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Li Li hasn't slept so comfortably for a long time.Wrapped in the familiar smell, I slept very peacefully.

Opening his eyes in a daze, Li Li couldn't sit up because his waist was exhausted, so he stretched out his hands and rubbed his eyes.

"Si Chongshuo."

Li Li had already forgotten that she had already returned home from the hospital.The tip of his nose is full of the smell of Si Chongshuo, and he can't help but feel that he must be by his side.

"Huh? Wake up." But as expected, Si Chongshuo was by his side, and immediately sat down beside Li Li's bed when he heard the sound.

"Hmm..." Li Li stretched her waist a little, "What time is it now?"

Si Chongshuo looked at Li Li's defenseless appearance, and the smile in his eyes deepened, "It's already seven or eight o'clock. After sleeping for so long, you won't be able to sleep again at night."

Li Li snorted and rubbed her eyes again.It's nighttime, no wonder the light in the room is so dim.

"Huh?!" Li Li suddenly opened her eyes wide.

Si Chongshuo was amused by him like this, "What's wrong?"

"This? This is your room?!" Li Li was shocked.

"That's right." Si Chongshuo still looked puzzled.She didn't think there was any problem with Li Li being in her own room at all.

Li Li wanted to sit up, but couldn't do it.Si Chongshuo put his hand on his waist to help him up.

"Why am I in your room?"

Si Chongshuo raised his eyes to look at him, and questioned, "There are only four rooms in the house. Mine, Shen Boli's, Mumu's and Auntie's. Why don't you sleep here?"

"Sleep with me...sleep in Shen Baili's room!"

Si Chongshuo frowned and said, "No, you can't sleep in her room."

"Why, she...I can't just sleep with you all the time!" Li Li felt that Si Chongshuo was making things difficult for herself.

Si Chongshuo suddenly had a serious expression on his face, "You forgot, I said that I like Shen Baili, and there is no way I would let someone else sleep in her room." Those words made people tremble... If you don't If you are so close to Li Litie.

The corners of Li Li's mouth twitched, "Then I can't sleep in the same room as you." Why does it feel like shooting yourself in the foot?

Si Chongshuo immediately became innocent, "Why not, you and I are both men."

"..." Li Li knew why Si Chongshuo emphasized that he was a man in the elevator just now.Just waiting for myself here!

"No, I won't sleep with you. I'm going to Shen Baili's room!" Seeing that Si Chongshuo couldn't talk, Li Li began to play tricks.

Si Chongshuo stretched out a hand to press the head of the bed behind Li Li's head, and said in a deep voice, "Only Shen Baili can sleep in that room, do you want to say that you are Shen Baili?"

Li Li, who was suddenly hit by the wall, swallowed, "I am, I am Shen Boli."

"I don't believe it." Si Chongshuo moved closer.Li Li felt that Si Chongshuo's nose was about to touch her.

"I really am..."

"Then why didn't you say it before?" Si Chongshuo chuckled lightly.

Li Li choked.This Si Chongshuo really will repay the way of others with his own body.Before I asked him why he didn't say he liked Shen Baili before he died, but now he immediately replied to him.

"And..." Si Chongshuo didn't get Li Li's answer either.

"If you are Shen Baili, then you are my legal wife. Then you not only want to share the same bed with me, but also do some things that should be done between husband and wife."

"...Si Chongshuo, you rascal!" Li Li pushed Si Chongshuo away.

This man is really crazy, he has never been like this before!Li Li's face flushed red.In the past, I used to tease others by saying sao, but today I was teased by others, or was it Si Chongshuo? !

"You...I, I don't live here anymore, I want to go home!" Li Li was so nervous that there was nowhere to put her hands.

Si Chongshuo sat back and stretched out his hand to support Li Li's waist, "This is your home, where do you want to go back?"

"Si Chongshuo! You did it on purpose!"

"Yes."

"I made porridge, do you want to drink it?" Si Chongshuo laughed when he heard Li Li's stomach growl, pulling the quilt on purpose.

Li Li became even angrier when she heard this, and as soon as she lifted the quilt, she almost pointed at Si Chongshuo's nose and scolded, "Si Chongshuo, you clearly know that I don't drink porridge, but you just want to punish me!"

Si Chongshuo opened his eyes wide, acting like I don't know, "You don't drink porridge, I really don't know."

"You! You knew it clearly!" Li Li was so angry that she didn't even know who she was.

Si Chongshuo raised his eyebrows and asked, "I've only known you for a few days? How would I know?"

"Me!...." Li Li then remembered that she was Li Li.

Pulling over the quilt and wrapping himself up again, he was bored for a long time before he said, "Anyway, I don't drink porridge."

Si Chongshuo reached out and rubbed the little bulge, then walked out with a light smile.

After a while, Li Li, who was hiding under the quilt, smelled the fragrance.

"It smells so good!" Did Si Chongshuo order takeaway?

But why is there the sound of a spatula?

Li Li lay on the bed and waited for an unknown how long, when Si Chongshuo finally came in.

"time to eat."

Li Li pretended to be dead and said nothing, and let Si Chongshuo carry her out like this.

At some point, the dining chair was replaced with a chair that was all upholstered, and Si Chongshuo gently put Li Li into the chair.

"Wow!" Li Li looked at the dishes on the table and couldn't help but whet his appetite.All are my favorite dishes.

Si Chongshuo filled half a bowl of rice and handed it to him.

"Thank you!" Li Li raised her head, but her eyes never moved away from the fried pork on the table.

"Yeah." It's still the same smell as before.Li Li just put it in his mouth and ate it.This is the one he would order when he and Si Chongshuo were at home.

Seeing Li Li's happy face, Si Chongshuo also smiled and said, "Is it delicious?"

"It's delicious!" Li Lichao nodded happily.I haven't eaten it for a long time, and thought I would never eat it again?

"Which store did you order?" After asking the name of the store, even if Si Chongshuo is not around, or moved out by himself, he can still eat it.

Si Chongshuo paused with his hands, "You... think this is the takeaway I ordered?"

"Yeah." Li Li nodded with sweet and sour pork ribs in her mouth.

Si Chongshuo smiled helplessly.

"These are all made by myself."

"Bang!" The ribs fell into the bowl.

Li Li's mouth was still stained with sauce, she opened her mouth slightly and looked at Si Chongshuo in shock, "You...did it?"

Si Chongshuo looked directly at Li Li, "Yes, I learned from my mother. She said...Shen Baili likes these dishes."

"When?!" After seven years of marriage, Li Li never knew.

Si Chongshuo sighed softly, "Before marriage."

Li Li stared blankly at Si Chongshuo, unable to say a word.

"Of course I haven't learned the essence of mother. Otherwise, Shen Baili should feel familiar."

"Why...why?" Li Li frowned, as if her heart was tightly held by an invisible hand.The pain was too great to breathe.

Si Chongshuo laughed, but Li Li heard something shatter in his heart when he laughed.

"Because I like Shen Baili." He said it as a matter of course, as if he said that he should bring an umbrella when it rains today.

Li Li put down the bowl and chopsticks in her hand, only felt that her throat seemed to be choked by something and it was difficult to swallow.

"So, it used to be... you made it yourself?" In the past, when Mumu went to his parents' house, and Si Chongshuo and himself had something to do and couldn't go back, it was only him and Si Chongshuo who were left at home.Auntie went back to her parents' house with Mumu, and no one was cooking.Although Shen Boli can cook some dishes, they are barely edible and watchable.She felt that Si Chongshuo would not want to eat.

Every time this kind of thing is solved by Si Chongshuo, when Si Chongshuo asks Shen Baili to eat.The meals are all on the table.He always thought it was the takeaway that Si Chongshuo ordered.

I thought it was because I said at the time that the food in this restaurant was delicious, so Si Chongshuo kept ordering the food from this restaurant after that.Unexpectedly, Si Chongshuo did all these things with his own hands.

"Shen Baili has never known." Si Chongshuo looked at the food on the table and suddenly spoke again.

"I..." Li Li's eye sockets were sore, and her chest was also in pain.

Si Chongshuo smiled and said, "But I am willing to keep doing it for her."

"Why didn't you say it all the time?" It made me feel so uncomfortable and guilty now.

Si Chongshuo said, "What did you say? Did you say I like you?"

Li Li was shocked by the phrase "I like you", and was about to speak, Si Chongshuo continued, "What kind of reaction do you think Shen Boli would have had if he heard me say this?"

Li Li was stunned for a moment.Yes, how would I react?

"She would smile and say stop joking, and then keep a distance from me, getting further and further away. She would even ask for a divorce." Si Chongshuo looked directly at Li Li, making him unavoidable.

"She is like this, extremely insecure. She is also unwilling to believe that others can give her happiness. She is afraid that if her heart is handed over to someone else, that person will break it."

Si Chongshuo laughed at himself, "Even after being married for seven years, she still can't believe me. It's not the same now that she doesn't believe me."

"Isn't it?"

Li Li was startled, and Si Chongshuo's question made Li Li stand in fear.

"but..."

Si Chongshuo avoided his gaze and looked towards the living room.He said softly, "So this time I don't want to wait like this anymore, I think I should take the initiative."

"...Si Chongshuo." Li Li only felt the bitterness in his mouth.

"Did you know?" Si Chongshuo continued.

"Huh?" Li Li hummed lightly.

Si Chongshuo looked at Li Li again, but there was only nostalgia in his eyes.

"How do I feel when she's lying in the freezer with her eyes closed, never waking up?"

Li Li's heart skipped a beat.

What mood?Li Li suddenly felt sour and wanted to cry.

"I was wondering if she was alone there, would it be cold, would she be hungry, would she... think of me?" Si Chongshuo suddenly got up and went into the kitchen with his eyes down.

"I'm full, let's go wash the pots and dishes first. You eat slowly."

Li Li still sat stiffly on the chair, looking at the empty space in front of her and at the warm dishes on the table.Vision begins to blur.

Picking up the bowls and chopsticks, Li Li sniffled and stretched out her hands to pick up the vegetables, quietly eating each bite of the vegetables.

It's just that the tears fell into the bowl drop by drop.

It was mixed with rice and was eaten by Li Li.

The author has something to say: If Shen Baili really died, Si Chongshuo might cook meals every day and sit at the dining table looking at the empty living room.