i can't like him

When watching horror movies, the most important thing is an atmosphere.

Lu Yang got up and closed all the curtains in the whole room, and ordered Sheng Xinghe to turn off all the lights in the living room.

"I'm going to get some food from the house! Fortunately, I brought some potato chips and popcorn. What flavor do you like?"

Sheng Xinghe waved his hand, "I don't eat snacks."

"Impossible, I have never seen a young man who doesn't like snacks, don't be polite to me."

Sheng Xinghe wanted to say that he was not being polite to him, popcorn has high sugar content and high calories, plus these additives are not good for the body, so he tried to avoid them as much as possible, but Lu Yang had already turned and entered the room, so he didn't bother to explain.

Sheng Xinghe reached out to turn off the light, and He Qinian almost threw away his dignity as a man and typed the application: "Why don't you leave a small night light, or you won't be able to see anything after eating."

Lu Yang came out with a big bag, and teased, "Can you still send things up your nostrils with your hands?"

He Qinian had another [-] swear words in his mind.

Isn't it good to be a good person?

Sheng Xinghe smiled and turned off all the lights.

The curtains in the room are completely blackout, and the whole living room is pitch black when drawn during the day, let alone at night.

The whole is the effect of not seeing your fingers.

At this moment, it was pouring rain outside the window, and the strong wind was blowing the leaves, making the atmosphere in the house extraordinarily eerie.

He Qinian said silently in his heart: there are no ghosts in this world, no ghosts, no ghosts...

The movie begins.

This is an American movie made ten years ago, with a high rating. He Qinian took a look at the introduction and evaluation before casting it on the screen. It was about curses and dolls.

It has been many years since the last time he watched a horror movie. At that time, he was still young and ignorant. He was bored and hid in his room alone and watched "The Grudge". I got up to go to the bathroom, and I never watched a horror movie again.

No one knew that he was afraid of ghosts.

At the beginning of the film, a person is designing and making a puppet doll. A pencil draws a line draft on paper. The pupils of the doll are dilated, and the corners of the mouth are slightly raised. Unforgettable expression.

He Qinian could not help leaning against the sofa. At this time, only something on his back could give him a little sense of security.

Lu Yang tried to press the remote control several times, "Why is there no sound from this TV?"

"How could it be?" Sheng Xinghe took the remote control and pressed it twice repeatedly, but there was indeed no sound.

Lu Yang deliberately lowered his voice, and said in a dark voice, "This TV is not cursed, is it?"

!!!

He Qinian was completely stunned in the darkness, countless horrifying scenes flashed in his mind.

"No, no, can't you?" He couldn't believe that he stuttered.

"Damn, I didn't put the battery in..." Sheng Xinghe turned on the light of his mobile phone, took out two batteries from the drawer and stuck them into the groove.

He Qinian lowered his head and covered his face, it was really fucking embarrassing.

The soul of ghost movies lies in the background sound. Even if you have done enough psychological construction, when the sound came out, He Qinian's goosebumps immediately popped up. He cursed in a low voice, "Damn..."

Sheng Xinghe was very close to him, and immediately heard some clues from the trembling voice, but in order to save He Qinian's face, he deliberately stuck to his ear and laughed: "You are not afraid of ghosts. right kid?"

This was the first time Sheng Xinghe called him by a name other than his full name. He Qinian was extremely pleasantly surprised, but this extremely pleasant surprise was quickly suppressed by tons of shock.

The heroine in the movie received a puppet doll with a strange smile. She put it on the sofa, stared at it for two seconds, and the puppet's mouth suddenly opened with a "click"!

"Ah!" He Qinian shrugged his shoulders in fright, his soul trembling.

The popcorn in Lu Yang's hand was spilled all over the floor by his yelling, he frowned and turned his head, "Damn it, I was so shocked, can you stop being startled like a little girl? "

He Qinian felt that his body temperature was getting higher and higher. Fortunately, the darkness covered up his panicked expression just now, and he raised his voice a little guiltyly: "What's wrong with me just scaring you?"

Sheng Xinghe was overjoyed in the dark, and whispered next to his ear, "Is this why you're afraid?"

There was a hint of teasing in the laughter, and He Qinian snorted softly, "I'm exaggerating the tense and exciting atmosphere, do you understand?"

God fucking renders the atmosphere.

Sheng Xinghe laughed louder and louder.

In the movie, the woman puts the creepy doll on her bed, ready to scare her lover.

It is also pouring rain outside the window in the picture, the background music is getting more and more sad and weird, and the puppet shows a horrifying smile.

"Damn it, this girl is really sick. Put this kind of thing by the bedside, and if you see it in the middle of the night, you won't have a heart attack." Lu Yang said while chewing popcorn.

He Qinian put his legs back on the sofa, his eyes narrowed into a slit, trying to minimize the impact of the picture.

The woman seemed to feel a little strange, and walked back to the bedroom from the living room, wanting to take another look at the doll.

"Hey, don't go in!" Lu Yang shouted.

"Stupid," He Qinian scolded, "you won't go in after calling her?"

Compared with the movie picture, it is often the human imagination that is more terrifying. Combined with the weird and mysterious background sound, it is easy to think of some chilling pictures.

He Qinian guessed that the woman probably wouldn't survive.

The woman returned to the door of the room, and the background sound suddenly increased without warning, shaking her chest tight.

Accompanied by a loud noise, He Qinian screamed, and his whole body was like a frightened cat, bouncing up from the sofa and pounced on Sheng Xinghe, his pores were so frightened that they closed.

Panicked emotions are contagious, the room was instantly filled with high-pitched screams, and the high-intensity sound waves of the three men completely covered the screams of the woman on the TV.

Sheng Xinghe was completely intimidated by He Qinian's voice. After realizing it, he was the first to shut down, rubbed his ears and said, "My eardrums are about to be shattered."

"That's right," Lu Yang turned around and scolded stupidly, "What are you calling a fart?"

He Qinian threw him with a pillow, "You are the one who screams the most fucking loudly."

"I'm not scared by you, my popcorn is almost gone."

Obviously everyone is afraid, but no one wants to admit it.

Lu Yang stretched out his right hand in the faint light, pointed to the back of He Qinian's head, showing a frightened expression: "Look at what is behind you."

He Qinian was so frightened that his scalp went numb, he tried not to shout out, hooked Sheng Xinghe's neck with one hand and rubbed it into his arms, "What is it?"

Lu Yang stared blankly at that position without moving, "Look back yourself."

I can not!

He Qinian roared wildly in his heart, but still sneered calmly on the surface, "Hehe, why don't you look behind you?"

"Fuck." Sheng Xinghe's head was still on He Qinian's chest, he was dizzy from being strangled by a pair of powerful arms, his neck was almost broken, he struggled while laughing, "Let go of me, you idiot. "

He Qinian originally held Sheng Xinghe's head with both hands to protect his chest, but because Sheng Xinghe kept struggling, his head became more and more sideways, and accidentally, the bridge of the nose and the inner thigh came into intimate contact.

He Qinian suddenly let go, bent over to cover his crotch, and let out a soft "hey".

The moment it hit the ground just now, Sheng Xinghe already felt something, but he wasn't sure. Seeing He Qinian's painful expression, he immediately confirmed his thoughts just now.

Really hit it.

He knows how painful it is for a man to be bumped.

Sheng Xinghe rubbed the bridge of his nose, and said angrily: "Are you still making trouble!?"

He Qinian's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth and shook his head.

The movie ends with a scream of ghosts.

Sheng Xinghe's arms, thighs and neck all left clear palm prints - strangled by He Qinian.

It's the first time he's seen a big man afraid of ghosts like this, the point is that he can say "I'm not afraid at all" with a cheeky face.

Lu Yang stayed in the living room to clean up the popcorn and overturned Coke cans, and He Qinian followed Sheng Xinghe's footsteps into the house.

He Qinian fell on the bed with his back on his back, and the bed board made quite a noise.

"Hey, take it easy, don't you have any points for such a big man? Will you pay for the bed collapsed?"

"It can't collapse." He Qinian rolled around on the bed, then slowly crawled to the head of the bed, sleeping on Sheng Xinghe's pillow.

It was a faint, familiar scent.

He can always smell it when he gets close to Sheng Xinghe. Judging from his experience, it's not perfume, but the fragrance of some kind of fabric softener after soaking.

This smell was closely connected with Sheng Xinghe, which made him a little sleepy.

Sheng Xinghe opened the closet and took out a change of clothes and hung them on his arm, "You wash first and I wash first?"

He Qinian buried his chin into the pillow, blinked and said, "Can't we be together? It'll save water."

Sheng Xinghe rolled his eyes, "You choose the clothes yourself, I'll wash them and change them for you."

He Qinian buried his whole face in the pillow, and sighed softly, "It's all decided and you're asking me what to do."

Sheng Xinghe’s closet was visited by He Qinian before and sorted out. It is basically sporty T-shirts and sweaters. I don’t know if I’m too lazy to choose or I think the style is classic and versatile. The styles of several sets of clothes are exactly the same. He just changed the color, probably because he was afraid that people would think he never changed his clothes.

He Qinian suddenly thought of the stockings and lace underwear he found when he first entered Sheng Xinghe's bedroom to clean, so he pulled out the drawer and took a look.

Gone were the former tenants' belongings, replaced by men's underwear and socks of various colors, old and new, all mixed together.

He Qinian picked up a pair of underwear and stroked at the hip bone, it seemed to be a little smaller.

He couldn't help but laugh.

Sheng Xinghe took a shower very quickly in summer, and returned to the bedroom in less than 10 minutes. He Qinian was still lazily lying on the bed watching his mobile phone, with a white T-shirt and shorts on the edge of the bed.

"I have new underwear. It's on the bottom layer. Do you want it? I'll get it for you." Sheng Xinghe asked.

"I saw it just now," He Qinian put down his phone and looked at him, "I shouldn't be able to wear it."

Sheng Xinghe was a little surprised, after all, they were about the same height.

"too big?"

He Qinian smiled and said nothing, but the meaning was obvious.

Sheng Xinghe reacted immediately, and the corner of his mouth twitched, "Then your waist is too thick."

He Qinian was still buried in the pillow and giggled, but was kicked to the floor by Sheng Xinghe.

It's small, but underwear is still a little stretchy, it's just that it's a little tight when you wear it.

He Qinian originally wanted to sleep naked, but Sheng Xinghe said he couldn't go to bed if he didn't wear it, so he just stuffed him with a new one.

There was a new toothbrush ready by the sink, but no towels.

He Qinian leaned on the door frame and asked, "Brother, which towel should I use?"

"It's not for you, just wipe yourself clean with your dirty clothes after washing."

"..."

In fact, there were only two towels on the shelf, one gray and one white, with exactly the same style and pattern, and it was still warm to the touch. One could guess that these two were freshly washed by Sheng Xinghe.

He Qinian took out his phone and took a photo with Sheng Xinghe's towel.

After taking a shower and putting on my underwear, I really feel a little tight.

As soon as he entered the door, he said, "It feels like being bound."

Sheng Xinghe was leaning on the bed watching the game, when he heard this, he raised his head and glanced at him, "You can also run naked."

He Qinian stuck his thumb into his trouser waist, "You said that, I really took it off."

Sheng Xinghe pointed at the door, "If you want to run naked, go to the living room."

He Qinian loosened his belt.

The air conditioner was turned on in the room, and he was about to get under the blanket when Sheng Xinghe pulled the blanket to the side.

"There's still a quilt in the cabinet, take it yourself, this one is mine."

He Qinian was shocked, "We still share two quilts?"

Sheng Xinghe asked back: "Otherwise?"

He Qinian curled his lips, "Why do you still see each other like this with me?"

"It's not because of strangers," Sheng Xinghe said, "I don't sleep well, so I turned on the air conditioner and turned around and I snatched the quilt, what should you do if you catch a cold at night?"

He Qinian: "I'm not afraid! I have a good physique! I haven't been to a hospital since elementary school."

"That doesn't work either." Sheng Xinghe pressed the blanket under his body.

With a stern face, He Qinian came to a conclusion: "It's just seeing outsiders."

Sheng Xinghe thinks this guy is quite amazing, how dare he sleep with him despite his status as a gay guy.

Never worry about what others think?

"It's the same when you live in someone else's house?"

"Huh?" He Qinian paused, "I've never lived in someone else's house."

Although Sheng Xinghe didn't seem very convinced, what he said was indeed the truth. He had never lived in other people's homes, let alone a bed.

Sheng Xinghe gave him the blanket, got up and went to the cabinet to get a thin quilt.

He Qinian looked at the clear dividing line in the middle, and asked cautiously: "Aren't you used to sleeping in the same bed with others?"

Sheng Xinghe let out a "hmm".

"Then why are you still accommodating me so much and not letting me squeeze with Lu Yang?" He Qinian said.

Sheng Xinghe turned to look at him: "Is it possible?"

He Qinian: "No, I don't know him well, so I don't want to sleep with him."

Sheng Xinghe smiled, "Then come and harm me."

He Qinian moved closer to him, and said softly: "Actually, you don't have to worry about me, but you still chose to help me. You are the most gentle coach I have ever met."

Sheng Xinghe is now a little used to such straightforward compliments from children, and he feels warm in his heart, but he still needs to be a little humble verbally.

"Is it?"

"Ah."

Weary late nights can be sentimental, but they can also sometimes bring a lot of courage to those who are stuck.

As if someone injected a burst of energy into his body, He Qinian looked at Sheng Xinghe's slightly trembling eyelashes, and said seriously: "I always feel lucky to know you, you always help me unconditionally, train with me, teach I have many things."

Sheng Xinghe turned his head to look at him, and smiled slightly, "Because you are still young."

In fact, the age gap will give people a lot of illusions.

Especially in the age group of 25 to [-], they constantly accept the cruel impact of reality, suffer a lot of losses and take many wrong paths, and make many major choices that can change the trajectory of life. These experiences will make people more and more rational. More and more mature, more and more indifferent.

Looking back at those students who have just grown up, subjectively, they will think that they are still young and not sensible. This kind of "sensible" does not mean that they are ignorant and do not distinguish between black and white, but that they have been exposed to too few things. There is too little malice, so he always treats He Qinian as his younger brother, or his past self.

At the age of 20, with the most sincere and passionate heart, he couldn't bear to destroy He Qinian's expectations for this world.

Protect him, just like protecting a small animal.

He also hoped that He Qinian could leave more beautiful things in his memory.

"My next goal is to enter the national team. You must wait for me. You will still be my senior brother." He Qinian's eyes were full of light.

Sheng Xinghe smiled, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

He Qinian stretched out his little finger, and Sheng Xinghe ticked it very cooperatively this time.

"You are not allowed to retire until I have entered the national team."

"That's impossible to say."

"Ah!" He Qinian became anxious, "No, no, no! That's no good! You must not retire! How lonely I am when you're gone!"

"There are many athletes and coaches on the team, and they are very easy to get along with."

"But they're not you."

The corner of Sheng Xinghe's mouth twitched slightly, "Okay, then you have to hurry up, I probably won't be able to jump anymore in two years."

"Obey! I will work hard!"

Sheng Xinghe raised his hand to turn off the light, and started to read sports news.

The head on the side arched over calmly, "Brother, why did you choose high jump in the first place?"

Sheng Xinghe turned over and was facing the ceiling, recalling things from his childhood.

His parents divorced very early, and the court sentenced him to his mother because his father was addicted to gambling. Since his mother died in a car accident, he has lived with his uncle's family.

At that time, I was too young, and I didn't know how much burden my appearance brought to my uncle's family. I only remembered that my uncle and aunt often quarreled over money matters, and he and his sister hid in the room and did not dare to make a sound.

"At first, it was because I heard people said that if you participate in the high jump competition and win prizes, you will get rich..."

While this reason sounds superficial, it is true.

"I remember that I won a prize of 100 yuan in my first competition, and I was so happy that I couldn't sleep a wink all night."

Sheng Xinghe laughed while talking, "I want to buy a lot of snacks and toys that I was reluctant to buy before, but I am not willing to buy them when I get to the small shop."

He Qinian stared at his profile, "Then how are your uncle and aunt treating you?"

"It's good, that's why I hope to earn money earlier and relieve their burden a little."

Sheng Xinghe turned his head and said, "I feel that fate is really a magical thing. If it weren't for that sentence, I might think of other ways to make money, and maybe I would never touch high jump in my life."

He Qinian said happily: "Yes, it's really amazing, otherwise we wouldn't have met."