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How could Qiu Rang stand up to such a brutal confession, endured the ache all over his body, got up impulsively, and hugged him tightly.

"Aren't you afraid that I won't wake up?"

"...Didn't you wake up?"

"Then you are not afraid that I will never remember you?"

Lian Shaoguang heard the words and struggled to get away, Qiu Rang tightened his arms and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lian Shaoguang was afraid of hurting him, so he stopped struggling and said in a low voice, "I...wouldn't it be too heavy for you?"

"What heavy?"

"That is, I blindly expressed my feelings for you, but I didn't think about whether you would accept it."

Without even thinking about it, Qiu Rang said, "I am willing."

"You don't accept my feelings because of a sense of responsibility."

Qiu Rang smiled, "Do you think I am such a responsible person?"

"..." Lian Shaoguang remained silent as if he was thinking about this question.

Qiu Rang let go of Lian Shaoguang, stared into his eyes and asked sincerely, "Would you believe me if I said I fell in love with you at first sight?"

Lian Shaoguang looked at him with a surprised expression.

Qiu Rang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "So unconfident about yourself?"

Lian Shaoguang lowered his eyes and bit his lip lightly.

"Or are you questioning my vision?"

Lian Shaoguang instantly raised his eyes and shook his head desperately, Qiu Rang was still a little frustrated.

"I thought my affection for you was obvious enough. Actually, I am also a very passive person. After my colleagues knew that I was gay, they introduced me several times, but they were dismissed because I didn't take the initiative. But as soon as I opened my eyes and saw you last night, I felt that I really wanted to get close to you. Although I didn't even arrive for a day, I felt that I liked you very much, what should I do?"

Lian Shaoguang was at a loss when he looked at him, "I..."

Qiu Rang looked pitiful like an abandoned puppy, and said aggrievedly, "You...don't you intend to take responsibility?"

Lian Shaoguang shook his head again and again, "I..."

Qiu Rang reached out and pressed his lips lightly, "Although you don't love me as deeply as you do, and although you may not remember the past in the future, I want to be with you now, so give me a chance?"

No matter how they hit it off, Qiu Rang never expected that he would take the initiative and act so quickly, but he can be sure that he was not completely impulsive.The only thing to blame is that the person in front of me is too cute!

Lian Shaoguang stared at him with a layer of water vapor in his eyes, and immediately nodded his head like pounding garlic after hearing what he said.

Qiu Rang was very satisfied, and wanted to hug him tightly, but in the end, probably because he sat for too long, he grinned with pain from his waist when he leaned over.

Lian Shaoguang hurriedly helped him to lie down, rubbed his waist for a while before he felt better.

Lian Shaoguang continued to massage the rest.

When Qiu Rang could see him, he kept staring at him. Seeing his serious and focused appearance and skillful technique, he couldn't help feeling hot.

"Thank you." He said sincerely.

Lian Shaoguang pursed his lips and shook his head.

"It's very comfortable, and you can teach me when I get better."

Lian Shaoguang responded softly "Yes".

After the massage, Lian Shaoguang tidied up and prepared to leave.

Qiu Rang stopped him.

"Do you want to stay tonight?"

Lian Shaoguang's body froze in place.

Qiu Rang was afraid that he would misunderstand, so he quickly explained: "You see, I can't do anything to you now, so don't worry. I just want to sleep with you."

Lian Shaoguang answered "Okay" softly, walked out in a hurry, changed into pajamas and came back after a while, went around and climbed into the bed.

The bed was a standard double bed. After Lian Shaoguang got into the bed, he lay flat on his back beside the bed, leaving a lot of space between him and Qiu Rang who was lying on the other side.

Qiu Rang smiled, "Are there two more people to sleep between us?"

Lian Shaoguang blushed when he heard the words, and remained silent.

Qiu Rang moved to the middle, intentionally making painful noises.Lian Shaoguang immediately got up nervously and leaned towards him.

Taking advantage of Lian Shaoguang's inattention, he stretched out his hand and hooked Lian Shaoguang's neck with a little force, and Lian Shaoguang lay on his chest.

Lian Shaoguang wanted to get up, but Qiu Rang wrapped his arms around him to prevent him from getting up, exhaled softly in his ear, and said in a low voice: "You have been taciturn since just now, are you shy? Who said you should take the initiative? Why can't I feel it?"

The body in his arms froze for a moment, then he relaxed, and stretched out his hand to hook Qiu Rang's shoulder and hugged him tightly.Qiu Rang slightly hooked his lips, sucked his earlobe, and tightened his arms amidst his slight trembling.

"You're too skinny, it's time to gain weight."

Lian Shaoguang responded softly: "I can't get fat from eating."

Qiu Rang rubbed his ribs with distinct bones on his back, feeling distressed.

"Then you are too skinny now. When I get better, no, I will supervise your eating from tomorrow and make you fat."

Lian Shaoguang laughed softly, but did not speak.Qiu Rang hadn't seen him smile all day, so he turned his head to look, but unfortunately he couldn't see him in a blind spot.

Lian Shaoguang thought he was making him uncomfortable, so he got up.This time Qiu Rang didn't stop him.

Lian Shaoguang lay sideways beside him, and he also turned sideways to face Lian Shaoguang.

The two were so close that their breath almost hit each other's faces.Looking at each other, as if nervousness is contagious, Qiu Rang also felt a little nervous when he saw Lian Shaoguang's stiff body and dodging eyes.There was a thunderous beating in the chest gradually.

It's a feeling of heartbeat, that's right.

Feeling that wonderful feeling, he stared at the stiff and lovely person in front of him and smiled.

"Have we ever slept together like this before?"

Lian Shaoguang shook his head.

"Then just sleep like this every day."

Lian Shaoguang gave a soft "hmm", his ears turned red.Seeing his shy, unsmiling, and taciturn appearance, Qiu Rang couldn't help but wonder how he became a waiter?Will not be complained by customers?

With that in mind, I asked.

Lian Shaoguang pursed his lower lip and said, "I can laugh."

"Then just smile at me."

Lian Shaoguang looked at him and twitched the corners of his mouth, as if trying to smile.Qiu Rang felt a warm feeling in his heart, and he didn't want to embarrass him anymore, so he leaned forward and hugged him to his chest.

"Why are you so cute?"

Qiu Rang caressed Lian Shaoguang's hair, glanced at the clock on the wall, thought that Lian Shaoguang didn't sleep well last night, was much more tired than himself today, and would have another hard day tomorrow, so he kissed him lightly on the forehead , said softly: "Sleep, it's getting late."

Lian Shaoguang obediently closed his eyes.

When he woke up the next morning, Qiu Rang felt like he was falling apart and couldn't pick it up. This situation did not gradually improve until about a week of training.If Lian Shaoguang didn't massage him every morning and evening, it would probably take him a month.Since he said that he would supervise Lian Shaoguang's meals, he really kept his word after that. While drinking the tasteless porridge while coveting Lian Shaoguang's food, although his appetite was not satisfied, his heart was sweet.

One morning after training for a week, Qiu Rang opened his eyes and suddenly thought of a very scary thing: he hadn't used the bathroom since he woke up! ! !

What's even more frightening is that after confirming with Lian Shaoguang, he learned that he didn't have the consciousness to defecate on his own this year, and every time he went to the hospital for an examination, he defecated by external force! ! !

He panicked!Once a month!What a terrible thing this is!Fortunately, he didn't eat or drink and had nothing in stock at that time!He has eaten this week!

He rushed to the toilet in a panic, and sat on the toilet for a long time, his legs were numb, let alone defecation, he didn't even let out a fart.

He wanted to sit still, but he lost his patience.He always felt that there was something missing in his hands, and after thinking for a long time, he realized that it was a magic tool for laxatives—the mobile phone.In other words, my body has not touched a mobile phone for a year and a half, and the so-called soul has not touched a mobile phone for less than half a year.After waking up for so long, I was so busy with my rehabilitation and communicating with Lian Shaoguang every day that I didn't even think about looking for my phone!

Suddenly I miss it.I don't know if everyone is doing well?Lin Chuanchuan and Miyamoto Xiang don't know how they are doing?

He has no memory of this year and a half at all. Although he heard what Lian Shaoguang said, it was only Lian Shaoguang's memory, and did not restore his life trajectory.

Just as he was reminiscing about the past, he only heard Lian Shaoguang's worried voice from outside the door accompanied by a light knock: "Are you okay?"

Qiu Rang said with a bitter face, "Not good..."

Lian Shaoguang outside the door turned the doorknob and found that it didn't, so he asked anxiously, "What's wrong?"

Qiu Rang stopped squatting at all, stood up enduring the numbness and soreness in his legs, put on his pants with one hand, grabbed the doorknob with the other hand and twisted it lightly, opened the door and said with a sad face, "I can't pull it rough..."

With worry written all over his face, Lian Shaoguang stepped forward to support him, and comforted him, "I'll rub your stomach for you in a while."

Qiu Rang pursed his lips and gave a soft "hmm" with an aggrieved expression on his face.Lian Shaoguang reached out to stroke his hair and smiled, a very doting smile.

This morning's massage focused on the stomach. Lian Shaoguang folded his hands and pressed Qiu Rang's stomach, rubbing in circles.

Qiu Rang thought of his cell phone again, and asked, "Do you know where my cell phone is?"

Lian Shaoguang stopped, opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out a mobile phone from it and handed it to him.

Qiu Rang got it in his hand, pressed the power button and found that it was turned off, then long pressed it to turn it on.While turning it on, he turned the phone over and saw a sleeping dog's face.He thought of the cat face phone case on Lian Shaoguang's phone, and when he saw it, he still thought that this person was quite innocent.

He picked up Lian Shaoguang's mobile phone placed on the bedside table for comparison, and found that not only were they using the same mobile phone, but it was also a couple case.

He smiled, pointed to the phone case and asked, "Who bought it?"

Lian Shaoguang glanced at it and said, "My aunt, we bought it when we visited the Summer Palace."

Unexpected answer.Qiu Rang was a little surprised, thinking that he bought it to force Lian Shaoguang to use it.After all, Lian Shaoguang just covered the matter of visiting the Summer Palace in a few words.

"I haven't heard you say that."

"do not know what to say."

"why?"

Lian Shaoguang ignored him, and he kept grinding until Lian Shaoguang couldn't help but shyly said: "I was treated as a lover's shell at that time..."

Qiu Rang's heart throbbed, and he felt that the person in front of him was so cute, and wanted to hug him tightly and rub him into his heart.