Happy wedding

Japan, Hokkaido.

Lin Fan was sitting in a small izakaya drinking sake, holding a blue invitation card in his thin and fair hand, which seemed to have a faint smell of sea salt, from Xu Ningyuan, on which only the names of the bride and groom, the date and place of the wedding were written , no photos posted.Lin Fan thought, "It's so sweet!" He didn't post the photo because he was afraid that he would feel sad when he saw him smiling at the camera with others in dresses!But if you are afraid of being sad, why do you want to marry someone else?Even if you want to end, why let yourself know?Now that the invitations have been posted, why not post photos for fear of stimulating yourself?It's really untimely tenderness, like when you're shivering from the cold, the one you love has managed to warm up your hands, but it's just to give you a slap, the pain and warmth make you feel overwhelmed.

"Lin-san, why did you see ているの? (Kobayashi, what are you looking at?)" Tachibana Miko came and sat next to Lin Fan and said, and smiled at the owner of the izakaya: "いつも Same as じ, お望いします! (with Same as usual, thank you)" The boss silently brought Miko her daily set meal.Miko saw that Lin Fan didn't answer her question, but kept staring at the invitation card in her hand and looked over curiously, "Wedding Disclosure Banquet の Invitation Certificate? (Wedding invitation card?)"

Lin Fan was in a daze for a while and finally came back to his senses, only to find that Miko had come: "はい, yo tame dye からなんです." Tachibana Miko smiled and said: "そっか, おめでとう. (That's it, congratulations!)" Lin Fan reluctantly Di smiled at Miko, but said nothing.Meizi was silent for a while, looking at Lin Fan's slightly pale face, she was worried. She and Lin Fan had been in the same laboratory for 3 years, and she had never seen Lin Fan with such an expression. Not caring, gentle and alienated, even though they have known each other for 3 years and often come out for a drink and a meal together after the experiment, he still uses honorifics.Miko cautiously opened her mouth and said, "あなた, そうな颜... (However, your expression now) He ga あったんですか? (Did something happen?)

Looking at Meizi's meticulously made-up face, Lin Fan wondered if the bride next to Xu Ningyuan was also like this?Gentle and understanding, delicate and beautiful?Oh, maybe it's different, the girl named Chen Jing should not speak Japanese.For some reason, Lin Fan couldn't hold back anymore. Those things that had been dusty for a long time suddenly rushed up, making him a little dizzy. He took a sip of wine and tried to suppress the dizziness, but found that it had the opposite effect. He had to lie down and rubbed the invitation card with his fingers. Named Xu Ningyuan, smiled wryly at Miko and said, "He は Servant の Yuan Bishi desu. (He is my ex-boyfriend)"

Miko looked at Lin Fan in surprise, no wonder Lin Fan had never found a girlfriend in 3 years, she thought Lin Fan didn't like the Japanese because of his attitude all the time: "He girl じゃない? He's? ホモ? (Not a girlfriend, but a boy) Friend? Gay?)" Lin Fan leaned on his arm and squinted and said: "はい(yes)" Miko panicked for a moment, and hurriedly explained: "I は, ごめん别にの means がない, ごめん, ごめんね (I don’t Don’t mean anything else, sorry, sorry!)” Lin Fan sat up and shook his head, looking at the invitation card intently, as if he wanted to poke a hole through it with his eyes.Miko quietly finished eating the food on the table, looked at Lin Fan who was still in a daze and said, "じゃ, let's go! (Go!)" Lin Fan turned his head in surprise, and Miko said, "Self-division の本件にの気持ちのため, OK くぞ! (For your true feelings, go!)”

Lin Fan pursed his lips, real feelings?But what's the point of going, what's the point of his true feelings?Seeing him hold someone else's hand and promise his whole life, and then smiled and said: "Congratulations, happy marriage for a hundred years, early birth?" At this moment, Lin Fan's cell phone rang, and it was a WeChat message from whom he hadn't contacted for almost 3 years. , Xu Ningyuan, who is almost not even a friend of likes: "Xiaofan, will you come to my wedding? I have no other intentions. If you don't want to come, it's fine, but you are my brother who grew up. I really hope to get your blessing." Lin Fan's eyes hurt from the words of his brother who grew up since he was a child, and he cursed in his heart, but what can he do?He has never been able to do anything about this person, he can always beat him.Lin Fan didn't have much patience and gentleness, but all these few things were given to Xu Ningyuan.

He sighed, and said in his heart: "This is the last time, labor and management will compromise for you one last time!"

Lin Fan sat on the plane and closed his eyes to meditate. Xu Ningyuan's wedding was not scheduled in the city but a small island next to it. It is said that it is a famous wedding holy place.He has to change to the high-speed train after getting off the plane, so he has to sleep for a while, otherwise he is afraid that his ex-boyfriend will think that his old relationship is unforgettable, what should he do if he is heartbroken and plans to commit suicide at the wedding?But he didn't fall asleep, and the things about him and Xu Ningyuan were over and over again in his mind, from childhood to adulthood.

17 years ago:

Lin Fan must have looked pretty good since he was a child.But he was born to be unpopular, and he has been cool since he was a child.His parents are busy with work, no one cares about him, so he stays alone. At a young age, he takes his meal card and goes to the cafeteria to eat with a bunch of teachers.Lin Fan, who was left alone, didn't have much interest in studying. He was distracted during class, and he didn't want to read after class. He was not a genius, so his grades in elementary school could be regarded as disastrous.His parents are also big-hearted, so let's not watch it if it's too horrible. How can a son be rich and look good!

Until one day in the cafeteria, Lin Fan waited in line behind the mathematics and Chinese teachers to eat. Because he was too short and had too little presence, the teachers didn't see him, and he was so happy that the teachers couldn't see him.Until the math teacher called his name, Lin Fan raised his head in surprise, thinking that the teacher had seen him, but when he thought about saying hello to the teacher, he heard the teacher say: "That child Lin Fan, you said that it's good to be quiet. I don’t fit in. It’s fine if I don’t fit in, my brain is not good, I don’t know how many times I have said the same question, but I can’t remember it.”

Lin Fan was dumbfounded when he heard that, he knew that the teacher didn't like him, and that was fine, he knew it well in his heart that his grades were not good.But he never thought that he was stupid, and his self-esteem was hit by the teacher telling him so.He wanted to retort, I'm not stupid, I just didn't listen to your lectures.But I felt that it was meaningless to refute, so I didn't eat alone, and walked out of the cafeteria to find a stool in a daze.

At this time a little boy came over and sat beside him: "Lin Fan, what's wrong with you?" Lin Fan turned his head and found that it was Xu Ningyuan from his class.Xu Ningyuan liked Lin Fan very much, since he was in the first grade, because Lin Fan was good-looking and clean, unlike other kids, he never had snot bubbles on his face.He always wanted to play with Lin Fan, but Lin Fan always ignored him, and gradually his enthusiasm faded away. No one likes a hot face with a cold butt, right?But today, seeing Lin Fan's distraught look, he thought about it and came to talk to him. The teacher said that he should care for his classmates. As the team leader, he must be worthy of the three stripes on his arm!

Lin Fan didn't like Xu Ningyuan, because he was really annoying.It was his voice as soon as he entered the classroom, and Lin Fan couldn't finish his noise after digging his ears every day after school.But today, by accident, he said to Xu Ningyuan: "Just now Teacher Li said that I don't fit in and that I'm stupid!" Hit secretly, no, Teacher Li, the teacher can't hit!" Lin Fan was amused by Xu Ningyuan and said, "Why can't the teacher be hit?" Xu Ningyuan took it for granted: "Because I can't beat it!"

Lin Fan: "...." He remembered that Xu Ningyuan was the team leader, one of the teacher's favorite children... right?

Xu Ningyuan looked at Lin Fan cautiously. Sure enough, Lin Fan looked good, and he really didn't have any snot on his face!The two brothers seemed to embrace Lin Fan's shoulders and said, "Lin Fan, don't be unhappy! I'll treat you to a small pudding!" After finishing speaking, they pulled Lin Fan forward, and Lin Dan's words of refusal were drowned out by Xu Ningyuan's endless chatter Then he ate the ice cream in a daze and went home. His mood didn’t seem so bad anymore. He wanted to watch TV when he got home, but he picked up a book. Well, let’s read it. He’s not stupid. At least smarter than Xu Ningyuan!

Xu Ningyuan walked home on short legs. His father gave him [-] yuan to buy an ice factory today, and he shared [-] cents to buy a small pudding for Lin Fan. Although he didn't get the ice factory, he was still very happy , because he successfully fulfilled the teacher's requirement of caring for his classmates and perfectly set an example. He is a good example of the team leader.As for hitting the teacher, hey, forget it!

Xu Ningyuan and Lin Fan got together in such a muddled way for some reason, Lin Fan kept a cold face all day and didn't like to talk to anyone, only Xu Ningyuan was able to say a few words to him because of his own shamelessness.When Xu Ningyuan learned that Lin Fan had no food to eat in the cafeteria every day, he saw Tian'er took him home for dinner at noon and night. Xu Ningyuan's mother was also a weirdo, not only did he not look like others because of Lin Fan's dislike I don't like him, but I am surprised that he can keep his face expressionless for a long time, which is a super long standby function, and I have a good impression of him, because this kid is clean and his face never has snot bubbles!Time passed like this, and they changed from immature children to young teenagers in a blink of an eye.

"Xiao Linzi, we are in the same class again!" Xu Ningyuan happily ran to Lin Fan to spread his virtue when he saw the class schedule. Ever since Xu Ningyuan and Lin Fan got acquainted, he started calling Lin Fan Xiaolinzi, Lin Fan had a stern face all day long like a two hundred and five. He didn't know how he got the name of eunuch, so this eunuch thought about killing the king every day.Lin Fan sometimes felt that Xu Ningyuan was just a stick, or the kind of stick among sticks that couldn't comprehend the silent knocking of the stick.Lin Fan had read the class schedule a long time ago, and the joy of being in another class with Xu Ningyuan was completely spoiled by the "Little Linzi". He had an intuition that this stupid title would probably last another three years with him.

Lin Fan's face darkened, and he turned his face away as if he had a toothache, and said, "Got it, you're still haunted!" Xu Ningyuan has long been familiar with Lin Fan's disposition that doesn't match his heart, and the more awkward he is, the better he is in a good mood , he threw himself on Lin Fan and said, "I know you are happy, come on, let's have a smile!"

"Hehe." Lin Fan gave him a perfunctory smirk.

Xu Ningyuan: "..."

Lin Fan followed him into the classroom but really laughed, even his naturally cool face seemed to be a little gentle.Xu Ningyuan loves to make trouble like ordinary boys, but Lin Fan doesn't. Since he was called stupid by his teacher in the third grade of elementary school, he started to work hard. After I started reading books, I found that books are much more interesting than living things, so I fell into it.When he was in the fifth grade of elementary school, he was already reading junior high school books. It wasn't that Lin Fan was a genius, he was just considered smart, and it was more because he was reading books when others were reading books, and he was reading books when others were playing games. Others learn faster.Later, when he sat firmly at the top of the grade, even the teacher was stunned. Teacher Li, who said that Lin Fan was stupid, was swollen and happy when he was slapped in the face.Xu Ningyuan wanted to pull Lin Fan into his small group to play together, but later found that he couldn't get in. Even if he forced Lin Fan to come, he just sat beside him and read his books. Later, Xu Ningyuan stopped making trouble with him, and occasionally followed He read a book, and then fell asleep after not reading for 2 minutes next to him.In fact, Xu Ningyuan really loves to be active rather than quiet, but he knows that although Lin Fan doesn't talk about it, he is actually afraid of being lonely, so even if he thinks he is annoying him, he has to use the pole to annoy him to death, lest he read a book by himself Live a whole day like an ascetic.