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When Gu Jingxian was still Gu Nan, he was sunny, handsome, and had good grades. He could play basketball and sing. It can be said that he was a campus male god, a campus male god with almost no shortcomings.

However, the male god on campus has an unknown and difficult scripture.

It was his father, Gu Qinghe.

This scripture is not innate.

In Gu Jingxian's impression, his parents can be regarded as a model couple, they love each other deeply and affectionately.

Gu Jingxian spent his youth in a honeypot, and his character was nurtured from a harmonious family atmosphere in this way. It is said that the family environment is very important to the shaping of a person. Gu Jingxian has never denied this, and deeply believes that Of course.

It may be that my childhood life was so happy that even God couldn't stand it anymore. That year, my mother had a car accident and she was paralyzed and had to stay in bed.

Gu Qinghe and his wife have been in love for several years, so they naturally take good care of them.But when a woman is no longer the beauty of the past, and has become a burden, she can only say things that no one can understand every day, and you have to take care of all the daily eating and drinking, just like raising a baby. Like a baby that never grows up, how long can you love her.

At that time, Gu Jingxian didn't understand why the atmosphere at home became more and more dull day by day, and why his father became more irritable day by day.

Before, the family's situation could only be regarded as food and clothing, but after his mother fell ill, it was obvious that Gu Qinghe's salary alone could no longer support him.

Gu Jingxian didn't go to college anymore, but directly went out to work to earn money to support his family. At that time, he didn't feel how hard it was.

At the age of 21, he was promoted and ran home excitedly, but only saw Gu Qinghe, and everything about his mother was gone at home. Gu Qinghe was so drunk that he sat on the floor, crying with tears all over his face. .

He asked, where is my mother?

Gu Qinghe told him cruelly, I threw your mother away.

He seemed to explode suddenly, venting all the grievances and unwillingness of the past three years, and yelling at Gu Jing hysterically, you know?I can't take it anymore!Why?Why should I do this?I did nothing wrong, why did you do this to me!

Gu Jingxian couldn't believe what he heard. He was stunned for 10 minutes, and then ran out. He searched in Yuancheng for two days and two nights. He called the police and searched for it by himself, but when the police came, he said sorry. .

At that moment, he deeply realized that his home had changed and disappeared.

Without his mother, his father no longer worked. He moved out of the house and paid half of his monthly salary to his father, but he never wanted to see him again.

After two years like this, he was promoted again, gave his father a lot more money, and he himself changed to a bigger house, but he still couldn't forgive Gu Qinghe.

It's just that he lost his mother and couldn't lose his father anymore.

But what Gu Qinghe brought him was always disappointment again and again.

He was addicted to gambling.

It was a small amount at the beginning, and I was able to repay it by myself with the money my son gave me, and I kept it safe and sound.

But no one really has the ability to hide the truth, unless you haven't done it, obviously Gu Qinghe can't do it either, a year later this basket will be stabbed to Gu Jingxian.

His earnest persuasion and harsh lessons were useless.

Gu Qinghe always cried and shouted that he couldn't ask him to save him after he was disappointed.

He paid back sum after sum of money, and he didn't know when such a day would end.

However, when he was 25 years old, Gu Qinghe stopped gambling, not because of his conscience, but because he didn't pay back his debts for a long time, and someone chopped off two fingers.

When Gu Jingxian saw his miserable state, he couldn't even make an expression, it seemed that this 50-year-old middle-aged man had lost the ability to fluctuate his emotions.

In middle age, he didn't put on weight, instead he was skinny. If Gu Jingxian hadn't forced him to take him to the hospital for an examination, he would have thought that Gu Qinghe had become addicted to drugs.

The eyes that are exactly the same as Gu Jingxian's are not as clear as before, they are cloudy like a layer of yellow wax, from which one can only see endless ashes, at the age of 50, the hair is already full of white hair.

But Gu Jingxian just thought, as long as it stops.

He thought he could finally lead a normal life after seven years of chaos.

In Jingnan Bank, he also met an unusually beautiful young man. He was quiet and cold, but he couldn't help teasing him, and his face would blush when he teased him casually.He put him in the softest part of his heart, coaxed and pampered him, exhausting his patience and tenderness all his life.

He thought it would go on like this forever.

Just when he was mixing oils with the white moonlight boy, his father gave him another blow to the head, so that he had to run away all night, without even a chance to talk to the little girl.

Because Gu Qinghe owed too much gambling debt and didn't dare to look for his son, he was chopped off. He didn't even have time to collect his father's body, so he bought a plane ticket, threw away the phone card, changed his name, fled to Belgium, and went to find him. Jian Suiqing.

He didn't dare to stay in the country, he couldn't afford to offend those gangsters, if he fled without changing his name, he would end up in the same way.

People are so powerless sometimes, in front of people who have more power and money than you, you are really low in the dust, and there is no other way but to run away in embarrassment.

He entrusted someone to sell the two houses in Yuancheng, took all his savings, sold everything that could be sold anyway, and borrowed some money to barely pay off those gambling debts.

In fact, the money doesn't seem to be much now, it's just a dispensable figure for those people, but they just like to watch you run away with your head in your arms, so you can only cooperate with the performance.

Sitting on the plane, he was still thinking, he didn't know how long it would take him to leave, and he didn't tell that awkward kid, he was probably going to be angry, how could he be coaxed when he was so angry?It doesn't matter, you can coax him any way you want, he is real, he cares too much about that boy.

When Gu Jingxian just arrived in Belgium, when he closed his eyes, he would see a pool of blood, and he seemed to be lying in it in a trance. Visible speed of weight loss.

The only thing that can keep him from having a nervous breakdown is the hundred or so pictures, all of which are pictures of a single person.

After half a year, he almost recovered, and after being introduced by Jian Suiqing, he found a job in Belgium and started again.

He originally wanted to wait for the limelight to go back, but Hamburg was born, a small ball, wrinkled, but cute and tight. He didn't have a mother, and Jian Suiqing was so busy that he almost collapsed. At that time, Jian Suiqing accepted him to help him, so he had to stay. Although he couldn't help much, at least for Jian Suiqing, it was a spiritual comfort.

They stayed in Belgium for five years, until they received the news that those people were found harboring drug dealers and smuggled drugs, and Hamburg could say they would leave, and they were very sensible, so he discussed with Jian Suiqing and returned to the country together.

After five years away from Yuancheng, the place where he lived since he was a child, the place where he met Lu Qichen, there are so many memories, when he came back, he was trembling.

He has never been a timid person, the only time he was cowardly was the case of Gu Qinghe.

He misses Lu Qichen, wants to see him, even though he may already have a new partner or is already married, he also wants to see him again.

When he saw someone, he wanted to get close to him again, and couldn't help approaching him, but after getting close to him, he didn't know how to explain, how to explain his past rotten things.

But he had to tell Lu Qichen that he knew all along that getting drunk was just an opportunity, and he used it to build up his courage and was going to tell him everything.

But the place he chose was not very good. After all, there was another company employee downstairs, and everyone would know if he was not careful.

Lu Qichen was pressed against the wall by him like that, he was a little out of breath after a long time, and the old injury of the lung lobe was relocated, and he couldn't stop coughing when his head was tilted.

Gu Jingxian was so frightened that he immediately sobered up, and quickly found water and medicine for him.

Lu Qichen coughed aggressively, but retreated quickly, and he recovered within a short time after taking the medicine.

As a result, the two of them couldn't stay here any longer, so Lu Qichen asked Lao Liang to drive, and brought Gu Jing back to his residence.

He had already started, but now he couldn't take it back, Gu Jingxian sat on the sofa and told him sentence by sentence, those things that he wished that none of them had happened.

Lu Qichen didn't say a word, but looked at him gravely.

It was the first time that Gu Jingxian was at a loss when he saw him, just when he laughed dryly and wanted to jump over casually, Lu Qichen stood up and took him into his arms.

It's hard for Lu Qichen to imagine what kind of mood he had when he walked away, alone, with nothing left, and even dragging the body he had just done hard...

Physically and mentally exhausted, probably so.

He doesn't want to think about it, it hurts when he thinks about it, and his whole body hurts.

So many things have happened to the person he puts on top of his heart, but he doesn't know any of them, and he doesn't know for a moment whether to blame himself for never trying to understand him, or to blame Gu Jingxian for refusing to tell him anything .

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That's it.

Gu Qinghe is too cowardly to be a good father, but he has a super son.

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