[Love and Producer Xu Mo] Many hours a day

I have too much to say to him.

On 5/7/2018, the day I finished the AP Chemistry exam, I went to the library at night, and after a fierce psychological struggle, I went to the current AP Chemistry and Biology teacher for an apology and a friendly and pleasant conversation. chat.

Now, after returning to the dormitory from the library, I somehow started writing about Xu Mo in the diary.

Recalling the "now" three months ago, I suddenly had the urge to send him a WeChat message.

"Teacher Xu, I miss you."

"Mr. Xu, what should I do if I fail to score 5 points in APChem? Do I still have hope to enter the Biochem/molecularbio major?"

"Mr. Xu, how about Ortygia University, what major did you choose at that time?"

"Teacher Xu..."

"Teacher Xu, can I be your student?"

And what does it mean to be a student?

I never knew a student-teacher bond could be so emotionally rich.This seems to be specific to him.

What exactly do I feel when I feel emotional because of his affairs?

Maybe it's not about him.

No, it's not thim.

Maybe I'm just thinking of the beautiful past that I can never go back; maybe I'm regretting the mistakes and stupid things I made before; maybe...

I do not know.

It can only be said that after all, I was too involved in the drama back then, let me get myself into it.

The urge to message him came again.

"Teacher Xu... what kind of student am I?"

"Why 'An'an', why do you call me by the name 'this is kinder'? Do you have the habit of being kind to every student?"

"...What kind of existence am I to you?"

Clicking on his profile picture and entering his circle of friends, I suddenly stopped.

I have left.

I should never have entered his life again.

I also have my own life, but, by accident, I still return to the previous time and space from time to time, indulging in memories.

Only he wasn't there anymore.He has already passed, leaving a different track, a track that does not need me.

That's his trajectory.I have no right to interfere with it.