worse, which made him weigh it countless times in alcohol.

Qi Wenzhi didn't know if he couldn't bear Zheng Yiwan's death, or if he couldn't bear Zheng Yiwan's dying.

Perhaps he also felt that the gentle, beautiful and kind woman who had never forgotten the bouquet of white flowers after leaving him for more than ten years should not have ended up like this in the end. .

Qi Wenzhi rarely shows kindness.But he couldn't wait any longer.

Death frightened him. When his elder brother Qi Wenyue passed away suddenly, he knew deeply that he was deeply afraid of certain deaths.

He may be able to watch Zheng Yiwan die without moving, but he doesn't know what will happen after Zheng Yiwan dies.

Qi Wenzhi planned to "give alms" one more time, and he had to take Qi Nian to see Zheng Yiwan for the last time in advance.