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After paying the bill and preparing to leave, Qiu Rang received a call from Miyamoto Xiang.

"Did Chuanchuan contact you today?"

Miyamoto Sho's voice was anxious.

Qiu Rang looked at Lin Chuanchuan, who was drunk to the mud, and gave a soft "hmm".

"Did she say anything to you?"

"She said, you're an asshole."

Sho Miyamoto laughed "hehehe" when he heard the words, "You know everything?"

"Ah."

"Do you think... I'm doing the right thing?"

"Where is the right or wrong in the relationship? I can only say, I understand you."

How much courage do people like them need to confess to a straight person?How much determination does it take to let go in the face of rejection?

Needless to say, he knew it, and Miyamoto Sho also knew it.

He didn't want to make more comments, and he didn't want to persuade them. They all had their own persistence in their hearts, and they didn't change easily after being persuaded by others.He felt that what he should do was to respect and accompany them when they needed it.

"Thank you. If Chuanchuan needs you...help me take care of her."

"What are you polite? She's my friend, and so are you."

"Thank you, it's good to have you."

Qiu Rang laughed, who made him make these two friends?

Qiu Rang took Lin Chuanchuan out of the store with half support and half hugging.To be honest, it wasn't the first time he did this, but it was the first time he felt so tired.Because there used to be Sho Miyamoto, but now he is alone.

He thought of Lian Shaoguang, and the time when he was drunk.How did Lian Shaoguang's thin body drag him so heavy to walk home from here?When I think about it, I feel distressed, and I also feel that it is so sweet.

He took Lin Chuanchuan to the side of the road, sat her by the flower bed, and took out his mobile phone to call a taxi.

It's just after ten o'clock, Lian Shaoguang should be off work, right?

He waited for several minutes but no one took the order, so he canceled the order and wanted to stop the car by the side of the road.Just as he was about to leave, someone grabbed the hem of his clothes.

Lin Chuanchuan didn't know when he woke up.

"Miss Chuan."

He broke away Lin Chuanchuan's hand holding the corner of his clothes, turned around, and stabilized her body.

Lin Chuanchuan looked up at him blankly, and burst into tears.

Qiu Rang quickly took out the paper in his pocket and wiped her tears and nose, but the speed of wiping couldn't keep up with the flow, so he didn't wipe it at all.

"Cry, just cry."

Lin Chuanchuan plunged into her stomach, crying even more violently.

He was helpless, thinking that he would have to take a shower and change at night anyway, stroked her hair with his hand, and let her wipe all the snot and tears on him.

Lin Chuanchuan cried for a while before he stopped.

"Rang Rang." Lin Chuanchuan's voice was hoarse from crying.

"Ah."

"Let's talk about love."

Before he could answer, a phoenix popped up in his mind: "You can't cheat."

I give you uncle!He ignored Fenghuang and said to Lin Chuanchuan, "Sister Chuan, you drank too much."

Lin Chuanchuan was wronged, "You don't even want me?"

"... Who do you blame for not wanting the person who wants you?"

"... She doesn't want me anymore."

"..."

"She didn't want me!"

"Yes, yes, she didn't want you."

Lin Chuanchuan let out a long sigh, raised his head from his waist, and did not forget to pull his skirt to wipe his nose and tears.

"..." WTF?

Sending Lin Chuanchuan home, seeing her sleeping obediently, Qiu Rang went home.

He was exhausted from tossing and tossing all day, and fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow after taking a shower.

On Sunday night, at nearly nine o'clock, he couldn't help but miss going to "飱食".Only then did I know that Lian Shaoguang had been ill for two days.

He went straight to Lian Shaoguang's house.

He stood outside and watched, but the house was pitch black.

When he arrived at the door and was about to ring the doorbell, he realized that if Lian Shaoguang had already fallen asleep, wouldn't he wake him up by ringing the doorbell?But he was worried that Lian Shaoguang was terribly worried. What if Lian Shaoguang became seriously ill and died in the house with no one to take care of him?

He was taken aback by his own thought, it was not impossible.Is there such a thing as news?

Now he was even more worried, and he rang the doorbell regardless.

After waiting for a long time, no one opened the door.

Twice, and after waiting for a while, no one opened the door.

He panicked completely, and pressed it again, feeling that every second of waiting was suffering.

Finally, he couldn't help but press the fourth button, and the door opened.

The moment he saw Lian Shaoguang, he finally couldn't hold back and took a step forward, pulling him into his arms and hugging him tightly.

"Scared me to death," he murmured.

The tense body in his arms relaxed after hearing these words.

"Did something happen?"

A weak voice rang in his ears, Qiu Rang let go of the man in his arms, stabilized the other's shoulders, and looked carefully at him by the light.

Lian Shaoguang's face was pale, even his lips lost their color, and he was even thinner than before, looking sickly and haggard.

Seeing Lian Shaoguang like this, Qiu Rang felt very distressed.

"Why are you sick? Have you seen a doctor? Have you taken any medicine?"

"It's okay, it's just a fever, it's gone."

Lian Shaoguang said it lightly, but Qiu Rang was very nervous, and quickly reached out to touch Lian Shaoguang's forehead, and then he was relieved to make sure that the fever had really subsided, and hugged him again.

He suddenly didn't want to hide his love anymore.

"Close the door." Lian Shaoguang said weakly.

Qiu Rang let go of him reluctantly, closed and locked the door.

He took off his shoes and put them on the shoe rack, and heard Lian Shaoguang say, "There are slippers in the shoe cabinet."

He opened the shoe cabinet, and sure enough, he saw a brand new pair of men's slippers inside, the same style and color as Lian Shaoguang's.

What is this man thinking?Just simply obeying what my aunt said?He didn't know, but he was very happy and very happy.

He put on his slippers and looked up, seeing Lian Shaoguang turning around and walking towards the bedroom.

Lian Shaoguang walked unsteadily, looking like he was on the verge of falling.

He walked up to Lian Shaoguang and said, "I'll carry you into the house."

Without waiting for Lian Shaoguang's response, he picked him up horizontally, went straight to the bedroom, put him on the bed and covered him with a quilt.

Lian Shaoguang was so light that his heart ached.He thought of the question again: How did such a light body get himself home that day?

He asked Phoenix: "Do you know?"

Fenghuang said, "It's just like you did with Lin Chuanchuan."

He was speechless.

He squatted beside the bed, holding Lian Shaoguang's hand.

Lian Shaoguang seemed so weak that he didn't even have the strength to struggle, so he let him hold it.

"Lend me a quilt and a pillow later."

He plans to live here tonight, and if Lian Shaoguang is not fully recovered tomorrow, he still plans to stay here with him.

Lian Shaoguang closed his eyes and let out a soft "hmm".

Qiu Rang said softly, "Go to sleep."

His arrival must have woken him up.

Qiu Rang found a quilt from the cabinet in the bedroom, and took a pillow from Lian Shaoguang's bed and hugged it to the sofa in the living room.

He thought of a question: Lian Shaoguang had been ill for two days, what did he eat?

He goes into the kitchen.

The trash can was empty.

On the dining table was a take-out box with more than half a bowl of white rice porridge left. There were two steamed buns, one of which was eaten twice.

He picked it up, smelled it, and tasted each, judging that they should all be bought today.

There is also a small medicine box on the dining table, which contains many miscellaneous medicines, including sleeping pills.

The contents of the refrigerator were the same as the last time he saw them.

He judged: This person took a few mouthfuls of food in two days, and it might be for taking medicine.

He couldn't express the pain and distress in his heart.It would be great if I came back two days earlier.

He goes into the bedroom.Lian Shaoguang should have fallen asleep, his sleeping face was peaceful and serene.

He squatted beside the bed and watched quietly.

What kind of person is Lian Shaoguang?

He thought about it carefully, but found that after so long, his understanding of Lian Shaoguang was still so shallow.

The information he wants to get about Lian Shaoguang is actually very simple, all he needs to do is to have a dream with the help of Phoenix, but so far he has never had such a dream except for the time when he was drunk.Fenghuang said that he was not in a hurry, and he was stubborn in his heart that he did not want to use the power of Phoenix. He wanted to impress Lian Shaoguang with his actions and warm heart, and imagined that one day Lian Shaoguang would be able to confide in him.

However, regardless of what Fenghuang said about the connection between him and Lian Shaoguang, except for "飱食", WeChat is purely for decoration.

He always took the initiative to talk about himself, and wanted Lian Shaoguang to understand himself.And Lian Shaoguang hardly talked about himself, even if he asked, he got some simple answers that couldn't be simpler.

It's not just slowing down anymore.Sometimes he even wondered if Lian Shaoguang was not willing to contact him, but just passively accepted it.

He asked Fenghuang: "I want to confess my love to him when he recovers, what do you think?"

"It's up to you to decide."

"Ah."

Qiu Rang fell asleep lying beside Lian Shaoguang's bed.

In the middle of the night, he woke up hearing the sound of whimpering, and found that Lian Shaoguang had his eyes closed, his brows were tightly wrinkled, his face was stained with tears, and he was talking vaguely.

He stretched out his hand and found that Lian Shaoguang had a fever again.

He quickly took the anti-fever stickers and a cool towel to physically cool down.

"dad……"

dad?Qiu Rang was wiping Lian Shaoguang's hands when he heard the voice and raised his head.

Lian Shaoguang didn't know when he opened his eyes, and looked at him with tears in his eyes.

"Dad, why don't you talk? Are you still unwilling to forgive me?"

Qiu Rang confirmed that his name was "Dad".Lian Shaoguang should regard himself as his father.As for "forgive", Qiu Rang was a little curious.

Lian Shaoguang burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, Dad, I'm sorry. I hate being gay, too."

Lian Shaoguang kept crying and repeating those words, crying more and more sadly, crying so much that Qiu Rang was very worried.

A 40-year-old man is vulnerable and helpless like a child.