Black tie and red corsage

"What the hell are you talking about... why forget it..." Liang Yu panicked, but couldn't understand what he was talking about. What is forgetting?Why forget it?Life is going well, life has finally settled down, they still have to go home together, and his mother still has to try to cook a new type of porridge for Jin Duo, so why forget it? ?

"Don't be joking, let's go back to my house tonight? My mother said she missed you, and asked me to take you back to have a look when I have free time in the next two days..." Liang Yu felt short of breath, his scalp was tight, and the pain in his head It was as if there were thousands of ants crawling, completely lost the ability to think, he couldn't understand what Jin Duo was saying, his brain couldn't process this kind of signal.

He stretched out his hand again to grab Jin Duo.

Before that, Jin Duo moved his hand away to a distance where he couldn't touch it.

"I said, let's forget it, we'd better not be together." He repeated, and even made his words clearer.

Every word was stamped on Liang Yu's heart.

"No...I, I don't understand." Liang Yu seemed to lose his mind, as if the string in his head was broken, and he laughed instead, "Why don't we stay together anymore... Didn't you still say you're going to my house for the New Year? ?” The words I said in the past seem to have become a salty liquid stored in my heart, and now every time I think of a sentence, a little will flow out of my eyes. "It doesn't count?" He didn't dare to think about it anymore, he was afraid that if he thought about it and said it, there would be nothing left in his heart.

"Tell my aunt for me, I can't go."

His nose was completely blocked, and the north wind wrapped in snow particles was poured down his throat like a knife into Liang Yu's lungs, who could only breathe with his mouth open. He was obviously afraid of the cold, but now he seemed unconscious at all. Keeping the movement of not holding Jin Duo, he was fixed in the wind like a sculpture, fixed at the entrance of the hospital.

Jin Duo put his hands down, put them in his pockets, raised his head, and let out a breath of white mist.The whirling snowflakes scattered the white mist, and fell on Jin Duo's face in a circle.

It's a beautiful snowy day, and a cold breakup night.

"Why? What did I do again?" His expression was contorted so much that he was about to laugh out loud, and it was only from his eyebrows that he could see that there was no smile at all. "I didn't do anything with Chen Jiayan either. I just came here to see a doctor. My mother asked me to come here. I didn't even think about it..."

"It's not about this, I know you're not with him."

"Then what are you..."

"But you are still willing to stand by him from the bottom of your heart, aren't you? Once something goes wrong, you don't think from my perspective, and you think for him first. Once he gets sick, you will still abandon everything and run Go to him, don't you?"

"Whether I need you or not, and whether I'm uncomfortable or not."

"I……"

"Admit it, Liang Yu, you don't have me in your heart at all."

"You don't know how to love."

"You don't love me," he repeated.

"I do not have……"

"I don't care if the project belongs to me. What does it matter to me who belongs to this shit? I'm just a planner, and I write code occasionally. I work on projects with them, and I work on projects with other companies. You Do you really not know what I care about?"

The more Jin Duo talked, the more confused Liang Yu felt.

Liang Yu couldn't listen to what he said at all.

He could only see the warm-colored street lamps in the hospital yard behind Jin Duo, snowflakes and snow particles falling on Jin Duo one by one, the hair on his head was furry and cute, he really nice.

Jin Duo opened and closed his mouth, as if he was talking about something, but Liang Yu's mind could only hear the whispers that he whispered in his ear when the two were making out, and he would always respond when he didn't want to admit it. Brother, brother, every sentence is cunning and cute, which makes people blush and blush.

"From the very beginning, you didn't see me in your eyes. It was I who insisted on standing in front of you, opening your eyes to let you look at me. I thought it would be all right, as long as you don't close your eyes, as long as I can forever Standing in front of you, you can see me. But you will look away. Even if you don’t close your eyes, you will turn your head and move. If you don’t want to look at me, I will do everything Useless."

"From the beginning, I couldn't win. I wanted to stand on my own. I didn't want to rely on him. I wanted to show myself and you. I couldn't win."

"You never thought I'd win."

"You have no idea what I want from you."

Why is he crying?Why are you crying?Is it too cold, yes, it should be.

Liang Yu tried to reach out his hand again to wipe away Jin Duo's tears, crystal clear, as beautiful as the little ice crystals condensed in this snowy day, and the tears hanging on Jin Duo's equally beautiful face.

"As long as you don't choose me, then what I do is meaningless." He blinked his eyes, and two full, crystal clear tears fell down again.

"I don't want to run after your ass anymore."

Liang Yu had never seen Jin Duo cry, and every time he wanted to touch Jin Duo, Jin Duo always avoided him.

"Liang Yu!" Seeing that Liang Yu didn't respond, Jin Duo called him a little louder, "Let's break up."

As if suddenly awakened from sleep, the whispers from the past in his ears were dismissed by the shouts of reality, and the simple and clear five words finally brought back the normal operation of the brain, and he understood Jin Duo's words.

"Why do you break up when you say we broke up? Didn't you pester me when we were together?" Liang Yu, who regained consciousness, became arrogant, a little annoyed, he didn't know how to deal with this situation, why was he about to break up all of a sudden.

"I'm tired...I don't want to say it a second time." Jin Duo closed his eyes, putting away the uncontrollable emotions and tears just now. "If you let me go, let yourself go, I won't pester you anymore from now on."

"I didn't do anything to apologize to you. Why do you want to dump me? What is it about me that makes you unhappy? You really want to let me die, so you understand?" His hands were so cold that he lost consciousness, and he couldn't even make a fist. Can't hold it tight, "Why, do you think it's boring to chase after you? Who was begging for nothing and ran to my house every day? Who coaxed and tricked me into bed? Now it's boring if I get it. Is it? Is it my fault that I agreed to be with you?" He obviously wanted to ask why he broke up, and he wanted to talk properly, but hurtful words kept coming out of his mouth .Liang Yu also wanted to shut up, but those ugly sentences always blurted out before his reason.

"You're right, I was wrong. I cling to the wrong person, I like the wrong person. I'm greedy, how can I expect the person who loves the wrong person to love me." Jin Duo's eyes gradually turned cold, "It's me Wrong, wasted your time, sorry."

Liang Yu didn't expect that the first time he heard the word love from Jin Duo's mouth was like this, he couldn't even blush even if he wanted to.He froze in place, constantly digesting the meaning of Jin Duo's words in his mind.

Jin Duo turned around to leave, he didn't want to spend any more time with Liang Yu here, Liang Yu would never know what he wanted and what Liang Yu couldn't give.None of this makes sense now.

"Hey!!"

"I don't want you to apologize, I actually..."

Liang Yu grabbed the sleeve of his clothes, Jin Duo didn't turn around, and slapped him away.

"That's it." Everyone is safe.

Jin Duo turned and walked away, really didn't give Liang Yu another look.

I actually love you.