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When Jian Suiqing received the call, she hurried downstairs. As soon as the anti-theft door was opened, the north wind blew on her face like a knife. It seemed to be a sign of another heavy snowfall. Yi Hang stomped outside the door.

He dragged Yi Hang in and closed the door to cut off the knife-like wind outside.

"Brother Qing..." Yi Hang called him tremblingly.

Jian Suiqing realized that the child's lips were purple from the cold by the light, looked him up and down with a frown, and greeted Yi Hang directly on his back.

With a "snap", Yi Hang was stunned by his sudden suddenness.

"What's wrong with you in the middle of the night? You're going to die!" Jian Suiqing cursed furiously, and conveniently put the overcoat that she had brought along from Gu Jingxian to protect herself from the cold, and said in a very aggressive tone, "Go home!"

Yi Hang had only seen him scolding his employees before. He was always kind to himself and never lost his temper with him. The first time he lost his temper, he was immediately frightened.

"I, I am..." Yi Hang followed behind him, trying to explain in a low voice.

"Shut up." Jian Suiqing interrupted him coldly, seeing Yi Hang's face paled a little after scolding him, and realizing that his tone was too bad, he could only pretend to curse fiercely: "Are you a fool? It's so cold It’s so windy, you just ran out in a sweater, your school is ten meters away from me? Why didn’t you freeze to death on the way?”

"I came out in a hurry..." Yi Hang lowered his head, wondering if he was too cold, his throat was trembling.

Jian Suiqing's heart ached, and she felt the pain of holding her breath in her throat, so she raised her hand and rubbed Yi Hang's head hard: "Okay, take a hot bath when you get home, and I'll boil a bowl of ginger for you Soup to go cold..."

Jian Suiqing is very similar to Gu Jingxian in this point, it is endless when he babbles, he keeps babbling on the way in the elevator, if he gets old, he might be annoying to death, but Yi Hang just listened silently, and didn't talk back. Don't interrupt him.

Until he was about to open the door, Jian Suiqing had no intention of stopping. Yi Hang looked at his slender back with red eyes as if he hadn't slept for days and nights.

When Jian Suiqing was taking out the keys, he stepped forward and hugged him from behind, and buried his face on Jian Suiqing's shoulder.

A string in Jian Suiqing's mind suddenly broke, and he couldn't speak out the conditioned reflex, like a broadcast that was suddenly unplugged, and the sound stopped abruptly.

The boy was shorter than him, but he was 1.8 meters tall. When he lowered his head, it happened to be buried on his shoulders. Jian Suiqing could only feel the blood rushing from the place where Yi Hang was next to him, and his whole body became hot instantly.

Yi Hang's hands were tightly wrapped around his waist. The boy's skin was fair, with light blue blood vessels on the back of his hands. His five fingers were slender and his nails were neatly trimmed, clean and simple.

Jian Suiqing could even hear her own heartbeat.

Boom—boom—jump faster and faster.

It's ridiculous that he is a man in his 30s, like a child who has tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time, at a loss and complacent.

"Brother Qing." Yi Hang's voice came from behind, muffled, soft, and a little hoarse: "I want to be with you, the kind of love, I really want to..."

Jian Suiqing grabbed his wrist, never opened the door so quickly before, he dragged Yi Hang in, turned around and pressed against the door panel.

"Dad?" Hamburg had already woken up, and when he heard the sound, he probed his head, but found that Jian Suiqing hadn't turned on the light, and was still stacked with a familiar figure, so he couldn't help calling him.

Jian Suiqing took a deep breath, took her hands away from Yi Hang's body, and leaned over to turn on the light.

"Hamburg, Dad and Brother Yi Hang have something to say, you go upstairs to Uncle Nan's place for a while, and I'll go up to pick you up later, okay?"

Although Hamburg was inexplicable, he could feel the delicate atmosphere between the two of them, so he nodded obediently and went to change clothes.

Jian Suiqing sighed, turned back to look at Yi Hang who was frozen in the entrance, saw that his face was flushed with embarrassment, and he looked at a loss, instantly felt that all the depression disappeared.

After Hamburg went out, Yi Hang mechanically changed his shoes, took off his coat, and mechanically moved to sit on the sofa.

He couldn't believe that he confessed to Jian Suiqing directly in a moment of emotion.

"Why are you in a daze? Go take a shower, I'll catch a cold later." Jian Suiqing took a piece of ginger from the refrigerator.

"Ah?" Yi Hang looked up at him ignorantly, before reacting: "Oh, oh..."

He confessed his love just now, but now he blushed when he saw Jian Suiqing, and hurriedly took his home clothes into the bathroom to take a shower.

In fact, Jian Suiqing's brain is also dumb, although he had such thoughts long ago, but after Jing Yihang said so, especially when he was still defenseless, Jian Suiqing doubted whether it was a dream.

But his age and experience are here, and he digested it after a while. Yi Hang likes him, and Yi Hang confessed to him. Yi Hang is obviously in a hurry, and the way he reacts is quite cute...

He doesn't know how to cook, and the slices of ginger are cut into different thicknesses, and he puts the pot on in a hurry, while Jian Suiqing waits by the side, waiting for it to boil, and sorting out his thoughts by the way.

Obviously, Yi Hang's sudden visit today is definitely not just to express his love, but there must be another one. He needs to know what the situation is.

After the ginger soup was boiled, Jian Suiqing filled a bowl and came out, just as Yi Hang also came out after washing.

He sat quietly opposite him, staring at Yi Hang after finishing the ginger soup, washing the dishes and coming out, as if he wanted to talk.

"What I just said..." Yi Hang was stared at him uncomfortably, rubbing the hem of his clothes with one hand.

"Tell me first, why did you come out suddenly? What happened?"

Yi Hang opened his mouth, scratched his hair, looked a little irritable, and after a long time, he whispered: "My mother came to school to find me today."

After Yi Hang finished speaking, his eyes were a little red, he lowered his head, and his voice became hoarse again: "She said, she found a psychiatrist for me, let me...see a doctor, she said, that doctor cured a lot of homosexuals ..."

Jian Suiqing frowned suddenly, and her voice suddenly became cold: "Does she know what those so-called treatments are?"

"I... don't know, she said that she asked me to ask for leave from the school or suspend school, and let me go to receive treatment." Yi Hang choked up a bit: "I didn't agree with her, so I ran out, I don't know where to go... ..."

"I know, I'm ashamed of her, but I can't help it, I'm born gay, I can't change it, even if I go to a psychiatrist, I still can't change it..." Yi Hang collapsed and covered his face.

Jian Suiqing was so distressed that she immediately stood up from the sofa and walked to Yi Hang's side, took him into her arms, and patted him on the back lightly.

When he came out to his family back then, although his parents couldn't accept it for a while, they knew that he had checked the information and read the books, and finally accepted it reluctantly. He thought that the old couple really wanted a grandson, so he married Bai Tong contractually. Although the reaction of Yi Hang's family members is also reasonable, it may be because of his preconceptions. He always feels that Yi Hang's parents value face more than their son, but he can't say this, after all, he has no reason to blame Yi Hang. hang parents.

Jian Suiqing waited for him to stabilize before saying: "Let me ask you, is what you said outside the door really true?"

Yi Hang didn't expect him to turn back suddenly, and raised his head to look at him innocently and confused, with red eyes like a poor little rabbit.

"Ask you." Jian Suiqing scratched the bridge of his nose, and said with a light smile, "Your Brother Qing is too old to stand up. If you just want to find someone to fall in love with for fun, you'd better put Take your words back, I will not accompany you."

"No, I didn't." Yi Hang hurriedly defended, his nose wrinkled together: "I'm not kidding."

Jian Suiqing pulled him up, sat on the single sofa by herself, and pulled Yi Hang to sit on her lap.

Yi Hang blushed a little from his actions, and didn't know where to put his hands.

Jian Suiqing sighed: "I was hesitant before because you are too young and you still have a long future. I don't have any. I am 12 years older than you. When you reach my age, I will already be fifty. Fifty What concept? The loess is half buried, but you are still in your prime, the best age for a man, do you understand?"

Yi Hang looked at him deeply, nodded: "Understood."

"I still have a child, which has no blood relationship with you. That is to say, you can't have your own child, and you still have to help raise me." Jian Suiqing continued.

Yi Hang nodded: "I know, I like hamburgers."

Jian Suiqing flicked the hair that was still not dry on his forehead: "Also, today your mother expressly forbids you to fall in love with a man, and you came to me before the words dissipated, are you sure? For me, or your sexual orientation, to fall out with your family?"

Yi Hang pursed his lips. Although he looked frustrated, he was not entangled. He took Jian Suiqing's hand and squeezed it gently, from thumb to little finger. He was as careful as a child getting a favorite toy but couldn't put it down. He didn't dare Looking at Jian Suiqing: "I'm sure, brother Qing, you don't know how long I've missed you."

Perhaps it was the first time Yi Hang said such love words, he was a little embarrassed, and his face turned red.

"She wants me to go for treatment. I've read related reports before, just electric shock... It's not like I didn't think about getting treatment before, but now...I, I can't bear it, I don't want treatment... ..."

Reluctant to bear anything, the two of them tacitly agreed.

Jian Suiqing suddenly felt that there was no need to worry about it.

He pinched Yi Hang's chin, turned his face around, saw the moisture in his eyes clearly, sighed silently, leaned forward and pecked his lips lightly, taking advantage of the moment Yi Hang was stunned , And sucked his soft lips again.

Yi Hang's mind was empty, and he let others take advantage of him in a daze. It took him a while to realize that his ears were red from embarrassment.

Jian Suiqing just tasted it, twisted his lips and kissed him, but didn't make any further movements, as if she was afraid of scaring the child.

"Tomorrow." Jian Suiqing pinched his face: "Ask your mother out, and I'll talk to her."

"No, I can..." Yi Hang was taken aback and shook his head quickly.

"Listen, it's better for me to talk about it than you. At least let your mother know that you are not the only gay in this world, and you can be loved if you like men, and you can be very happy." Jian Suiqing touched his forehead with him, smiling After a while, said softly.

Although Jian Suiqing was always smiling towards him, she had never been so gentle before. Yi Hang felt that he was about to drown in his gentleness, and there was nothing else he could not agree to, so he nodded dumbly.

Although he agreed to let Jian Suiqing talk to his mother, Yi Hang was worried, not because he was worried that Jian Suiqing would not be able to handle it, but because he was afraid that his mother would speak ill of Jian Suiqing, so he quietly followed.

The place they met was a teahouse near X University, and Yi Hang finally found the right private room when he heard Jian Suiqing's quiet but resolute words.

Those were words that Yi Hang would never forget for the rest of his life, so he felt that everything was worth doing for Jian Suiqing.

He said to his mother: "Yi Hang lived to the age of 20 according to the life you planned for him, studied and took the exam step by step, and never let you down. You should live according to your own wishes in the future. You don't want him." It doesn't matter, I can do it if I want it, it doesn't matter if I don't give him daily expenses, I will give him, I will raise him. But in this way, you will lose a son. After 20 years of raising him, give it to me, let me pick up a big one It's cheap, don't you feel bad?"

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Yi Hang is like a soft bunny haha