i can't like him

Most people who practice sports are straight-tempered, and their emotions come and go quickly. Sheng Xinghe's thoughts of retreating gradually dissipated under the careful comfort of his boyfriend.

He had asked for personal leave before, so He Qinian simply spent an extra day outside with Sheng Xinghe, going to the aquarium.

Sheng Xinghe's legs and feet are inconvenient, and He Qinian rented a wheelchair from the hospital and pushed him all the way. If you don't look at his body shape, he looks like those old couples in the park.

Sheng Xinghe had a DSLR around his neck. It was the first time he touched a camera in his life. It was much heavier than he imagined. There were icons and abbreviations around the buttons. He knew how to turn OFF and ON.

He Qinian squatted down, lay on his lap and taught with his hands: "This round button is for taking pictures, this P is for automatic exposure, TV is for priority automatic exposure, AV is for aperture automatic exposure, M is for manual exposure, and this box is for full exposure." automatic……"

Sheng Xinghe was taken aback: "Wait a minute, what do you think this AV is?"

He Qinian pinched his face: "You heard this, didn't you?"

Sheng Xinghe laughed: "No, I also heard that P is automatic exposure."

"AV is aperture-priority automatic exposure." He Qinian pinched his fingertips and gently turned the dial, "This little flower is a macro, you can try it on the flowers and plants by the roadside, and you will feel the effect. "

There is also a running villain pattern on the turntable.

"Then what is this?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

"Sports mode can capture some people or objects moving at high speed. When the object to be photographed enters the screen, press the shutter button a little, and it will automatically start diagonally. If the shutter button is held down, it will be continuous shooting."

Sheng Xinghe turned his head to look at him, secretly happy in his heart: "I found that you are a treasure, you know so much."

"I learned a little superficiality in the elective class, and that teacher often takes pictures for the covers of some travel magazines, which is amazing." He Qinian put down the DSLR in his hand, "You can use this to shoot my high jump in the future!"

Sheng Xinghe smiled, adjusted to portrait mode, squinted one eye, and looked towards the viewfinder.

The afternoon sun was very dazzling, and He Qinian looked at the camera with the corners of his mouth curled up. The green plants behind him were automatically blurred, and the places with bright lights turned into tiny spots of light.

The screen freezes, pauses for a moment, and then returns to viewfinder mode.

He Qinian lowered his head to preview: "The shot is very good, very talented in photography."

Sheng Xinghe pointed the camera at him again: "Brother, go back and take pictures of you naked."

"Fuck," He Qi Nian was happy, "I found out that you're quite sexy, too."

The aquarium closes at 08:30 in the evening, and they went out to eat pickled fish after playing until [-] o'clock, and then took a taxi back to the base dormitory.

He Qinian picked up three courier packages from the security room, Sheng Xinghe leaned on his crutches and looked at him: "You are like a little girl, you have courier packages every day."

"It's a gift from my fans." He Qinian looked at the face sheet, two of which were marked with snacks, and the other was clothes. "Didn't I say on Weibo last time that I entered the national team? They probably went online. Got the address."

Sheng Xinghe yelled several times, "Then if you become famous in the competition, will someone stop here just to take a look at you?"

"That's not necessarily true," He Qinian smiled smugly, even showing his anticipation, "Will you be jealous then?"

This will already be very uncomfortable.

Sheng Xinghe replied with mixed feelings: "I'm not like you, I'm a rational boyfriend."

He Qinian frowned: "The implication is that I'm irrational?"

Sheng Xinghe leaned on his crutches and jumped in without looking back: "You can figure it out for yourself."

He Qinian carried the package and chased after him: "I'm going to be angry."

Sheng Xinghe yelled back: "I got coronary heart disease because of you!"

Sheng Xinghe returned to the room, and He Qinian also squeezed in, still carrying the three broken packages in his hand.

What are you showing off?

Sheng Xinghe was a little annoyed, and glanced at him: "Go back to your own house, don't make garbage for me."

"Isn't it okay for me to pour it out for you later?"

He Qinian squatted on the ground and opened a courier box, which contained a black casual sportswear and a letter.

Sheng Xinghe's neck stretched quietly.

It was a pale pink envelope with a big red heart stuck on the opening.

The letter paper is also gaudy, but the handwriting is beautiful, so you can tell it's a gift from a female fan.

As soon as He Qinian raised his head, Sheng Xinghe's neck almost twisted before he could close it in time. He scratched the back of his head, stretched out his hand and waved the air: "Why does this room have a strange smell?"

He Qinian pursed his lips: "It must be sour."

Sheng Xinghe changed the subject: "What did you write in that letter?"

He Qinian flattened it in his hand and read it carefully. The person who wrote the letter was a high school student. He said that he met him when he was on the trending search for the first time. He can like it.

The content in the back is a little bit disgusting, just like reading a love letter, and He Qinian himself is a little embarrassed.

"Do you want to see it?" He raised his head and asked Sheng Xinghe.

It was rare for Sheng Xinghe to gossip, but after thinking about it, he waved his hand again: "It was written for you, I don't want to read it."

"She said she wanted to date me." He Qinian said.

"Ah?" Sheng Xinghe was stunned, "What did you say?"

"Hard ears?" He Qinian stuffed the letter into his hand, "Look for yourself."

Sheng Xinghe hesitated, pinched it and put it down, and after going back and forth several times, he unfolded the letter paper.

The first sentence is full of impact——

Please allow me to call you Brother Qi Nian.

vomit.

You look so handsome in high jumps.

You are the first boy I like.

I will definitely enter the same university as you.

……

Sheng Xinghe looked at it for a while and then put it down. After a while, he said with emotion: "Tell me, is your behavior the same as a celebrity falling in love but not telling the fans? There are a bunch of little fans around you, and you still have to pretend to be single."

"Isn't that a last resort? Do you think I don't want to disclose our relationship?" He Qinian thought for a while, "Otherwise, the next time a reporter asks me a gossip question, I will announce that I have a relationship."

"Hey, don't, don't, let's not, it's too risky." Sheng Xinghe said.

"What's the risk here? I just said I have a partner, but I didn't say whether the partner is a man or a woman, right? I'm not lying either."

He Qinian did not close the door when he entered the room. At this moment, a figure outside the door let go of the doorknob in his hand and walked away in another direction.

"Then what if they keep asking?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

"Then say it's the students from T University, let them guess slowly." He Qinian said, and continued to unpack the package.

The edge of the carton was thin, and with a little force, a small cut was cut on the middle finger of his right hand.He Qinian lowered his head and stared at the scratched place. Two seconds later, the cut began to ooze blood. t

"Brother, do you have a Band-Aid?" He raised his eyes and asked, "I got it."

"Ah?" Sheng Xinghe was startled, and immediately turned his head to take a look, "Is the hole deep?"

"It's not deep, just a little bit." He Qinian wiped away the blood from the wound with a tissue.

Sheng Xinghe flipped through the drawer of the bedside table before suddenly remembering that he had lent Qin Hexuan the medicine box before, and Lao Qin never returned it.

"Wait a minute, I'll get it for you." Sheng Xinghe grabbed the crutch beside the bed and jumped to the next door.

He Qinian stood up and followed behind him.

Sheng Xinghe knocked on the door, but no one answered, the door was not locked, so Sheng Xinghe opened it and went in.

There are few things in the room, the medicine box is placed on the desk, beside the medicine box is Qin Hexuan's laptop, the screen is on, and there is a WeChat dialog box in the center.

Sheng Xinghe glanced at it inadvertently, saw a row of withdrawn notifications, and looked back intently.

That's right.

The entire dialog box is full of messages that both parties have withdrawn, and at the bottom is a transfer record.

The amount was not small, and it was transferred from Qin Hexuan.

On the other party's profile picture were three words - black technology.

Sheng Xinghe suddenly remembered that a classmate at the drug inspection station said that most of the stimulant transactions are now online. The pharmaceutical factory has a special website. After consultation, add the other party as a friend. "The way of chatting, that is, the two sides chat with each other and withdraw one sentence, so that it is not easy to leave evidence.

Qin Hexuan's WeChat avatar is the national flag, and the one registered on the computer is a trumpet.

Sheng Xinghe froze in disbelief, his heart beating violently.

All the information pointed in one direction, and an extremely strong premonition rose in his mind.

How could Lao Qin...

Sheng Xinghe rolled the mouse and dragged the information to the top, his heart sank a lot.

All retracted messages, not a single record.

This is so weird.

No one will chat like this.

Sheng Xinghe glanced outside the door, his heart beating like a drum, and immediately took out his mobile phone to take a picture of the transfer page, and then took a picture of the WeChat account of "Black Technology".

He Qinian passed by without knowing why, and whispered: "What are you doing, messing around with people's privacy."

Sheng Xinghe didn't even dare to take a breath, and pushed He Qinian away from this place of right and wrong, only to find that he forgot to take the band-aids when he returned to the room.

"What's the situation?" He Qinian asked puzzled.

Sheng Xinghe's fingertips trembled, he dug out the account number in the photo album, and added it with his own WeChat. The other party's signature was: Everything is to break through the limits of the human body.

To break through by the most despicable means?

Sheng Xinghe couldn't believe it.

Qin Hexuan and he entered the national team both front and back, and they participated in similar competitions. Although their results were ups and downs, they never had any conflicts. Generally speaking, Qin Hexuan has a good personality, and he has never had any problems with drug tests. .

Why buy medicine?

Sheng Xinghe stared at the off-white curtains for a long time in a daze, and in a daze, he remembered the few words Qin Hexuan had mentioned when chatting with him not long ago.

The goal my wife set for me is to retire at the age of 30, and I don't have much time left.

The only regret in my life is not being able to win a World Championships medal.

He Qinian asked anxiously, "Who is this person?"

Sheng Xinghe breathed out, and almost gathered all the strength in his body to say, "Stimulants."

"You mean, he bought medicine?" He Qinian's face was full of surprise.

"Not quite sure yet."

Afterwards, Sheng Xinghe successfully added that "black technology" as a friend, and the other party's circle of friends publicly posted about the efficacy and function of the drug, and some pictures even used the banner of helping candidates pass the physical test.

There are no side effects of this thing, but as the saying goes, emergency medical treatment is only sold to those who try to cheat.

Sheng Xinghe wasn't sure that Qin Hexuan must have used the medicine, but the matter of buying the medicine must be true.

Having known each other for so many years, he still wanted to save Qin Hexuan some face, so he didn't expose it on the spot, but cryptically mentioned at lunch the next day: "Do you still have a WeChat account?"

Qin Hexuan paused for a while, raised his eyes and said, "What did you say?"

Anyone who has studied criminal investigation or psychology knows that everyone will have a micro-reaction the moment they encounter an effective stimulus. It has no time to receive instructions from the brain, is uncontrollable, and cannot be disguised. It accurately reflects the person's state of mind.

From his brief hesitation, Sheng Xinghe captured his freezing reaction and fleeing reaction.

Before his brain could react in time, Sheng Xinghe asked again: "Don't you have a trumpet? It's for shopping."

Qin Hexuan's pupils suddenly dilated: "How do you know?"

Sheng Xinghe put down the bowl and chopsticks: "I believe you are very clear about what to do and what not to do, don't think that you can really cheat the world, you should do it yourself."

These words are not harsh, but the words are heart-warming. Qin Hexuan sat at the dining table for a long time, and the rice on the plate hardly moved.

He didn't know how Sheng Xinghe knew about this number, and he didn't know what Sheng Xinghe found out, let alone what he would do next.

After some inner struggle, he called Sheng Xinghe to his room.

"Let's make it clear, what do you want? Report me?" Qin Hexuan stood in front of the window with one hand in his pocket, his tone was not angry, but it was very different from usual.

Today's weather is not very good, not a ray of sunlight can penetrate in, making the atmosphere in the whole house a bit depressing.

"I just want to ask you two questions." Sheng Xinghe looked straight into his eyes.

Qin Hexuan avoided his sight.

"Why are you buying medicine?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

Even though he had done enough psychological construction, Qin Hexuan still froze a little when he asked such a straightforward question, and said lightly, "I'm useless."

"Why don't you buy it?" Sheng Xinghe's voice was confiscated, higher than him, "Are you enshrining!?"

Qin Hexuan frowned: "Just take care of yourself, why are you meddling in so much business!?"

"Everyone makes mistakes at times, and what they are afraid of is making mistakes knowingly and making mistakes again and again." Sheng Xinghe looked out of the window with a cold tone, "Do you really think that no one will know what you have done?"

Qin Hexuan's palms were wet and he didn't answer.

Sheng Xinghe straightened his back, and looked at him with an expression of sure victory: "A few days ago, the coach told me that he knew that you changed the bottle of water back then, and he didn't want to expose and ruin you so he took the blame for you. .”

This question seemed to poke Qin Hexuan's nerves, and he lost control of his emotions immediately, and his eyes widened: "You took the wrong one yourself first!" He retorted loudly, "I originally wanted to change it back, but you have already drunk it." More than half of it, what can I do!"

Sheng Xinghe's heart seemed to be pricked by a sharp needle, and then it swelled and beat violently, even the blood flow speed up, and the blood pressure soared in a straight line.

The two stared at each other stiffly for a few seconds.

Finally, Sheng Xinghe pulled out his cell phone from his pocket and pressed to stop recording.

"Coach Bian didn't contact me."