warm time

Yi Xiaomin continued to ignore Shan Sunan, took Jing Xiaoqian's hand again, and said softly, "I sincerely hope you are well, darling. Actually, I have read your letter..."

Hearing this sentence, Jing Xiaoqian was a little surprised, and Yi Xiaomin continued, "You know, I was actually very timid. At that time, I really didn't dare to face myself. I hated myself very much. I was also very scared, even more scared Go face you. Girl, I hope you can forgive me for being cowardly at the time and for leaving without saying goodbye. I have always been guilty, really."

The circles of Jing Xiaoqian's eyes seemed to be a little red, and she bit her lip very hard, and her thoughts were pulled back to the past.

In the second year of junior high school, Jing Xiaoqian's grandfather fell ill, and her grandma had to go to the hospital to accompany her. She couldn't take care of Jing Xiaoqian, so Xiaoqian was fostered at Yi Xiaomin's house for a period of time. That year, Yi Xiaomin was just in her first year of high school.She didn't get into a good high school, so she had to study in the high school in the town, which was close to home, and she ate at home at noon and evening, so she and Jing Xiaoqian were almost inseparable except during class time.

Jing Xiaoqian developed early, only in her second year of junior high school, she was already about the same height as Yi Xiaomin, who was three years older than herself, and they both thought they were twin sisters as they walked on the road.

During that period of being together day and night, Yi Xiaomin cared deeply for Jing Xiaoqian, which made Xiaoqian feel very warm. It was the first time that she had a sense of security that she could rely on others.

When sleeping at night, Jing Xiaoqian often hugged Yi Xiaomin tightly, for fear that she would run away.One night, Jing Xiaoqian suddenly "confessed" to Yi Xiaomin: "Sister Min, I like you very much, the kind that I like very much."

Yi Xiaomin was startled, but calmed down quickly.Yi Xiaomin has long realized that she likes girls. Although she knew that Jing Xiaoqian was just expressing that she liked her, she replied from the bottom of her heart: "Well, I do too."

The two have the same expression, but they have different meanings.From then on, the relationship between the two became more gluey, they ate and slept together, and went to the hospital to take care of grandpa together on weekends.

Later, grandpa passed away because of a serious illness. Grandpa was the backbone of Xiaoqian and grandma, and also Xiaoqian's dearest and favorite relative.After her grandfather passed away, her grandmother was also hit hard and was bedridden. During that time, Jing Xiaoqian's life was like falling into a hell on earth, but she had no choice but to grit her teeth and start taking care of her grandmother. At the same time, she also had to arrange her studies and Life.

Once Yi Xiaomin came to visit her and grandma, Jing Xiaoqian pulled Yi Xiaomin to a place where there was no one, and cried uncontrollably while hugging her, Yi Xiaomin didn't know what method to use to comfort the heartbroken Xiaoqian, Jing Xiaoqian lost She couldn't empathize with the pain of her relatives, but Jing Xiaoqian's haggard face made her heart ache.

"Ninny, don't cry, everything will be fine." Yi Xiaomin held up her face leaning on her shoulders, and wiped the tears on Xiaoqian's face with her hand.Jing Xiaoqian was still choking up, Yi Xiaomin tentatively moved his head closer, Jing Xiaoqian didn't dodge, Yi Xiaomin's lips just kissed her.

The love is so deep and the reason is so deep, this is just an unconscious behavior of Yi Xiaomin in a panic, she just transformed her inner concern for Xiaoqian into action.But this kiss blinded her and Jing Xiaoqian. Jing Xiaoqian stared blankly at Yi Xiaomin: "Sister Min..." Yi Xiaomin quickly wiped his lips and said in panic, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" " Then he got up and ran, Jing Xiaoqian wanted to catch up and say something, but he disappeared in a blink of an eye.

From then on, there seemed to be a rift between the two of them. Even if they met on the street, Yi Xiaomin looked very unnatural when she saw Jing Xiaoqian, and felt like a strange person who had been seen through by others and hurriedly avoided it.Jing Xiaoqian really wanted to go forward and tell her, Sister Min, I'm fine, in fact, I like you too, I really like you.But Yi Xiaomin didn't give her a chance to speak, and hid without a trace.

Jing Xiaoqian had no choice but to write a letter, found a chance to visit her home, and put the letter on her desk.Xiaoqian was not sure whether Yi Xiaomin had seen her letter, because Yi Xiaomin still hadn't come to her.

Just after that semester ended, Yi Xiaomin's family moved to Shenzhen, and she didn't even come over to say hello to Jing Xiaoqian before leaving.Xiaoqian didn't know that she had moved away, but when she went to look for her again, she found that the house had changed owners, and Xiaoqian was sad for a long time because of this.

From then on, Xiaoqian didn't think about her any more, and she didn't even think about this spark that was extinguished when it was just sprouted.In the end, it's not that I forgot, goodbye Yi Xiaomin, the dusty past was clearly projected in my mind like a movie, so clear.

But Jing Xiaoqian was relieved a long time ago, she patted Yi Xiaomin's hand, "It's okay, I'm really fine."

Shan Sunan was confused when he heard this, and didn't know what the two of them had a problem with, but he pulled Jing Xiaoqian's hand back from Yi Xiaomin's with a look of displeasure.

Jing Xiaoqian quickly withdrew her hand, still holding the mung bean paste, and smiled awkwardly at Yi Xiaomin.

Yi Xiaomin saw that Shan Sunan had been so provocative to him all the time, and she couldn't see that she was so close to Jing Xiaoqian, and seemed to understand a little bit: "Ninny, is she your daughter..."

Before Yi Xiaomin finished speaking, Jing Xiaoqian quickly put her finger to her lips, signaling her not to continue, Yi Xiaomin immediately understood, and nodded in understanding.

Shan Sunan glanced at Jing Xiaoqian who was beside him suspiciously, "Xiaoqian, what kind of charades are you two playing, why do I understand more and more?"

Yi Xiaomin seemed to be a little jealous, or deliberately angry at her, "This is our past, you don't have to understand."

Shan Sunan was really angry. What she was angry was not that this girl kept teasing her, but that Jing Xiaoqian still had so many things that she hadn't told her. After listening to Yi Xiaomin's words, she turned around and moved to position behind.

Yi Xiaomin pouted at Jing Xiaoqian, who shook her head with a smile.

"When are you leaving the country?"

"It will be almost done after I come back and complete the documents. I will have to leave around mid-June. My English is not good. I have to take a language preparatory class for a year before I go out before I can apply for school."

"Oh, that's alright."

"Ninny, you have to take good care of yourself, and we should keep in touch more often. Now that we have the Internet, it will be more convenient in the future. Here are my phone number and QQ number. You should remember them all."

Yi Xiaomin took out a note paper that had been prepared from her bag and handed it to Jing Xiaoqian.

"En." Jing Xiaoqian nodded, stretched out his hand to take it, held it in his hand and stared blankly.

Yi Xiaomin looked at her watch and said regretfully, "Ninny, I wanted to stay a little longer and talk to you, but there are still many things to do. I will take the evening train ticket to go home later. See you later."

When he said this, Yi Xiaomin was a little bit reluctant, and tears were already seeping from the corners of his eyes.How long will it be in the future, even in China, it is almost impossible to see her after they are separated, let alone she is going abroad.

"It's okay, we will definitely meet again." Jing Xiaoqian comforted.

Yi Xiaomin stood up, wiped away her tears, and squeezed her lips tightly, as if she wanted to hold back the remaining tears.

"Naughty, okay, you know."

Yi Xiaomin leaned over and hugged Jing Xiaoqian, whispering in her ear.

"You're fine too." Jing Xiaoqian replied.

"I really have to go." Although Yi Xiaomin was reluctant, he still had to go.Jing Xiaoqian took her by the hand and led her to the side of the road.

Although Shan Sunan turned his back to the two of them, he still peeked at them from the corner of his eye, watching them kick the stool in the store angrily after they left, as if the stool had some deep hatred for her.

Yi Xiaomin seemed to have something to say, but hesitated to speak. One taxi after another passed by, but she never reached out to stop her. The person in front of her was indeed not the Jing Xiaoqian from more than two years ago. The girl who loves you, if you speak now, it seems too late.

Time waited for no one, Yi Xiaomin finally got into a car, but the taxi stopped five meters away.Jing Xiaoqian wanted to go up to see what happened, but saw Yi Xiaomin sticking his head out of the window, playing the games they used to play when they were young, Yi Xiaomin gestured in sign language: That girl likes you very much, you have to work hard, be brave express yourself.I regret that I was not brave enough, I wish you happiness.

Until this moment, Jing Xiaoqian stubbornly held back the tears in his eyes, which flowed down his cheeks like broken beads.The message sent more than two years ago has finally responded today; the past buried in my heart has finally come to an end today.

"Thank you, and I wish you happiness too." Jing Xiaoqian replied in sign language.

"Let's go, master." Yi Xiaomin said to the driver choked with sobs, but she still couldn't bear it, and looked back, Jing Xiaoqian was still standing where she was going.

"Girl, are you okay?" The taxi master heard sobbing from the back seat.

It would be fine if no one responded, but the master's greeting was like a catalyst, and the crying became more violent. Over the years, he had only shown his true self in front of Jing Xiaoqian, but in the end he still cowardly escaped.

Shan Sunan sat inside and didn't see Jing Xiaoqian coming in for a long time, and the unknown fire just now disappeared, so he couldn't help but walk out by himself.

"Xiaoqian, what's the matter with you?" Shan Sunan had never seen Jing Xiaoqian cry, and Xiaoqian with tears hanging from the corner of her eyes scared her a little.

"Oh, it's okay." Jing Xiaoqian quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. "Let's go, we're going back to class."

Shan Sunan didn't dare to ask any more questions, he hugged Jing Xiaoqian's arm tightly and walked towards the school.

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