Knife lover

Liang Ya made a separate treatment plan for Li Feizhou's situation. Li Feizhou reduced the amount of drugs under his suggestion, and went to him twice a week for psychiatric treatment.

This is a treatment method that Liang Ya, or other doctors have never tried. He is afraid that there will be a slight mistake, so he will be extra careful and adjust to Li Feizhou's situation every time. He only puts his whole heart and soul on Li Feizhou.

After a month passed, Li Feizhou gradually found that this treatment method was useful.

When looking at Liang Ya, or Shen Qiran, or other people or places in the army, familiar fragments would suddenly appear in his mind, like a bystander watching all this happening with novelty and caution, and then filling himself A blank place in the mind.

These memories are completely different from the present. Shen Qiran was gentle and patient in front of him, even a little humble, but in his memory, his expression was cold and fierce, and even exuded a chilling violence.

But Liang Ya still loves to cry, but sat on him sobbing, and then separated his legs and broke in with an absolutely aggressive posture.

Li Feizhou was secretly startled by the fact that the dust was being gradually wiped away, but he secretly felt that this amnesia was like a rebirth, and the repressed and cruel past in his memory had become the past.

Even now that he thinks about it, apart from being surprised, there is no deeper touch.

Fear, trembling, rejection, collapse, these intertwined emotions evaporated inch by inch in the hot sunshine and layers of sweat on the training ground.

Li Feizhou is not a person who will be confined to the past, so what if he forgets it, so what if he remembers it, in short, he has now lived the life of his dream, and everything in front of him is becoming clearer and clearer.

When he left the hospital and walked to the training ground, he saw Liao Song on the way.

The person he had relied on for a short time after he lost his memory finally returned to the army. He looked a lot thinner, and his edges and corners became sharper. The loose temperament on his body was blown away a lot, and he looked very It's different.

He walked forward quickly alone, with one hand in his pocket, and he looked very distant when he was not smiling.

After noticing Li Feizhou's dazed gaze, he immediately raised his eyes to stare at him, and his cold eyes suddenly softened.

He stood still and greeted him proactively.

"You're back."

Li Feizhou looked at him and said yes.

No one spoke in the momentary silence. Liao Song didn't seem to intend to explain the last time he left without saying goodbye, and didn't ask any more questions. He just looked at him quietly and intently.

Li Feizhou looked away first, hesitated for a while and left without saying anything.

And Liao Song looked back after watching his back go away.

The evening when Liao Song returned to the army, Shen Qiran came to look for him.

At that time, Liao Song had already accepted an afternoon meeting, the main content of which was that the conservative veterans wanted to take advantage of his long-term absence and family turmoil to kick him out of the management.

"What are you going to do?"

Facing Shen Qiran's question, Liao Song smiled vaguely, and said with his legs crossed.

"What else can I do? He's here, and I won't leave."

Both of them knew who the "he" he was referring to, Shen Qiran fell silent, and changed the subject to ask.

"You broke the engagement this time, how could the Liao family let you back? Did you get threatened to agree to something else?"

"Threats? I'm tired of their threats."

Liao Song shrugged, stretched his legs and stepped on the coffee-colored conference table.

He propped his head on one hand, the smile on his face was not warm at all, and his voice was emotionless.

"They saw that I was useless, so they found a new illegitimate child as a puppet. That's good, I have been suffering in the cage of the Liao family for so long, and finally I am free."

The news of the break with the Liao family has spread in the circle. From the moment he walked out of the Liao family, Liao Song took off the golden shackles on his body.

He lost the blessing and background of the Liao family, and at the same time, he no longer had to control the marriage with the well-matched omega.

He has been alone ever since.

Before that, Shen Qiran had already heard about it more or less, so she was only silent for a few seconds, then looked at him and asked.

"Is it for him?"

"I wanted to leave a long time ago, and now it's only because of him that I finally made this decision."

After Liao Song finished speaking, he changed the subject, his smile deepened, but his tone was full of provocation.

"I heard you live with him now? You're too cunning to play tricks while I'm away."

When mentioning this matter, Shen Qiran couldn't help but curled the corners of her lips, with a trace of complacency in her expression, she said with a low smile.

"I managed to make him not reject me so much."

After he finished speaking, he remembered something, his expression paused, and his relaxed smile slowly receded.

He lowered his eyes and said calmly.

"But he didn't sleep very well. Maybe it's because of my existence that he was always on guard. He slept too lightly, and he would wake up when I turned over a little."

The training intensity during the day was very high, and he couldn't fully relax and sleep peacefully at night. Over time, Li Feizhou's expression became haggard at a speed visible to the naked eye, and his spirit was not very good.

Shen Qiran thought about moving out of the dormitory, but another stranger would come in to live with him.

Now that Li Feizhou's body has secrets, he will naturally be more vigilant when dealing with strangers, and there is also a risk of being exposed. Shen Qiran really can't move out with confidence, so he can only helplessly watch him getting tired day by day.

Hearing this, Liao Song fell into deep thought, he frowned and said.

"New recruits come in every year in the army, and the dormitory resources are getting tighter and tighter. There is no way to make a separate dormitory for him, and it will be too conspicuous."

He rubbed his eyebrows and said in a low voice.

"Let me think about it."

In the evening, Ling Jing found Li Feizhou. They met twice in the army before, but it was only a few minutes in a hurry, and the occasions at that time were all public places. Ling Jing saw Shen Qi next to him and then didn't say anything.

This time Ling Jing asked someone to meet him in a quiet place. Li Feizhou felt a little strange, but soon Ling Jing's words made him understand why he had to avoid other people in this meeting.

"Uncle's illness is getting worse, do you still want to see him?"

After returning to the dormitory, this sentence still echoed in Li Feizhou's mind.

It rained in the dark night, and he lay in bed listening to the dull thunderstorm outside, staring at the winding windows with open eyes.

Because of staring at it for too long, the darkness in his vision gradually spread, and then covered his entire vision.

He didn't realize it at all, and he subconsciously called out to Mr.

"Flying boat?"

Shen Qiran's surprised voice came from behind, it was very low, with a hint of temptation, as if he thought he was talking in his sleep.

Li Feizhou immediately fell silent, pretending to be asleep and motionless.

Sure enough, Shen Qiran became quiet again.

Li Feizhou didn't see Shen Qiran for a few days after it rained. The other party seemed to be busy all of a sudden, and he didn't even go back to the dormitory at night.

However, Li Feizhou didn't care. Instead, he was relieved that he was the only one in the dormitory, and it was rare for him to sleep well for a few days.

Lieutenant generals were also divided into different classes according to performance during training, and Li Feizhou was naturally the best.

After the training that day, they did not disband immediately, but were taken to a place they had never been in the army, and the sound of dogs barking closer and closer could be heard from a distance.

The chief who led them explained that the army had a new system. In order to fight better, lieutenant generals who performed well would receive their hounds for training in the future, and after cultivating a close relationship, they could follow them on the battlefield.

Li Feizhou didn't notice something was wrong at first, but when they scattered to the hunting ground to pick out hunting dogs, his gaze suddenly froze as soon as he glanced over.

With shiny fur, the mighty and strong wolfhound ran over without hesitation, and jumped into his arms happily, licking his chin with its wet tongue, and paws on his chest affectionately.

Li Feizhou was almost thrown down, and subconsciously blurted out "Shen Yi".

But the people around were watching, so he endured it, hugged Shen Yi in his arms and stroked him with some eager eyes.

The people next to him said enviously.

"This one is strong and fierce. It looks so powerful. I didn't expect to like you so much. Li Feizhou, you are so lucky!"

Li Feizhou answered them a few words perfunctorily, his throat was choked up badly, he lowered his head and buried it in Shen Yi's fluffy fur, his low voice was somewhat hesitant.

"Why are you here? . . . and sir, how did sir let you come here?"

Clearly knowing that Shen Yi couldn't understand, let alone answer, he still couldn't help asking.

The wolfhound looked at him with dark eyes, happily circled around him, and circled his tail warmly.

They seem to be able to cooperate tacitly without training. Li Feizhou was afraid that others would find out, so he patted Shen Yi quietly a few times. Shen Yi finally calmed down, but he still snuggled up to his leg and bit his trousers, for fear that he would leave again. Like falling.

After receiving the military dogs, everyone was also assigned a trainer. The training courses replaced the daily training in the next few weeks. Li Feizhou was worried that the trainer would find out that he knew Shen Yi, but he saw Shen Yi the next day. To the familiar.

Their training time is staggered, so there is no one else in the empty field at the moment, and the sun is shining fiercely on the flying dust.

Li Feizhou looked at the person in front of him and asked hesitantly.

"Did you bring Shen Yi in?"

Liao Song put one hand in his pocket and seemed to have been waiting for him for a long time, so he nodded after listening.

He didn't wear the trainer's clothes, and he seemed to come here specially to talk to him alone, but he didn't take the initiative to ask, but just looked at Li Feizhou like this.

It was not a very close distance, Shen Yi was still standing in front of Li Feizhou, staring at Liao Song vigilantly, and growled a few times warningly.

The cry made Liao Song lower his head, looked at the fierce Shen Yiyi and said inexplicably.

"If you have it, you can sleep well."

Military dogs can eat and live with their owners, and Shen Qiran didn't come back last night, so Li Feizhou slept peacefully under Shen Yi's protection.

After hearing Liao Song's words, he vaguely noticed something, but not very clearly.

After looking down at Shen Yi, his voice became softer, and he asked hesitantly.

"Did you bring Shen Yi here and ask Mr.?"

Shen Yi and the other three wolfhounds were brought up by Shen Fu and him. Without Shen Fu's permission, Shen Yi would not have followed the strange breath so obediently.

He stroked Shen Yi's head, his whole body was frozen, he didn't know what answer he was eager to hear when he asked this sentence.

Must have asked.

But Shen Fu's possessiveness is so strong that he doesn't even allow others to touch his own pets, why would he agree to Liao Song taking Shen away?

Is it because, because you know that you don't live long, so you don't want anything?

Li Feizhou felt a burst of astringency spread from his mouth, and even the tip of his tongue was numb.

Liao Song's eyes fell on him, and he looked at him for a long time, and then replied.

"I asked."

He knew of Shen Fu's existence from the very beginning when he knew Li Feizhou, but it wasn't until Shen Qiran took the initiative to talk to him a few days ago that they saw Shen Fu for the first time.

The man lying on the hospital bed was indeed in a terminally ill state of decay. All Liao Song's imagination before this, as well as the drafts about warnings, provocations or showing off that he had prepared for a long time, disappeared the moment he saw Shen Fu.

They talked peacefully all afternoon in the ward.

After hearing that Li Feizhou couldn't sleep well, Shen Fu asked them to find a way to send Shen Yi to the army to accompany him.

Li Feizhou may not be able to trust a certain person wholeheartedly, but he will believe that the loyal Shen Yi will never hurt him.

So after a few days of hard thinking, Liao Song persuaded the people in the management to promulgate a new system, and justifiably sent Shen Yi to Li Feizhou's side.

Liao Song thought that he would ask about Shen Fu, but after hearing his answer, Li Feizhou became quiet, squatted down and played with Shen Yi, Shen Yi's sharp claws rested on his shoulders, carefully controlling the situation. Not even the clothes were punctured.

But Li Feizhou was licked by him and unconsciously turned his head to hide. His fair side face was wet, but his brows and eyes were stretched, and his dark eyes were slightly curved.

Liao Song stared at him for a long time, then restrained himself and looked away, moved his lips a few times to say something, but finally didn't speak, and walked past him towards the door.

After he took a few steps, Li Feizhou turned his head slightly and looked at his back, with a hint of confusion remaining in his hesitant expression.

But after seeing the trainer rushing in, he calmed down, stood up and waited for the next training.

The trainer seemed to have been instructed by Liao Song in advance, so he didn't show any abnormality in the tacit understanding between him and Shen Yi, and Shen Yi also quickly learned the tasks of military dogs, and cooperated extremely well with Li Feizhou tacit agreement.

Liao Song would also come over during training, usually he would stand silently in the shadows next to the door, sometimes Li Feizhou was so focused that he didn't notice him, sometimes he was stunned when he saw him accidentally, and then Pursing his lips, he looked away.

After all, Shen Yi was secretly sent to the army by Liao Song, so Li Feizhou didn't have the nerve to drive him away, not to mention Liao Song stood so quietly every time, as long as Li Feizhou ignored him, he could be treated as if he didn't exist. .

Besides, what makes Li Feizhou feel strange is that Shen Qiran hasn't been back to the dormitory for many days.

Although he didn't want to pay attention to Shen Qiran's movements, but because of his status as a roommate, he still asked Liao Song.

Liao Song, who saw him approaching proactively, showed surprise and joy on his face, but after hearing Shen Qiran's name from his mouth, the jealousy and helplessness were fleeting, and finally turned into a subtle complexity.

He stared closely at Li Feizhou, as if he was testing why he would ask Shen Qiran about it.

"He has a temporary mission to go out, and he has not been in the army for a while."

Li Feizhou originally only asked Shen Qiran in fear of an accident, but now he was relieved to hear that he was on a mission.

However, he was also a little angry, and suddenly disappeared into the army without saying a word.

Even if Li Feizhou doesn't want to contact him, they are roommates now, and they should know each other's whereabouts to ensure each other's safety.

He didn't express the thoughts that came to his mind, he took Shen Yi and planned to leave the training ground, but Liao Song stopped him from behind, with a little hope hidden in his anxious tone.

"If I suddenly disappeared too, would you worry about me like this?"

Li Feizhou paused, then turned his back to him and muttered.

"Are you so free? Think about all this all day long."

After finishing speaking, he left with a straight face, without answering Liao Song's words.

But Liao Song stared blankly at his straight and thin back, couldn't help laughing silently, and his eyes seemed to light up suddenly.