Tangyuan without sugar paper

【Can I like you? 】

It's past midnight.The city under the ban on fireworks and firecrackers is unusually quiet, and people who celebrate the New Year's Eve are falling asleep one by one. Only the full moon hanging in the night sky is the brightest light source at the moment.

The weather is fine tonight, cloudless and starry.

Tang Yuan stood on the balcony and felt the cold wind of winter nights. The winter in T City is not too cold. This year, it only snowed in the beginning of winter. The temperature in the past few days during the Chinese New Year can be said to be as warm as spring.

But after standing for a long time, there will still be some chills.

Not long after Yu Haotian sent his congratulations, he saw the gossip, and at the same time understood the reason for his reminder.

The day before Tang Yuan and Yu Haotian went drinking, they were photographed by the paparazzi.As if premeditated, this photo was posted almost immediately after Yu Haotian's studio sent out the news today, with a very eye-catching caption.

"Meeting in the middle of the night, this is how the characters in Tang Yuan's new drama come about?"

The article first explained that Tang Yuan and Yu Haotian studied at the same university, knew each other very early and had a relationship. Aside from being untrue, he wrote everything else correctly, but because the amount of information in this report is too much nonsense, it is almost like a bloody plot in a third-rate TV series, and the following comments are almost unbelievable.

When Tang Yuan first saw this report, he was a little flustered. He was surprised that the person who broke the news knew so much about their previous relationship. Almost no third person knew about the story between him and his seniors in college.Although this paparazzi probably made it up by his own imagination, but being able to make it so close, does it mean that his life is also like a bloody plot in a TV series...

He really likes men, and he and his senior once had such a story... It's just that they had their own lives and became passers-by, and now they reconnected because of work, that's all.

"On New Year's Eve, no one will live in peace." Tang Yuan shivered in the increasingly cold wind, "Why hasn't Tang Zi, this annoying spirit, arrived yet!"

Finally, when Tang Yuan could hardly stand the cold on the balcony, he saw a black car driving downstairs from a distance.Tang Zi was right about this point, the black Mercedes.

Tang Yuan ran downstairs quickly, his speed was very fast, but when he reached the door on the first floor, Tang Zi was already standing outside waiting for him.

Tang Zi wore a black slim coat today, the corners of which reached below his knees, making him look slender and tall.Wearing a hat, his face was hidden in the shadow under the brim, and his expression could not be seen clearly.He was holding two big bags in his hands, and he didn't know what they were.Because Tang Yuan told him that he was not allowed to ring the doorbell, he obediently stood outside the door and waited. When Tang Yuan came down, he raised his face and smiled at him.

"Hurry up, it's freezing outside." Tang Yuan opened the door for him, then turned around and went up the stairs in a hurry. His house lives on the third floor, and the height is rather embarrassing. If it's unlucky, he might be able to climb up to it by the elevator. , so Tang Yuan usually chooses to climb the stairs.

Tang Zi followed him up the stairs. He saw that the people in front seemed to be very cold, so he couldn't help but care and said, "You should wear more clothes when you come out, and be careful of catching a cold."

"It's okay, I just got cold on the balcony"

"What are you doing on the balcony?" Tang Zi quickly found out the doubt.

"..." Tang Yuan was at a loss for words for a moment, so he couldn't just tell him that he was waiting for him to open the door on the balcony, right?How embarrassing he is.

However, Tang Zi didn't give him any room to save face, and asked directly, "Are you waiting for me on the balcony?"

"...What's the matter, the heating is sufficient in the house, it's too hot, can't you?"

"Yes." Tang Zi finally felt the embarrassment of the other party, and replied following his words.

The two entered the room, and it was indeed as Tang Yuan said, the heating was fully turned on.

Tang Yuan beckoned him to sit down, and walked to the kitchen by himself, "What do you want to drink?"

"Hot water is fine, thank you." Tang Zi took off his hat and coat, and sat on the sofa in the living room, looking around curiously.

Tang Yuan's father is considered an old-fashioned person. Apart from playing chess and watching cross talk, his usual hobbies are tinkering with his four treasures of the study. The family also collected a lot of antiques, so the whole house looks antique.

"What's so good about hot water..." Even so, Tang Yuan brought him a cup of hot water.

"Why did you come here at this time?" Tang Yuan sat down beside him, still holding his favorite iced cola, and asked a question that he had held back for a long time.

"This is for you," Tang Zi said, taking out two bags of things he brought waiting for me.

Tang Yuan took it suspiciously and saw that it was all Tang Zi's autographed photos, posters and various peripherals...

"On New Year's Eve, in the middle of the night, you drove here for more than an hour, and you gave me this!?" Tang Yuan couldn't control the volume for a moment, but thinking of his parents sleeping soundly in the room, he immediately covered his mouth and asked Looking in the direction of the room, after confirming that they didn't wake them up, he continued in a low voice, "Are you crazy?"

"I originally wanted to send it to you, but after thinking about it, anyway, it's so close, why don't you just run there?" Tang Zi said nonchalantly, as if it was just as easy as crossing a road to drop by.

"You are amazing." Tang Yuan gave him a thumbs up, but couldn't help asking, "But today is New Year's Eve, don't you need to celebrate the New Year at home?"

"I'm not at home." Tang Zi replied calmly, "I had some conflicts with my family some time ago, and I haven't been back since then."

"What?" Tang Yuan was shocked, no wonder he was always missing some time ago, and moved out. "Why?"

Tang Zi glanced at him and said, "You will know later"

"..." Why can't I know now?

"One more thing." Tang Zi hesitated, as if he didn't know what to say.

"What is it?"

"I saw that gossip about you and Yu Haotian..."

"That's all nonsense!" Tang Yuan hurriedly retorted, "How can you believe that kind of news? I'm so good, do I need to rely on my relationship to get the script!" Although this bragging is a bit exaggerated, at least the theme has not deviated.

"Yu Haotian sent a clarification on Weibo." Tang Zi looked at him and suddenly laughed. His smile made Tang Yuan feel very strange, "Did you see it?"

"No, I didn't see it..." Tang Yuan didn't even know that the senior had a Weibo. He saw the gossip at night and saw that the comments below were all on his side, so he stopped worrying. Did not continue to pay attention.He really didn't know what Yu Haotian posted on Weibo.

"He admitted." Tang Yuan was searching for Yu Haotian on Weibo, and when he heard Tang Zi suddenly say this, he was so scared that he almost dropped his phone.

"Admit... what?" It's not really admitting that the two of them had an affair!

Tang Zi didn't seem to expect him to be so nervous, "Actually, it's nothing, he admitted his sexuality." He just said something lightly, but it scared Tang Yuan a lot.In the entertainment industry, this kind of thing is not something that can be admitted just by admitting it!What's more, under the current situation, it will affect Tang Yuan, not to mention, it may even affect the filming of later movies...

After a while, Tang Yuan finally found Yu Haotian's Weibo, he clicked it in fear, and suddenly saw the sentence hanging on the top Weibo——

"Thank you for your concern about my personal issues. If possible, I am also looking forward to shooting works related to same-sex themes."

This response seemed to be wrong, but in fact it cleverly avoided the question of a positive response. At first glance, Yu Haotian denied the report's speculation about him, but after a closer look, he actually didn't reveal anything.

Tang Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, "What nonsense are you talking about? The senior obviously didn't admit it, it scared me to death..."

"Then why are you nervous?" Tang Zi raised his eyebrows and looked at him with an expression that didn't deserve beating.

"...Of course I'm nervous." Tang Yuan said positively, "If he really...will definitely affect the filming of the movie."

Tang Zi nodded, but the next sentence was surprising, "Have you really been together?"

"Pfft..." Tang Yuan sprayed out the Coke he just drank into his mouth in a perfect arc...

"Why are you joining in the fun with the paparazzi, haha"

"You really like it too..." Tang Zi ignored him and continued, then silently took a tissue to help him wipe the debris on the table.

Tang Yuan never told anyone about his sexual orientation, including his close friends since childhood, including Tang Zi.He is afraid that others will regard him as a different kind, and he is afraid that others will alienate him unconsciously after they know about it. He does not want to turn himself into that special existence in the eyes of his friends.

After entering this industry, he can only hide it deeper, because he knows that once this problem is made public, it will be a disaster for him.

can i tell himCan I trust Tang Zi?

Tang Zi waited quietly for his reply. Ever since he realized that he liked this person, he had been looking forward to the day when he could confirm the other person's heart... He looked at Tang Yuan's embarrassed expression, and the expectation in his heart was full. Point by point increase.

After a long time as if a century had passed, Tang Yuan nodded slowly.

"That's right, I like the same sex. Since I was very young, I found myself unable to like girls..."

Tang Yuan's words were like a gust of wind, gently blowing over Tang Zi's seemingly calm but restless heart, blowing away a cage of sincerity, and blooming flowers.

"kindness"

Tang Zi suppressed the joy in his heart, and replied calmly.

"Huh? You're done with this kind of grace?" Tang Yuan looked at him in surprise, knowing that his good friend is actually gay, shouldn't he be a little surprised!

"Otherwise?" Tang Yuan didn't know how turbulent Tang Zi's heart was at the moment, his superficial calm was just an illusion "No wonder...you were so popular with the girls in the class at that time, and there were so many outstanding students girls, but there is no one you like"

Seeing that Tang Zi didn't respond and started to tease himself, Tang Yuan also relaxed, "I'm popular? Are you sure! Why didn't I know?"

"You don't know much..." Tang Zi said softly, then smiled helplessly.

"Okay! Now I have told you the biggest secret." Tang Yuan patted Tang Zi's shoulder solemnly, "Now, you are my best brother, Tang Yuan!"

Tang Zi looked at him with a smile, but didn't speak. He felt the hand on his shoulder, and a voice in his heart shouted loudly, "Tell him! You like him." However, reason finally defeated impulse.Even if the two have known each other for so many years, even if he likes the same gender, but he only regards himself as a good friend and a good brother from the beginning to the end.

Thinking of Tang Zi here, I don't know whether to continue to be happy or disappointed.

"But what, please do something." Tang Yuan suddenly remembered something, looked at Tang Zi beggingly and said, "Help me keep it a secret, don't tell Sister Zhu about this beforehand..."

"What? The company still interferes with this?"

"No, no." That's not what Tang Yuan was worried about. "I'm just afraid. Sister Zhu will keep talking to me when she finds out. Pay attention to this and that..."

"Okay, I know." Tang Zi promised him, "No third person will know."

"Thank you, brother." Tang Yuan just wanted to express his gratitude, but the hand he stretched out was empty.

Tang Zi stood up suddenly, "It's nothing, I'll go back first."

"Go back? Where?" Tang Yuan also stood up.

"City A, I still have work tomorrow," Tang Zi replied.

"What? Go back to City A now?" Tang Yuan glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, "Look at what time it is now? Why do you go back, do you still have time to rest?"

"It's okay, you don't have to get up early for work tomorrow"

"No, no, no," Tang Yuan insisted, "It's too late, and it's dangerous, you don't even think about going back anywhere today, you know if you sleep at my house?"

Tang Zi didn't stop what he was doing, and picked up the jacket beside him and put it on. The more Tang Yuan wanted to keep him, the more nervous he became. He was afraid that if he stayed with him for a second longer, he would reveal his inner emotions.

"No, it's really inconvenient"

inconvenient......

Tang Yuan thought about this sentence over and over again. Sure enough, he was disgusted that he was gay.

Just as Tang Yuan was stunned for a while, Tang Zi had already put on his clothes and hat, and walked to the door.He said good night to Tang Yuan who was still there in a daze, then opened the door and walked out without looking back.

It wasn't until Tang Yuan vaguely heard the sound of the engine coming from downstairs that he came back to his senses. He was alone in the living room, and Tang Zi's unfinished glass of water was still faintly steaming.

If it weren't for the steaming water and the two bags of autographs on the table, Tang Yuan was really not sure if the person he visited late at night was just a dream he had.

Early the next morning, Tang Yuan was dragged out of bed by Tang's mother, saying that she wanted to eat glutinous rice balls.

"If you don't eat or eat, how can I eat myself?" Tang Yuan was obviously still asleep, and he was talking nonsense while pulling the quilt.

Tang's mother continued to pull him out of the bed angrily, "Eat glutinous rice balls! It's glutinous rice balls, not you Tang Yuan"

In the end, Tang Yuan was still unable to defeat Tang's mother's magic voice, so he had to give up the bed and obediently get up to wash up and eat glutinous rice balls.

"What time did you go to bed yesterday? You were so lethargic" Sun Yuxian asked seeing Tang Yuan's sleepy eyes.

This question made Tang Yuan suddenly ask a shock, and the whole person was seven or eight points awake.

"It's okay...it's not very late, maybe it's because I ate too much at night, I can't digest well, I didn't sleep well, haha" Tang Yuan made a nonsense reason, he didn't dare to tell his mother about Tang Zi's coming to find him in the middle of the night Having said that, otherwise, according to my mother's brain power, I don't know which claw country I want to go to.

Before going to bed yesterday, Tang Yuan hid the pile of autographs in his car and sent them back sometime after preparation. He simply admired himself for coming up with such a perfect plan.

Tang's mother didn't suspect anything, but just told him to pay attention to rest, don't take a vacation with great difficulty, it will be more tiring than working.

Tang Yuan fully agreed, how could he make himself tired?He just couldn't understand Tang Zi's strange behavior last night... In the end, he left here, as if he was actively avoiding suspicion because he was afraid of embarrassment, but he fled away as if he was afraid of exposing something.

Tang Yuan had a very happy time during the few days of vacation at home during the Chinese New Year.

Because of historical problems, Tang's father was still unwilling to take him to visit relatives and friends, and Tang Yuan didn't say anything. After all, his father could accept him, which made him very happy.

So during the day Tang Yuan was alone at home, living his favorite dead house life.

Of course, he is not alone. The little girl next door seems to be learning the piano, and he can often hear the faint sound of the piano.The sound of the piano was intermittent, with the innocence of a beginner, which reminded Tang Yuan not only of the time when he practiced the piano when he was a child.Unlike Tang Zi, he was born with a strange talent for the piano. When he first started learning the piano, he also stumbled like this.

Thinking of this, Tang Yuan suddenly missed his high school days.

At that time, he looked open-minded and free-spirited on the surface, and lived happily every day, but in fact, he was more anxious than anyone else in his heart.He knows that he is wasting his time every day, his ambition is not in music, and no one knows that he is actually living in confusion every day without a goal.

Except Tang Zi.

He clearly remembered that every time Tang Zi practiced the piano, he had to follow behind and listen to him play the piano. He felt that only when he listened to Tang Zi playing the piano could he appreciate the beauty of the piano. Unbelievable beauty.

"You play really well, when will I be able to play as well as you?" This is what Tang Yuan would say every time after listening to Tang Zi's performance.

However, that day, Tang Zi did not ignore his words as usual.Tang Zi put on the piano cover, looked at Tang Yuan seriously, and responded to him for the first time, "Why do you have to play well like me? I'm not good enough"

Why do you have to play well like me?Why do you have to be like me?why? ...This sentence is like a □□, thrown into Tang Yuan's heart, making his confused heart suddenly become extremely transparent.

Why do you have to persevere in things that you are not interested in?

That is, from then on, Tang Yuan began to look for things that he was really interested in.

So I learned acting and entered the show business circle, thanks to Tang Zi's words at that time...

Tang Yuan was stuck in memory, and the phone reminded that there was new news.He picked it up and saw that it was Tang Zi's news.

I really want to come whoever I want.

——Sugar paper: Can I like you?

Tang Yuan looked at the words on the screen, and just kept looking at the phone, unable to move for a long time.