broken sun

Qi Nian heard the news from Gu Saming that he was only leaving in the afternoon, and he was very happy. From going to the room alone to change shoes to going down to have breakfast together, he was in high spirits.He Yu didn't hear a single word He Yu said to Gu Saming at the dinner table. Even when Mama Liu brought up the steamer and said "Give way", Qi Nian also seemed dull because he was immersed in his own happiness. It was still Gu Saming. Pulling him from the side, he avoided the hot steamed buns in Mama Liu's hand in time.

He was almost done eating, and he didn't stay for long.

Gu Saming seemed to be discussing with He Yu about the parent-teacher meeting, this was not something that Qi Nian could intervene in, and Qi Nian didn't think about it, so he ran upstairs first, preparing to pack up his homework and move to Gu Saming's room.

He didn't write a few pens with him last night, and he didn't finish his weekly diary.

Qi Nian looked at the top black hard-covered weekly diary book, his eyes gradually lost focus, and it took a long time before he picked it up and stacked it with all the homework.

Gu Saming asked Qi Nian yesterday if he had written a diary, Qi Nian lingered on the edge of deception for a couple of times, and answered yes.

But he doesn't know if it counts as a diary, and he doesn't remember the specific content he wrote clearly. He doesn't even know where he put the thin and poor-quality "diary" many years ago. Hard to remember.

But Qi Nian's sense of crisis and intuition were triggered, and he was sure of one thing, that is, this book must never be seen by Gu Saming.

Looking at the whole room, the textbook materials and snowflake-like papers that Qi Nian sent out when he went to Yuncheng No. [-] Middle School are just a drop in the bucket.

He has very little else, only books and papers piled up in mountains.

The things that have been written, used, and read in the past are all placed in the bookcase, put in the box, and stuffed in a corner. Even if it is cleaned regularly, it is not very effective. Ashes, when there is a tide, no one cares.

Qi Nian slowly looked around the four walls, walked towards the side with the most light, and pulled the curtains to the side.

If you want to start over, pretending can only be used as a means.

Even if Qi Nian's faults are deeply rooted and his "natural nature is hard to change", he still has to say goodbye to the past with only a few ruins left, and try to reconcile with this world where the sun can be seen rising.

Gu Saming stayed with him all morning on Saturday.

"Brother, did you leave without taking your things?" Seeing that Gu Saming had no intention of packing up, Qi Nian couldn't help asking.

"It's almost done this morning." Gu Saming took the clothes to change from the closet and smiled. "You haven't finished?" He took off his shirt and said, "I didn't bother you with your homework today."

Gu Saming put on new long sleeves, put on a coat again, and looked over, but Qi Nian didn't look at him anymore, and glanced at him, looking guilty.

Gu Saming asked again unkindly: "Have you finished writing?"

Qi Nian's voice was as thin as a mosquito: "Soon."

The last time Qi Nian saw Gu Saming with his upper body naked, he dared to stare blankly like a newborn calf without fear of a tiger, but this time his ears turned red, and he looked away early to avoid it.

Just by taking a look, Qi Nian was forced to display his photographic memory, his mind was full of the body covered with well-proportioned muscles.

Gu Saming didn't continue to worry about him, and continued to talk about his studies: "It's because you write too slowly, and you are faster than you in a snail race."

"There are too many words in liberal arts." Qi Nian weakly found an excuse for himself.

"When the next semester is over, I don't need to write these." Gu Saming said.

Qi Nian murmured: "Really..."

Gu Saming went to the desk to get his cell phone, stood leaning against it for a while, and said to him, "I'll be back tomorrow afternoon, if there's something to do, you know how to call, huh?"

This is the first time that Gu Saming will confess to Qi Nian before leaving, and Qi Nian obediently agrees, completely gone from the depressed look when he heard that he was leaving in the morning, it seems that the extra ordinary morning is so important .

He Yu arranged a car for Gu Saming to take him off in advance, but Gu Saming didn't deliberately refuse, and went out and got in the car.

The window on the second floor has always been a good place to watch people come and go quietly, Qi Nian put his hand on the marble window sill, and the finely stitched light gray sweater insulated him from most of the cold.As for his brother who just stepped into the car downstairs, he was only wearing a neat and thin black hooded jacket.

That figure also appeared sharper and colder in the cold wind and bleak weather.

Qi Nian blinked, moved his face closer, his eyelashes almost brushed the glass window, and didn't move away until the yard became empty.

He always felt that his brother was not that happy. His brother was not happy to live in this villa; he was not happy to leave his former home;

The other "unhappy", Qi Nian was ambiguous, but this one related to himself, he thought, that was just the beginning, and had nothing to do with the present.

Qi Nian pursed his lips, touched the tip of his tongue in the middle, raised his hand to remove a small ball of fluff from his mouth, and turned back directly to Gu Saming's room.

In the blink of an eye, it is time to take leave and go to class.Now that the end of the term is approaching, there is an inevitable parent meeting and an important final exam before the winter vacation. People who usually procrastinate are finally sounded by the alarm bell ringing in their ears from time to time. Take a book and read it early.

In the winter, everyone wears thicker clothes, and there is an illusion that the seats are becoming more crowded.What's more troublesome is that it will be cold if the windows are opened to ventilate in the classroom, and it will be stuffy if the windows are not opened.

After the morning self-study, the students sitting by the window finally couldn't help complaining: "You have to turn it on and off, so is it on or off?! Can I change seats with you?"

Qi Nian turned his head to take a look, but the first thing he saw was Xu Li's empty seat, he couldn't help but wonder why Xu Li didn't come to class this morning.

It was too late to say it, but just as he turned his head back, he saw Xu Li at the door, walking towards this side with his head down.

When people approached, Qi Nian asked in the first sentence: "Did you cut your hair?"

Xu Li walked around him, pulled out his chair, and only started to show off after sitting down: "You found out so soon? You really care about me."

Xu Li also cut his hair before, but he just cut off the part that grew too long over time. After cutting, he still maintained the most basic original appearance, and the bangs almost pierced his eyes.

But this time was different, Qi Nian noticed from a distance when he lowered his head, this time his eyebrows were completely exposed, and at first glance they were a little unaccustomed to abruptness.

"By the way, pretty," Xu Li took out his homework from his bag, and asked knowingly in a low voice, "You and Gu Saming left early that day?"

Qi Nian took a cautious look at him upon hearing this, before answering "Yeah."

"What do you look at in your eyes? Ah?!" Xu Li glared at him, doing his own business without delaying his speech.

He Jiayan turned to ask Qi Nian to collect his homework, and said to Xu Li by the way: "I didn't expect you to be so good."

"He Jiayan, are you so easy to buy? Then I will fight with you a few more times." Xu Li said.

He Jiayan gave him an annoyed look, accepted Qi Nian's homework and left.

Until the last Chinese class in the morning, when the teacher asked them to read the materials, Qi Nian rested his cheeks and lowered his head to read the book. Suddenly, a flash of light flashed in front of his eyes, recalling Xu Li's actions in KTV that day, and recalling Xu Li's words all the time. After saying a few words and never hiding the frank and explicit content that he had to say more, he was blessed to understand the other party's intentions in his heart.

Qi Nian looked up and saw that the Chinese teacher was writing on the blackboard with his back to them. He tilted his head reassuringly and said to Xu Li, "I see."

At that moment, Xu Li also held his chin, his eyes were not focused where, and he was in a serious daze. When he heard Qi Nian's voice, he turned his head for a second and recovered his expression: "What do you know? ?”

"Thank you." Qi Nian said in a low voice, a little embarrassed.

Xu Li was stunned for a moment, then smiled indifferently after understanding, but started blackmailing him: "Thank you for inviting me to dinner at noon."

Qi Nian lowered his eyes and considered the money in his pocket and the price of the usual meal, then nodded.

When the Chinese teacher packed up the textbooks and lesson plans, got off the podium and walked out of the classroom, Gu Saming just closed the book when Shi Ze next to him said before he got up: "You go first, I have something to do."

Gu Saming looked at him, followed his gaze, turned his head and saw Qi Nian and Xu Li without any surprise.

"What's your business?"

"Hey, don't worry about it!" Shi Ze said with a frown.

Shi Ze was full of restlessness and irritability. Gu Saming was neither curious nor bothered to care about him, so he said casually, "Then I'll take Qi Nian to dinner."

Hearing this, Shi Ze glanced at him with a complicated expression, and happened to catch a glimpse of Xu Li following Qi Nian out of the classroom, talking and laughing. It exploded in an instant, and when I stood up, the chair clanged and the sound was huge.

Qi Niangang was dragged by Xu Lisheng to step over the threshold of the back door, and after walking a certain distance, he turned his head unconsciously when he heard the sound, and met the gaze of Gu Saming, who had an unclear expression, through the window.

He couldn't help but thumped, and stopped in his footsteps.

Before he could react further, the tall and aggressive Shi Ze rushed over first.

Qi Nian opened his eyes, staring at Shi Ze getting closer and closer to him, his heart was pounding, he didn't know whether to get out of the way, guessing quickly in his mind - did Gu Saming and Shi Ze quarrel?Shi Ze was dissatisfied that he dragged Gu Saming away that day?But it's not so... Shi Ze's eyes look like he wants to eat people.

At this moment, Xu Li let go of Qi Nian, gently pushed aside, and met Shi Ze directly.

"You fucking know I'm looking for you too?!" Shi Ze rushed forward without stopping, grabbed Xu Li's coat collar, it could be said that the anger came from his heart, and the evil came to his guts. He gritted his teeth, " Why don't you run away? You know how to run if you are disgusted?!"

Xu Li was calm from the beginning to the end, as if he had foreseen the scene at this moment, including the undisguised disgust in Shi Ze's eyes, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry your mother!"

After Shi Zeba yelled loudly, his voice became hoarse again. He short-circuited his logic and continued to say with difficulty: "You...get out of here! Don't let me see you again!" Xu Li pushed hard.

Qi Nian leaned against the wall, staring at Shi Ze dumbfounded, startled by his sudden violence.

Xu Li was staggered by that push, and almost fell down. Qi Nian subconsciously went up to help him, and looked around helplessly, afraid that Shi Ze, who was in a rage, would continue to do something.

At the same time, Gu Saming, who had already left the classroom at some point, stepped forward to stop Shi Ze, and forcibly pulled him away.

The other students who came out of the toilet just now naturally also heard the huge movement outside, only glanced briefly, and left in panic.

Qi Nian frowned, looking at his elder brother who should be an outsider.

"Qi Nian." Gu Saming called him.

Qi Nian suddenly came back to his senses, "Ah".

Gu Saming pursed his lips slightly, and raised his chin towards him.

After Qi Nian understood and went down the nearest stairs with Xu Li, the corridor was empty, Gu Saming gave Shi Ze a push: "Okay, go eat first, and then think about the confession?"

Shi Ze's body swayed, recalling the face that had been staring at him for a second before going downstairs, his heart tightened for a while, and he followed Gu Saming down the stairs from the other side in a irritated manner.