broken sun

The city hospital where Gu’s mother lives is seven or eight stops away from the school. Gu Saming took Qi Nian to the nearby bus station without speaking. Although he walked at a slow pace, he took a few steps and walked to the front. , Qi Nian followed behind embarrassingly and unhappily, and had to keep an eye on his footsteps, lest he accidentally miss him.

Qi Nian stopped for a moment, closed his mouth tightly, looked at Gu Saming's handsome back, and immediately ran up at a faster speed, grabbing Gu Saming's clothes with one hand.

The corner of the school uniform was pulled back by him, and the wind gushed in.

Gu Saming slowed down when his hand touched it, and finally stopped at this moment, and turned around with the same casual look, but started to laugh at him: "Aren't you shy?"

The blush on Qi Nian's face has not completely faded, but his expression has returned to normal, his eyes are fixed on Gu Saming.

It seemed that his eyes were fixed on Gu Saming, and he was never afraid to look at each other. Occasionally, he would dodge and move away once, and he would pursue him again the next time.

It can be called unyielding and unrelenting, and perseverance.

"I thought you were gone." Qi Nian retracted his loose hand to the side of the trouser seam.

Gu Saming's expression didn't change after hearing this, he seemed to be a little disappointed again, and emphasized with lowered eyelids: "Didn't I promise you in the morning, Qi Nian, so you don't believe me?"

It's not that Qi Nian doesn't believe in Gu Saming.

But he is someone who doesn't even believe in himself.

"I believe you."

His voice was like a mosquito, and after saying this, he still did not forget to accuse: "Didn't you hit me all the time?"

Gu Saming stood there in a daze for a long time, when a bicycle passed by, and the bell rang in his ears, Gu Saming quickly pulled Qi Nian to the side of the road, Qi Nian staggered, tilted his body, was caught Gu Saming stabilized himself.

Gu Saming sighed silently, but Qi Nian was still in a daze, and Gu Saming had the illusion that he couldn't explain why, so he simply settled the crime: "Then you still follow me, are you afraid that I will beat you again?"

Qi Nian came back to his senses, he pursed his mouth, he knew it was a false accusation, and if he got to the bottom of it, he would be more ashamed and disadvantaged, and later he would miss the chance of not having to go back to the villa, regretting it too late.

He stopped the loss in time, wanted to hold Gu Saming's hand as a show of favor and weakness, and reminded: "It's getting dark."

Gu Saming's hanging hand hesitated for a second, but he still didn't move away, allowing that cold hand to slip into his palm and hold it weakly.

When the two reached the station, Gu Saming let go of him, reached into his trouser pocket to get the bus card, switched sides, and then took Qi Nian's arm instead.

He wiped Qi Nian's hand on Qi Nian's school uniform: "I'm sweating, wipe it off."

Qi Nian looked down at his hand being grabbed and shaken, wrinkled his face and said, "Dirty."

Gu Saming made fun again, and it wasn't holding hands anymore.

But Qi Nian silently made Gu Saming happy.

When Gu Saming is in a bad mood or tired, Qi Nian can tell.

He is good at observing, especially observing his elder brother. No matter what mentality he has to describe, Gu Saming's every move from beginning to end will be remembered by him.

Qi Nian himself also understands that in the past ten years, he spent countless books and brief contact with tutors, and in the end, he won't be able to answer some of the good grades, how fast he solves the questions, and how many teachers' compliments he has received. The easiest question.

For example, in the high-pressure learning atmosphere of No. [-] Middle School, there are many activities in the school to beat chicken blood and cook chicken soup. They often talk about some vulgar topics, about dreams, struggles, and the future...

What needs to be honest is that the more vulgar it is, the more it carries the reverie and hope that almost everyone can share.

But Qi Nian did not.

The stars and the moon hanging in the dark night still have the ability to shine, illuminating the road ahead faintly and dimly.

But Qi Nian has no light in his heart.

No longer waking up suddenly after dreaming in the middle of the night, or even being unable to distinguish between nightmares and reality, is already the greatest fairness he is grateful for.

Even if he was deceiving himself and others, he only admitted that Gu Saming was his elder brother.

As for the "imaginary person" who had imprisoned him for ten years and brought him down to where he is today, along with the bed that Qi Nian never wanted to open, he was buried in the muddled past.

Even if no one really likes him - someone likes his good grades, likes his obedience, likes his ignorance and weakness - even if no one likes Qi Nian, it doesn't matter.

As long as Gu Saming can not abandon him as he is now, the rest of Qi Nian will not care about anything, nor be afraid of anything.

The First Hospital of Yuncheng City is located in a crowded urban area, adjacent to streets and communities with dense bus stops.Yuncheng City has rectified the city's infrastructure a few years ago. In order to improve the city's appearance, the roadside merchants have put on green and white signboards in a unified form, but the food aroma wafting from different fly restaurants can distinguish them from others. stores are distinguished.

Qi Nian and Gu Saming first had dinner at a restaurant outside the hospital. When they came out, it was already dark and the lights had just come on, and two black shadows, one big and one small, could be seen on the ground.

Even at this time, there were people coming and going outside the hospital in a hurry, and the road beside the sidewalk was crowded with cars, blocking the traffic lights not far away.

Qi Nian followed Gu Saming closely, his body was tense, but his head was turned, and his eyes couldn't help but look around. Some people were pushed out from the side door of the clinic in a wheelchair. Wrapped around the man's chest, his head was stained with blood, and brought a special smell of medicine when he passed by.

"Don't look around." Gu Saming pinched his cheek and straightened his head.

Hospitals are no different than other places, with birth, old age, sickness and death. The air is filled with the smell of disinfectant, but it also feels a bit less refreshing and comfortable.

Qi Nian is weak, so he should not have brought him here.

Passing through the hall and the slightly old hanging corridor in the middle, mottled marks appeared on the red-painted walls all the way.After passing through the building behind and the simple garden, it is the inpatient department.

Qi Nian stepped on the smooth ground, entered the elevator, watched Gu Saming press the number "17", the button glowed fluorescent light, and the elevator began to move upwards.

Qi Nian retreated to the corner, holding the metal handrail next to him, feeling a little confused in his heart, and just thought of asking: "I didn't go back, just in case, will it..."

Gu Saming looked at the number of floors the elevator ascended, and then turned to look at him: "It's already here, it's late."

Gu Saming had already called He Yu at noon, saying that there was an event in the class to gather at night, and he would bring Qi Nian with him, and then he would go back by himself.

He also leaned against the wall of the elevator, the elevator stopped several times in the middle, and more and more people came up, so he stood straight and leaned towards Qi Nian with no expression on his face.

Qi Nian didn't ask any more questions, and seemed to think clearly in an instant.

"I've already called, do you want to go back?" Gu Saming asked with lowered eyes.

Qi Nian shook his head slightly. There were many people of different colors standing in the small space. The short boy in school uniform was mostly covered by the tall one. He said, "I will be with you."

Gu Saming paused, smiled, and said in a low voice, "I've been thinking about running outside all day, and there are no children after homework. Are you ready for the competition?"

There is a look on the side, that is, the elders who are in charge looked at them.

"Brother Chao said, 'Qi Nian doesn't need to worry about it'." Qi Nian retorted blankly, with the glint in his raised eyes.

When the elevator arrived, Qi Nian said, "It's 17."

Gu Saming put his head on Qi Nian's shoulders and passed through the crowd, stepping into the quiet ward area.

When he came to the door, Qi Nian felt dizzy when he got off the elevator just now, and felt that the hospital was all shimmering white, so he had no other feelings.

He thought of Gu Saming's adoptive mother, that aunt whom he met not long ago, and only one word came out, kind.

Qi Nian wanted to follow at first, just because he wanted to be with Gu Saming out of instinct, and wanted to escape from the villa and He Yu by himself.

As soon as the door of the ward was pushed open, Gu's mother, who was lying face to face, saw Gu Saming who was walking in front, and started nagging: "I told your dad not to talk about it, he really is, why did he come..."

Hearing her duplicity, Gu Saming only said, "Why are you hospitalized again? It's only been a few days."

Gu's mother just smiled, and didn't say anything vaguely.

Qi Nian walked up to Gu Saming from behind, and was the first to call softly, "Auntie."

There was a little girl living in the next bed, she seemed to be lying on one side for the time being, she had been staring at her with her small eyes since they entered the door, Qi Nian also glanced at her when she closed her lips.

Gu's mother was a little surprised when she heard the sound, only to realize that the child from the Qi family was actually following beside her. After a second of buffering, Gu's mother agreed and smiled at Qi Nian.

Before the three of them could say anything else, the door behind them opened again: "I bought lean meat porridge for you..."

Gu's father held Gu Saqing by his hand, Gu Saming turned around and called him, Gu's father raised his head and saw Humanity said: "Sa Ming is here, your mother complained after she found out, in fact, secretly, I don't know how happy I am."

"you shut up."

Father Gu smiled and stopped talking, and let go of the person in his hand: "Here, your brother is here, what's the matter?"

Today's Gu Saqing has been listless since he saw his brother, and he doesn't call anyone. He only looks over timidly with a pair of eyes and doesn't move away.

Qi Nian opened his mouth to take a breath of air, and watched quietly, leaving the greatest attention to Gu Saming who was wearing the same school uniform as him.

"I don't even know how to cry. I'm not afraid of anything. I'm afraid when I see your brother." Father Gu deliberately teased his youngest son, wanting to teach him a lesson.

Gu Saming didn't know what happened yet, so he just smiled lightly and called Gu Saqing to come over, but he didn't move.

"Hey, don't say a few words, it's nothing wrong," Gu's mother "rebuked" Gu's father again, and came out to rescue, "It's not all Sa Qing's fault, don't blame him."

The reason was that Mother Gu happened to be able to drop by to pick up Gu Saqing yesterday, but when she arrived at school, she saw other children in the same class one after another, but she didn't pick up her own son. When she asked them, no one knew. Staggered, and went home by bus.Unexpectedly, when I returned home and entered the house, no one was there.

When Gu's father received the call and finally came back from work in a hurry at eight o'clock, Gu's mother had been looking around for several hours. The school, the neighborhood, the shops on the way after school... called the class teacher, and only said that Gu Saqing He left school normally, which made several adults anxious.

In the end, Gu Saqing followed the classmates to the back door of the school after school, had fun outside and forgot the time, and sent his mother to the hospital in a hurry.

Gu Saming listened to the general ins and outs, raised his eyelids to look at Gu Saqing, his face was unclear, he looked at Gu Saqing with anxiety, and was too scared to speak.

At this moment, Gu's father poured Gu Saming a glass of water, suddenly seeing Qi Nian standing behind him, he was puzzled: "This is..."

"Uncle." Qi Nian also saw him, and obediently shouted without changing his expression.

"Hey," Gu's father was stunned for a moment, and then he was winked by Gu's mother, and he understood instantly, "Is his name Qi Nian, right? He is also our Saming's younger brother, and he also came to see Auntie?" His father is naturally very friendly to other children.

However, he didn't understand his wife's point, and made Gu's mother who was lying on the bed speechless.

Qi Nian pursed his lips, as a default.

But Qi Nian felt that the atmosphere seemed to be awkward because of him, and after a while, he tugged Gu Saming's hand and said, "I'm going to the toilet."

When Qi Nian walked out of the ward, he could clearly see Gu Saqing's gaze staring at him, and after closing the door, he stood by the door, and after an unknown amount of time, some non-noisy laughter came from inside.

Qi Nian walked past the nurse on duty, and the sound of the pen being tapped on the board showed that the corridor was extremely quiet.

He randomly picked a seat on the row of blue seats outside the door, and he didn't sit for long.On the white tiles opposite, there is a sign saying "no noise".

And there was still the sound of a happy family talking in his ears.

The moment before, the sword was on the verge of breaking out, and it was extremely embarrassing, just because he was there.

Qi Nian stood in front of the mirror in the hospital bathroom, and slowly reached out to wash his hands.

He felt that he didn't care. When Gu Saming left, he still wanted to hold his hand again and be his brother.

Is that so.

The overhead light hit straightly, Qi Nian's trembling eyelashes and the tip of his nose were covered with thick shadows, just like him, heavy and redundant, and stubborn.