deepest in memory

Afterwards, she was furious and impulsively wanted to beat him up, but Xiaoxue told me very seriously: "Never do anything, otherwise the school will find it very troublesome to pursue it. It's not worth it for such a person!" And she asked me to agree to her immediately, And promise her, otherwise you will turn against me.I admit that I was very immature at that time, and I didn't think about the consequences when I did things. I would be very impulsive about Xiaoxue.But nothing is more important than Xiaoxue, I suppressed the anger in my heart and agreed to her.In the next few days, Xiaoxue and I were almost inseparable. Every night, I would send her to the door of the dormitory, and she would follow me obediently and listen to my arrangements.

It was another weekend morning. In the morning, there were still two sections of "Chinese" and two sections of "English".I originally wanted to accompany Xiaoxue during the afternoon vacation, but she refused me, saying that she would go shopping with her roommate this afternoon without bringing boys, so I had no choice but to play basketball with Xiaoguang and the others.After playing golf in the afternoon, we went out for dinner and called Xiaoxue. She said she was still shopping and would come back later.

We came back a little early today, and there was still some time before the evening self-study. I hurried back to the dormitory to take a shower by myself. Recently, I always stay with Xiaoxue. I am too sloppy.At around six o'clock in the afternoon, I returned to the classroom, and Xiaoxue ran towards me from a long distance after seeing me.A head of black and beautiful long hair, casually scattered on the shoulders, still a little wet, it should be just after washing the hair; the upper part of the waist is wrapped in a light red woolen coat, which perfectly shows the curve of the waist, and the matching of light colors is transparent. Wearing a pure and lovely look; black leggings on the lower body, a pair of snow boots of the same color as the coat are worn under the slender and straight legs; no makeup is applied, and the slightly baby-fat face matches this outfit, which is pure and cute, There is a hint of femininity and sensuality.

I was completely dumbfounded, as expected "there are no ugly women, only lazy women", not to mention Xiaoxue's background is so good.When Xiaoxue ran in front of me, I didn't realize it. She called me a few words before I came back to my senses, and then said stupidly: "You are so beautiful!" Xiaoxue blushed, and said embarrassingly: "Say What, you, can you be serious!" After speaking, he handed me the "yogurt" in his hand, and said, "This is for you, you didn't eat at noon, so you went to have a crazy meal after playing, right? That’s bad for the stomach, drinking some yogurt is good for the stomach!” I didn’t notice that she was still holding something in her hand, and after taking the yogurt from her hand, I said “Thank you!”

I didn't drink the yogurt that Xiaoxue gave me, and I kept looking at it in a daze after last night's self-study. Xiaoguang and Awen probably were too tired from playing in the afternoon, so they fell asleep on their stomachs after last night's self-study.After so many years, I seldom have this feeling of being cared for after remembering things. Although my grandma loves me very much, she spends very little time at home now, and grandma is getting older. Now I miss her more ;Parents can only see each other for half a month every year. They are absent from all my growing up. I am also used to growing up alone, and I have long been used to not expecting their love!I was "mind-wandering" all night in self-study, and I had a weird feeling about Xiaoxue's concern. On the one hand, I was not used to it, and I was afraid that it was just an illusion that would soon be lost, but at the same time, it was full of happiness and joy like "drug addiction". Looking forward, the flame in my heart is getting hotter and hotter.

Until the end of the evening self-study, Xiaoxue came to me and told me that she didn't want to "work overtime" tonight, and asked me when I was leaving. I told her directly, "Let's go together!" When she walked to the track and field, she hugged her hands, her body trembling a little!When I saw her trembling, I naturally hugged her with one hand. I felt her body stiffen, but she didn't resist me. No matter what, I just kept walking like this.We walked very slowly, but our heartbeat was extremely fast. I felt that my heart was burning, and I was gradually unable to maintain my rationality. I felt that she was also a little nervous. When I walked to the middle of the track and field, I couldn't help it, and stopped. Hold Xiaoxue's shoulders with both hands, and look into her eyes affectionately!

At this moment, "What college entrance examination, what puppy love, go to hell!"

☆、Give you two choices

The night was just right, there were almost no people on the track and field, and the night without moonlight seemed extraordinarily dark and quiet!I looked at Xiaoxue with a slightly aggressive gaze, leaned close to her face and said to her: "Student Lin Xue, now I give you two choices, A is to be my girlfriend, and B is to let me be your boyfriend! Ten seconds Zhong chooses the time, if you don't choose, I will help you choose!" Xiaoxue looked at me blankly, I could see her blushing even in such a dark night, and she didn't react at all.Ten seconds later, I announced that the time was up, and said to her: "You didn't choose, I chose for you. From now on, Lin Xue is Zhu Xiaofan's girlfriend! I swear here, I will love you forever!"

Xiaoxue was still in a sluggish state, which made me a little flustered. Don't look at what I just said about "swearing", in fact, I have no experience after all, and I am very nervous, so I can only say more shamelessly: "If you don't talk, I will Take it as a default!" Xiaoxue regained consciousness at this moment, her eyes gradually turned red, and tears rolled in her eyes.I panicked when I saw it. It seems that I am still too domineering. It seems that she is angry and regrets it to death.Just when I was about to apologize and coax her, she suddenly hugged me tightly, my hands were hanging in the air, I didn't know how to put them down, and what was even more flustered was that I didn't know what she was thinking, and I didn't know what to do!Xiaoxue hugged me for a long time without saying a word, and I didn't know what to say, but I just put my hands on her back naturally, stroking her gently to comfort her.

After a while, Xiaoxue left my arms, looked at me and said softly, "Is what you said true?" I didn't react, and asked, "What?" Xiaoxue said, "I will love you forever Me?" Hearing her slightly crying voice, I felt distressed for a moment, and said to her: "I will love you forever, and will always be with you!" Xiaoxue's tears flowed down instantly, and I quickly helped her with my hands Wiping my tears, I didn't expect Xiaoxue, who is usually carefree, to shed tears so easily. Seeing her pear blossoms with rain, I felt a little distressed, and I didn't know how to coax her, so I kissed her red lips by accident.

Maybe no one would care about a boy's "first kiss", but my first reaction at the time was that my brother's "first kiss" was gone!How should I put it, the feeling is different from what I imagined, because there are too many thoughts in my mind, so I completely ignore the feeling of the body, but I remember it being a little soft, and after I kissed it, it was just silly lips to lips, and I didn't know what to do next What should I do, my heart is beating so fast.Xiaoxue was so shocked that she stood stupidly and didn't dare to move, her whole body was stiff, I was a little unconvinced when I saw her like this, why didn't this girl respond at all, it was because I was completely unattractive that made her Don't you feel excited?Under this mentality, I could only think of a way to further attract her attention, so I wanted to kiss a little deeper, and stretched my tongue forward without encountering any resistance.But this state lasted for less than three seconds, and I immediately separated from her lips. My heart was beating too fast, and I felt like my heart would explode if I continued.

I gasped and looked at her, her face was red to the neck, her hands were still holding my clothes tightly, and she was still in a daze.I felt that the atmosphere was too awkward, so in order to hide my nervousness, I said casually: "It's a bit salty, what did you eat tonight?" Xiaoxue reacted instantly this time, beating my chest like a cat, Cursed: "You big villain!"

After returning to the dormitory, my heart could not be calm for a long time, I fell in love like this, I got out of the single like this, and I made a promise to a girl for the first time like this!There was a feeling of unreality, lying on the bed and pinching my own face from time to time to confirm that this was true.On the way, Xiaoguang ran over to me strangely and asked me what I was doing. I didn’t answer him directly, but just pinched his face and asked him if it hurt. He looked at me angrily and said, “Of course it hurts. Otherwise, give me a try!" I said: "It hurts, that's good!" Xiaoguang looked at me speechlessly, and then said to everyone: "It's over, this kid is stupid, ask Xiaoxue tomorrow, she How did this guy get fooled!

After that night, Xiaoxue will be my official girlfriend, but at this critical moment, we must maintain an "underground relationship". If Lao Liang finds out, it will be over. I don't care, but I am worried about Xiaoxue!But after we got together, it was surprisingly natural, no different from before, we still went to class and ate together, and we got tired of being together whenever we had time throughout the day, so that I later asked Xiaoxue, "Did I have a fake girlfriend? How come there is no change in my life before and after having a girlfriend!" Xiaoxue would pinch my waist every time and say, "Are your skin itchy again?" Although I kept saying this in my mouth, I still felt very sweet and happy in my heart. After being together, I realized that liking someone and being liked by someone is such a happy thing, but I regret not confessing to Xiaoxue earlier!

I was immersed in happiness, and unconsciously felt that the pressure on my shoulders was even greater. The thing I was most afraid of was that it would affect Xiaoxue's study, so after being with her, I changed my previous normal, and my study also began to change. Have to be serious.I used to "play soy sauce" when I was studying with her, just to be with her, but now I have to work harder. Answer her questions and improve her grades in this area; on the other hand, my current grades are still a bit poor, and I try my best to go to the same university as her, and I have more choices when my grades go up!

With Xiaoxue by my side, my original "grey" life seems to have more color, there will be people who need to worry about, and there will be people who care about me.Xiaoxue's personality is still so lively and cheerful, and I still live in my own small circle as always, giving most people around me a taciturn image!We are very happy when we are together, I always "talk sweet words" to her, and don't hesitate to say what I say, she is always chased and beaten by me; but she will also be very obedient and obedient by my side, Respect all my opinions, and will stand by my side to support all my decisions. In this way, we have become each other's "bonds!"

December 2012, 12, a day I will never forget in my life, the day when I made love with the most important person in my life, although the process was a bit absurd, Xiaoxue did not choose A or B in the two choices, From the moment she hugged me, she simply chose to be with me, A or B doesn't matter!Looking back on the scene at that time many years later, it is still so clear, her frown and smile are deeply engraved in the depths of my mind!