i can't like him

I earn more than 3 yuan a month, not to mention tuition fees, and even daily expenses are enough.

It's no wonder that He Qi Nian fell into it, the attraction of money is hard for even an adult to resist.

"Then you still plan to continue?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

"I resigned, and you can see how annoying that fat man is." He Qinian said.

"Indeed..." Not only was it annoying, it was kind of disgusting.

"Then what about the money he said, does he owe you money?" Sheng Xinghe asked again.

Thinking of this, He Qinian couldn't help sighing: "It's not that he owes me, it's his friend who owes it."

Da Jinlian was originally named Zheng Gaojun, but unfortunately he was not as good as his name, and grew completely in the opposite direction.

Zheng Gaojun's friend is the owner of the gay bar.

Zheng Gaojun is a well-known S in the circle, heavy-mouthed, and loves to engage in training. Stories about him training a little milk dog with one hand are widely circulated in gay bars.

It is said that the male partner he has played with can circle the earth hand in hand, and his signature is - there is nothing in this world that money can't handle.

And He Qinian is that exception.

On a dark and stormy night, Zheng Gaojun came to the bar to look for new prey.

He Qinian's outstanding looks and height successfully attracted his attention, so he used his identity as a friend of the bar owner to order the supervisor to take him to the box, saying that he could get money if he played cards with him.

Although it was the first time for He Qinian to work in a gay bar, he also understood the tricks and didn't give him a good look.

As we all know, what you can’t get is always a commotion, the more He Qinian ignores him, the more excited Zheng Gaojun is, he even arranged for He Qinian to rest, and threatened that as long as he is willing, he can give him several gays. .

It can be said that Zheng Gaojun forgot to sleep and eat, and devoted himself to pleasing the little wolf cubs, but He Qinian would not accept such a thing, so he resigned directly.

Probably got the ID number from a friend, Zheng Gaojun made a birthday surprise show, and asked the bar supervisor to call He Qinian, saying that there was a problem with the quantity of the batch of wine that was counted last time.

Sheng Xinghe saw everything after that.

The money that Zheng Gaojun mentioned was He Qinian's commission last month, plus the basic salary, a total of [-]. Zheng Gaojun asked his friends to hold him back.

At the age of 20, he felt the helplessness of being dominated by power for the first time, and he was extremely irritable.

"What about the previous salary?"

"Before Zheng Gaojun showed up, I sent them all, but at that time there was only an internship period, and there was no commission, 80 yuan a night." He Qinian said.

The co-authored huge sum of money has not yet arrived.

It's too awful.

Just for this salary, I know that I definitely didn't sell my body.

Sheng Xinghe didn't know why he felt relieved when he heard this.

"Did you just say that it's true that you get paid for sanitation?" He Qinian stared at the back of his head, "Are you rich?"

"..."

This is so hurtful.

"Although I'm not as rich as that fat man, at least I don't have to worry about eating and drinking. You can come and do odd jobs for me when you're free, and I'll give you pocket money by the hour." Sheng Xinghe said.

"How much for an hour?" He Qinian asked.

"You kid, why are you looking for money?" Sheng Xinghe sighed and said, "It depends on my mood, it varies from 1 yuan to 5 yuan."

"...You are too picky!"

Sheng Xinghe raised his eyebrows, "Then I'll take you back to chat with that fat man?"

He Qinian quickly hugged him, "Don't!"

"Let go!"

He Qinian chuckled and hugged him even tighter.

The two drove around for a long time, feeling that they were getting farther and farther away from the city center, and the road ahead was getting narrower and narrower, as if they had arrived at a small town in the suburbs.

In the middle of conducting, He Qinian suddenly let out an "Hey" and stretched his neck to look around, "Slow down."

Sheng Xinghe slowed down, "What's wrong?"

"It doesn't seem right," He Qinian scratched his head, "I remember that there should be a bridge to cross here."

Ahead is a river about ten meters wide. There are green algae floating on the surface of the river. The river is turbid and exudes a strange smell. Next to it is an industrial park, and a steady stream of sewage is being poured into the river.

No wonder the water quality is poor.

"If it's not right, turn on the navigation." Sheng Xinghe, one head and two big, imitated someone's tune, shaking his head, "I don't need navigation, I am familiar with this area..."

He Qinian laughed angrily at his tone.

"The horse has stumbled. I have indeed been to this area. Daqi's house is nearby. He drove me last time. There is a bridge here!"

He Qinian pointed to the river and said.

"Stop explaining, turn on the navigation!" Sheng Xinghe said angrily.

He Qinian let out an "oh" and searched for the location of the apartment.

A sweet female voice came out of the phone.

"Now plan navigation for you - please go straight along the current road section for 300 meters, turn left -"

He Qinian slapped his thigh fiercely: "Look, look! I said there must be a bridge here! Otherwise, how can the navigation let you go straight!"

Sheng Xinghe was a little speechless, "Where's the bridge? Is it invisible to me online?"

He Qinian raised his head and laughed, "You are so humorous."

"Is there any other route? You can't drive into the water!" Sheng Xinghe turned his head and said.

He Qinian studied the route for a while, and pointed ahead, "Then why don't you drive a little further to see if there is a way around."

Sheng Xinghe glanced at the remaining power of the eMule, which was 30.00% left.

He Qinian's figure is not thin either. The combined weight of the two big men is at least 300 catties. They can drive four or five kilometers if they are exhausted. It's a distance of about ten kilometers.

The sun was gradually setting, and he had a faint premonition that he couldn't go back.

"We can't go around anymore, you can look at the nearest route." Sheng Xinghe said.

"The nearest route is to drive along the river." He Qinian said seriously.

"Ah——" Sheng Xinghe wished he could throw this guy whose IQ was below the line into the water.

Then it went around.

Sheng Xinghe found that he had completely overestimated the strength of this battery car, and after reaching 20.00%, its power was rapidly drained.

A bicycle passed them.

Later a tricycle overtook them.

"Hey, the battery is out." He bumped into the person behind him, "Go down and push."

He Qinian: "I'm not calling, the battery is out."

Sheng Xinghe breathed a sigh of relief: "Student He Qinian, go down and push."

He Qinian: "The tone is too forced. Shouldn't you add the word 'trouble' before asking others to do something?"

Sheng Xinghe was lucky again: "Student He Qinian, please go down and push."

He Qinian: "Can't you change the name of the hot spot?"

"..." Sheng Xinghe contemplated for a while, then tentatively said, "Brother? Please go down and retreat."

"I do not want."

Sheng Xinghe stared at him with wide eyes.

"It's love but not duty to help you, can I refuse?"

"You. Go. Die. Go." Sheng Xinghe turned around, raised his hand to strangle his neck and lifted him back.

He Qinian grinned in pain and patted his arm begging for mercy: "Neck, neck is about to break!"

The advantage of a lady's car is that it has pedals. Sheng Xinghe is like pedaling a bicycle. He pedaled twice, while someone pushed behind him.

"Use some strength!—"

He Qinian ran panting and sweating profusely, "I tried my best! Please try your best too! Your legs are not even moving!"

what.

Was discovered.

Sheng Xinghe stepped on it twice symbolically.

Fortunately, there was an electric car repair shop on the street. The storefront was very dilapidated, and there was only an old dog squatting at the door.

An old fast charging device hangs on the wall.

10 minutes for one dollar.

At this time, it is like seeing a source of water in the desert.

The embarrassing thing is that Sheng Xinghe didn't bring any change when he went out. Obviously, this thing doesn't support WeChat and Alipay payments.

"Do you have any change?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

He Qinian patted his empty trouser pocket and shrugged, "Who still carries a wallet these days."

Sheng Xinghe felt a headache.

"There is a restaurant in front, we can go to the restaurant to exchange some change." He Qinian said as he walked.

we can only do this.

Sheng Xinghe parked the car in front of the maintenance shop, and followed He Qinian all the way forward.

The young man has long hands and long legs, and has a long stride. Sheng Xinghe always observes his legs habitually.

The Achilles tendon of high jumpers is the most important part, just like a spring, the more slender and stronger the Achilles tendon is, the better it is for bouncing.

He Qinian's Achilles tendon is longer than the average person's, his ankle is slightly protruding, and his calf muscles are well trained.

The steps are light and vigorous, and it looks like a pair of legs that have never been injured.

To be honest, Sheng Xinghe was a little envious.

If I were five years younger now, I would really not be afraid of anything.

It's a pity that youth is gone and never looked back.

What He Qinian was looking for was a northern restaurant, and he smelled a strong smell of meat before he entered.

Sheng Xinghe's stomach growled all the way, and he couldn't walk when he smelled the smell, his saliva was crazily secreted, but the phone turned off automatically.

"How much money do you have on WeChat? Lend me 50 first, and I'll transfer you back." Sheng Xinghe said.

He Qinian smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, "It's possible, but is there any advantage?"

"Return your 51." Sheng Xinghe said.

He Qinian sneered, "Why do I want your dollar?"

"Don't push yourself too hard, isn't it too much? It takes at most an hour to get home from here, and it would be nice to pay you interest." Sheng Xinghe rolled his eyes at him.

"I don't want your little interest." He Qinian walked over and asked, "Have you ever practiced Taekwondo?"

"It's judo." Sheng Xinghe corrected.

"It's almost the same, can you teach me a few tricks?" He Qinian said, "If you promise me, this meal will be regarded as my invitation to you."

Sheng Xinghe raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, "You want to buy my private lessons for only 50 yuan?"

He Qinian frowned, "Then how much do you want?"

Sheng Xinghe guessed that he wanted to learn self-defense, thought for a while and said: "If you can work hard and win the championship in the Provincial Games, everything is easy to talk about."

He Qinian raised his eyebrows, "Really? As long as I win the championship, you will teach me judo?"

"of course."

He Qinian stretched out his little finger, "Then pull the hook."

Sheng Xinghe said with disgust: "How old are you? Still pull the hook, I always keep my word, so there is no need to pull."

He Qinian couldn't help but hold his little finger and hook it twice, "That's it, you must teach me!"

"After winning the championship." Sheng Xinghe added.

"Sooner or later! You can get ready!" He Qinian was full of confidence.

In a daze, Sheng Xinghe saw himself many years ago.

No injury, no disease, full of energy, full of hope, always feel that as long as he works hard, he will be able to continue to surpass the limit.

His personal signature was written in Secondary School—records are meant to be broken.

But now he is a little uncertain...

He could vaguely feel that the various functions of his body were constantly declining, but there was nothing he could do.

2 meters may really be his limit on this road.

"Why are you in a daze?" He Qinian raised his hand and waved in front of his eyes, "Shall I eat fish-flavored shredded pork with rice?"

"Oh, it's fine." Sheng Xinghe nodded, "I'm not picky about food."

"Hmm." He Qinian looked at the menu on the wall, "Then I can just order casually."

Sheng Xinghe changed a few coins and went to charge the battery. When he came back, the toppings had already been fried.

He Qinian ordered a large plate of cold beef and offal, plus six bowls of rice.

The waiter thought that there were still people who hadn't come in, so he gave six pairs of chopsticks, and He Qinian only wanted two pairs. The waiter looked at them in surprise.

"Let's eat. If it's not enough, I'll order again. It should smell good." He Qinian put the food on the table one by one.

"It's too much, I can eat two bowls." Sheng Xinghe rubbed his chopsticks and said.

"That's not enough." He Qinian said, "I want to eat five bowls."

"..."

Athletes generally eat a lot, which is why they will gain weight after retiring. They will lose their appetite after a while.

During Sheng Xinghe's training abroad, his appetite was similar to that of He Qinian's, and he could eat four or five bowls of noodles in one meal, but after the suspension, the training intensity was not as strong as before, and his appetite dropped significantly.

He needs to stay in shape to get into the game faster in the future.

As soon as the two started moving, He Qinian's cell phone rang.

unknown number.

After he locked the screen and hung up, the call came again.

"It shouldn't be a sales promotion." Sheng Xinghe reminded.

He Qinian still hung up the phone, "Everyone I know will send me a WeChat message."

"That's right." Sheng Xinghe thought for a while and then said, "Maybe I borrowed someone's phone for something urgent?"

When the phone rang for the fourth time, He Qinian switched it to silent mode.

"People in this wilderness can't help in case of emergency."

"Are you afraid that the fat man will call?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

He Qinian smiled and said nothing, Sheng Xinghe took it as his acquiescence.

The person on the opposite side was gobbling and gorging, and the five bowls of rice were eaten quickly. After eating, he didn't forget to finish the soup on the side. thumbs up.

Sheng Xinghe couldn't help asking: "Is your appetite this big?"

He Qinian wiped his mouth, "It's bigger than this, there's not much money in WeChat, I'm already very restrained."

"……All right."

What kind of family conditions does this have to be able to afford a baby!

The battery car was still charging, and the two men squatted on the curb to look at the scenery. Whenever someone rode by, they would turn their heads and look at them, shocked by their height and size.

The willows were drooping, the breeze was blowing, and the temperature and humidity were just right. Sheng Xinghe had the idea of ​​having a heart-to-heart talk with this child, so he took the initiative to find a topic.

"If that fat man in the bar makes things difficult for you again, you can call me and I'll take care of him."

He Qinian turned his head and glanced at him, "Thank you, but I can handle it by myself."

"I didn't mean anything malicious." Sheng Xinghe said, "Boss Sun didn't mean anything malicious either, I just hope you can focus on your studies and training."

"Yeah." He Qinian shrugged, "But I still have to earn money, otherwise I won't be able to survive."

Sheng Xinghe was slightly shocked, "How come, your family doesn't give you a penny?"

He Qinian shook his head with an innocent and helpless expression.

Although Sheng Xinghe is a big man, there are times when his sympathy overflows.

Like now.

"I heard from Director Sun that...you have an aunt?" After he finished speaking, he felt a little regretful, so that the brat knew that they had talked about him behind his back.

But He Qinian is young, so he doesn't care about these at all.

"I have nothing to do with her, and I can't be called a family member."

"Ah?" Sheng Xinghe was surprised, "Then you usually live alone?"

"Yeah." He Qinian picked up a dead leaf on the ground and pinched it in his hand, turned it around, and blew it away.

Talking about this kind of topic, the atmosphere is always a little awkward.

It took Sheng Xinghe three seconds to make a hasty decision.

"In this way, if you need money in the future, you can tell me, and I will lend it to you, on the premise that you can't go to work in those messy places."

He Qinian laughed, "Is distributing leaflets considered a messy job?"

Sheng Xinghe shook his head, "It doesn't count."

"What about the gym for sales?"

Sheng Xinghe still shook his head.

"The cafe sells coffee."

Sheng Xinghe still shook his head, "It doesn't count."

"Then why is selling in a gay bar a mess job? You discriminate against homosexuals?"

"..."

Sheng Xinghe was completely stunned by He Qinian's question.

Of course, it is impossible for him to discriminate against homosexuals, but a bar is a place for entertainment and entertainment, and it is easy to degenerate people. Not everyone has good self-control, and working in it will inevitably encounter some difficult problems.

Just like today's situation.

Is it possible to say that it has no impact on life at all?

The chores in life will consume people's enthusiasm for dreams, and once they taste other sweetness, they may lose their persistence in sports.

He hoped that He Qinian could go further.

But these things are too far away, he doesn't know how to explain so much to a kid, and he doesn't know if he can listen to these big principles.

The brain was still organizing words, but He Qinian did not expect to say another sentence: "If I was gay, would you hate me too?"

Sheng Xinghe laughed, "Will I still go to you if I hate you?"

He Qinian pouted, "Didn't you not know my situation at that time?"

"I knew it before I went." Sheng Xinghe said.

"How do you know?" He Qinian was shocked.

"..." It's over, and Director Sun is sold out.

Sheng Xinghe had an idea, "It's what Da Qi said."

"Damn!" He Qinian was desperate, "That idiot honked his horn, why didn't he tell you everything."

Sheng Xinghe got it right by mistake, heaved a sigh of relief, and said something nice for Daqi: "This is not something shameful, you are free to like what you like, and I'm not old fashioned, I don't engage in discrimination. set."

He Qinian stared at him blankly, mustered up his courage, and asked tentatively, "Could it be...you like boys too?"

"I'm not." Sheng Xinghe licked his lips, and said calmly without looking away, "I only like girls."

He Qinian's pupils shrank suddenly.

This is obviously an expected answer, but when Sheng Xinghe said it himself, it still feels completely different.

Not bad, just a little disappointed.

It is undeniable that Sheng Xinghe's appearance is completely based on his preferences, sunny and handsome, clean and neat, and his smile can warm people's hearts.

It is a stunning beauty under the scorching sun.

The first time he saw Sheng Xinghe smiling, his heart beat faster.

A gust of wind blew by, and the boy lowered his brows and eyes, pretending to say "Oh" calmly, "I can see that."

Sheng Xinghe smiled without saying a word, thinking that you can see shit.