And so on

For two days in a row, my cousin really did what she said, except that she went to the beach when she first came to Xingcheng, and then she spent all her time shopping.The cousin locked the three most prosperous shopping malls in the city center, planned the route, followed the opening time in the morning and the closing time in the evening, and went shopping in two of the shopping malls. The younger brother slipped until his legs became thinner. The two of them really couldn't understand that a woman entering the gate of a shopping mall is like a drug addict taking drugs. After one injection, the whole person is extremely excited, with countless whimsical ideas and ideas in his mind. Curious, enjoy wandering in search of the ocean of happiness.

Finally, when the "big young lady" was about to go home with big bags and small bags, the two sent her to the car, and thoughtfully put the heaviest suitcase on the luggage rack above.Seeing that the car was about to start, and finally saying goodbye to this aunt, the two quickly got out of the car and left without looking back.

The cousin felt sad for a while, and sent a text message to fight back: "What's the matter, you don't want to see me like this? I haven't even started this car yet, you two ran away like the plague, you little brat!"

Huo Da turned on the phone and felt palpitations. After seeing the text message, he was even more ashamed, and hurriedly replied: "No, no, grandma, we still have class to worry about! How are you doing these two days, grandma?"

"Barely. I don't even have the nerve to talk about you. Can you take care of yourself? The handsome guy next to you is much better than you. Can you follow suit!"

"I'm a natural beauty that I can't give up on! Come on, be careful on the road, and tell me when you get home." Huo Da put the phone in his pocket, and looked up at Lu Yao, who was indeed handsome, Huo Da had to admit .

In the past two days, they were woken up early in the morning by their cousin in turn. They really didn't have a good rest, so when they returned to the dormitory, their first reaction was to throw themselves on the bed and plan to hibernate, no, summer sleep.

As the sun set, until the sky changed hands, I got out of bed three times at 700 degrees, making a lot of noises back and forth, but Huo Da Huo Da still lay motionless on the bed.At this time, 700 has not come back yet, Two-dimensional also took advantage of the weekend to return home, and will go back to school tomorrow, the dormitory is quiet, not even a gasp can be heard, 700 degrees is a little scared, Huo Da just sleeps like this After dying, he paced around the bed a few times, and finally shook Huo Da's shoulder impatiently.Huo Da was dreaming that he was in a bright and warm place, and there was a voice like the sound of nature singing loudly not far away, and a vague figure beside him was accompanying him, and he was about to get closer to see this person's appearance, when suddenly he was caught I woke up.What caught the eye was the [-]-degree glasses that looked like the bottom of a wine bottle, shining brightly. "What's the matter? What's the matter?" Huo Da was startled, sat up straight and asked nervously.

700 degrees calmly replied: "It's nothing, you've been sleeping all day, I'm afraid you'll be stupid."

Huo Da was still in a state of ignorance and didn't answer the conversation.

700 Degrees said to himself, "I'm going downstairs for a walk, and I've been in the house all day, so I need to move around, do you want to come together?"

At this moment, Huo Da regained consciousness, habitually grabbed the phone and glanced at it, and the text message from his aunt broke in, oh, it's home. "Let's go, let's get some fresh air!" The two went downstairs casually, walking along the main road in the campus.In the long summer, accompanied by the chirping of insects and birds, the night brings a touch of warmth and coolness, and the breeze blows all the way, making people feel more comfortable.Huo Da was so hungry that he didn't want to enjoy it, "Small Glasses, are you hungry? Go for a late-night snack?"

I looked at my watch at 700 degrees, "It's past 8 o'clock, I can't eat at such a late hour, it will burden my body."

"Why are you so particular about entering old age early!"

He glanced at Huo Da at 700 degrees, "I'm only going to walk for 10 minutes, and it's time to go to bed later."

Feeling bored, Huo Da picked up his phone and looked through his contacts, "I didn't eat well all day today, and I'm starving to death." Huo Da thought for a while that it seemed that Lu Yao hadn't eaten today, so he sent a text message to Lu Yao.

At this time, Lu Yao was half lying and half sitting on the bed, browsing Blued with his mobile phone, a lot of beautiful boys appeared on the screen, and there were all kinds of unbelievable explosive photos, Lu Yao turned a page calmly Another page.A dialog box suddenly popped up on the screen, and Lu Yao was startled, seeing that it was Huo Da who was somewhat relieved.Although he has faced his sexuality a long time ago, he doesn't want others to know after all. Every time he visits Blued, he acts like a thief, observing the surroundings at any time.

Lu Yao sighed, put Blued in the background, and opened the text message.

"What? Are you hungry? Go downstairs, my buddy treats you to supper."

In fact, Lu Yao really didn't want to move, it happened that no one was in the dormitory and the place was clean, so he really didn't want to go out, making a lot of noise, "Farewell, I haven't figured out how to kill you yet."

Huo Da looked at this side, and immediately went back: "This meal is not counted, I will save the meal owed to you!" Huo Da felt that this was not emphasized enough, so he added: "Brother is waiting for you, if you don't come I'll don't go!"

Lu Yao didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but had no choice but to get up, simply put on his sportswear, picked up his phone and went downstairs.

In front of a row of snack bars waiting to flip their brands, the two walked into a shop called "Chongqing Spicy Crayfish" at the same time.Huo Da looked at the numbness like a hill, peeled one off and put it on Lu Yao's plate a little obsequiously, "Although the name of this restaurant is not very good, but the taste is quite good. I have been running errands with me for two days. You've lost weight, eat more, hee hee." Huo Da, with his big white teeth, looked at Lu Yao against the dim light in the store.However, Lu Yao didn't look at him, because he suddenly remembered that Blued's backstage hadn't been cleared yet. Just as he picked up his phone and was about to close the backstage, he was attracted by a pure little boy inside, so he watched it two more times. Now, Huo Da was dissatisfied at this moment. Usually, he would only use one move for people who were playing with their mobile phones across from him and ignored him. Huo Da took aim and quickly snatched Lu Yao's mobile phone. It can be called steady and ruthless.Lu Yao was unprepared, he was distracted just now and didn't hear what Huo Da said, but the phone was snatched away, Lu Yao's heart trembled, it's over! "You, what are you doing, pay me back!"

Huo Da continued to show his small white teeth: "Why, so nervous, what are you looking at?" Huo Da glanced at Lu Yao's mobile phone...then time paused for a moment.Lu Yao snatched back the phone, but he couldn't get back Huo Da's memory, he was sure and sure, Huo Da's two hundred and five definitely saw it.Lu Yao turned off Blued calmly, lowered his gaze, and didn't dare to raise his eyes again.

Huo Da was obviously taken aback. He looked left and right, horizontal and vertical, but he couldn't tell that Lu Yao would like men. With his cold temperament, he is suitable to be an iceberg sought after by girls. For the prince.Huo Da was puzzled for a while. Seeing that Lu Yao didn't dare to look up at him, he immediately regained his senses, "Then what, you, don't be embarrassed, I understand, I understand, I will not discriminate against you! You are my buddy!"

Hearing this, Lu Yao raised his head and looked at him straightly: "Then what if I'm not your buddy?"

Huo Da was taken aback for another moment, and another Huo short-circuit occurred in his mind: "You don't want to be my buddy so soon?!"

Lu Yao's eyes drifted over faintly, changing from his previous arrogant and unruly cold face, with a bit of embarrassment, evasion and sadness, and there were some things that Huo Da couldn't understand.

"What are you talking about? I support you whether you are my buddy or not. I don't think there is anything discriminatory about sexuality. I also don't understand why some people would stalk others' privacy and stalk them with foul language. , this kind of people, I, Huo Da, look down on them!"

Lu Yao couldn't get any touch from Huo Da's words, because before he finished speaking, Lu Yao stepped forward and covered his mouth, and he looked around the people coming and going, it's really not the place to say these words It's a good place, so Lu Yao put down a handful of change and dragged Huo Da out.

The two of them were walking on the road, the summer wind was sluggish, no matter how much it blew, the embarrassment and awkwardness that was tainted with the smell of numbness could not be blown away.

Lu Yao stared at the road under his feet and dared not look at Huo Da: "Can you keep this matter a secret for me?"

"Ah? Oh. I won't tell others. You, don't pay too much attention to it. It's my fault. I shouldn't look at your phone casually. You..." Before Huo Da finished speaking, Lu Yao interrupted.

"Okay, don't talk about it, let's stop here, and don't mention it in the future."

Huo Da could hear the heaviness in Lu Yao's voice. He tilted his head and looked at the person next to him with his head bowed. He felt a sense of desolation. Huo Da didn't know when Lu Yao knew his sexual orientation, nor did he know that Lu Yao knew his sexual orientation. What did Yao go through, but he felt the loneliness, the deep loneliness in Lu Yao's voice.

The two returned to the dormitory with their own concerns.Huo Da didn't have time to wash up, so he threw himself on the bed with an inch of strength. His mind is like a pot of porridge now. He doesn't know how to apologize to Lu Yao, because Lu Yao obviously doesn't want to put this matter in the light of day Come up, and resolutely don't want Huo Da to mention this matter again.Huo Da turned over and continued to stir the pot of porridge in his mind, then this apology is unacceptable, and he feels deeply guilty if he doesn’t apologize, and besides guilt, there is also a feeling that he can’t explain clearly, Huo Da said this Unclear feeling smacking back and forth in the mouth, it seems to be distressed and pity, in short, the more you smack, the more confused you become.After tossing and turning for a long time, Huo Da thought of "doing more to Lu Yao in the future" in the last second of waking up, and then flew to Java in a blur of consciousness.

This night was destined to be sleepless for Lu Yao.Not long after school started, people found out about my sexual orientation, and it happened to be discovered by someone who could develop into friends. Not to mention Huo Da's tone of voice is not strict, just saying that getting along with Huo Da in the future will not be the same as before , Lu Yao has a lot of experience in this area. From the past, all people, no matter how close they are, will despise and stay away from him overnight when they find out the secret hidden in his heart. At worst, there will be people spreading rumors that he "want to have sex with a man when he sees a man" everywhere, trying his best to distort the facts, and these people are often good friends he once cherished very much.So he saw the present through the past, and the helpless and flustered little boy in the past coincided perfectly with himself now.For the first time, Lu Yao would open his innocent eyes and question them silently, but after seeing this kind of thing a lot, he naturally stopped questioning them. He chose to use an indifferent face and expression Fight them back.Most people just think that his angry look can satisfy their inner perverted desires, so they never tire of using it to irritate him and see him so ugly that when he puts on a cold mask to face them, they find it boring And fell silent.Who knows who will be the next unlucky person to receive bad words from these people because some innocuous little secret was revealed to the world?Oh, these people are ridiculous.And I eventually became one of these ridiculous people, from an ignorant young boy to the majority of people who stand on the moral high ground and despise their own sexuality.Later, indifference became his norm, because aloofness can keep him at a distance from people, which protects him from people.But now, thinking of Huo Da, thinking of the Huo Da who laughed and made the whole world brighten, he suddenly couldn't calm down and love each other, he even hated his right hand that opened Blued, but what's the matter? No matter what, Lu Yao realized that the last thing he didn't want to repeat was coming—he and Huo Da, it was time to say bye.

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I feel that the characters I write have no soul, and the passion has receded. Every chapter I write feels like I am reclaiming the land. Alas, no one comes to see me.