Scumbag, wait for me!

Spring stretches and summer arrives.

Meng Xin would come to Dicos to look for Chen Fan from time to time, and Chen Fan would occasionally go to class with Meng Xin.The two tentatively walked into each other's lives in an extremely gentle way, boiling the frog in warm water, and the frog was soaking in the hot spring.

The weather is getting warmer, and there are more and more people on the street after nightfall.

On this day, Meng Xin fell in love with a new pair of running shoes, and the two made an appointment to finish class and went to Wanda together.

It was just after eight o'clock, and there were many people coming and going in the mall.

Meng Xin went from trying on clothes to trying on shoes with exceptional speed.Chen Fan stood aside, looked at Meng Xin who had made up his mind in three seconds, and said sullenly, "So... what is your purpose for calling me here?"

The corner of Meng Xin's mouth raised, and the dimples hung on his face very nicely. Pointing to the brand new sports T-shirt and classic white running shoes on his body, he asked cheerfully, "Does it look good?"

To be honest, Meng Xin was tall and mighty, with a natural clothes hanger, it was really nice to stand there.However, Chen Fan frowned, and insisted on knocking these two words on the root of his teeth, but he didn't want to say it.

Meng Xin leaned over very embarrassed and asked, "Are you fascinated by me?"

Chen Fan bit his lip, and after a long while, he finally sighed and said helplessly, "Yes, yes, you are ashamed of flowers, like a fish and a wild goose, as beautiful as a fairy than Diaochan!"

"Exaggerated." After Meng Xin finished speaking, she turned her head and said to the little shop assistant girl next to her, "I want both clothes and shoes, so take off the trademark and just wear them and go."

The little girl's face was full of surprise, and the excitement was secretly controlled, and then instantly transformed into a calm and indifferent look, and said politely: "Okay! Sir!"

Chen Fan shook his head and sighed, "It's so boring!"

After Meng Xin paid the money, he winked at Chen Fan, the meaning was obvious: Let's go, servant!

Chen Fan was carrying his own backpack, Meng Xin's large handbag slung across his shoulders, and his clothes and shoes in his arms. He looked like a servant. At this moment, he was looking at Boss Meng with resentment.

Meng Xin came over, but didn't pick up anything, put his arm on Chen Fan's shoulder, put his arms around his neck and said, "I won't use you for nothing, go, I invite you to have a big meal!" People get close.

Chen Fan was stunned for a moment, and his heart skipped a beat.

In the next second, he quickly pushed Meng Xin away and said, "Speak well, who... who will allow you to touch your hands."

All plants and trees are soldiers, always with a sense of humor.Meng Xin was immediately amused by Chen Fan, walked a few steps quickly, raised his arms and continued to harass him shamelessly: "We are innocent, what are you afraid of!"

Meng Xin's strength was so great that Chen Fan couldn't push it away even if he wanted to. The harder he pushed, the more Meng Xin wanted to get closer to him, and he had a great time playing.

The two got out of Nike's store after arguing and fighting, Chen Fan finally couldn't bear it anymore and said, "You've had enough!"

The two of them turned a corner in a daze, and as soon as they turned their heads, Chen Fan bumped into a man, and quickly lowered his head and said, "Yes...I'm sorry..."

"It's okay." The man replied quickly, and hurried away with the people in front.

Chen Fan raised his eyes, and a familiar side face quickly flashed in front of his eyes. It was him...but in a split second, that person disappeared into the crowd.

For the first second, Chen Fan stood there without moving.

………………

In the third second, Meng Xin pushed him and said, "Why are you in a daze?"

………………

In the fifth second, he suddenly chased out like crazy.

White T-shirt, black casual trousers, the earring on the man's left ear is still shining...it's him, it must be him...

Xu Hao, get out of here... Do you hear me, get out of here!

He missed one unrelated person after another, desperately looking and searching in the crowd, a gust of cold wind passed by, carrying the unique air-conditioning in the shopping mall on his body, he seemed to see the figure of that person in a daze.

Chen Fan turned around abruptly, and ran down the elevator quickly. The security guard tried to stop him, shouting loudly: "Sir! It's too dangerous, slow down..." Before the voice fell, he disappeared.

At this moment, Chen Fan left everything behind him. He forgot all about the past, present, and future, and even forgot the phrase "Let's break up..."

"Chen Fan!"

Meng Xin's voice came from behind, pulling him back to reality. He stopped slowly, but his eyes were still looking at the end of the passage where people came and went.

"Who did you meet..."

When Meng Xin caught up and saw Chen Fan's expression, he stopped asking.He put his hand on Chen Fan's shoulder and felt that the man was trembling faintly.

Chen Fan said in a deep voice: "I know... I know he's always been there, but I don't understand why he contacted me again and again after breaking up, but never showed up or met me."

Meng Xin hesitated and said, "You..."

"I'm cheap!"

After Chen Fan finished speaking, he turned around and walked towards the exit silently. He felt as depressed as a dog.

Because he has never been loved before, so it is only a short-term possession, and he is reluctant to let go. Even if that person has left long ago and turned into a sharp knife, he will hold it with his bare hands, even if the blood is flowing.

What a pity!

Meng Xin stood still. After a while, he speeded up to catch up with Chen Fan, grabbed his arm and said, "Happiness is the cheapest thing. Let's go, let's make you happy."

Chen Fan frowned, looking at Meng Xin in a daze.In the next second, he was dragged away by the tall and burly Meng Xin.

"Meng Xin, you..."

"To shut up!"

Meng Xin took Chen Fan straight to the electric field on the fourth floor. He stuffed the clothes in the Nike bag into his bag, and left a bag full of game coins.

Racing cars, basketball, firearms, Meng Xin is a complete game addict. He led Chen Fan to fight monsters and level up all the way, and even cleared the game to get gifts.

The music was melodious, and the girls around were all dumbfounded. They watched Meng Xin dance a six-star song, and then put a half-person tall Crayon Shin-chan into Chen Fan's arms.

Chen Fan said hesitantly, "This... this is too ugly."

"You're the one who has a lot to do! Take it!" Meng Xin's expression was quite serious, his eyes staring like a cow.

Chen Fan originally wanted to tease Meng Xin, but seeing his appearance, he immediately covered his stomach and laughed out of breath.

Knowing that he was tricked, Meng Xin was not annoyed, so he dragged Chen Fan into KFC, and he had a terrible meal.

The two finished their dinner, Chen Fan was exhausted, leaned back in his chair and said, "It's getting late, let's go home."

Meng Xin shook his finger at him and said, "This is just the beginning!"

Chen Fan looked at Meng Xin cautiously, and asked, "What else do you want?"

"At this time, the nightlife is the most beautiful!" Meng Xin approached and whispered.

"You..." Chen Fan looked at Meng Xin, hesitated for a moment, and immediately became excited, and said, "I'm going to be gay, take me to be gay... ouch..."

Meng Xin slapped Chen Fan's forehead hard, and said, "What are you thinking about?" After speaking, he took him out of KFC.

Chen Fan followed behind, muttering: "Now only writhing flesh can soothe my youthful heart, take me to gay, I haven't been there yet..."

Meng Xin turned to stare at Chen Fan, and said, "Little brats are not allowed to enter."

"Who do you call a brat?" Chen Fan said dissatisfiedly. The next second, he suddenly thought of something, and asked, "Could it be...you haven't been there..."

Meng Xin blushed immediately, and said, "Get lost! Go!"

The two pushed and shoved into the seventh floor. As soon as the elevator door opened, the low-quality KTV sound lingered in the entire corridor.

The expression on Chen Fan's face was a bit ugly, and he said, "Why don't you go gay, or go home."

"I know how to think about it every day!" Meng Xin complained, while grabbing Chen Fan's back collar, dragging him into the room like dragging his own little wolf dog.

Meng Xin dropped the bag, leaving Chen Fan alone, and went out by himself. When he came in again, a waiter was behind him pushing a small box with a dozen beers and various snacks in it.

The service voice put down the food, adjusted the microphone and backed out.

Chen Fan pursed his lips helplessly, and said, "You really want to drink."

Meng Xin casually opened a bag of potato chips, hugged her in her arms, sat in front of the karaoke stand and said, "I'm allergic to alcohol, it's all yours..."

"…………………………mine?"

"Well, your..."

Your uncle’s……………

Meng Xin clicked the song "Let's do it this way", and sang it on his own. His gentle voice blended into the song, which was rare compared to the singing level of ordinary people.

Chen Fan sat on the sofa, quietly letting his heart beat along with the melody.

Colorful neon lights penetrated into the darkness and fell on the wall, lighting up Meng Xin's profile.The dreamy feeling and the music surrounded Chen Fan, and it seemed like a lifetime away.

The past is vivid in my mind, what year is today, what kind of day is today.

Think about it, it's just an ordinary encounter in the long years, just like Meng Xin...

It's just that this day is filled with a lot of happiness brought by companionship... Before today, Chen Fan really didn't feel happy for a long time...

pity…………

Chen Fan smiled wryly, picked up the beer and opened his mouth, and drank most of the bottle by himself.

When he put down the bottle, he looked at Meng Xin's side face again, which was vaguely covered with a layer of mist.

He took out the cigarettes in his pocket, took one out and stuffed it into his mouth.

Meng Xin didn't smoke, so Chen Fan had never smoked in front of him.

He had just clicked on it, and as soon as the song ended, Meng Xin turned around and saw the person sitting on the sofa.

He had never seen Chen Fan like this before, with the loneliness of not being able to see the source and the sadness of a homeless person in his eyes, the cigarette butts flickered between his fingers, and his movements were very skillful.

Chen Fan smiled at him, stretched out his hand holding the cigarette, and said, "Sorry..."

Meng Xin looked at him, and said in a calm voice, "I don't mind, but I'm a little worried, stop smoking... okay?"

Chen Fan pinched the cigarette butt, raised the wine bottle, and said, "Then you have a drink with me."

Meng Xin hesitated, froze for a moment, and said, "Okay."

He reached out to grab the wine, but just as he touched the bottle, Chen Fan withdrew his hand and said, "Wait."

Meng Xin took a moment to ask, "What's wrong?"

"Are you really allergic to alcohol?" Chen Fan asked.

"I lied to you." Meng Xin smiled lightly, took the wine bottle, and downed it readily.

When the music started, Chen Fan picked up the microphone and hummed a few words.After a while, he suddenly felt that something was wrong. When he raised his head, he saw Meng Xin lying motionless on the table and the empty wine bottle beside him.

"……………………"

Chen Fan walked over and sat down next to Meng Xin, and pushed him.

Meng Xin raised his head, giggled with two red cheeks, and said, "Come on, Chen Fan, let's continue drinking... another bottle!"

"……………………"

This drink is really enough...

Chen Fan leaned back on the sofa and sighed heavily.I didn't expect Coach Meng to be very rude, but within 10 minutes after coming in, he passed out because of a bottle of beer in the KTV box.

He smiled helplessly. Now, after finally cultivating his sad emotions, he suddenly became dull, and even because of the person beside him, he was a little funny.

This person is really... strange...

He came back to his senses, leaned forward a little, and secretly observed Meng Xin.Meng Xin lay face down on the table, sleeping extremely peacefully with his face sideways.A smile climbed onto Chen Fan's face again, he leaned forward and secretly rubbed his lips against Meng Xin's face.

Chen Fan left quickly, but Meng Xin suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes suddenly met. All the sounds in the world disappeared, and time seemed to lose its flow nature.

Chen Fan held his breath and said hesitantly, "I..."

Meng Xin raised his hand, touched Chen Fan's head, and said, "My head hurts, Chen Fan, let's go home." After speaking, he closed his eyes again.

"……………………"

Chen Fan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and sat on the sofa blankly, without moving for a long time.

The things were temporarily stored at the ktv counter. Chen Fan carried Meng Xin all the way, entered the elevator, went downstairs, took a taxi, and when he got off the car, the man vomited once by the tree pit.With Chen Fan in front, he obediently followed behind and walked upstairs.

Once inside, he rushed into the bathroom.

Chen Fan knocked on the door and said, "Open the door!"

"I...I'm fine..."

Chen Fan leaned against the door with his water glass, and swore in his heart that he would never drink with Meng Xin again. This man was like a sponge, he could only absorb it but not digest it.

After finally hearing the sound of the bathroom flushing, Chen Fan stood still and stared at the door.

squeak------

The bathroom door opened, Meng Xin staggered out, took the cup from Chen Fan's hand, and drank half of it with his head raised.Then he returned the water glass to Chen Fan, walked into the living room and sat on the sofa with blank eyes.

Chen Fan followed up and said, "This is your 'non-allergic drinking capacity'?"

"Yeah." Meng Xin nodded and said, "A bottle of beer and a couple of liquor."

Chen Fan sat down and asked, "Does your head still hurt?"

Meng Xin nodded and said, "It hurts, dizziness and pain."

"Let me press it for you."

"Ah."

Chen Fan sat closer to Meng Xin, raised his hand to press on his temple, the force was very strong, but the technique was very light.

Meng Xin slowly closed his eyes and said, "You seem to be a good drinker?"

Chen Fan said: "I was a bully in the north of the city since I was a child. I smoked, drank, and didn't study hard, so I was foolish. I worked hard in high school before I was admitted to a junior college. So, although my drinking capacity is not the best, compared with the average person , definitely not bad."

"You said you haven't been gay, have you?"

Chen Fan suddenly stopped and said, "I want to go, but...he won't let me."

Meng Xin opened his eyes and wanted to say something, but after hesitating for a while, he still didn't say anything, and said lightly: "I'm sorry."

Eye contact, the two fell silent together.

Chen Fan clenched his hands by his side and said, "Meng Xin, I...I like you."

Meng Xin's eyes were gloomy and she didn't answer.

The next moment, Chen Fan clenched his hands even tighter, and asked, "Meng Xin, can I like you?" His voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of waking up something?

Meng Xin was stunned for a long time before he said: "Chen Fan, you..." Before he could finish his sentence, the person opposite him silenced him, and he fell down on the sofa with a yawing body.

The roof rotated in front of my eyes, and the temperature burst from my heart.

It was only a split second between Meng Xin's immersion and his sudden awakening. However, his limp body seemed not to be in control. After pushing Chen Fan a little bit, he said, "You...you Don't be like this... I... I don't..."

Under the dim light, there was a layer of water vapor in Chen Fan's eyes, and he said, "Do you not like me, or do you not want to have sex with me?"

"I..." Meng Xin hesitated for a moment, but he never said what was in his mouth.

"I understand... I knew the answer a long time ago..." Chen Fan stopped all his movements suddenly, and Meng Xin heaved a sigh of relief.

But in the next second, Chen Fan suddenly used all his strength to hold Meng Xin tightly again, determined to go his own way.

He leaned close to Meng Xin's ear and whispered, inexplicably repeating an incomplete sentence: "For you, I am not willing to do anything... anything..."

Meng Xin grabbed Chen Fan's hand violently through his pants...

With a hoarse voice, Chen Fan begged, "Let me help you once, please? Only this time..." His final voice trembled slightly, as if crying softly.

Meng Xin's arm trembled, and the next moment, he finally let go of Chen Fan.

He buried his face deeply on Chen Fan's shoulder, curled himself up and stopped looking at Chen Fan, let his body tremble and sweat soak his clothes, and kept his head down.

In the past, Chen Fan's first love was pursued with all his might, so the love he thought of was companionship, patience, reckless dedication, and a compromise as low as dust.

Such a him... How could Meng Xin refuse?

Even if you don't love...even if...you don't love...Meng Xin gritted his teeth and didn't make a sound...

Even though...don't love...but still have deep-seated heartache...

"elder brother?"

"Ok?"

"Will you... forgive me?"

"I...I'm always by your side...as long as...as long as you need..."

"Brother..." Chen Fan lowered his voice, "I'm sorry...I...I'm sorry..."

Chen Fan finally stopped and stopped moving.

Meng Xin put his arms around him, and the two nestled in the small sofa, feeling each other's warmth.

Early summer, getting stronger...

It's human, piercing to the heart, piercing to the bone, and then fused with the blood...

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