broken sun

"I called you a taxi, and I'll be here in 5 minutes," Wang Qingsong pushed Shi Ze who was leaning on the electric pole by the roadside, handed the phone in front of his eyes, and said with a smile, "It's not that far! Wear less Make you crazy about drinking!"

"Go away, go home and do your homework!" Shi Ze grabbed the phone and glanced at the screen.

"Hey, didn't I have an appointment with your brother Sa to play basketball tomorrow, just you two?" Wang Qingsong said deliberately while he was already in the car, poking his head.

Shi Ze pouted at him: "Don't you dare to come and let's wait for a fight on Monday!"

At ten o'clock in the evening, not only the entire street, but also the opposite street, and even the pedestrian street area in the city center extending in all directions, are still bustling with feasting and feasting lights, and every road on the road is full of people and cars.

Just now, the group of people went back to their respective homes and found their mothers. Shi Ze was waiting for the car at the same place, with his legs on the railing, dizzy, and didn't know what he was looking at.He touched his pocket, turned around and staggered to the newsstand next to him.

"Boss!" Shi Ze threw out a 50 yuan ticket, "Buy a bottle of mineral water."

"I don't have any change, so I can't find it." The boss sat with a perfunctory tone.

Shi Ze turned his head and bared his teeth, and when he turned back, he wanted to scold someone: "No, what's your attitude! You can't even buy things with money these days?!"

The boss drooped his eyelids, took this kind of drunk student as a joke, and sat there motionless.

"What kind of fucking shop are you! I..."

Shi Ze slammed his fist on the counter of the newsstand, and was about to land on the ground, but was stopped by a person who suddenly jumped out from the side, and his arm was tightly grasped.

"Then what, boss, I buy a bottle of water, two yuan, right? Now, here."

Shi Ze's hands hurt from being caught, his brows were furrowed so high that he didn't know how high he was, his eyes swept away, he sucked in a breath and couldn't spit it out, his reaction was a bit slow, and he stared and said: "...let go !"

Xu Li blinked, let go, took the water from the boss, and handed it to him with an innocent face.

"Go away!" Shi Ze opened his hand, turned around and left.

"You don't want any money?" Xu Li smiled at his back, immediately took the 50 yuan that Shi Ze left behind, and chased after him.

"Can you fucking get away... believe it or not, I beat you so hard that your mother doesn't even recognize it?"

"Aren't you drinking water?"

"Don't drink!"

"Then your money."

"No! Get lost, don't you understand human language?"

......

"Damn it, why hasn't my car arrived yet!" Shi Ze felt that everything had become unlucky after meeting Xu Li, speechless and irritated so much that he wanted to beat someone up.

Xu Li was like a dog skin plaster and refused to leave. He blew on his bangs and said, "The taxi you took should have left early. It's been so long, it's very difficult to take a taxi now."

The Qi family villa was completely silent inside and out, except for the living room and corridor, only the lights in He Yu's room were on.Mama Liu went back to her home after dinner, and would come back the next morning.

When Qi Nian and Gu Saming came back, He Yu heard the commotion outside, pulled her hair and opened the door.

"Sa Ming is back," she stood by the railing on the second floor, looking at Gu Saming, "Have you eaten yet? There is still food in the kitchen."

Gu Saming put his hand behind Qi Nian's face, and turned his head back. Gu Saming paused for a moment facing He Yu, who had changed his address, and then said, "We'll go later, thank you, Mom. .”

Qi Nian changed his shoes with his back to the living room, and slowly turned around after He Yu left, and whispered, "Brother, you don't hate..."

"You hate it?" Gu Saming asked him back.

He answered quickly this time, calmly: "No, I never have."

The last time Gu Saming asked Qi Nian this, Qi Nian was in Gu Saming's room, looking for him with a shy face in fear and trepidation, he just wanted Gu Saming to rub the medicine on him, and wanted to stay there longer.

At that time, he was immersed in the lies he made up, and he couldn't answer the question about He Yu—his mother.

Qi Nian was forced to be sensible since he was a child, and he was "considerate" and "considerate" to his parents.

Is it possible to be liked if you are sensible?Don't cry, make trouble, or run around, can you really stop them from worrying and being sad, and thus be liked a little bit?

Then he chose someone invisible and intangible to store loss, sadness, loneliness and hatred.

At this moment, what Qi Nian said was not a lie, he never hated He Yu, never.Because he has no feelings for He Yu left.Since Qi Nian gave up looking for maternal love in He Yu, and even directly gave up the desire for maternal love, he no longer needs He Yu as a mother.

Gu Saming looked at him for a while, then walked in first, and changed the subject: "Are you hungry? You haven't eaten anything tonight. Come wash your hands and eat something."

Qi Nian was stunned for two seconds, and followed.

The two filled their stomachs and walked to the intersection on the second floor. Qi Nian stopped in place very naturally. Gu Saming flicked his forehead and said with a smile: "I still don't want to go back to take a shower."

"Wash," Qi Nian promised, turned to look at the wall clock, and said in a wrong voice, "It's not very late yet."

Gu Saming listened and asked with a smile: "So?"

Before his whole face was about to wrinkle together, Gu Saming couldn't bear to tease him anymore, and said directly as a compromise: "After taking a shower, blow dry your hair, and come here with your homework."

Qi Nian's eyes lit up immediately, as if he couldn't know how happy he was, he wanted to go back to his room to take a shower without saying a word.

"Hey—" Gu Saming grabbed him.

"Don't bring all your homework, it won't be long." After Gu Saming finished speaking, he lowered his eyes, as if looking carefully at Qi Nian's face, and then let him go.

Qi Nian went to get his clothes first, and after returning to his room, he tidied up his things slightly numbly, and went to the bathroom to wash his hair and take a shower.

After washing for a while, Qi Nian's whole body was slightly powdered by the steaming heat. He didn't dare to let the hot water directly splash on his mouth. There is no longer the uncomfortable feeling before.But even now Qi Nian didn't dare to think too much, because thinking about it would make his feet a little weak, and he didn't know if it was caused by lack of oxygen after staying in it for a long time, or because of something else.

Qi Nian shook his head, and the water droplets from the wet hair splashed everywhere.

He washed it frequently, dried his hair according to Gu Saming's request, took a Chinese homework book and a weekly journal on the desk, and walked over in slippers.

"You don't want to sleep today, do you want to come here to do your homework so much?" Gu Saming lazily leaned on the sofa chair beside the desk, seeing Qi Nian sitting upright, moving his hand stroke by stroke.

"It was you who said you would bring your homework." Qi Nian stopped writing, raised his eyes, his dark eyes met him, and he was always complaining, "If you don't do your homework, you can't come here."

"Then stop writing," Gu Saming snatched his pen, put it on the table, and joked, "Sit down, and you can go back when you go to bed."

Upon hearing this, the flickering flames in Qi Nian's heart suddenly went out, and he went to pick up his pen again, muttering, "I'm doing my homework."

Gu Saming didn't mention this anymore, picked up his weekly diary and opened the first page, looked at the word "Qi Nian", seemed to want to turn down, and asked, "Can I read it?"

Qi Nian nodded.

With permission, Gu Saming turned to the content page of his weekly diary, and turned it to the head within two clicks. The speed can be called ten lines at a glance.

It's not that he doesn't want to read it carefully, but that the weekly diary written by Qi Nian is really...officially orthodox and bland...

There is no feeling of "peeping privacy" at all.

Qi Nian's weekly diaries are all about the learning summary of a certain subject, without expressing too much personal thoughts and feelings, just like a young and mature pedant.

"Here," Gu Saming laughed, and then seemed to really want to discuss with him seriously, "Why did you write chemistry in the first week, politics in the second week, and Chinese in the last week and the previous two weeks? "

Qi Nian thought that Gu Saming was really checking his homework, and said, "I thought this was the subject I did before writing the weekly diary."

"..."

"Have you ever written a diary before?" Gu Saming raised his eyebrows and asked casually.

Qi Nian closed his mouth and hesitated for a moment. The pronunciation of the word "no" was lost between his moist lips, and he only said "yes" a little stiffly.

"Write these too?"

"I do not remember."

Gu Saming closed Qi Nian's weekly diary, and clasped his hands together. The vagueness in his brows and eyes disappeared when he looked up at Qi Nian, and only saw the clean, simple, and empty things in Qi Nian's body. .

Gu Saming straightened his body, and called him in a warm voice: "Come here."

Qi Nian is taller than the sitting Gu Saming, so Gu Saming has to raise his head to meet his gaze: "Do you know who I am?"

Qi Nian opened his mouth, and when Gu Saming called out like this, he felt his throat a little itchy: "Brother...I..."

"Huh?" Gu Saming responded.

Qi Nian said, "Can I go with you tomorrow morning?"

Gu Saming didn't think for long, and said, "Yes."

That night Qi Nian felt sleepy and wanted to leave on his own initiative, but Gu Saming still sat on the sofa and didn't move, and didn't say anything to persuade him to stay.Qi Nian seemed to be in a normal mood, holding the things he brought with him and planning to take them away, before he left, he went to Gu Saming and said good night, when his brother finally finished saying good night, Qi Nian kissed him very quickly, lightly and unobtrusively His brother.

Probably because she was too flustered and confused, Qi Nian's light kiss only landed on the corner of Gu Saming's mouth.

After thinking about it over and over again, he summoned up the courage to do it.

Qi Nian is very smart now, not to mention that he is good at observing words and expressions.

When facing Gu Saming, Qi Nian has always been good at being the one who takes the first step. Qi Nian doesn't understand the so-called priority and winning or losing, but only understands Gu Saming's permission - but today Gu Saming caught him doing that kind of thing first, Also did it twice.

Even if he didn't get a single reply.

He thinks that actions can also represent everything.