silent in the black lake

For the first time in my memory, I bathed in the sun. The warmth gave me the urge to take off all my clothes so that my whole body could fully feel it.

"Come and eat" he said coldly behind me

"No" This is the first time I have said no directly to him, I am so greedy for this sunshine, this piece of air, this breeze and all the brilliant colors in front of me

Suddenly my arm was pulled strongly, and I fell into his cold arms. He tightened my grip, pinched my chin, forced me to look at him, stared at me fiercely and said: "You are disobedient when you come out? Then Just go back and wait for me."

"I'm not disobedient" I hurriedly defended, I was really a little afraid to go back to that golden cage

"Do you want to die if you don't eat?" He gritted his teeth and said, "I said, die, don't even think about it."

"I don't want to eat" I really don't want to eat, I just want to feel the sunshine and air outside

He stared at me, his face was very gloomy, his eyes were so dark that he seemed to swallow up the sunlight, he seemed a little disbelieving, he turned my face and stabbed his fangs into my neck involuntarily

I looked up and ignored the glare of the sun, and tried to open my eyes wide to see the original appearance of the sun. Hot tears kept overflowing from the corners of my eyes and sliding down my face, even though all the heat of my body was concentrated on his icy fangs As his sucking disappears from my body, but I feel so warm at this moment

He stopped smoking, pulled my face down, looked at me for a long time, wiped off the heat marks on my face, suddenly hugged me tightly, and said a little unhappy: "Go to eat first, after eating, how do you want to sunbathe? , if you don’t eat, your blood is really hard to drink, it affects my appetite.”

Before I could answer, he hugged me like this, picked me up straight, and walked towards the castle

"I walk by myself" I struggled, my feet wanted to touch the ground, even though I knew that struggling was always fruitless, I still had to try my best, this is probably what he said about being stubborn

"Stubborn" he said coldly, but he didn't intend to let me go, even though I struggled and kicked, he still carried me into the gorgeous and huge restaurant like this before letting me go

"In terms of stubbornness, I can't compare to you" I sneered, actually I think he should be regarded as paranoid

Ignoring my sarcasm, he sat down on the luxurious sofa at the top of the dining table several meters long, "Come and sit down" he ordered

It's not manipulative, so I go to the bottom of the table, pull out the chair to sit down, keep as far away from him as possible

"Let you sit! Where do you sit, roll over" He seemed a little angry and directly manipulated me

My legs took me to his side, and I sat in his arms involuntarily. He snapped his fingers immediately, and the servants jumped in with golden dinner plates full of various foods. Fill a dining table several meters long

"Which one would you like to eat?" he asked, his tone was rare gentle, seeing that I didn't answer, he waved his hand again, and the servant at the side immediately moved some of the plates to me and him

"I heard that these are some of your favorite dishes." He forked the food on the plate in front of him and handed it to my mouth

"I eat by myself" I turned my head, although I was surprised that he wanted to feed me, but this way of eating made me feel like a child who was pampered and cared for, which felt contrary to the humiliation and pain that his bullying torture brought me

He pinched my chin, turned my face back, and said with a gloomy face: "If you don't eat, get out of your room." Then he put the food on my mouth without any explanation

I have to admit that this threat is very shocking to me now. Once I have felt the warmth of the sun, I am even more afraid of the coldness of that golden cage. I don’t even want to remember it, let alone be imprisoned back again.

I compromised in an instant, opened my mouth to swallow the food, and then his expression softened, and he forked the food again and handed it to my mouth, asking, "How does it taste?"

"No taste" I replied casually. It's not that the food has no taste, but that I have no appetite and can't taste the aroma of the food.

"Drain that human chef and kill him" he said suddenly, and the servants beside him also bowed their waists and walked quickly to the door

I was so shocked that I hurriedly stopped: "Wait a minute, don't go, don't kill him"

He snapped his fingers, and the servant stopped immediately

"Why did you kill him?" I looked at him hurriedly, I always felt that it was because of my evaluation

"The dishes are tasteless, what's the use of keeping him, and he lied to me, why don't I kill him?" He raised his eyebrows

"It smells, it's just that I don't have an appetite, it has nothing to do with him" I explained

"Of course it has something to do with him. The dishes he cooks don't satisfy your appetite. If you can't eat them, your blood will become more and more unpalatable, which will affect my appetite," he said leisurely

This is really an absurd reasoning that sounds reasonable. "You don't want to drink my blood." I am a little angry, but his selfishness wants to use me as an excuse to kill people, which makes me feel guilty

"He also deceived me, and I will never let anyone who deceives me go." He said coldly, snapped his fingers again, and the servant immediately walked forward

"Wait a minute!" I yelled at the servant, but the servant ignored me and walked on. "Stop him," I said angrily.

Irritability appeared in his dark eyes, he grabbed my chin and raised it, "Who are you ordering?" He stared at me fiercely and said, "Remember your own identity, you are just a toy"

"How can I not kill him?" I looked directly at him

"No matter what." He leaned closer to me, "Who told him to lie to me that this is your favorite food?"

My heart trembled, and I hurriedly said: "It's what I like to eat, he didn't lie to you"

The plates served in front of me were indeed some of my favorite foods. I didn’t lie, but he didn’t believe it. “It’s too late now,” he said

Guilt immediately took over my heart. I killed an innocent person with a casual sentence. I have never met him, but he lost his life because of me.

"Since it's what you like, eat more." He forked up the food and handed it to my mouth. His words were very gentle, but now this gentleness sounds very indifferent to me

"Don't kill him" I clenched my fists: "I'll go back"

He was stunned, and gloom suddenly gathered in his black eyes, and anger instantly occupied his face. He broke the fork in his hand, and suddenly threw the tablecloth in front of him, and overturned all the dinner plates on it. On the ground, he grabbed me by the neck, lifted me up abruptly, pressed me onto the dining table, stared at me fiercely, and said in a low voice through gritted teeth, "Say it again."

I could feel that he was very angry, he pinched my hand so hard that I couldn't breathe, I couldn't help but grab his arm, "Don't...kill him...." I Looked at him and said what I hadn't said to him in three years: "...please"

In the past three years, I have never begged him, even when I was on the verge of death, even when I was most broken, I never begged him to let me go, I made up my mind that even if I died, I would never beg him, this is my last My dignity is also my greatest stubbornness

But at this moment, I have no choice but to beg him. I can't bear the guilt of implicating an innocent person I have never met. This guilt has defeated my remaining dignity and made me unable to be stubborn.

He was taken aback in disbelief, then his face twisted, he stared at me half-smiling and half-crying and said, "Please? For a human being, a human being you've never seen before?" He suddenly grinned ferociously. , "You can kill me, or you can kill yourself, just to get out of the room, and now for a human being who has never seen it before, you not only said you can go back, but also begged me?"

The black lake in his eyes suddenly surged with shocking waves, as if venting his anger, he invaded me non-stop. I really wanted to take a big breath, but he kept tightening his five fingers while pinching me. The feeling of suffocation made me dizzy, and my body The pain also rushed into the brain, and suddenly the headache was splitting

"Kill him, immediately, immediately, kill him, kill him!" he suddenly shouted furiously

"No..." I sadly watched the humble servants on both sides trotting out. At this moment, I was full of guilt, and there was also a sense of powerlessness that I couldn't even get rid of.

"Don't cry!" He ordered me through gritted teeth, slapped my face vigorously and wiped my eyes vigorously

It was an order and I stopped crying

I don't know how long it took until a servant rushed in to report that he had killed the chef and put a glass bottle full of red liquid on the table. He stopped violating, pulled up my pants with a gloomy face, and then stared at me. I

After a long time, he suddenly laughed evilly, picked up the glass bottle on the table, took a sip, then slammed my lips, pinched my jaw and forced me to open my mouth, and poured the blood from his mouth into mine , ignoring my struggle to keep my jaw up, forcing me to swallow the blood

I was immediately disgusted, turned over and vomited, but he didn't stop him. He took my arm and said with a smile: "How do you care about the taste of human beings? You are so hypocritical. You begged me not to kill him. Nausea in the face of him"

He didn’t pull me back until I couldn’t vomit anymore, admired my appearance, and said with a smile: “But the smell of his blood is really disgusting.”

He reached out and wiped the corner of my mouth, and said, "You should be hungry now after throwing up for so long."

The tone was very understanding, but I had an ominous premonition. The next moment he picked me up, threw me in front of the pile of soup and scattered food on the ground, and said, "Eat everything here. Get out, or I'll lock you back up."

Suddenly he said with a slight smile: "This is made by the human beings you care about. Don't waste it. Food is very precious. This much should be enough for children from poor families to eat for a year. If you eat it all, Otherwise, a poor human child will starve to death every day.”

He squatted next to me, pinched my chin, and forced me to look at him with my face, saying: "Then the crime on your body will be aggravated."

At this moment, he is like a demon, not only controlling everything about me, but also using my weakness to control my heart

I turned my head, broke my chin from his hand, and looked at the food on the ground with some nausea. Although the food fell to the ground, it was not dirty at all, because there was no dust on the ground, and there should be servants who cleaned it all the time, but My mouth still tastes like blood that makes me sick

"Why, can't you eat?" He chuckled, "Then please, please, I will let you go."

I immediately grabbed the food on the ground and stuffed it into my mouth, swallowing it with difficulty. The taste of the food mixed with the taste of blood suddenly became sour and fishy, ​​and I wanted to spit it out as soon as I ate it

"Eat fast, there are things to do later," he urged impatiently

I stuffed a lot of food into my mouth again, and my throat hurt from swallowing. I don’t know what kind of food it was, but it also had a fishy smell. It collided with the smell of blood, and the smell of blood was continuously amplified. I swallowed the blood Feeling so sick, I immediately vomited it out. This time, I felt like all my internal organs were going to come out of my mouth at the same time.

"You're such a waste, Noel, it looks like a child is going to starve to death," he said leisurely

"No!" I grabbed his arm

He immediately pinched my chin, turned my face, wiped the corners of my eyes, staring at me with cloudy black eyes, and said softly, "Please, you don't have to eat."

"You don't... kill people... I beg you" I said while looking at him with short breaths

His black eyes were clouded instantly, and he immediately slapped me hard, knocking me to the ground, then he stood up and kicked the food on the ground trampled, smashed and kicked away, roaring angrily: "A virtuous man!" , It’s all a virtue! From before to now, it’s been a dead virtue! Damn it! Damn it! Damn it human!”

I thought he was talking about me, but he suddenly shouted: "A bunch of damn humans! Noel who taught me badly! Damn humans! Damn!"

This sentence made my heart tighten, but before I had time to think, he suddenly pulled me up, pulled me into his arms, hugged me tightly and said, "Noel, you can only love me and care about me alone, understand "

I blurted out: "Got it" but then I realized it was supposed to be an order

His body trembled, he held my shoulders, stared at me overjoyed, held my lips for a long time, and gave a domineering deep kiss