[Gulan] Broken Wild Goose Song

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"Mr. Mu Su, this time Feng Hong will accompany you to the capital, I will stay and continue to look for the princess's whereabouts." Bu layer cloud watched Mu Su pack his luggage, and said respectfully.

Mu Su nodded: "Well, it's okay, just go to the capital, there won't be much trouble. Finding the princess is the most important thing...and..."

Bu layer cloud looked at Musu's brows showing a hint of worry, and said softly, "It's okay, I will pay attention to the young master's situation. He should be going back to Tianyue City soon."

"It's not that easy!" Feng Hong said coldly at the side: "Langyue only has Tianyue City left, how many circles he has to go around to avoid the pursuit, food and wolves are a problem, plus he... "After speaking, Feng Hong stopped immediately, bit her lip, turned and walked out.

Bu Layeryun lowered his eyes and smiled, "Don't get angry with her, she has always been a knife-mouthed tofu."

Musu hesitated, but still picked up the package with a smile: "Of course I know."

Mu Rong was worried about Mu Su, even though he couldn't get away outside, he still asked his subordinates to escort Mu Su until he reached the second city after Feng City.

Feng Hong and Mu Su sent those people away before continuing on the road.Because the memorial letter was sent to the capital ahead of time, the two of them had to dare to go without stopping. If they were late, they were afraid that things would change.

Feng Hong didn't speak to Musudo on the first day, and her face was still ugly.But she was always protecting Musu in the blind spot of his vision, and she acted very calmly without any flaws.

Musu didn't know what to say to her, so he could only keep silent and move on.

The two arrived at the third city on the evening of the first day. This city was already far away from Fengcheng and the border, deep into the hinterland of Daxia. Most of the streets were already Xia people, and there were few foreign faces.The two led the horse and wandered among the bustling crowd.

At this time, there was still no singing and laughing on the street, and most of the shop entrances were hung with white silk ribbons, and they were solemn everywhere.

Feng Hong was walking, and suddenly said: "Xie Yan is such a beloved emperor."

Musu didn't know whether her words were a question or a taunt, he just sighed lightly and said, "Yes. As far as the people of Great Xia are concerned, he is indeed a Mingjun."

"Heh." Feng Hong snorted coldly and said, "Aren't you a citizen of Daxia? Isn't Mu Rong? To you, he is a Mingjun?"

Mu Su was directly stopped by this question, but Feng Hong walked in front of him a little angrily and coldly, and said, "Do you know what I don't like about you? You never seem to put yourself in the center of the question."

"When you first came to Langyue, you were the envoy of Daxia, and you were the world and the common people when you opened your mouth. After Xie Yan betrayed you, you were a loyal citizen of Daxia. A condescending face. Now that you have returned to Daxia, you have become a person who is worried about others and not about yourself. You are worried about the young master, Lang Yue, Daxia, Yuwenwen, Zhusha, and even Murong." Feng Hong He stopped, turned his head sideways, his entire face was shrouded in shadow by the backlight, and his entire outline was flushed in the setting sun, but his voice was as cold as ice, piercing into Musu's heart.

"Mr. Musu, you have indeed changed a lot in these years. You have put away your overflowing bodhisattva heart and saintly face. But you are still such a person in your bones." Feng Hong stared at Musu with indifferent eyes: "The tradition of the Xia people I teach you to be a saint, but this kind of person is really pretentious and annoying. In this world, you must live up to yourself before you can live up to others. There are good people in the world, but there are no saints, and there is no need for saints."

Mu Su opened his lips tremblingly, but he didn't know how to refute Feng Hong. He seemed to have a premonition of what Feng Hong was going to say next, and cold sweat began to fall down his entire back.

The two stood in the endless crowd, surrounded by silence, as if they were two stone statues.

Feng Hong's voice was not loud but very clear: "And like you, Mr. Musu, no matter from Daxia to Langyue or back to Daxia, you are deceiving yourself. You are doing good, righteousness and holiness, but you actually In fact, it is just satisfying one's own selfishness. No matter whether this selfishness is to realize some wish or to escape some reality."

Beads of sweat had already fallen on Musu's forehead, and he felt that his surroundings had been solidified, fixing him in place forever and never being able to get away.

Is it his selfishness?

What he has been avoiding and not daring to look directly at is this place?

There were bursts of weak but noisy voices and indistinct crying sounds, both Zhu Sha and Musu looked sideways at the same time, the voices came from the alley not far from the inn.

Mu Su glanced at Feng Hong. The latter was a little cold, but he still handed over the horse to Xiao Er who was waiting at the entrance of the inn, and turned around and walked into the alley.

Musu's footsteps paused, not knowing what to do, he hesitated for a long time before following up again.

The alley was very quiet, and the two of them saw the source of the sound after several turns.It was a group of eight or nine-year-old children gathered together, punching and kicking the child in the middle.

The child in the middle was crying, sobbing, and begging for mercy, but his voice was very small, and he could only say, "No."

Feng Hong was taken aback for a moment, then stepped forward and scolded: "What are you doing!? Why don't you all get out!"

The children themselves were not very old, but at this moment they were frightened by Feng Hong's scolding, and immediately withdrew their hands and feet, and said with a guilty conscience: "He...he and his mother are from He Lou Cheng Ye! They are enemies !"

Mu Su and Feng Hong were taken aback at the same time, and Feng Hong said angrily, "Don't you understand?"

The children were so frightened that they didn't dare to speak. When they saw the sword in Feng Hong's hand, their eye circles were red, and they quickly slipped out from the other side.

There was only one child covered in bruises and dark skin left in the ashes, sobbing on the ground.

Mu Su hurriedly stepped forward to help him up, and found that the child had light eyes and deep features, and he was clearly a child of Lang Yue."Is the wound serious? Can you stand up?" he asked.

The child blinked and could only shake his head, but his eyes were full of confusion.

Musu understood instantly, and asked him once in Lang Yue's language.

The child's eyes were a little frightened at first, but when they heard Musu talking about Lang Yue's language, they suddenly lit up, then shook his head, glanced at the majestic Feng Hong, and then timidly said: "It hurts a bit, but it's okay."

Mu Su picked him up and asked, "Why did they bully you? Because you are from Langyue?"

The child shook his head, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, and said a little aggrieved: "My mother and I just moved here from home... Mother said that there is going to be a war, so we can't stay there to cause trouble for His Majesty. We will wait until His Majesty wins." go back."

Musu's heart ached, he took out his handkerchief and began to wipe his face and hands, saying: "That's right, I just came back from Langyue not long ago, and many of Langyue's children came to live in Daxia with their parents. Where is your father?"

The child's eyes were full of tears, and they fell down suddenly: "Daddy, Daddy followed His Highness King Gutong and died in the canyon. I only have mother now."

Musu's hand suddenly stopped, and his pupils shrank to the smallest.Big tears from the child fell on the back of Musu's hand, and he felt pain.

"Big Brother... Do you know His Majesty too? They all told me that His Majesty ran away alone, we don't want us, we don't want Lang Yue anymore... Really? Is Your Majesty really gone? I...I don't I hate Daxia, but...my father is still there, I don't want...my father is there alone..." The child sobbed, his voice became weaker, and his small body was trembling.

Musu was silent for a long time, held the child's hand, and finally raised his head, his face was gentle: "Do you trust your Majesty the Night King?"

The child was stunned, then nodded while sobbing, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears, and his voice suddenly increased a lot.

"My mother and my father both said that His Majesty will never leave us alone! Your Majesty is a warrior and a king, and he will fight to the last moment for Lang Yue... As long as... as long as he is still alive, I will definitely support her." he!"

Musu put down the child's hand, stroked his soft and curly hair, and said with a smile, "Well, he is Lang Yue's king. As long as you trust him, he won't leave."

The child suddenly laughed, sobbing and laughing, grabbed Musu's hand and asked, "Brother, you also believe that His Majesty will persevere to the end, right?"

Musu's eyes flickered for a moment, then he stretched out his hand to pick up the child, walked to the side beside Feng Hong who was still standing there, and said, "Yes. I believe him...he is Lang Yue's king."

Feng Hong and Mu Su sent the children back to their mother and gave them some silver taels by the way. The mother of the child was pleasantly surprised and thanked again and again, but finally rejected the silver taels.

Feng Hong secretly asks people to help them if they can. After all, they are not only the people of Langyue, but also the father of the child died in the battle with Alu.

It was already night when the two of them walked back to the inn side by side. There were a lot of stars, but there was no heavy moonlight.Feng Hong was still very silent, and there was no clinking of the rings on her body, only the rubbing sound of the jade pendant on Musu's waist rubbing against her clothes.

"Feel sorry."

Feng Hong's voice suddenly sounded from the somewhat dark night.

Mu Su was taken aback.

"What I said earlier was a bit too much." Feng Hong knew that Mu Su didn't understand, and added with some embarrassment: "I know you don't feel good after the young master has gone back."

"No, you're right. I've always been doing it for my own selfishness." Musu looked up at the sky full of stars, and returned to the roof of Beiyuan that day in a daze.

"From the moment I left Daxia to go to Langyue, I was already a pawn, and then even an abandoned pawn. I am actually very timid, but I have a strong self-esteem. I have been avoiding that I am a pawn who can only cling to others." I am a useless person." As if feeling a little cold, Mu Su shrank his hands and said, "But after thinking about it, I have been like this from the beginning. When I don't know what kind of person I want to be , Xie Yan appeared in my life. He is like the light in the mist, and people can't help but follow the light. Even if I know that he can't see me, I am still greedy for this kind of feeling that seems to be something to rely on. The feeling of pursuit even raised his wishful thinking to love."

"But, after Xie Yan really died, I suddenly realized that he was not my only light. I even started to ask myself if I really loved Xie Yan, or I just loved myself too much."

Feng Hong's throat moved, and she wanted to say something, but she still couldn't say it.

Musu took a deep breath, watched the white mist in front of him exhale and dissipate, and continued: "Later, He Loucheng Ye appeared. He is completely different from Xie Yan, and often catches people off guard, but when we get along with him, , but I feel very real and very comfortable. Reason tells me that I am a Xia person, but I am timid and selfish, so I don’t have the courage to die, I can only pretend to be loyal, and deceive myself that I am enduring humiliation for Da Xia Those who stayed in Langyue...you're right, it's too ridiculous."

"In the end, I couldn't lie to myself anymore, I couldn't bear to continue to be his burden, so I came back." Mu Su took a deep breath: "Even if I came back, I still couldn't escape the situation of having nowhere to stand. Even Mu Rong doesn't need my protection anymore... I deceived myself and others, and in the end I laughed at others the most, but I still hinder and hinder their lives everywhere."

Feng Hong was shocked by his series of confessions, she suddenly felt a little guilty, facing such a candid Musu, she suddenly felt a little hypocritical.

"...Actually, Bu Layerun and I are very grateful to you." Feng Hong coughed and suddenly said in embarrassment.

"You made the young master into a true king and chivalrous man. He has always lived in the shadow of the former king and queen. I never thought he would become like this before." Feng Hong's face suddenly became a little more Soft: "I've rarely seen him smile so happily before."

"I'm not asking you to deny yourself...Mr. Musu, Yu Daxia, Yu Langyue, you are all selfless people who deserve gratitude and respect...I'm just not good at words. Even if I say that You, I myself can't be that honest. I just hope that you can value yourself. For example, why did you come to the capital this time? He clearly wants to humiliate you!"

Mu Su stopped, looked at the warm yellow lantern at the entrance of the inn, and smiled softly and brightly.

"I chose to come to the capital for myself."

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