Out of bounds
Work related
I did it too.
He Chen has been living in a daze during this time, and hasn't studied much.
Ye Yun went to look for He Chen every day, and sometimes took him out for a walk or something, but He Chen's mental state remained the same and did not improve.
On New Year's Eve, the New Year's Eve dinner at He Chen's family was very quiet.
Without He Xi, Ms. Li and Mr. He tried their best to initiate a topic, but all they got was a simple or even perfunctory answer from He Chen.
After a meal, the atmosphere was very depressing.
He Chen only watched half of the Spring Festival Gala before returning to his room and closing the door.
He Chen didn't turn on the light.
There were occasional cannon shots outside the window.
Outside the door is the cheerful sound of the Spring Festival Gala.
The countdown to zero is almost here.
Ye Yun stood by the window and watched the fireworks outside, planning to call He Chen like last year.
But Lin Yuyang's call came first.
Ye Yun looked at the phone screen, embarrassed for a while.
Take it or not.
"elder brother."
five.
From the TV in the living room, the host of the Spring Festival Gala counted down to zero.
Four.
"it's me."
three.
"Ah."
two.
"It's nothing."
One.
"Ah."
zero.
"Happy New Year."
Ye Yun hung up the phone and opened WeChat.
"The number you dialed is busy, please try again later."
Outside the door is the sound of the countdown to zero.
The contact person on the screen is Ye Yun.
The countdown has reached zero.
He Chen threw the phone aside irritably.
He Chen looked at the fireworks outside the window, and punched hard on the window sill.
He Chen's phone screen lit up, and there was a new message on WeChat.
"Happy New Year"
He Chen's family didn't have too many relatives who needed to visit, so Ms. Li and Mr. He had to leave on the morning of the fourth day.
On the fourth day of the fourth day, Ye Yun received a call from Ms. Li.
"Hello, is that Ye Yun?"
"Well, hello, auntie."
"It's like this. He Chen's father and I are leaving today. We originally wanted to spend a few more days with He Chen, but he didn't seem to want to."
"Ah."
"We are too worried about him being such a person now. He would say nothing if we asked him to live with his aunt for a while. We just hope that you can spend more time with him. You have known each other for so many years and have always had a good relationship. He's about the same age, so he might be more willing to spend more time with you. It's just that he's in a bad mood and may have a bad temper these days, I hope you don't mind and be more tolerant of him."
"Don't worry, Auntie, I will accompany him more. He should be fine after a while."
"Well, thank you then."
"Well, goodbye auntie."
The author has something to say: I was crying while writing this chapter qaq woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
If there is no accident, Shan Hao will be finished in this chapter! (clap clap clap clap)
☆, the sun
The year is coming to an end.
On this day, He Chen discovered the gift his sister gave him on his birthday last year, which was the nest of ants.
dead.
He Chen checked online and confirmed that they were not hibernating, but indeed dead.
He Chen stared at the transparent box silently for a long time.
He Chen suddenly raised his hand and brushed the books on the table to the ground.
Juzi, who was lying in He Chen's arms, was startled by his sudden movement, and almost jumped out of his arms.
The Ant Workshop was directly thrown into the trash can downstairs by He Chen.
On He Xi's birthday, He Chen came back from school with the cake he ordered a few days ago in his hand.
Although it was daytime, there was no sun in the sky, and it was not a cloudy day.
The whole sky and all the scenery are a bit dark, not the kind of darkness without light, but the kind of darkness that is close to black and white.
There were no pedestrians on the street, no vehicles on the road, and the surrounding area was eerily quiet.
When He Chen returned home, the house was also silent.He Chen put the cake on the coffee table, and there was a piece of paper on the coffee table with "goodbye" written on it.
Out of the corner of his eye, He Chen saw a person standing at the door of the bathroom.
He Chen suddenly turned his head to look in the direction of the bathroom, but there was nothing there.
He Chen walked slowly towards the bathroom door.
The bathroom door was closed, He Chen reached out and grabbed the doorknob, and opened the door.
Everything is so pale, only the water in the bathtub is red and dazzling.
He Xi was wearing a white dress, lying in the water.
He Chen walked to the bathtub and reached out to wake He Xi up.
Just when his hand was about to touch He Xi's shoulder, He Xi suddenly opened his eyes and looked at He Chen, and then grabbed his wrist violently. He Chen instinctively took a step back but stepped on something. The thing, He Chen looked down, it was a utility knife, the blade was stained with bright red blood.
He Xi stood up from the bathtub, her white skirt was not stained red.
When He Xi stood up, red blood gushed out of the bathtub, the utility knife was submerged, and the entire floor was stained red.
He Chen wanted to pull his wrist out of He Xi's hand, but no matter how hard he tried, it was useless.
He Xi stepped out of the bathtub, and He Chen took a step back.Blood dripped drop by drop from the wound on He Xi's wrist, dripping onto He Xi's white skirt, and the skirt was stained with blood.
"Why didn't you save me."
He Xi's voice was very cold and resentful.
He Chen wanted to speak but couldn't make a sound.
At this time, He Chen finally broke free from He Xi's hand, turned around and ran out of the house.
But outside the door is not the usual corridor, but the long corridor of the hospital.
The corridor was dark, with no end in sight.
He Chen ran for a long time, and finally the front gradually lit up, and he finally ran to the end of the corridor.
At the end is an operating room.
Ms. Li is sitting on a chair at the door of the operating room.
"Mom? Are you back?"
Ms. Li stood up, walked towards He Chen step by step, and stopped in front of him.
Ms. Li didn't speak, and the two looked at each other silently.
At this time, Ms. Li suddenly grabbed He Chen's neck.
"It's your fault."
He Chen woke up with a start.
He Chen called Ye Yun early the next morning.
"Hello?" Ye Yun hadn't woken up yet.
"Are you going out for a walk today?"
Ye Yun was a little surprised, this was the first time since He Xi's birthday that He Chen offered to go out, so Ye Yun hurriedly agreed.
"Okay, do you want to take the orange, I haven't taken it out for a long time."
"Ah."
Ye Yun went to He Chen's house to look for him. Although He Chen took the initiative to say that he wanted to go out for a walk today, Ye Yun could tell that He Chen was not in a good state of mind today, and his dark circles were heavy.
"Where are you going?" He Chen and Ye Yun were in the elevator going downstairs, and He Chen was carrying a cat bag.
"Just wander around the neighborhood."
"Ah."
The two walked casually in the community, passing the garden.
"Let's go to the garden for a meeting, I'm tired." He Chen said.
"Well. You didn't sleep well yesterday, the dark circles under your eyes are so heavy."
"Yeah." He Chen had been dreaming in the first half of last night, but he didn't fall asleep at all in the second half of the night after waking up.
The two sat down on a bench in the garden.
He Chen opened the cat bag to release the oranges.
"Have you brought the cat leash?" Ye Yun asked.
"It's okay, it won't run around."
As soon as He Chen took the orange out of the bag, he broke free from his hand and ran into the bushes.
He Chen and Ye Yun searched all morning but couldn't find any oranges.
That night Ye Yun stayed with him at He Chen's house.
In the middle of the night, Ye Yun had already fallen asleep, and He Chen was lying beside him, unable to fall asleep no matter what.
He Chen always recalled the dream from last night.
He Chen took the mobile phone next to him, plugged in the earphones and started listening to music.
He Chen looked at the ceiling, the scene in his dream last night was always lingering in his mind.
"Why didn't you save me."
"It's your fault."
He Chen felt that the voices of He Xi and Ms. Li kept repeating these two sentences in his ears, while the music in the earphones gradually disappeared, and finally only those two sentences remained.
He Chen turned up the volume of the music to the maximum, but it didn't help. The voices of He Xi and Ms. Li kept saying those two sentences in his ears.
It seemed that the scene of He Xi lying in the bathtub full of blood appeared before his eyes again.
He Chen curled up in pain and covered his ears, but it was all in vain.
I don't know how long it took, but other people's voices seemed to be mixed in that sound.
Someone is calling him.
"Brother Chen...Brother Chen."
"He Chen."
The voice in He Chen's ear gradually dissipated, and he came to his senses, it was Ye Yun who was calling his name.
"Ah..." He Chen took off his earphones.
"Woke you up?" He Chen let out a long breath and put the earphones aside.
"It's okay." Ye Yun touched He Chen's forehead, and He Chen's forehead was covered with cold sweat, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay..." He Chen lay on his side with his back to Ye Yun and wrapped the quilt tightly, "I, I can't sleep."
"Because of the orange? Don't worry, it will be fine, don't worry."
"More than oranges."
"That nest of ants, oranges."
"Also, He Xi...it's all my fault."
"I read He Xi's diary a few days ago."
"She lived a miserable life."
"Before her birthday, she called me. At that time, her voice sounded very nasal. I thought she had a cold."
"Actually, she was crying at that time. I also told her that I would not go back on her birthday."
"If I told her that I would be with her on her birthday that day, wouldn't it be like this now."
"I can obviously save her."
"I can obviously protect them."
"it's all my fault."
The next morning Ye Yun went home first, and then bought a piece of cake on the way to He Chen's house, intending to bring it to He Chen.
He Chen is in a bad mood recently, maybe eating something sweet might make him feel better.
When Ye Yun walked downstairs to He Chen's house, he received a call from Aunt He Chen.
"Hello? Ye Yun?"
"Ah."
"I found the oranges, but..." Auntie paused, Ye Yun's heart tightened, and she guessed a little bit.
"The orange is dead."
"...I think it's better not to tell He Chen. He has been very sad recently, so let's forget about it. It's better to never find it than to tell him the truth." Ye Yun said.
Ye Yun hung up the phone and sighed.
Ye Yun rang the doorbell at the door of He Chen's house, and it took a while for He Chen to open the door.
"Brother Chen, I brought you a cake." Ye Yun smiled and held the cake in front of He Chen's eyes for him to see.
"Hmm..." He Chen smiled at him slightly, and hid his left hand behind his back a little unnaturally.
Ye Yun noticed He Chen's small movements and asked, "What's wrong with your hand."
"It's okay." He Chen's eyes dodged a little.
Ye Yun grabbed He Chen's left wrist and forcefully pulled his hand out from behind.
There was a wound on He Chen's palm, and blood was oozing out.
"How did you do that?" Ye Yun frowned.
"The cup broke, the glass scratched it."
"Why are you so careless." Ye Yun dragged He Chen into the house, intending to bandage him first.
As soon as Ye Yun walked into the living room, he saw that the whole room was in a mess.
"...What are you doing?"
"Ah... Just now, I couldn't control my emotions." He Chen followed Ye Yun with his head down.
"Let's bandage it for you first, and I'll clean it up for you later."
"Ye Yun." The two were sitting on the sofa, Ye Yun was disinfecting He Chen's wound.
"Ok?"
"I broke the cup you gave me before, sorry." That cup was a gift from Ye Yun to He Chen a few years ago, and He Chen has been using it for the past few years.
Ye Yun smiled and said to He Chen, "It's okay, I'll buy you ten or eight tomorrow, just drop it."
He Chen was silent for a while, and then said, "...Orange, I can't find it."
Ye Yun was at a loss for words for a moment, but he didn't know how to answer.
"I guess I can't find it." He Chen laughed at himself.
"Brother Chen, it's not your fault, really." Ye Yun was wrapping gauze around He Chen's hand, "Don't think too much, you've done a good job."
He Chen lowered his eyes and looked at his hands.
"I have nothing now."
I only have you.
"do not leave me."
my sun.
After Ye Yun bandaged He Chen, he gently held He Chen's hand and looked up into He Chen's eyes.
"Didn't I say so?"
"If one day you need my life, then you come and take it."
My life is yours now.
"I will not leave you."
Ye Yun's eyes were sincere and warm, He Chen looked into Ye Yun's eyes, a little moved.
The two looked at each other for a while, and He Chen lowered his head to avoid Ye Yun's gaze.
"Stop saying such things." He Chen said softly.
"Your life should not be entrusted to someone like me."
He Chen was persuaded by Ye Yun to go to bed. He Chen didn't have a good rest these days, and the dark circles under his eyes became several degrees heavier.
"Go to sleep, I'll help you clean up."
"Can you... stay with me." He Chen regretted it as soon as he said it. This is too hypocritical, "I am alone, and I can't sleep."
Ye Yun smiled, "Okay."
Ye Yun sat down beside He Chen's bed, "Sleep, I've been here all the time. Good night."
He Chen closed his eyes.
Ye Yun looked at He Chen with gentle eyes.
For you, everything is worth it.
Good night my sun.
Osolemio.
The author has something to say: Ye Yun looks like a heroine x
Acrylic boxes are recyclable trash...ant carcasses are wet trash...sand is dry trash...
☆, missing
He Chen didn't dream again this time, and fell into a deep sleep.
When He Chen woke up, he opened his eyes and saw Ye Yun sitting beside his bed.
Ye Yun was facing him sideways, holding a book and reading it.
"You've been sitting here all this time?" He Chen sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, looking at Ye Yun.
"You're awake." Ye Yun turned around and smiled at him, "I'm here to accompany you."
"Hmm... what time is it?" He Chen asked.
Ye Yun took a look at the mobile phone next to him, "It's two o'clock. Are you hungry, do you want to eat?"
"Well, let's go out and eat."
"Do you want to eat hot pot? Occasionally, you need to improve your life." Ye Yun got up and put the book in He Chen's bookshelf back.
"Hot pot is okay, I haven't eaten it for a long time."
When ordering at the hot pot restaurant, Ye Yun asked He Chen, "Do you still want the mandarin duck pot?"
"No, just the hot pot."
Ye Yun raised his head, "Don't you not eat spicy food?" In Ye Yun's impression, He Chen never seemed to eat spicy food. In the past, every time he went out to eat hot pot with him, he always ordered mandarin duck pot.
"I can eat it, but I don't like it. Occasionally, I change the taste."
"Okay." Ye Yun smiled at He Chen.
At this moment, He Chen seemed to be in a good mood, much better than before, very good.
After the winter vacation ended, the new semester started again, and He Chen and Ye Yun moved out of the dormitory.
It was He Chen who proposed to rent a house together near the school.
One is that living in a dormitory is really inconvenient and not free. I feel like a prison if I go to study at night every day and leave school for a week.
The second is that Tan Xuan is too serious, and this is the main reason.
Tan Xuan is in the first class of science, and his ranking in every exam is basically the top three in his grade.I don't know if it's because of this that he is so conceited now, and he looks down on the liberal arts class so much that he has to taunt He Chen every now and then. How many times have you blown up.
He Chen's temper has changed a lot since He Xi's birthday, and he's still a little uncertain.When no one pays attention to him, he can't know that the fire suddenly comes up for no reason. If someone deliberately provokes him every now and then, he doesn't know what it will be like.
He Chen was afraid that one day he couldn't help but cause some violent incidents, and it wouldn't be worth it if he was punished because of this.
Based on the above reasons, He Chen moved out of the dormitory, and Ye Yun followed suit.
Apart from the living room, bathroom and kitchen, the house He Chen and Ye Yun rented had only two rooms. He Chen and Ye Yun slept in one room, and the other room was reserved for Ye Yun's mother, Ms. Fan, who came over occasionally.
Although He Chen's mental state has improved a lot now, he is still a little depressed, has no motivation to do anything, and his temper has also deteriorated.After school started, some teachers and homeroom teachers also reported that He Chen was always in a daze in class recently, so Wang Jin had a special talk with He Chen for this reason.
Just a week after the start of school, the school took an exam.
After the results came out, He Chen fell out of the top ten in the class for the first time, so He Chen was asked by Wang Jin to talk again that day.
In fact, it's not that He Chen really regressed much.
One reason is that He Chen couldn't concentrate at all. During the exam, he lost his mind while writing and writing, and his accuracy rate dropped a lot.
And a more important reason is that He Chen hardly studied during the entire winter vacation, and he was still groggy for the first week of school.It's not that He Chen is regressing, it's just that everyone else is moving forward, only he is still in place.
He Chen suddenly woke up the moment he saw the grades.
He has been stopping at the day of He Xi's birthday.
Life had to go on, and he couldn't stand still any longer.
Time to move on, too.
Even if you force yourself to move forward.
He Chen started smoking, in order to relieve his mental stress.
Ye Yun didn't know about it.
One month after the start of school, there will be the academic proficiency test. After the test, although Ye Yun still lives with He Chen, he no longer goes to school. Because Ye Yun wants to develop his acting career and prepare for the art test, so he will concentrate on studying professional courses and filming up.
Ye Yun took over a web drama, high school theme, called "The Gutter", which is a "Socialist Brotherhood" web drama adapted from a Tanmei novel.It tells the story of Huo Cheng, the young master of a wealthy family, and Shen Zhou, a poor student at the same school, in a small water town in the 90s.The role played by Ye Yun is Huo Cheng.
Ye Yun went to the south to film a movie, and was not in Ancheng for several months.
He Chen and Ye Yun are very busy now, and they don't have much time to chat every day.Although He Chen misses him, he can only look at him on Weibo every day.
One day, after the physical education class was dismissed, He Chen was walking to the classroom when he was suddenly stopped by someone when he passed the basketball court.
"He Chen!"
He Chen heard the sound and turned to look at the source of the sound.
Lin Yuyang was smiling and waving at him.
He Chen nodded to Lin Yuyang expressionlessly, turned around and was about to leave, but Lin Yuyang ran towards him.
"Do you want to play together?" Lin Yuyang ran up to He Chen.
"No." He Chen refused without thinking.
Some of the people who played with Lin Yuyang on the court also echoed, "Come on, let's play together."
He Chen suppressed the impatience in his heart and looked at Lin Yuyang, but did not respond to him.Lin Yuyang saw He Chen's displeasure, but he still smiled brightly and said to He Chen, "Let's fight together."
Seeing Lin Yuyang like this, He Chen knew that he might have to fight him for half a game today.
"Okay. But I haven't played for almost two years, and my skills are not good." He Chen said lightly.
"It's okay, let's go." Lin Yuyang and He Chen walked onto the court.
Several people on the court re-divided into two teams, and He Chen and Lin Yuyang were not on the same team.
It was okay at first, but the more He Chen beat him, the more he felt that Lin Yuyang was trying to bully him everywhere, as if targeting him.
He Chen got a little angry.
Finally, He Chen saw the opportunity and accidentally bumped into Lin Yuyang when Lin Yuyang was fighting for the ball with him.
The force He Chen hit Lin Yuyang was quite strong, and Lin Yuyang fell to the ground before he could stand still.
"Sorry." He Chen looked at Lin Yuyang who was on the ground.
Lin Yuyang didn't speak, stood up and patted the dirt on his body.
"You guys call, I'll go back first." He Chen turned his head and left after saying this, not giving Lin Yuyang a chance to speak at all.
Lin Yuyang didn't say anything, he stood there and looked at He Chen's back thoughtfully.
In May, the web drama "The Gutter" starring Ye Yun started broadcasting.
After "The Gutter" started broadcasting, Ye Yun's popularity increased dramatically, and his fans on Weibo also skyrocketed.
At the same time, Ye Yun also released his first song - the theme song "Twinkle Star" of "The Gutter" sung with Shen Zhou's actor Xie Yu.
He Chen feels like a star-chasing boy now, besides chasing dramas and watching Ye Yun's Weibo, he watches Chaohua every day when he has nothing to do, and makes rankings for Ye Yun every day.
In addition to the drama, the CP of Ye Yun and Xie Yu is also very popular, and He Chen often sees CP fans of "Yun Yu" and "Yu Yun" on Weibo.
Maybe it's for marketing, Ye Yun and Xie Yu are very close in public.Although He Chen knew that these were just rotten and fried CPs, he still felt a little jealous in his heart. For this reason, He Chen laughed in his heart countless times that he looked like a resentful woman now.
The college entrance examination is coming soon.
One day at noon, He Chen went to the playground behind the stands to smoke a cigarette.
There are two best places to smoke in the school, one is the toilet, and the other is behind the stands on the playground.
Although it is more convenient to smoke in the toilet close to the classroom, the environment is not good, and it is easy to be caught, and it is easy to smell of smoke.
But it is different behind the stands in the playground. There is a wall behind the stands, and generally no one will go there, and the environment is beautiful, where you can bask in the sun in the open air, and it is not easy to smell cigarettes.But there is also a downside, that is, it is too far away, and you can only go there at noon or after physical education class, and it is not suitable to go there when the weather is bad.
He Chen still prefers to look behind the stage.Smoking a cigarette and basking in the sun in the afternoon is really relaxing.
As soon as He Chen got to the back of the stands, he saw a person squatting against the wall. It was Lin Yuyang, and he also had a cigarette in his finger.
He Chen hesitated for a moment, but still passed.
Neither of them spoke, Lin Yuyang just squatted there, watching He Chen stop two meters away from him.
He Chen leaned against the wall and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, but he searched all over but couldn't find the lighter, maybe he forgot to bring it.
Lin Yuyang saw He Chen rummaging around with a cigarette in his mouth for a long time but couldn't find a lighter, so he thought it was a bit funny.Then Lin Yuyang handed his lighter to He Chen.
He Chen glanced at him and took the lighter, and returned the lighter to Lin Yuyang after lighting the cigarette.
Lin Yuyang finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stood up, his legs were probably numb from squatting for too long, Lin Yuyang moved a little before stepping on the cigarette butt.
Lin Yuyang stood against the wall and lit another cigarette.
It was very quiet all around, and the two of them never said a word.
"I didn't expect you to smoke too." Lin Yuyang said suddenly.
"En." He Chen responded.
The two were silent for a while.
"You hate me?" Lin Yuyang said.
He Chen didn't beat around the bush, and affirmed his words very directly, "Yeah."
"Because of my relationship with Ye Yun?" Lin Yuyang laughed.
"..." He Chen turned to look at Lin Yuyang, but did not answer him.
Lin Yuyang put away his smile, "Do you like him?"
Lin Yuyang also looked at He Chen, both of them were expressionless.
He Chen didn't answer him immediately, but paused for two seconds, "It has nothing to do with you."
"Oh." Lin Yuyang already understood in his heart, "I advise you to give up. He doesn't have you in his heart."
lie.
Lin Yuyang sneered in his heart, even after breaking up, he still missed him so much, and even wanted to sow discord, he was cheap enough.
"I don't think it's up to you to take care of me about these things." After He Chen finished smoking, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stamped it out, then turned his head and left.
He Chen didn't know whether what Lin Yuyang said was true or not, but he couldn't help but believe it.
What if what he said was true.
There were waves of pain in He Chen's heart.
The author has something to say: Love rivals meet x
"The Gutter" is another original novel that I plan to write but I don't know when I will write it. The background is a small county town in a water town in the 90s, with campus themes and mutual attacks
Ye Yun and Xie Yu's cp names are a bit nice, Yun Yu Yu Yun, I really want to kowtow x (No you don't want to! Don't talk nonsense!)
☆, ambiguous
In August, Lin Yuyang left to study in the United States. Before he left, he did not contact anyone, including Ye Yun.
In September, Ye Yun went to the capital to study professional courses, and there were four months left for the art test.In the past few months, apart from attending classes, Ye Yun also went to shoot a costume TV series, and he acted as the second male lead.
Ye Yun and He Chen have been very busy these past few months, and they don't usually chat much.
Ye Yun misses He Chen every day, but every time he wants to chat with He Chen, he is afraid that he will be busy and he will disturb him, so he often deletes the messages after they are sent.
As for how the relationship between him and He Chen should develop in the future, Ye Yun also thought clearly in these four months.
On the day of the graduation ceremony, he will confess his love to He Chen again.
Although He Chen might still reject him like he did two years ago.
He Chen's life has become completely alone.
During the four months that Ye Yun was away, He Chen's condition has not been very good.
Maybe it's because of too much pressure in the third year of high school, maybe it's because Ye Yun isn't around, maybe it's because he still can't let go of He Xi.
He Chen's mood became more and more unstable, and he couldn't stand the noise.The frequency of insomnia is getting higher and higher, and I have no appetite every day.Had a headache almost every day, sometimes to the point of needing painkillers.
In addition to these, there are auditory hallucinations.
He Chen had auditory hallucinations not many times, and each time it was the same as when He Xi committed suicide.
In the middle of the night, the voices of He Xi and Ms. Li repeated those two sentences in his ears.
"Why didn't you save me."
"It's your fault."
During this period of time, He Chen smoked more and more fiercely, and he lost a lot of weight.
He Chen always felt that if he continued like this, he would develop into a mental illness sooner or later.It's not that He Chen didn't think about going to see a psychiatrist, but because he didn't have time and was too lazy to bother, he never went.
Ye Yun didn't know how He Chen lived these days, because He Chen never told him these things.
As for the relationship between He Chen and Ye Yun, He Chen didn't want to take the initiative to tell the truth. If he found out that Ye Yun didn't like him long ago, it would be better to just keep the ambiguous relationship like this.
As long as Ye Yun doesn't say it, he won't say it.
After the art exam, Ye Yun came back.
The second day after Ye Yun came back, He Chen and Ye Yun made an appointment to eat hot pot together, and He Chen was waiting for him downstairs at Ye Yun's house.
After seeing each other in April, He Chen's whole person changed, which really shocked Ye Yun.
Not only because He Chen lost weight.
It was more because He Chen no longer had the radiance of the past.
dim.
Ye Yun stared at He Chen for a while, and He Chen felt very uncomfortable.
"……What's wrong."
"How did you make yourself like this... Are you eating properly? You've lost so much weight." Ye Yun took He Chen's hand and touched his wrist. Ye Yun felt that all he touched were bones.
Ye Yun's hand was very hot, and the temperature made He Chen flustered. He Chen felt that even the tips of his ears were getting hot. His eyes began to drift away, for fear that Ye Yun would notice something, "It's okay, It must be too much pressure." He Chen pulled his hand out of Ye Yun's hand.
I haven't seen her for four months, and this is such a big reaction.He Chen cursed in his heart that he was really worthless.
"Then you can eat more later, you are too thin now." Ye Yun smiled at He Chen.
For some reason, although Ye Yun felt distressed seeing He Chen like this now, he also had some very bad thoughts, such as wanting to "bully" him more excessively.
"Well, let's go." He Chen also smiled back at Ye Yun.
The two were silent all the way.
"In the past few months, I have missed you a lot." Ye Yun said suddenly.
He Chen turned his head to look at Ye Yun, Ye Yun walked and looked ahead, not looking at him.
"Well, I miss you a lot too." He Chen looked forward again and said.
Ye Yun wore that white scarf with "Y" embroidered on it today.
He Chen also wore the black scarf with "H" embroidered on it.
It looks like a couple.
He Chen thought secretly in his heart, his face felt a little hot.Little did they know that Ye Yun next to him was thinking exactly the same as him.
Just a month after Ye Yun came back, he went to rush to take the school exam again, and it was already March when Ye Yun returned to school.Ye Yun and He Chen still lived together in the rented house next to the school.
But Ye Yun suddenly developed a fever on the day he went back to school.
This morning He Chen was woken up by Ye Yun, but it was not because Ye Yun made too much noise, but because He Chen was too light in sleep, Ye Yun just got out of bed and He Chen woke up.
"What's wrong? Woke up so early." He Chen just woke up, half-opened his eyes and asked Ye Yun in a daze.
"Ah, it's okay, I'll find a thermometer." Ye Yun replied.
"Huh?" He Chen woke up, he sat up and looked at Ye Yun, "Do you have a fever?"
Ye Yun had a cold two days ago, and it seems to be more serious today, "Maybe, I feel a little uncomfortable, let me take my temperature first." Ye Yun was just about to leave when He Chen stopped him.
"Lie down, I'll find it for you." He Chen got up and got out of bed.
Hearing what He Chen said, Ye Yun giggled, and jumped onto the bed very happily, but when he lay down, his head was not very accurate, and the back of his head hit the head of the bed.
"Be careful." He Chen also smiled.
He Chen took the thermometer and gave it to Ye Yun. He sat on the edge of the bed and touched Ye Yun's head, "Does it hurt just now?"
"Ah, you're so nasty—" Ye Yun said to him with a playful smile.
He Chen glared at Ye Yun, snorted, got up and left.
When He Chen came back after washing, Ye Yun's temperature was also taken.
"38 degrees two, it looks like you have a fever. Please take a leave of absence, there is still time, I'll make porridge for you." He Chen put away the thermometer.
"Why are you so nice to me today?" Ye Yun smiled and looked at He Chen beside the bed.
"Did I treat you badly before?" He Chen suddenly thought of something and laughed.
"What are you laughing at?"
"That's what you said at the high school sports meeting."
"Oh." Ye Yun thought of something when he heard him say that, he stretched out his hand and grabbed He Chen's cuff and began to act like a baby, "Brother, I want to eat lemon candy."
He Chen was very decisive, "No, you can eat it after you recover, and you can't eat candy if you have a fever." He Chen really can't stand Ye Yun's coquettishness now, and when he acted like a coquettish, He Chen's heart was shaken for a while.
"Hmph." Ye Yun pouted and let go of He Chen's cuff, turned around and wrapped his quilt tightly with his back to He Chen.
He Chen cooked porridge for Ye Yun, put the medicine on the bedside, and then went to school.
He Chen had a physical education class this afternoon, and He Chen returned to the classroom after the dismissal.
But as soon as He Chen entered the classroom, he saw Ye Yun sitting in his seat.
Seeing him coming, Ye Yun got up and sat down at the same table as He Chen.
He Chen's seat was by the window, and the window was open at the moment, and there was wind blowing in from there, so He Chen closed the window.
The classroom was very quiet, everyone was studying, He Chen and Ye Yun kept their voices down.
"Why are you here?" He Chen sat down on the seat, "Fever gone?"
"No." Ye Yun lay on the table and looked at He Chen.
"Then why are you here?" He Chen found an exercise book from a pile of books on the table, opened it and began to work.
"I just want to come."
Just want to see you.
He Chen frowned slightly, glanced at Ye Yun, and said, "Hurry up and go back, what should you do if your illness gets worse?"
"I don't." Ye Yun moved the chair a little towards He Chen, as if he was reluctant to leave, "It's so delicate, it's not Lin Daiyu." Ye Yun looked at He Chen with a smile.
He Chen glanced at Ye Yun helplessly, then turned his eyes, pretending to be sad, and looked at Ye Yun.
"You're not Lin Daiyu, but I am." He Chen picked up a piece of manuscript paper on the table and tore it into shreds pretending to be coquettish, "If Sister Ye doesn't care about her body so much, then I'll be sad for you There is no other way for the heartache." He Chen turned his face away, not looking at Ye Yun, "It's a pity that there is no charcoal basin here, so you can just treat this manuscript paper as if it had been reduced to ashes."
"..." Ye Yun didn't know what to say for a while.
He Chen has been living in a daze during this time, and hasn't studied much.
Ye Yun went to look for He Chen every day, and sometimes took him out for a walk or something, but He Chen's mental state remained the same and did not improve.
On New Year's Eve, the New Year's Eve dinner at He Chen's family was very quiet.
Without He Xi, Ms. Li and Mr. He tried their best to initiate a topic, but all they got was a simple or even perfunctory answer from He Chen.
After a meal, the atmosphere was very depressing.
He Chen only watched half of the Spring Festival Gala before returning to his room and closing the door.
He Chen didn't turn on the light.
There were occasional cannon shots outside the window.
Outside the door is the cheerful sound of the Spring Festival Gala.
The countdown to zero is almost here.
Ye Yun stood by the window and watched the fireworks outside, planning to call He Chen like last year.
But Lin Yuyang's call came first.
Ye Yun looked at the phone screen, embarrassed for a while.
Take it or not.
"elder brother."
five.
From the TV in the living room, the host of the Spring Festival Gala counted down to zero.
Four.
"it's me."
three.
"Ah."
two.
"It's nothing."
One.
"Ah."
zero.
"Happy New Year."
Ye Yun hung up the phone and opened WeChat.
"The number you dialed is busy, please try again later."
Outside the door is the sound of the countdown to zero.
The contact person on the screen is Ye Yun.
The countdown has reached zero.
He Chen threw the phone aside irritably.
He Chen looked at the fireworks outside the window, and punched hard on the window sill.
He Chen's phone screen lit up, and there was a new message on WeChat.
"Happy New Year"
He Chen's family didn't have too many relatives who needed to visit, so Ms. Li and Mr. He had to leave on the morning of the fourth day.
On the fourth day of the fourth day, Ye Yun received a call from Ms. Li.
"Hello, is that Ye Yun?"
"Well, hello, auntie."
"It's like this. He Chen's father and I are leaving today. We originally wanted to spend a few more days with He Chen, but he didn't seem to want to."
"Ah."
"We are too worried about him being such a person now. He would say nothing if we asked him to live with his aunt for a while. We just hope that you can spend more time with him. You have known each other for so many years and have always had a good relationship. He's about the same age, so he might be more willing to spend more time with you. It's just that he's in a bad mood and may have a bad temper these days, I hope you don't mind and be more tolerant of him."
"Don't worry, Auntie, I will accompany him more. He should be fine after a while."
"Well, thank you then."
"Well, goodbye auntie."
The author has something to say: I was crying while writing this chapter qaq woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
If there is no accident, Shan Hao will be finished in this chapter! (clap clap clap clap)
☆, the sun
The year is coming to an end.
On this day, He Chen discovered the gift his sister gave him on his birthday last year, which was the nest of ants.
dead.
He Chen checked online and confirmed that they were not hibernating, but indeed dead.
He Chen stared at the transparent box silently for a long time.
He Chen suddenly raised his hand and brushed the books on the table to the ground.
Juzi, who was lying in He Chen's arms, was startled by his sudden movement, and almost jumped out of his arms.
The Ant Workshop was directly thrown into the trash can downstairs by He Chen.
On He Xi's birthday, He Chen came back from school with the cake he ordered a few days ago in his hand.
Although it was daytime, there was no sun in the sky, and it was not a cloudy day.
The whole sky and all the scenery are a bit dark, not the kind of darkness without light, but the kind of darkness that is close to black and white.
There were no pedestrians on the street, no vehicles on the road, and the surrounding area was eerily quiet.
When He Chen returned home, the house was also silent.He Chen put the cake on the coffee table, and there was a piece of paper on the coffee table with "goodbye" written on it.
Out of the corner of his eye, He Chen saw a person standing at the door of the bathroom.
He Chen suddenly turned his head to look in the direction of the bathroom, but there was nothing there.
He Chen walked slowly towards the bathroom door.
The bathroom door was closed, He Chen reached out and grabbed the doorknob, and opened the door.
Everything is so pale, only the water in the bathtub is red and dazzling.
He Xi was wearing a white dress, lying in the water.
He Chen walked to the bathtub and reached out to wake He Xi up.
Just when his hand was about to touch He Xi's shoulder, He Xi suddenly opened his eyes and looked at He Chen, and then grabbed his wrist violently. He Chen instinctively took a step back but stepped on something. The thing, He Chen looked down, it was a utility knife, the blade was stained with bright red blood.
He Xi stood up from the bathtub, her white skirt was not stained red.
When He Xi stood up, red blood gushed out of the bathtub, the utility knife was submerged, and the entire floor was stained red.
He Chen wanted to pull his wrist out of He Xi's hand, but no matter how hard he tried, it was useless.
He Xi stepped out of the bathtub, and He Chen took a step back.Blood dripped drop by drop from the wound on He Xi's wrist, dripping onto He Xi's white skirt, and the skirt was stained with blood.
"Why didn't you save me."
He Xi's voice was very cold and resentful.
He Chen wanted to speak but couldn't make a sound.
At this time, He Chen finally broke free from He Xi's hand, turned around and ran out of the house.
But outside the door is not the usual corridor, but the long corridor of the hospital.
The corridor was dark, with no end in sight.
He Chen ran for a long time, and finally the front gradually lit up, and he finally ran to the end of the corridor.
At the end is an operating room.
Ms. Li is sitting on a chair at the door of the operating room.
"Mom? Are you back?"
Ms. Li stood up, walked towards He Chen step by step, and stopped in front of him.
Ms. Li didn't speak, and the two looked at each other silently.
At this time, Ms. Li suddenly grabbed He Chen's neck.
"It's your fault."
He Chen woke up with a start.
He Chen called Ye Yun early the next morning.
"Hello?" Ye Yun hadn't woken up yet.
"Are you going out for a walk today?"
Ye Yun was a little surprised, this was the first time since He Xi's birthday that He Chen offered to go out, so Ye Yun hurriedly agreed.
"Okay, do you want to take the orange, I haven't taken it out for a long time."
"Ah."
Ye Yun went to He Chen's house to look for him. Although He Chen took the initiative to say that he wanted to go out for a walk today, Ye Yun could tell that He Chen was not in a good state of mind today, and his dark circles were heavy.
"Where are you going?" He Chen and Ye Yun were in the elevator going downstairs, and He Chen was carrying a cat bag.
"Just wander around the neighborhood."
"Ah."
The two walked casually in the community, passing the garden.
"Let's go to the garden for a meeting, I'm tired." He Chen said.
"Well. You didn't sleep well yesterday, the dark circles under your eyes are so heavy."
"Yeah." He Chen had been dreaming in the first half of last night, but he didn't fall asleep at all in the second half of the night after waking up.
The two sat down on a bench in the garden.
He Chen opened the cat bag to release the oranges.
"Have you brought the cat leash?" Ye Yun asked.
"It's okay, it won't run around."
As soon as He Chen took the orange out of the bag, he broke free from his hand and ran into the bushes.
He Chen and Ye Yun searched all morning but couldn't find any oranges.
That night Ye Yun stayed with him at He Chen's house.
In the middle of the night, Ye Yun had already fallen asleep, and He Chen was lying beside him, unable to fall asleep no matter what.
He Chen always recalled the dream from last night.
He Chen took the mobile phone next to him, plugged in the earphones and started listening to music.
He Chen looked at the ceiling, the scene in his dream last night was always lingering in his mind.
"Why didn't you save me."
"It's your fault."
He Chen felt that the voices of He Xi and Ms. Li kept repeating these two sentences in his ears, while the music in the earphones gradually disappeared, and finally only those two sentences remained.
He Chen turned up the volume of the music to the maximum, but it didn't help. The voices of He Xi and Ms. Li kept saying those two sentences in his ears.
It seemed that the scene of He Xi lying in the bathtub full of blood appeared before his eyes again.
He Chen curled up in pain and covered his ears, but it was all in vain.
I don't know how long it took, but other people's voices seemed to be mixed in that sound.
Someone is calling him.
"Brother Chen...Brother Chen."
"He Chen."
The voice in He Chen's ear gradually dissipated, and he came to his senses, it was Ye Yun who was calling his name.
"Ah..." He Chen took off his earphones.
"Woke you up?" He Chen let out a long breath and put the earphones aside.
"It's okay." Ye Yun touched He Chen's forehead, and He Chen's forehead was covered with cold sweat, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay..." He Chen lay on his side with his back to Ye Yun and wrapped the quilt tightly, "I, I can't sleep."
"Because of the orange? Don't worry, it will be fine, don't worry."
"More than oranges."
"That nest of ants, oranges."
"Also, He Xi...it's all my fault."
"I read He Xi's diary a few days ago."
"She lived a miserable life."
"Before her birthday, she called me. At that time, her voice sounded very nasal. I thought she had a cold."
"Actually, she was crying at that time. I also told her that I would not go back on her birthday."
"If I told her that I would be with her on her birthday that day, wouldn't it be like this now."
"I can obviously save her."
"I can obviously protect them."
"it's all my fault."
The next morning Ye Yun went home first, and then bought a piece of cake on the way to He Chen's house, intending to bring it to He Chen.
He Chen is in a bad mood recently, maybe eating something sweet might make him feel better.
When Ye Yun walked downstairs to He Chen's house, he received a call from Aunt He Chen.
"Hello? Ye Yun?"
"Ah."
"I found the oranges, but..." Auntie paused, Ye Yun's heart tightened, and she guessed a little bit.
"The orange is dead."
"...I think it's better not to tell He Chen. He has been very sad recently, so let's forget about it. It's better to never find it than to tell him the truth." Ye Yun said.
Ye Yun hung up the phone and sighed.
Ye Yun rang the doorbell at the door of He Chen's house, and it took a while for He Chen to open the door.
"Brother Chen, I brought you a cake." Ye Yun smiled and held the cake in front of He Chen's eyes for him to see.
"Hmm..." He Chen smiled at him slightly, and hid his left hand behind his back a little unnaturally.
Ye Yun noticed He Chen's small movements and asked, "What's wrong with your hand."
"It's okay." He Chen's eyes dodged a little.
Ye Yun grabbed He Chen's left wrist and forcefully pulled his hand out from behind.
There was a wound on He Chen's palm, and blood was oozing out.
"How did you do that?" Ye Yun frowned.
"The cup broke, the glass scratched it."
"Why are you so careless." Ye Yun dragged He Chen into the house, intending to bandage him first.
As soon as Ye Yun walked into the living room, he saw that the whole room was in a mess.
"...What are you doing?"
"Ah... Just now, I couldn't control my emotions." He Chen followed Ye Yun with his head down.
"Let's bandage it for you first, and I'll clean it up for you later."
"Ye Yun." The two were sitting on the sofa, Ye Yun was disinfecting He Chen's wound.
"Ok?"
"I broke the cup you gave me before, sorry." That cup was a gift from Ye Yun to He Chen a few years ago, and He Chen has been using it for the past few years.
Ye Yun smiled and said to He Chen, "It's okay, I'll buy you ten or eight tomorrow, just drop it."
He Chen was silent for a while, and then said, "...Orange, I can't find it."
Ye Yun was at a loss for words for a moment, but he didn't know how to answer.
"I guess I can't find it." He Chen laughed at himself.
"Brother Chen, it's not your fault, really." Ye Yun was wrapping gauze around He Chen's hand, "Don't think too much, you've done a good job."
He Chen lowered his eyes and looked at his hands.
"I have nothing now."
I only have you.
"do not leave me."
my sun.
After Ye Yun bandaged He Chen, he gently held He Chen's hand and looked up into He Chen's eyes.
"Didn't I say so?"
"If one day you need my life, then you come and take it."
My life is yours now.
"I will not leave you."
Ye Yun's eyes were sincere and warm, He Chen looked into Ye Yun's eyes, a little moved.
The two looked at each other for a while, and He Chen lowered his head to avoid Ye Yun's gaze.
"Stop saying such things." He Chen said softly.
"Your life should not be entrusted to someone like me."
He Chen was persuaded by Ye Yun to go to bed. He Chen didn't have a good rest these days, and the dark circles under his eyes became several degrees heavier.
"Go to sleep, I'll help you clean up."
"Can you... stay with me." He Chen regretted it as soon as he said it. This is too hypocritical, "I am alone, and I can't sleep."
Ye Yun smiled, "Okay."
Ye Yun sat down beside He Chen's bed, "Sleep, I've been here all the time. Good night."
He Chen closed his eyes.
Ye Yun looked at He Chen with gentle eyes.
For you, everything is worth it.
Good night my sun.
Osolemio.
The author has something to say: Ye Yun looks like a heroine x
Acrylic boxes are recyclable trash...ant carcasses are wet trash...sand is dry trash...
☆, missing
He Chen didn't dream again this time, and fell into a deep sleep.
When He Chen woke up, he opened his eyes and saw Ye Yun sitting beside his bed.
Ye Yun was facing him sideways, holding a book and reading it.
"You've been sitting here all this time?" He Chen sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, looking at Ye Yun.
"You're awake." Ye Yun turned around and smiled at him, "I'm here to accompany you."
"Hmm... what time is it?" He Chen asked.
Ye Yun took a look at the mobile phone next to him, "It's two o'clock. Are you hungry, do you want to eat?"
"Well, let's go out and eat."
"Do you want to eat hot pot? Occasionally, you need to improve your life." Ye Yun got up and put the book in He Chen's bookshelf back.
"Hot pot is okay, I haven't eaten it for a long time."
When ordering at the hot pot restaurant, Ye Yun asked He Chen, "Do you still want the mandarin duck pot?"
"No, just the hot pot."
Ye Yun raised his head, "Don't you not eat spicy food?" In Ye Yun's impression, He Chen never seemed to eat spicy food. In the past, every time he went out to eat hot pot with him, he always ordered mandarin duck pot.
"I can eat it, but I don't like it. Occasionally, I change the taste."
"Okay." Ye Yun smiled at He Chen.
At this moment, He Chen seemed to be in a good mood, much better than before, very good.
After the winter vacation ended, the new semester started again, and He Chen and Ye Yun moved out of the dormitory.
It was He Chen who proposed to rent a house together near the school.
One is that living in a dormitory is really inconvenient and not free. I feel like a prison if I go to study at night every day and leave school for a week.
The second is that Tan Xuan is too serious, and this is the main reason.
Tan Xuan is in the first class of science, and his ranking in every exam is basically the top three in his grade.I don't know if it's because of this that he is so conceited now, and he looks down on the liberal arts class so much that he has to taunt He Chen every now and then. How many times have you blown up.
He Chen's temper has changed a lot since He Xi's birthday, and he's still a little uncertain.When no one pays attention to him, he can't know that the fire suddenly comes up for no reason. If someone deliberately provokes him every now and then, he doesn't know what it will be like.
He Chen was afraid that one day he couldn't help but cause some violent incidents, and it wouldn't be worth it if he was punished because of this.
Based on the above reasons, He Chen moved out of the dormitory, and Ye Yun followed suit.
Apart from the living room, bathroom and kitchen, the house He Chen and Ye Yun rented had only two rooms. He Chen and Ye Yun slept in one room, and the other room was reserved for Ye Yun's mother, Ms. Fan, who came over occasionally.
Although He Chen's mental state has improved a lot now, he is still a little depressed, has no motivation to do anything, and his temper has also deteriorated.After school started, some teachers and homeroom teachers also reported that He Chen was always in a daze in class recently, so Wang Jin had a special talk with He Chen for this reason.
Just a week after the start of school, the school took an exam.
After the results came out, He Chen fell out of the top ten in the class for the first time, so He Chen was asked by Wang Jin to talk again that day.
In fact, it's not that He Chen really regressed much.
One reason is that He Chen couldn't concentrate at all. During the exam, he lost his mind while writing and writing, and his accuracy rate dropped a lot.
And a more important reason is that He Chen hardly studied during the entire winter vacation, and he was still groggy for the first week of school.It's not that He Chen is regressing, it's just that everyone else is moving forward, only he is still in place.
He Chen suddenly woke up the moment he saw the grades.
He has been stopping at the day of He Xi's birthday.
Life had to go on, and he couldn't stand still any longer.
Time to move on, too.
Even if you force yourself to move forward.
He Chen started smoking, in order to relieve his mental stress.
Ye Yun didn't know about it.
One month after the start of school, there will be the academic proficiency test. After the test, although Ye Yun still lives with He Chen, he no longer goes to school. Because Ye Yun wants to develop his acting career and prepare for the art test, so he will concentrate on studying professional courses and filming up.
Ye Yun took over a web drama, high school theme, called "The Gutter", which is a "Socialist Brotherhood" web drama adapted from a Tanmei novel.It tells the story of Huo Cheng, the young master of a wealthy family, and Shen Zhou, a poor student at the same school, in a small water town in the 90s.The role played by Ye Yun is Huo Cheng.
Ye Yun went to the south to film a movie, and was not in Ancheng for several months.
He Chen and Ye Yun are very busy now, and they don't have much time to chat every day.Although He Chen misses him, he can only look at him on Weibo every day.
One day, after the physical education class was dismissed, He Chen was walking to the classroom when he was suddenly stopped by someone when he passed the basketball court.
"He Chen!"
He Chen heard the sound and turned to look at the source of the sound.
Lin Yuyang was smiling and waving at him.
He Chen nodded to Lin Yuyang expressionlessly, turned around and was about to leave, but Lin Yuyang ran towards him.
"Do you want to play together?" Lin Yuyang ran up to He Chen.
"No." He Chen refused without thinking.
Some of the people who played with Lin Yuyang on the court also echoed, "Come on, let's play together."
He Chen suppressed the impatience in his heart and looked at Lin Yuyang, but did not respond to him.Lin Yuyang saw He Chen's displeasure, but he still smiled brightly and said to He Chen, "Let's fight together."
Seeing Lin Yuyang like this, He Chen knew that he might have to fight him for half a game today.
"Okay. But I haven't played for almost two years, and my skills are not good." He Chen said lightly.
"It's okay, let's go." Lin Yuyang and He Chen walked onto the court.
Several people on the court re-divided into two teams, and He Chen and Lin Yuyang were not on the same team.
It was okay at first, but the more He Chen beat him, the more he felt that Lin Yuyang was trying to bully him everywhere, as if targeting him.
He Chen got a little angry.
Finally, He Chen saw the opportunity and accidentally bumped into Lin Yuyang when Lin Yuyang was fighting for the ball with him.
The force He Chen hit Lin Yuyang was quite strong, and Lin Yuyang fell to the ground before he could stand still.
"Sorry." He Chen looked at Lin Yuyang who was on the ground.
Lin Yuyang didn't speak, stood up and patted the dirt on his body.
"You guys call, I'll go back first." He Chen turned his head and left after saying this, not giving Lin Yuyang a chance to speak at all.
Lin Yuyang didn't say anything, he stood there and looked at He Chen's back thoughtfully.
In May, the web drama "The Gutter" starring Ye Yun started broadcasting.
After "The Gutter" started broadcasting, Ye Yun's popularity increased dramatically, and his fans on Weibo also skyrocketed.
At the same time, Ye Yun also released his first song - the theme song "Twinkle Star" of "The Gutter" sung with Shen Zhou's actor Xie Yu.
He Chen feels like a star-chasing boy now, besides chasing dramas and watching Ye Yun's Weibo, he watches Chaohua every day when he has nothing to do, and makes rankings for Ye Yun every day.
In addition to the drama, the CP of Ye Yun and Xie Yu is also very popular, and He Chen often sees CP fans of "Yun Yu" and "Yu Yun" on Weibo.
Maybe it's for marketing, Ye Yun and Xie Yu are very close in public.Although He Chen knew that these were just rotten and fried CPs, he still felt a little jealous in his heart. For this reason, He Chen laughed in his heart countless times that he looked like a resentful woman now.
The college entrance examination is coming soon.
One day at noon, He Chen went to the playground behind the stands to smoke a cigarette.
There are two best places to smoke in the school, one is the toilet, and the other is behind the stands on the playground.
Although it is more convenient to smoke in the toilet close to the classroom, the environment is not good, and it is easy to be caught, and it is easy to smell of smoke.
But it is different behind the stands in the playground. There is a wall behind the stands, and generally no one will go there, and the environment is beautiful, where you can bask in the sun in the open air, and it is not easy to smell cigarettes.But there is also a downside, that is, it is too far away, and you can only go there at noon or after physical education class, and it is not suitable to go there when the weather is bad.
He Chen still prefers to look behind the stage.Smoking a cigarette and basking in the sun in the afternoon is really relaxing.
As soon as He Chen got to the back of the stands, he saw a person squatting against the wall. It was Lin Yuyang, and he also had a cigarette in his finger.
He Chen hesitated for a moment, but still passed.
Neither of them spoke, Lin Yuyang just squatted there, watching He Chen stop two meters away from him.
He Chen leaned against the wall and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, but he searched all over but couldn't find the lighter, maybe he forgot to bring it.
Lin Yuyang saw He Chen rummaging around with a cigarette in his mouth for a long time but couldn't find a lighter, so he thought it was a bit funny.Then Lin Yuyang handed his lighter to He Chen.
He Chen glanced at him and took the lighter, and returned the lighter to Lin Yuyang after lighting the cigarette.
Lin Yuyang finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stood up, his legs were probably numb from squatting for too long, Lin Yuyang moved a little before stepping on the cigarette butt.
Lin Yuyang stood against the wall and lit another cigarette.
It was very quiet all around, and the two of them never said a word.
"I didn't expect you to smoke too." Lin Yuyang said suddenly.
"En." He Chen responded.
The two were silent for a while.
"You hate me?" Lin Yuyang said.
He Chen didn't beat around the bush, and affirmed his words very directly, "Yeah."
"Because of my relationship with Ye Yun?" Lin Yuyang laughed.
"..." He Chen turned to look at Lin Yuyang, but did not answer him.
Lin Yuyang put away his smile, "Do you like him?"
Lin Yuyang also looked at He Chen, both of them were expressionless.
He Chen didn't answer him immediately, but paused for two seconds, "It has nothing to do with you."
"Oh." Lin Yuyang already understood in his heart, "I advise you to give up. He doesn't have you in his heart."
lie.
Lin Yuyang sneered in his heart, even after breaking up, he still missed him so much, and even wanted to sow discord, he was cheap enough.
"I don't think it's up to you to take care of me about these things." After He Chen finished smoking, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stamped it out, then turned his head and left.
He Chen didn't know whether what Lin Yuyang said was true or not, but he couldn't help but believe it.
What if what he said was true.
There were waves of pain in He Chen's heart.
The author has something to say: Love rivals meet x
"The Gutter" is another original novel that I plan to write but I don't know when I will write it. The background is a small county town in a water town in the 90s, with campus themes and mutual attacks
Ye Yun and Xie Yu's cp names are a bit nice, Yun Yu Yu Yun, I really want to kowtow x (No you don't want to! Don't talk nonsense!)
☆, ambiguous
In August, Lin Yuyang left to study in the United States. Before he left, he did not contact anyone, including Ye Yun.
In September, Ye Yun went to the capital to study professional courses, and there were four months left for the art test.In the past few months, apart from attending classes, Ye Yun also went to shoot a costume TV series, and he acted as the second male lead.
Ye Yun and He Chen have been very busy these past few months, and they don't usually chat much.
Ye Yun misses He Chen every day, but every time he wants to chat with He Chen, he is afraid that he will be busy and he will disturb him, so he often deletes the messages after they are sent.
As for how the relationship between him and He Chen should develop in the future, Ye Yun also thought clearly in these four months.
On the day of the graduation ceremony, he will confess his love to He Chen again.
Although He Chen might still reject him like he did two years ago.
He Chen's life has become completely alone.
During the four months that Ye Yun was away, He Chen's condition has not been very good.
Maybe it's because of too much pressure in the third year of high school, maybe it's because Ye Yun isn't around, maybe it's because he still can't let go of He Xi.
He Chen's mood became more and more unstable, and he couldn't stand the noise.The frequency of insomnia is getting higher and higher, and I have no appetite every day.Had a headache almost every day, sometimes to the point of needing painkillers.
In addition to these, there are auditory hallucinations.
He Chen had auditory hallucinations not many times, and each time it was the same as when He Xi committed suicide.
In the middle of the night, the voices of He Xi and Ms. Li repeated those two sentences in his ears.
"Why didn't you save me."
"It's your fault."
During this period of time, He Chen smoked more and more fiercely, and he lost a lot of weight.
He Chen always felt that if he continued like this, he would develop into a mental illness sooner or later.It's not that He Chen didn't think about going to see a psychiatrist, but because he didn't have time and was too lazy to bother, he never went.
Ye Yun didn't know how He Chen lived these days, because He Chen never told him these things.
As for the relationship between He Chen and Ye Yun, He Chen didn't want to take the initiative to tell the truth. If he found out that Ye Yun didn't like him long ago, it would be better to just keep the ambiguous relationship like this.
As long as Ye Yun doesn't say it, he won't say it.
After the art exam, Ye Yun came back.
The second day after Ye Yun came back, He Chen and Ye Yun made an appointment to eat hot pot together, and He Chen was waiting for him downstairs at Ye Yun's house.
After seeing each other in April, He Chen's whole person changed, which really shocked Ye Yun.
Not only because He Chen lost weight.
It was more because He Chen no longer had the radiance of the past.
dim.
Ye Yun stared at He Chen for a while, and He Chen felt very uncomfortable.
"……What's wrong."
"How did you make yourself like this... Are you eating properly? You've lost so much weight." Ye Yun took He Chen's hand and touched his wrist. Ye Yun felt that all he touched were bones.
Ye Yun's hand was very hot, and the temperature made He Chen flustered. He Chen felt that even the tips of his ears were getting hot. His eyes began to drift away, for fear that Ye Yun would notice something, "It's okay, It must be too much pressure." He Chen pulled his hand out of Ye Yun's hand.
I haven't seen her for four months, and this is such a big reaction.He Chen cursed in his heart that he was really worthless.
"Then you can eat more later, you are too thin now." Ye Yun smiled at He Chen.
For some reason, although Ye Yun felt distressed seeing He Chen like this now, he also had some very bad thoughts, such as wanting to "bully" him more excessively.
"Well, let's go." He Chen also smiled back at Ye Yun.
The two were silent all the way.
"In the past few months, I have missed you a lot." Ye Yun said suddenly.
He Chen turned his head to look at Ye Yun, Ye Yun walked and looked ahead, not looking at him.
"Well, I miss you a lot too." He Chen looked forward again and said.
Ye Yun wore that white scarf with "Y" embroidered on it today.
He Chen also wore the black scarf with "H" embroidered on it.
It looks like a couple.
He Chen thought secretly in his heart, his face felt a little hot.Little did they know that Ye Yun next to him was thinking exactly the same as him.
Just a month after Ye Yun came back, he went to rush to take the school exam again, and it was already March when Ye Yun returned to school.Ye Yun and He Chen still lived together in the rented house next to the school.
But Ye Yun suddenly developed a fever on the day he went back to school.
This morning He Chen was woken up by Ye Yun, but it was not because Ye Yun made too much noise, but because He Chen was too light in sleep, Ye Yun just got out of bed and He Chen woke up.
"What's wrong? Woke up so early." He Chen just woke up, half-opened his eyes and asked Ye Yun in a daze.
"Ah, it's okay, I'll find a thermometer." Ye Yun replied.
"Huh?" He Chen woke up, he sat up and looked at Ye Yun, "Do you have a fever?"
Ye Yun had a cold two days ago, and it seems to be more serious today, "Maybe, I feel a little uncomfortable, let me take my temperature first." Ye Yun was just about to leave when He Chen stopped him.
"Lie down, I'll find it for you." He Chen got up and got out of bed.
Hearing what He Chen said, Ye Yun giggled, and jumped onto the bed very happily, but when he lay down, his head was not very accurate, and the back of his head hit the head of the bed.
"Be careful." He Chen also smiled.
He Chen took the thermometer and gave it to Ye Yun. He sat on the edge of the bed and touched Ye Yun's head, "Does it hurt just now?"
"Ah, you're so nasty—" Ye Yun said to him with a playful smile.
He Chen glared at Ye Yun, snorted, got up and left.
When He Chen came back after washing, Ye Yun's temperature was also taken.
"38 degrees two, it looks like you have a fever. Please take a leave of absence, there is still time, I'll make porridge for you." He Chen put away the thermometer.
"Why are you so nice to me today?" Ye Yun smiled and looked at He Chen beside the bed.
"Did I treat you badly before?" He Chen suddenly thought of something and laughed.
"What are you laughing at?"
"That's what you said at the high school sports meeting."
"Oh." Ye Yun thought of something when he heard him say that, he stretched out his hand and grabbed He Chen's cuff and began to act like a baby, "Brother, I want to eat lemon candy."
He Chen was very decisive, "No, you can eat it after you recover, and you can't eat candy if you have a fever." He Chen really can't stand Ye Yun's coquettishness now, and when he acted like a coquettish, He Chen's heart was shaken for a while.
"Hmph." Ye Yun pouted and let go of He Chen's cuff, turned around and wrapped his quilt tightly with his back to He Chen.
He Chen cooked porridge for Ye Yun, put the medicine on the bedside, and then went to school.
He Chen had a physical education class this afternoon, and He Chen returned to the classroom after the dismissal.
But as soon as He Chen entered the classroom, he saw Ye Yun sitting in his seat.
Seeing him coming, Ye Yun got up and sat down at the same table as He Chen.
He Chen's seat was by the window, and the window was open at the moment, and there was wind blowing in from there, so He Chen closed the window.
The classroom was very quiet, everyone was studying, He Chen and Ye Yun kept their voices down.
"Why are you here?" He Chen sat down on the seat, "Fever gone?"
"No." Ye Yun lay on the table and looked at He Chen.
"Then why are you here?" He Chen found an exercise book from a pile of books on the table, opened it and began to work.
"I just want to come."
Just want to see you.
He Chen frowned slightly, glanced at Ye Yun, and said, "Hurry up and go back, what should you do if your illness gets worse?"
"I don't." Ye Yun moved the chair a little towards He Chen, as if he was reluctant to leave, "It's so delicate, it's not Lin Daiyu." Ye Yun looked at He Chen with a smile.
He Chen glanced at Ye Yun helplessly, then turned his eyes, pretending to be sad, and looked at Ye Yun.
"You're not Lin Daiyu, but I am." He Chen picked up a piece of manuscript paper on the table and tore it into shreds pretending to be coquettish, "If Sister Ye doesn't care about her body so much, then I'll be sad for you There is no other way for the heartache." He Chen turned his face away, not looking at Ye Yun, "It's a pity that there is no charcoal basin here, so you can just treat this manuscript paper as if it had been reduced to ashes."
"..." Ye Yun didn't know what to say for a while.
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