broken sun

Gu Saming rarely saw Qi Nian like this.

Gu Saming peeled off Qi Nian's cold and hostile shell at the beginning, and with little effort, he made his diametrically opposed and unlovable younger brother submit to him and make him change his mind.

But it still doesn't feel real and clear enough.

Even after Qi Nian became well-behaved and docile, he was deceitful and disguised, restrained and cautious, with a bow tensed all the time, and would lower his eyebrows to please him, with a hint of flattery.

Qi Nian is more like a little animal who sometimes has a simple mind and sometimes not so pure, has a fierce look and a soft heart, and is easily startled. He is usually mysterious, but once he is turned over and has to expose his belly, it is easy to make people's hearts soften.

Like now.

Gu Saming held his soft hand, loosened it, and squeezed it tightly again.

Although Qi Nian's thin and small figure has already formed a solid impression, Gu Saming feels that standing like this, Qi Nian should not be so far away from him.

He took a step closer, bent down slightly, was at the same height as him, looked at him, and saw Qi Nian look away.

Gu Saming watched the tears rolling in his eyes with the rolling eyeballs, his Adam's apple moved, and asked him warmly: "Then who are you with now? Huh?"

What was said just now was made by Qi Nian, who exhausted his courage and broke the jar after his unconsciousness and aggrieved emotions reached the peak.

At this moment in Qi Nian's world, only Qi Nian's own time is static, and he can't cope with a single word.

A hint of helplessness floated in Gu Saming's eyes, he sighed, called Qi Nian's name, and said to him: "No one thinks you are a monster, and no one prevents you from making friends. In fact, maybe you know Xu Li better than I do. You're saying if you like it, you can."

Qi Nian froze in place, Gu Saming stretched out his hand and put his fingers under his red eyes, stroked them lightly, touched the slightly thinned lower eyelashes, seemed to smile, and said: "But can you grow a little bit, I have a little eyelashes. The body can't stand the toss, so don't always make people worry."

Gu Saming's familiar, Qi Nian's eyes finally looked at him, Qi Nian's powder-dyed face looked pitiful and easy to bully.

In the next second, the tears that couldn't go back and couldn't find a place to flow before finally fell from the moist eye sockets, slipped down Gu Saming's fingertips, and scalded all the way.

Qi Nian seems to have cold hands and feet due to his physical condition, but now the temperature under his touch reminds Gu Saming that he is sick.

Can't stay here anymore.Gu Saming wiped the fresh tears on Qi Nian's face with his fingertips, and pulled him towards him with the other hand.

Gu Saming took the pen on the table and signed on the registration column: "Excuse me, Mr. Zhang, I interrupted your lunch break."

"It's okay, I've already prescribed antipyretics, just don't catch a cold anymore, and it's easy to catch a cold in summer." Teacher Zhang took the registration board over to take a look, and smiled, "New students in your class? Why haven't you seen it before, how does it look?" What a wonderful life."

Gu Saming took the two boxes of medicine, smiled and nodded as an answer.

When Teacher Zhang left, Gu Saming sat back on the stool just now, raised his hand to shave Qi Nian's cheeks, and told him, "This time my eyes are swollen from crying."

Qi Nian's head was still swollen, he sucked his stuffed nose, felt ashamed when his hot face was touched, and retorted softly: "No."

Gu Saming snorted, "Well, no."

He met those dodging, small walnut-like eyes: "When I climbed over the wall with Xu Li, I blurted out that I was sorry, and I was afraid of me? Did you know you were afraid when you climbed over the wall?"

"Don't be afraid." Qi Nian put his hands on the sides of the chair and rubbed against the armrests.

Except for the two eye-catching "windows to the soul", Qi Nian's face was calm and returned to his usual state.

I don't know whether the answer is not afraid of Gu Saming, or not afraid of climbing over the wall, but anyway, he looks very poorly cleaned up and educated. Gu Saming feels that Qi Nian always has a feeling that makes people unable to figure it out. It was a peace of mind, but at the same time, it made him unable to ignore and let Qi Nian go.

The hard facts at the beginning suddenly told Gu Saming that Qi Nian was his younger brother, so Gu Saming said that Qi Nian was his younger brother.

So he politely but perfunctorily agreed to take care of Qi Nian, and made a random promise without distraction, but because of venting his anger and Qi Nian's unreasonable behavior at the time, Gu Saming only regarded him as his nominal younger brother in his heart.

It has been almost a month since Gu Saming returned to the Qi family. In this deformed family, the only one who has started to change concretely, and the new identity he willingly accepts and assumes, is his elder brother.

It seems that there is God's will in the dark.

Qi Nian retracted the hand that still had Gu Saming's touch and body temperature to his legs, pinched a small part of his trousers and rubbed them, and suddenly asked, "Why are you so kind to me?"

This time it was Gu Saming's turn, as if he didn't understand, he didn't speak for a long time.

Just now, he was stubborn in the corridor and refused to move, emotionally broken, wronged and accused him and "their" brother, but now he said how to treat him so well.During Gu Saming's pause, there was a tenderness between his brows that he didn't realize.

Gu Saming spoke softly but not seriously: "How can I treat you well? Didn't I treat you as a monster, prevent you from making friends, and say you made a mistake?"

Qi Nian was able to pick out the meaning of the words.

He listened attentively to every word Gu Saming said to him, and Gu Saming could make him misunderstand and think too much, so the long explanation that Gu Saming patiently gave him was more than enough for Qi Nian to understand.

Even his eyes lit up, and he denied it bluntly: "No."

Gu Saming didn't say anything, just stood up, and Qi Nian remembered that they hadn't eaten lunch yet, so he got up too, and said proactively, "Let's go to eat, the same place as last time."

Qi Nian is not a person who will not get hurt, his side of throwing away his helmet and armor has already been fully revealed in front of Gu Saming.But Qi Nian really seems like a heartless person, and I don't know if he is really stupid or just pretending to be stupid.

Gu Saming looked at him, lifted the plastic bag containing the medicine and said, "Let's go."

Qi Nian raised his head, silently walked around to the side where Gu Saming was empty-handed, pretended to let Gu Saming hold his hand naturally, and regained the feeling of being real and down-to-earth.