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It was exactly as Li Li said that Si Chongshuo didn't sleep all night, so he hugged Li Li peacefully, rubbed his waist, and guarded him all night.

When Li Li opened his eyes and saw Si Chongshuo's face, he knew that he hadn't slept all night.

There were stubbles all over his chin, and his eyes were black and blue.Looking very haggard.

"You didn't sleep?" Li Li's voice was also soft when she was warmed up in sleep.

Si Chongshuo nodded, and gently pinched the back of Li Li's neck twice with his palm, "Does your waist still hurt?"

Li Li tentatively rolled over and lay flat.

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

Si Chongshuo was still worried.Get up and get out of bed, "Let's go to the hospital to have a look."

"I don't want to go." Li Li grabbed the quilt and wrapped it up.Ever since I became Li Li, I was either on the way to the hospital or living in the hospital.Now he has a shadow on the word hospital, and he will not go if he can.

Si Chongshuo squatted beside Li Li's bed and coaxed softly, "Hey, let's go and have a look. Otherwise, don't worry."

"No." Li Li even hid her head in the bed, who is to blame?It's not your fault!

Listening to Li Li's angry words, Si Chongshuo's already numb heart ached again.

"Li Li, let's go to the doctor to check. If something really goes wrong...you really can't leave me."

Li Li's fingertips trembled slightly.Why did I suddenly want to cry when I heard that I was leaving Si Chongshuo?

Showing her small head, Li Li felt depressed.

"Okay."

Si Chongshuo got the consent, immediately found out Li Li's clothes and handed them to him, and went out to change with his own clothes.

This time Li Li lay in the back seat, he asked for it himself and Si Chongshuo also intended to do so.

In addition to being unable to straighten her legs, the back seat allows Li Li's waist to lie in the most comfortable position.

On the other hand, Li Li didn't want to have the chance to look at Si Chongshuo, especially in the extremely embarrassing environment in the car.

"Can't you tell me what's wrong?"

Li Li felt that she had the right to know Si Chongshuo's condition.

Even in the back seat, Li Li felt Si Chongshuo's breath suffocated.

After a while, he opened his mouth and said, "I can't tell."

"But Hao Ping advises you to stay away from my life."

Si Chongshuo said these words with some difficulty.

"He said you would hurt me?" Li Li sneered.

Si Chongshuo stopped talking, but Li Li somehow knew what he was thinking.

He should be thinking that he really hurt himself.

"You can't control yourself?" Li Li thought of what Si Chongshuo said last night.He can't control himself.

Si Chongshuo was silent for a while, then hummed lightly.

He really didn't want to admit it.

Li Li stared at the roof of the car and blinked, recalling Si Chongshuo's appearance yesterday.A noun came to mind.

I just don't know if it's the kind of disease I thought.

"You..." Li Li wanted to ask him, why did this happen?This disease should be treated like this?But he couldn't even ask.

The reason is all yourself.

"The obsession is too deep. I am obsessed with many things. I know the answer but I still don't want to understand it." Si Chongshuo said suddenly, his voice was so soft that he seemed to be talking to himself.

Li Li tilted her head and reached out to buckle the leather of the backrest.

It's so annoying, it feels like I made a mistake.

"It has nothing to do with you." Si Chongshuo seemed to know what Li Li was thinking, and said it to the point.

Li Li's fingers paused.

"I guess you are blaming yourself again." Si Chongshuo chuckled.

Li Li laughed for the first time since last night, but this laughter made Li Li's eyes red.

She always felt that no one liked her, and she was always pitying herself.

Shen Boli, you are so hypocritical!

A simple examination was done at the hospital. Although the bone was sprained, the injury did not worsen.Just be more careful in the future.

Li Li stared blankly at the back of the driver's seat where Si Chongshuo was sitting.

"Why didn't you say it before?"

"Huh?" Si Chongshuo was thinking about whether to send Li Li back, but he didn't realize what Li Li was asking for a while.

Li Li curled her lips, "It's fine if you don't hear clearly."

Si Chongshuo felt embarrassed because he must have asked something important.Remember hard.

What were you going to say before?

"Why didn't I say I liked you?"

Li Li touched her hot face, and nodded cheekily, "...um."

"I'm afraid you will leave." Si Chongshuo replied very quickly this time.

Li Li froze for a moment, and took a deep breath.

"I want to eat hot pot."

"Huh?..." Si Chongshuo was unable to react to such a large jump in thinking.

"You can't now..."

"Then I want to eat crayfish."

"I just ate last night."

"Then...I want to eat squid stewed chicken."

“The millet is too spicy...”

"Then go home and eat! You did it."

Si Chongshuo almost stepped on the brakes.He suddenly looked up at the rearview mirror, although he couldn't see Li Li's face except his belly and legs.

"Okay." But Li Li also didn't see the smile that Si Chongshuo slightly curled his lips.

Li Li was sluggish again after a meal, and he ate too much.

Thinking about things in my heart, I always eat enough to eat.

Seeing Si Chongshuo who was concentrating on rubbing his stomach, Li Li began to examine himself three times a day again.

Whether you are full, happy or rich.

No!

Li Li reflected on her attitude towards Si Chongshuo!

I have been married to Si Chongshuo for seven years, although they are not in the same body now.

His refusal last night should have hurt Si Chongshuo's heart, that's why he reacted so strongly.

But he clearly knew that he still couldn't accept it, and he was so tough... It's because no one can accept it, okay!

It felt like I was going to be raped.

When Si Chongshuo was not in the room yesterday, Li Li was still thinking about it when she was bored looking through things, a man like Si Chongshuo.In my room, there will be a little...ahem...that kind of thing.

It is said that men at thirty are like wolves and tigers, cough.

but!Si Chongshuo showed no such sign at all.

Li Li couldn't restrain her doubts about Si Chongshuo's ability to do that.

However, Si Chongshuo made Li Li doubt his life with his actions last night.

Cough cough, so Li Li can be sure that Si Chongshuo is a normal man.

In those seven years, he was able to bear it.To be honest, Li Li couldn't believe it.

"Si Chongshuo, you..." Li Li just couldn't control her rambling thoughts and mouth that wanted to say something.

"You haven't been with anyone else... huh? Tell the truth, I won't be angry. Even if I'm married..."

Si Chongshuo's complexion changed colorfully.It is red at first, then turns blue, and finally turns black into the bottom of the pot.

Stretching out his hand to pinch Li Li's mouth, he really didn't want to hear him say any more.

"Are you doubting me?"

"Hmm." Li Li, who was pinched and pouting, hastily shook her head.

Si Chongshuo withdrew his hand and took a deep breath.

In the past, Shen Baili was shameless when speaking.Now it is even tap dancing on Si Chongshuo's bottom line every day.

"What are you thinking again?" Si Chongshuo only felt his temples throbbing.

Li Li blinked, with an innocent look on her face, "I thought you didn't have any desire in this area."

Si Chongshuo choked, "Who said that?"

The tone has changed.This question should be thought about carefully.Li Li swallowed her saliva.

"I...guess. You didn't have any...well, what kind of behavior before."

Si Chongshuo understood it, and laughed out of breath, "So you think there is something wrong with my ability?"

"No!" Li Li shook her head frantically.

"Li, Li!" Si Chongshuo's voice dropped by more than an octave.

Li Li turned her head.I dare not look at Si Chongshuo "I really didn't mean that..."

The blue veins on Si Chongshuo's forehead were throbbing faintly.

Take a deep breath.

Say it silently three times in your heart.Li Li is hurt, Li Li is hurt, Li Li is hurt.

"Your behavior really makes me wonder if you are expressing dissatisfaction with your desire?" Si Chongshuo clenched his molars and glared at Li Li. This goblin was challenging his own endurance limit.

Li Li pulled the corner of her mouth and smiled dryly, "I... I just had a whim, and my mouth didn't know how to handle it. I withdraw, withdraw the sentence just now."

"Withdraw?" Si Chongshuo sneered and stretched out his hand to frame Li Li into his arms, forcing him to look directly at him, "Withdrawal is invalid."

At this moment, Li Li regretted and wanted to eat her own tongue, but her mouth was still quite imposing.

"You, don't think that if you are sick, I dare not do anything to you!"

Seeing Li Li's stern look, Si Chongshuo's little anger was extinguished.

He raised his hand to caress Li Li's face and pressed his thumb lightly on Li Li's lips, "Otherwise what can you do to me?"

Li Li narrowed her eyes and snorted, "Otherwise I'll bite you!" After speaking, she opened her mouth and bit Si Chongshuo's thumb.

Li Li didn't push hard, but just held it lightly.It won't hurt and he won't be able to shrink back.Of course, Si Chongshuo didn't want to shrink back.

Seeing Si Chongshuo's eyes getting darker and darker, Li Li obediently let go of her mouth again and subconsciously pressed her tongue against his fingers to spit it out.

Si Chongshuo pressed Li Li's small canine teeth to make him open his mouth slightly.Breathing is heavier than before.

Seeing Si Chongshuo who was slowly approaching, Li Li felt that he could not breathe.He knew what Si Chongshuo wanted to do, but at this moment he didn't know whether he should push Si Chongshuo away or let him do it.

"Hey, give me a kiss." Si Chongshuo felt Li Li's nervousness, but now he really didn't want to let him go.

Li Li looked at Si Chongshuo with wet eyes.

Under such eyes, even a man can't stand it.

Si Chongshuo bowed his head, his movements were a little cautious.Lips lightly touched Li Li.Feeling that Li Li didn't want to resist other than her whole body was stiff, besides the sudden ecstasy in her heart, she felt sorry for Li Li's tenderness.

"Hmm..." Li Li could only raise her head because of her height and sitting posture, adding Si Chongshuo's teasing in her mouth.Li Li felt that her neck was about to break, but at the same time, she also felt that her trachea was about to break.

He still can't accept this wet kiss, it's so weird.

Si Chongshuo quickly let him go this time.Because Li Li was crying.

"What's wrong?!" Si Chongshuo asked in a panic while holding Li Li's face.

Li Li covered her mouth with the back of her hand and shook her head, "It's nothing, it's just too...strange."

I was so uncomfortable that my physical tears flowed out uncontrollably.

Si Chongshuo took his hand away, and kissed the corner of Li Li's mouth while Li Li was absent-minded, "It's not surprising if you get used to it."

Li Li glared at him.Si Chongshuo really turned bad.

"How did you become like this?" Li Li pushed Si Chongshuo away, and picked up the pillow at hand to block between herself and Si Chongshuo.

Si Chongshuo was in a particularly good mood.Hold onto Li Li's hand and gently pinch his fingertips.

"Do you hate me for becoming like this?"

Li Li thought about it.

do not know.

"What did Hao Ping say?" Li Li didn't want to answer.

"All!" Li Li added another sentence.

Si Chongshuo smiled lightly, "That is to say, let you leave me. I will go to him to receive counseling treatment."

Li Li turned her head to look at Si Chongshuo.I feel a little irritable.

"You still don't want to say it?"

Si Chongshuo lowered his eyes and pulled Li Li's fingers to pinch gently.

Li Li withdrew her finger, "I think I should have the right to know, no matter what."

Still silent.

"Si Chongshuo." Li Li grabbed the pillow on her body and threw it at Si Chongshuo, "Are you still a man? Isn't it just sick? Why are you mother-in-law and mother-in-law who can't hold a fart for a long time?!"

"If you don't want to say it, get out of here!"

Si Chongshuo took Li Li and waved his hands to take off the pillow and put it on the sofa.

He really didn't want to tell Li Li, but he had the right to know what Li Li said.

"I really don't know the specifics, because I am also somewhat resistant." Si Chongshuo hugged Li Li into his arms.

"Hao Ping said that whether I can be cured or not depends only on myself."

Li Li huddled in Si Chongshuo's arms and pouted, "Is it rage?"

Si Chongshuo froze for a moment and looked down at Li Li, who was also looking up at him.

Si Chongshuo nodded slowly after being silent for a while, "Yes, and no."

"What do you mean?" Li Li frowned.

"Hao Ping said that this is caused by my psychological depression. I'm just more paranoid than others... and I can't control my emotions well." Si Chongshuo's tone was very difficult, he was afraid that Li Li would leave him because of this reason.

"So that's what you mean when you say it will hurt me?" Li Li raised her eyes and chuckled.

"Yes." Si Chongshuo nodded, "My obsession is you."

Li Li leaned her head on Si Chongshuo's shoulder.

Fairly honest.

In fact, on the way home from the hospital today, Li Li secretly sent a text message to Hao Ping asking about Si Chongshuo's condition.

"Specifically, I think he should tell you himself." Hao Ping's reply was like this.

"His obsession is Shen Baili, and now you are Shen Baili's substitute. Shen Baili's death has dealt a huge blow to him. As long as you know that your resistance or disagreement with him will stimulate him. It is still too late to leave him now, if later If you regret it, he may do something irreversible to you."

"Irreversible?" Li Li didn't quite know the extent of Hao Ping's "irreversible".

"Anything is possible, like breaking your legs and preventing you from going out in those TV dramas... Just kidding."

Li Li rolled her eyes, this joke is not funny.

Looking up at Si Chongshuo's nervous expression, Li Li thought, "Does this mean that this man really likes me?"

Si Chongshuo was so nervous, but he saw Li Li suddenly smiled, and was a little confused for a while, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Li Li reached out and patted Si Chongshuo's arm that was holding her.

"I'm not afraid of you. Anyway, I've died once. It's a big deal that I will die in your hands this time."