He's sickly in control

Tang Bai returned to the alley from before.

Although Chen Li said that she was full of disgust in her heart, she did not dare to express it in front of Fu Chen.

Tang Xian's expression on the side was a bit unnatural. He always remembered what Lu Zhou said to him that day, but he didn't know how to refute it.

Fu Chen patted Tang Bai's head with a smile like a big brother, wanted to say something but hesitated, so he gave Chen Li a warning look, and left the door.

Tang Bai was a little dazed, his eyes were fixed on Fu Chen's leaving back, he seemed to see Lu Zhou's figure in Fu Chen's back, tall and tall, looming and gradually overlapping and disappearing.

His lips moved, his voice was so soft that it seemed to disappear with the wind, Tang Bai's eyes gradually became confused and he murmured, "Tangtang."

Lu Zhou dismissed Mrs. Zhang.

He seems to have returned to his peaceful life before, attending classes, making courseware, eating, and sleeping normally, so that no one can see the problem.

It's just that when he occasionally saw the fox doll on the bed, Lu Zhou would be in a daze for a while, his eyes slightly curved, with sporadic smiles.

There is still a large jar of unfinished candy in the cupboard, which was bought last time to appease his temper, and has been bought for more than half a year.

There is still chocolate milk that Tang Bai likes to drink in the refrigerator, and it will expire in a month. Lu Zhou remembers that every time he drinks it, there will always be some milk foam on his mouth.

Lu Zhou sat down on a chair, lit a cigarette, took a sip, and then exhaled a cloud of smoke. His face was half-lit in the lingering smoke, as if he was very close and yet far away.

He dusted off the cigarette ash, and was about to press the cigarette butt on his left hand to extinguish it as usual, but stopped, and twisted the cigarette butt on the desk with his backhand in slow motion.

After getting dressed, Lu Zhou drove away.

He came to the alley where Tang Bai was, his suit and leather shoes, and his elegant black suit was ironed to a perfect fit.

Lu Zhou slowly stepped on the bluestone bricks, and then stopped outside a room. The stench and rotten smell filled his nostrils, and Lu Zhou's expression remained unchanged.

He secretly stared at Tang Bai who was sitting in the yard through the gate.

Why is it still the same as before, holding a branch to poke at the ant hole in the corner, even if the pants are dirty, they don't know how to change them, how stupid.

A few days ago, I saw him playing with ant holes here, and today I saw him digging ant holes here. I don’t know how much I have learned from what I taught him before.

These days are getting colder and colder, and I don't know if the frostbite on his hand has eased. Lu Zhou reached out and knocked on the door a few times, until Tang Bai noticed the movement and was about to run over. Then he hurried He hurriedly put chilblain ointment and the clothes and gloves he bought in front of the door, and left in a hurry.

Lu Zhou couldn't count how many times this was the first time he came here. Every time he wanted to see him, he would silently say that this was the last time, Lu Zhou, this was the last time, but how many last times did he have?

Lu Zhou smiled wryly.

In January, the weather dropped directly below zero, and the cold wind slapped heavily on the face like a knife handle, making people shiver from the cold, and occasionally there would be light snow that would melt on the ground.

Lu Zhou wrapped up his cotton coat and went out. He was carrying Tang Bai's favorite Black Forest cake and some high-quality thermal jackets.

Every time he would carefully put things in front of Tang Bai's door, trying to avoid the chance of direct contact, Lu Zhou really didn't dare to accept Tang Bai's fear.

And flinched.

Whenever he thinks about this, there are dull pains in his chest, reminding him over and over again how stupid things he has done.

When Lu Zhou put the things at the door, somehow he happened to meet Tang Bai's gaze. Lu Zhou gasped for breath and was about to flee in a hurry.

Lu Zhou didn't dare to turn his head back, but he seemed to vaguely hear Tang Bai calling him, as well as slight footsteps.

He still couldn't bear to look back.

Tang Bai stared blankly at Lu Zhou's back gradually going away, and he called out unprecedentedly, "Tangtang."

That is Tangtang, that is Tangtang who will kiss him, laugh and take him to play.

Although Tang Bai was clumsy, he knew that it was Tangtang that he was familiar with and could feel.

He followed, walking eagerly for fear that he would never see him again.

"Tang Bai." Tang Xian came out of the house for some reason and called to stop him.

Tang Bai stopped running, turned to look at Tang Xian on the other side, Tang Xian waved to him and said, "It's going to rain, come back."

Tang Bai pursed his lips, looked up at the gray sky, and walked back obediently after all.

The pattering rain fell, wet Lu Zhou's clothes, and the raindrops snaked down his hair. He looked back and stared at the two people who were gradually disappearing, and his back was gradually blurred in the rain.

I could only vaguely see Tang Xian holding the umbrella handle high under the dark blue umbrella, and Tang Bai on the side was close to him, extremely trusting and obedient.

Lu Zhou was terribly scared before, he turned around and let go of Tang Bai and followed the others.

Lu Zhou laughed at himself coldly, he was really afraid of something.

He was quite prescient.

The cold raindrops slapped his face indiscriminately, and the rainwater flowed in from his neck. With a chill, Lu Zhou couldn't help shivering.

soup white.

This is the last time Tangtang will see you.

I didn't lie to you.