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Bai Luxi never thought before that he would play games with his partner all night, and then go to rest until both of them were exhausted, and they would sleep in separate rooms.

It's not like him at all.

Bai Luxi was lying on the bed, clutching the business card Lu Ke gave him, thinking about what Shen Xiwen said.

Xiaoxiwen in his impression should be lovely and happy, although sometimes it is so quiet that people feel unbelievable.After he moved, what happened to Shen Xiwen?

Bai Luxi didn't sleep well that night.

He dreamed that little Shen Xiwen was surrounded by several classmates, like a captured beast, and he wanted to help him, but he couldn't move, he could only see him shrinking into a ball.

"in vain!"

Bai Luxi woke up suddenly, breaking out in a cold sweat.

Maybe it's because he didn't sleep well the previous two nights, but this time he woke up after eight o'clock. After doing the math, it will be at least nine o'clock when he arrives at the company.

The president took the lead in being late, and he was afraid that he would be remembered by those bastards in the company for a long time.

Thinking of this, Bai Luxi simply got up slowly, for him there was no essential difference between being late for 10 minutes and being late for half an hour.

Shen Xiwen has already gone to the hospital, and left him a note on the dining table, asking him to drink the porridge kept warm in the rice cooker.This font looks like a brush font, but it is regular lowercase. It looks kind and comfortable, unlike the prescription Shen Xiwen prescribed before, which is rough and unrestrained.

Bai Luxi was drinking porridge while watching the news, with a delicate sweet taste in his mouth, like a smiling Shen Xiwen.

Finally, he put down the bowl, took out his business card and called Luc.

Lu Ke said "Hello", and Bai Luxi hesitated suddenly, he didn't know if this counted as spying on Shen Xiwen's privacy.

Luke asked again: "Are you?"

Bai Luxi said: "Hello, I am Shen Xiwen's family member."

"Oh, Dr. Shen, sir." Luke laughed over there, "I knew you would call me, did you want to ask questions about Dr. Shen's condition?"

"Yes, I want to know about him." Bai Luxi paused, "All of them."

"Ha." Lu Ke said, "Actually, according to the professional ethics of a doctor, I shouldn't tell you so much. But Xiwen's treatment has reached a bottleneck period. I think you may be very important to him."

"I hope your judgment won't hurt him." Bai Luxi said, "Don't tell him that I'm looking for you."

"Of course, I'm not stupid."

Lu Ke's tone was very relaxed, which also relaxed Bai Luxi's tense nerves.

He thought that they all need to be brave, to accept and change.

When Bai Luxi arrived at the company 31 minutes late, he made a decision to speed up the company by 31 months.

It is his plan to expand the company's new territory and open a branch office, but if he does not make up his mind, there is no way to complete it. The idea is just an idea after all.

In fact, the road and bridge company has gone much better than he imagined.All he needs is something new in the conservative.

Just like his relationship with Shen Xiwen.

So the entire Luqiao Company, starting from a certain day when their president is late, will experience new overtime work again.

Bai Luxi and Lu Ke made an appointment to talk in a cafe near the hospital after get off work.

He was still afraid of bumping into Shen Xiwen in the hospital.

Lu Ke brought a stack of reports, but Bai Luxi couldn't understand them very well, he could only see this obstacle and that obstacle and other psychological trauma, and the more he read it, the more shocking he felt.

Lu Ke ordered a glass of Americano, looked at Bai Lu who was frowning and flipping through the report, and said, "Actually, I thought Xiwen didn't have any expectations for this treatment, and he has been coming to me from time to time in the past six months. We just had a heart-to-heart talk. It wasn’t until more than half a month ago that he suddenly asked me if there was a better treatment method, because he wanted to get in touch with people more intimately.”

Bai Luxi probably did the math, it happened to be the time for their blind date.

He felt a sudden pain in his heart.

Although Shen Xiwen didn't say anything to him, and on the surface he always looked helpless towards him, but he was trying hard to let himself accept everything about him.

Lu Ke looked at Bai Luxi's expression and said, "If I'm not mistaken, it's when you two meet again, isn't it?"

"Meet again?" Bai Luxi chewed these words, with a sour tone, "He even told you about the things we played together when we were young."

Luke froze for a moment, then suddenly said, "You don't know?"

Bai Luxi was at a loss: "Know what?"

"It's nothing." Luke smiled slyly, "I think he will tell you about it in the future. This kind of thing is only interesting if Xiwen says it himself."

Bai Luxi thought to himself, this Lu Ke is really not as cute as his baby, like an old fox, he still asked politely: "Has he been here for a long time for treatment? You look very familiar."

Lu Ke said: "Since he started working in the hospital, he has been transferred to me for treatment. The main reason is that it is more convenient. Xiwen is like a younger brother of mine. In fact, he can already disguise himself very well in front of outsiders, as long as it is not particularly sudden or In close contact, basically nothing can be seen. Of course, at the beginning, he was indeed in a bad state."

"How bad is it?"

Luc thought for a while and said, "He never wears short sleeves in summer, and he doesn't like to show his skin. He will be very nervous when others deliberately approach him."

"No wonder, he has never been in a relationship." Bai Luxi felt that he had taken a big advantage.

Lu Ke said: "Yeah, like a little wild cat that you don't know well, it's too slow and too polite. It always makes people feel very distant."

To be honest, the first time I saw Shen Xiwen, Lu Ke was also surprised by the beauty of this young man, like an angel who does not eat fireworks.

It's a pity that the angel's wings were broken.

Bai Luxi said: "It's okay, the little wild cat has become a house cat now, and doesn't need strangers to feed it."

Luke always felt that Bai Luxi was targeting him all the time, and after taking off the cloak of politeness, he looked like a big wolf dog protecting his master.If he didn't know it was impossible, he even wondered if Bai Luxi forced Shen Xiwen to marry him.

"What else?" Bai Luxi continued to ask, "I want to know why he became like this? And what should I do to help him now?"

Luc raised his eyebrows: "Want to know?"

"of course."

"My consultation fee is 15 minutes..." Before Lu Ke finished speaking, Bai Luxi put the wallet on the table, leaving him speechless, "Doctor Lu, Xiwen is still waiting for me at home for dinner. "

Lu Ke smiled: "He works overtime today. Otherwise, you wouldn't ask me to come out at this time."

"Tsk." Bai Luxi narrowed his eyes slightly and asked, "Is it related to his experience in school? His classmates seem to be very unfriendly."

Luc was a little surprised: "You guessed it?"

"Seventy to eighty percent." Bai Lu Xi said.

"It's an interesting guess." Lu Ke said, "Xiwen was still very young at that time, just in the first grade of primary school..."

At that time, Shen Xiwen was white and tender, with a very well-behaved appearance.

It is true that he is more sensible than many bear children, and he is also very popular.

Until one day, when it was his turn to clean up, a few brats locked him in the classroom.It was late at that time, he didn't yell, and no one noticed that there was a little boy here.After more than 20 minutes, a boy with whom he had a good relationship in the past released him.

Then, when Shen Xiwen pulled him and asked him if he wanted to go home together, the boy touched his shoulder with a smile, then quickly lifted his collar, and took a box full of caterpillars from his back Pour into clothes.

He knew that Shen Xiwen was afraid of bugs.

"I hate you, why does everyone like you?"

The boy ran away after speaking.

Shen Xiwen was left alone to frantically take off his clothes, yelling frantically, and crying heartbreakingly.

"He almost rubbed off a layer of skin when he went home to take a shower that day. Since then, Xiwen has been like a different person." Luke sighed, "Although that boy has been criticized and educated, his psychological barrier has changed since then. It formed. He was afraid that others would touch him, and he was afraid that someone who was smiling would stab him in the back. In the worst case, once someone touched him, he would get goose bumps all over his body, sweat coldly, and couldn’t move. After that, because For this reason, the relationship between him and his classmates was very normal afterwards, and I thought he was very strange."

Bai Luxi didn't expect this to happen.

When he moved, it happened to be the time when he was going to elementary school after kindergarten.

He thought, if he was here, Shen Xiwen would not have experienced such a thing.

"Blame me." Bai Luxi said in a low voice, there are many accidents in this world, but he never thought that when accidents happen to the person he loves, he would be so powerless.

"What should I do to make him... less painful?"

Bai Luxi originally wanted to say he was cured, but he thought, it doesn't matter if he is cured or not.He just wanted to make Shen Xiwen happier.

"As I said just now, his condition is much better now, and he is very active in treatment. I think your appearance is an opportunity for him. It is like a ray of light suddenly appeared in the dark, bringing him Go to a brighter place." Luke said, "For Xiwen, complete trust and the habit after trust will be more important, you should guide him to try to feel the beauty of contact with people, at least let him treat him first. You do it."

Bai Luxi nodded: "It's only for me, it's actually better."

"You're stingy." Lu Ke looked at Bai Luxi's frowning expression, and said, "Xiwen really, really likes you. I thought before that he wouldn't get married."

Like to be willing to try, to overcome years of fear, to accomplish many things he did not dare to think of before.

"I know." Bai Luxi slightly hooked the corners of his lips, and said word by word, "I will be worthy of his liking, always, always."

In fact, before today, he thought that his specialness in Shen Xiwen's place was due to his shamelessness and stalking.I even feel that Shen Xiwen has been just letting go.

Unexpectedly, where he couldn't see, Shen Xiwen used such clumsy and simple efforts to complete his attempts in the past 20 years.

For him, and for them.

If the husband is like this, what more can the husband ask for.