Scumbag, wait for me!

Walking from the store door to the bus stop, Chen Fan's mind went blank.

Standing on the side of the road and watching the cars coming and going, he suddenly didn't know where he should go?

The feeling of stiffness starts from the fingertips and spreads all the way to the whole body.In a daze, a figure passed by, and that person's shoulder slammed into Chen Fan's chest, causing a burst of severe pain.

"What the hell, what's in the way!" The man hurriedly cursed and got on the bus.

Chen Fan clutched his chest, leaned against the railing, frowned, and couldn't say a word for a long time.It took a while before he got over the force, put down his hands, and stood on the spot with his head down.

He took out his mobile phone, found Meng Xin's number, hesitated for a moment, and dialed it.

Beep beep—————

As soon as the call was connected, he felt his heart lift up.

In his life, he has never had a moment where he needs to talk so much like now.He didn't feel it when the call was made, but as time went by, he wanted to hear that person's voice more and more.

He wanted to pretend to be nonchalant and tell Meng Xin: Heh, you bastard, you actually wronged me!

He wants someone who can listen to him say a few words, don't need to speak, just listen to him scolding...

He needs a fulcrum to help him support this not-so-good life...

"Beep beep...the number you dialed is temporarily unanswered..."

Chen Fan pressed the phone, but his eyes did not move away from the phone screen.

A nerve ran through the wrist to the fingertips, trembling.

He took out his phone and dialed again...

Beep beep——————

Please, answer the phone...Meng Xin...I really want to see you...

"Sorry, the call you have made is temporarily unanswered."

Chen Fan hung up the phone. This time, without the slightest nostalgia, he turned around and got on the bus.

This is the coldest time of the whole winter.

The air was dry and opaque, scraping on the face, as if someone was holding a plastic sheet and rubbing it against the skin.

Especially at the mouth of the alley, because of the convection, people can hardly keep their eyes open.

Chen Fan's house is close to the store, so when he went out, he only wore a thin down jacket. Now, all exposed places, from his hands, to his face, to his nose, were all red from the cold.

There were a few water spots at the entrance of the alley, which had already frozen into ice.

He stepped on it cautiously, squinted his eyes to look at the depths of the alley, and walked in.

If there is only one person in this world who is willing to listen to him complain about his sufferings, maybe it is only me, the so-called mother...

In the middle of the afternoon, the door of the small shop was open, the door was deserted, and the steamers were lying on the counter.

He looked suspiciously, Hao Guixiang came out of the door with a broom in hand.

"Mom..." As soon as Chen Fan saw Hao Guixiang, he couldn't control the redness of his eyes anymore, he called out from a distance, his voice was soft and low, it sounded like a wounded little beast .

Hao Guixiang looked into the distance suspiciously, but she hadn't had time to see the figure in the distance clearly.

I was attracted by the person at the door. The man came over aggressively with a stool in his hand, and cursed: "Money, money, money! I know how to withdraw money every day. If I think I'm incompetent, just don't live. I... I Just drank two sips of wine? Are you so eager to kill me?"

While he was talking, he was waving the stool in his hand with all his teeth and claws, and he was about to hit the woman in front of him.

Chen Fan went up in two steps, pulled down the chair in the man's hand, pushed back and forth, the man backed up a few steps, and sat on the ground!

"You... who the hell are you! Look, I won't beat you to death today!" The man was obviously drunk and didn't recognize Chen Fan at all.

Hao Guixiang didn't expect Chen Fan to appear suddenly, rubbed her hands together nervously, and said, "Xiao Fan, why are you here?" After she finished speaking, she tidied up the corners of her clothes and complained, "You child, come here!" I didn't say hello in advance, look at this... this..." She didn't know what to say to Chen Fan?Just lowering his head, he faltered and said a half-clear sentence.

"What the hell..." The man wobbled to his feet.

Hao Guixiang hurriedly ran two steps to support the man, the man pushed Hao Guixiang away and slapped him when he raised his hand.

"Pa—" Hao Guixiang lowered her head, the hair on her forehead scattered all over the floor.

Chen Fan hastily pulled Hao Guixiang away and pushed the man away. The man stepped back a few steps and leaned against the wall and shouted: "Where did you come from...you son of a pheasant, you want to meddle in my family's business, Brick... Where's Brick? You don't think I'll hit you!" kill you..."

In the small shop next door, the mahjong parlor, people came out one after another when they heard the noise, and they formed a group of three or two, whispering and pointing to watch the excitement.

Chen Fan took Hao Guixiang's arm and asked worriedly, "Mom, are you okay? He didn't touch you just now, did he..."

At this moment, Hao Guixiang only felt that his face was burning.

In such a scene, it was as if her clothes were stripped from head to toe, and she was thrown into the crowd, losing all face.

But, among all the people, she didn't want Chen Fan to see that she was living such a miserable life.

This is an unspoken failure, the retribution of abandoning the family.

She shook her arm and hurriedly said: "Don't worry about it!" After she finished speaking, she walked quickly towards the man.

"Mom!" Chen Fan amplified his voice slightly, grabbed Hao Guixiang again, and said, "He's drinking mad, don't go there yet!"

"Don't worry about it!" Hao Guixiang shook off Chen Fan and continued to walk forward.

Chen Fan looked surprised, his lips parted slightly, and it took him a long time to call out in a low voice: "Mom?"

Hao Guixiang grabbed one of the man's arms, straddled his neck, and said, "Xiaofan... this... this is my family's business, I can't greet you today, if you have anything to say, call me later, I won't send you off." ..." Her tone was so cold, and when mixed with the winter wind, there was really no temperature at all.

Chen Fan stood there, motionless, watching Hao Guixiang enter the house with the man.He tore at the corner of his mouth vigorously, and after a long time, he actually pulled out a very ugly sneer.

Why make things difficult for others?Isn't this mother-child relationship broken long ago?The remaining ridiculous blood relationship has instead become the last layer of protective umbrella for each of them. Since the umbrella is rotten, forget it.

Chen Fan picked up his bag and walked out towards the entrance of the alley along the way he came.

He was so full of words that he didn't have time to say anything, so he took out his cell phone and called Meng Xin again.

Beep beep————

The phone was not disconnected again, but no one answered it after a long time.

Chen Fan hung up impatiently, and tried again, but still no one answered.

He finally compromised, took the phone in his hand, and stared blankly out the window.

The next day, Saturday.

Chen Fan was awakened by the phone ringing in his sleep.Only then did he remember that today was the day he had made an appointment with Meng Xin to see the exhibition.

Since yesterday, Meng Xin has neither answered his calls nor returned his calls. He just sent back a message when he was falling asleep: "I have something to do."

In just two words, everything Chen Fan wanted to say and ask was stuffed back into his stomach.

Chen Fan looked at his watch, hesitated for a moment, and tried to dial out. The call was connected, but still no one answered.

He leaned against the head of the bed, took out the envelope in his backpack, reversed it, reversed it, and read it several times.Finally got up and went to the bathroom.

In the middle of the morning on Saturday, the weather was gloomy, and there were no people on the road, let alone cars.

When approaching Wangfujing, the surrounding talents gradually increased.

Chen Fan followed the crowd and stood at the door of the building, he stopped.

The wind was cold, and it only penetrated into people's necks.Chen Fan took out the phone, stared blankly at the screen, and did not continue to call.

He had a strong premonition in his heart that he couldn't wait for this person today.

However, I don't know why?He just wanted to come.

At this moment, there was too much grievance in his heart, there was nowhere to express it, and no one could understand it.

He hugged his bag in his arms, and sat down along the wall. People came and went on the street, and everyone had their own direction, as if he was the only one who was different.

Since childhood, he has been kind to others. He has never hurt anyone or provoked anyone. Why, some people can bully others and wrong others as they should.

He finally understood that when his self-esteem was shattered, there was no sound...

He lowered his head slightly, countless thoughts flashed through his mind one by one.

So many people have their own direction, what about me?Where should I go?

No one will care... Maybe even if he dies, no one will know.

Chen Fan's eyes were slightly red, and tears were rolling in his eyes uncontrollably...

Buzz buzz——

Chen Fan's cell phone rang suddenly, and when he saw Meng Xin's name on the screen, he quickly pressed the answer button and said impatiently, "Meng Xin...I..."

"Chen Fan..." Meng Xin interrupted Chen Fan first, and continued, "I'm sorry, I can't accompany you to see the exhibition this week, I... I'm in City F..."

"You are……"

"F City." Meng Xin was afraid that Chen Fan might not hear clearly, so he repeated it again before saying, "I'm sorry...I have something else to do, so I won't talk about it..."

A man's voice came from the phone: "Meng Xin...you..."

"I……"

beep-

Chen Fan was stunned for a moment, and the phone was hung up.

He held the microphone, and the posture of facing his ear remained unchanged.Tears flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably.

Only then did he put away his phone, lowered his head, and wiped his face indiscriminately.

Answering the busy signal, not answering the phone, hanging up the phone... It turned out that it was all for one person...

I'm really stupid.

Chen Fan slowly stood up from the ground, holding the ticket and the phone tightly, his joints turned white from the force.The next moment, he raised his hand and threw everything in his hand to the ground in an instant.

Snapped----

The mobile phone made a loud noise when it touched the concrete floor.

Pedestrians passing by turned their heads and looked at Chen Fan like a madman.

Chen Fan picked up his bag and ran quickly along the street.

The wind whistled, whistling past his ears.

At the intersection, vehicles were passing by, and suddenly a huge pulling force grabbed his arm, and the next second, a taxi slid past his coat.

"Oh, you young man, you don't even look when you walk, how dangerous..." The old man by the side of the road said while pulling the red armband on his big arm.

Chen Fan turned around quickly, bowed to the uncle, and ran away without looking back the next moment.

"You child, why..."

All the voices were left behind, and all the noise of human beings was thrown away. At this moment, he felt more relaxed than ever.

We came to this world naked, suffered a lot, went through a round of calamity, and left naked in the same way.

There is nothing on the way back, so why care about the way back?

Chen Fan finally stopped and looked up at the sky.

He was so gray that he couldn't see anything, but in this chaos, he seemed to see everything again.

That being the case, let's go naked...

He closed his eyes, raised his head, and raised the corners of his mouth slightly. For the first time, he felt that he was so close to happiness.