broken sun

No matter what the "I'm sorry" meant, Qi Nian's hand trembled slightly for an instant. Under the calm and dull appearance, his heart was turbulent, contracting and beating.

As long as the three words "I'm sorry" come from Gu Saming's mouth, it is the most important thing.

Qi Nian is like a balloon that is not too inflated, holding a breath, holding it for many years, and holding it for many years, but now someone pokes a hole, releases the air, and slowly deflates.

But he was not happy at all.

Some things are passing through Qi Nian's body, and he relies on these to survive such a long life, and once he can see them start to leave him with just a word.

The huge pain is embedded in the flesh, grows into the blood and bones, and is intertwined. When it suddenly wants to withdraw, it will create a new pain, which will be densely covered.

Just when he was in a daze, as if time was about to stand still, he heard Gu Saming's voice again, sighing: "It's fair to not count, because my brother hated me at that time, and it was so sad."

Gu Saming got up while talking, and just lay down on the bed next to him, his jeans brushed against Qi Nian's thin pajama pants, and his legs were still bent outside the bed.

Qi Nian looked at him in disbelief, seeing that his closed eyes were slightly blue, and he looked extremely tired.

It is difficult to tell the truth from the false in the jokes.

Gu Saming's repeated answers pushed Qi Nian to the unreal cloud, and he stayed there stiffly, guarding against the sudden dissipation of the cloud, or a loss of weight due to instability.

Feeling numb.

Qi Nian couldn't help moving, and inadvertently touched Gu Saming's jeans and hard kneecap.

Qi Nian was a little embarrassed, but apart from playing tricks, he either pretended to be dumb or had no scruples.

He was still afraid of disturbing Gu Saming, so he said directly and firmly but in a low voice: "You said before that you didn't like me calling you brother...I know, you don't like this place either."

Gu Saming slowly opened his eyelids.

Even without Gu Saqing's torment, he knew that he was doomed to have trouble falling asleep last night. Going to a psychiatrist would not work.

Gu Saming thought of the shadow of the child in his mind, his face was chubby, and his eyes glistened with water, and Qi Nian, who had a face the size of a palm, was completely incompatible.

"Why do you hold grudges so much, huh?" Gu Saming propped up his upper body slightly, fiddled with his arms, tilted his head to look into his reddish eyes, "I dare say that my treatment of you is just your expedient measure?"

"Then think about it again, did you provoke it first?"

Gu Saming had a smile on his lips, and his tone was lazy, low and aggressive.

"And why did I go to the infirmary twice? Did you ever think about what to do if you fell when climbing the wall?" He half-jokingly said truthfully.

Qi Nian doesn't need to pretend to be dumb anymore.

He directly became the one who was poor in reasoning and words, his fair and serious face slightly puffed up, and he still stared at Gu Saming in a daze.

After Qi Nian was taught to recall, his lips moved very slightly and said: "It's my own fault, but Xu Li is not like you..."

Gu Saming also sat up, with his back slightly arched, and said directly at his pause, "Don't mention him now."

Didn't you mention it first...

Qi Nian rolled his eyes, scattered the moisture from his eyes before, and blinked back.

The sound from the kitchen downstairs came upstairs through the window, Mama Liu had already woken up.

"I don't like it here," Gu Saming seemed to get back to the point, with a deep voice, typing on Qi Nian's heart word by word, waiting for the final verdict, "I don't want to expose my privacy to the public, let everyone All to discuss 'what's going on in his house'."

Qi Nian pursed his lips tightly, his mind was running fast, connecting all the strands before and after, frowning to understand Gu Saming's words.

"But none of this has anything to do with you, Qi Nian," Gu Saming said, "so I apologize to you."

Hearing it again, there is still an electric current passing through the ears, and then passing through the heart.

Qi Nian is not good at Chinese, no matter how many books he has read, the feeling he reads is always very different from the standard answer given by the Chinese teacher.

He is too sensitive, thinks too much, and gets into dead ends too easily.

Qi Nian still bit the bullet and asked, "Why..."

He wanted to ask clearly why he apologized to him and why.

"Because I won't be nice to someone I don't like." Gu Saming snorted and said softly, "I still regret that I hurt you without knowing anything."

Gu Saming stood up, and the sunken bed bounced back.

Qi Nian swallowed twice, squinted his eyes to see, the curtains were "brushed" by Gu Saming, leaving only a gap, Qi Nian's pupils grew slightly bigger, and he felt that everything was quiet again.

However, he was still the only one who was burning from head to toe, so dizzy from burning.

Unlike the last time I caught a cold, this time Qi Nian became more sober and clearer, and moved more flexibly.

For a moment, he felt that his whole body was light and light, and all senses were reduced to decorations, and he was invisible in the invisible sunlight; There was so much force on his heart that he couldn't escape.

It's just that they can't show it all, making Qi Nian look dull, as if he is indifferent.

Gu Saming walked back again, looked at Qi Nian who was sitting there and barely moved, smiled, and said casually: "So, although we are in the same class - but the seniority is still there, right? Come on!" Listen."

"No dislikes," he added.

If Shi Ze knew about this, the middle finger would have been compared to him long ago, and his father would not be interested in being a father, but wanted to be a younger brother...

The bed sank again, and there was a particularly obvious "squeak", Qi Nian swallowed his throat, grabbed the ground with his toes, and fooled Gu Saming's eyes in the unknown light.

Because Qi Nian was sitting there, Gu Saming couldn't put his legs up, so he could only tilt them.

Qi Nian seemed to grow on that piece of bed sheet, but at the moment of being overly nervous, he suddenly felt very hungry, and it was time for him to wash up...

He had found slippers a long time ago, put them on his feet, and struggled and contradicted for a long time in the petrified state, even his breathing became uneven.

In the end, Qi Nian wrinkled his face, and in less than a second, he moved from the bed to the door, opened the door and ran away.

Remember to close the door before leaving, the movement is still very light, the steps are deliberately tense, and the collision with the ground is very small.

Gu Saming was stunned for a moment, then couldn't help laughing.

Gu Saming didn't know if it was Qi Nian who changed a little bit more, or himself.

Although Qi Nian ran away a moment ago, the distance between them is getting closer.

Gu Saming previously had an acquiescing attitude towards Qi Nian's approaching with lame lies, and the little prey that came to his door could still be teased for him.

It's just that Qi Nian is not purely soft, he seems to have places that cannot be touched, and when he is in a hurry, he will show his fangs, erect the thorns all over his body, and then retract into his shell.

After the teasing is over, people need to be coaxed.

Gu Saming put his feet up and put them on the place where Qi Nian was sitting just now, with Yu Wen entangled them.

He lay on the bed and didn't bother to change his clothes. He closed his heavy eyes that had been strained for a long time.