only time

A vague sigh sounded in his ear, and Qiu Rang slowly opened his eyes.

He felt that there was chaos in his head, and he was in a daze.

who am I?

Where am I?

What am I doing?

For a while, I couldn't think of an answer.

He wanted to move, but found that his body seemed to be buried in solid soil, unable to move, and it was difficult to hook his fingers.

He rolled his eyes and looked around, and found himself lying in a not-so-spacious bedroom with only a not-so-bright bedside lamp on, and a clock hanging on the opposite wall, the hour and minute hands coincided with the number 12 , a man was sitting on the edge of the bed massaging his legs.

I don't know if it was a psychological effect, but with this discovery, he actually felt that his body was much lighter.He tried to raise his hand, but he was able to raise it slowly.

The man saw his hands moving from the corner of his vision, and when he turned his head to look over, the expression on his face froze.

The man looks like he is in his 40s, even under the dim light, he looks fair and clean, with a little white hair on his forehead, thin cheeks, slightly pursed thin lips, and sunken eye sockets, which makes him look a little old, but unfortunately, he has a pair of peach eyes There is no look in the thick dark circles.

Qiu Rang had already thought of many things at this time, but he couldn't remember who the man in front of him was.

The next moment, the thin lips on that face trembled, and the eyes were red with tears, and when the tears fell, those eyes lit up after sweeping away the turbidity.

"You, are you awake?!"

The gentle voice is full of excitement and joy.

The man moved to this side, moved down from the chair, and lay down next to him with his knees on the ground.

"Are there any discomforts?"

There was concern on the face close at hand.

The man's emotions infected Qiu Rang, and he actually felt a twinge in his heart, a little pain.

He wants to ask who is the man and why is he crying?He opened his mouth, his tongue was straight, his throat was so tight that he couldn't speak.

He had to slowly turn his inflexible head from side to side to show that he was not uncomfortable.

The man wiped his tears with the back of his hand, and smiled through his tears.

"I'll call your parents."

The man stood up while speaking and walked out.

Soon, Qiu Rang's parents rushed in.

As soon as Qiu's mother came in, she lay on his body and cried bitterly.

"Son, you are finally willing to wake up! You made Mommy wait so hard!"

Father Qiu and the man also stood beside the bed smiling and wiping away tears.

He watched this scene quietly, feeling very anxious.

What is wrong with me?

What happened?

Why are you crying?

Why are the parents' hair graying and people losing weight all of a sudden and getting old so much?

He tried to speak again, although it was difficult, he made a sound.

"Dad...Mom...what...what's wrong..."

The sound is rough, like sand rubbing.

Father Qiu was startled when he heard the words, and hurriedly asked him, "Do you remember what happened to you?"

Qiu Rang thought for a while, then shook his head.

Father Qiu dragged the man in front of him, "What about him? Do you remember him?"

Qiu Rang still shook his head.

When he shook his head, the man fell to the ground trembling like chaff, his face ashen.

Qiu Rang instantly regretted shaking his head.

Qiu's father helped the man up, and then as if he remembered something, he hurriedly patted Qiu's mother.

"Fucking mother, don't cry! Call quickly! Contact the doctor!"

After a while of confusion, he learned that he was going to the hospital for an examination tomorrow, and he also learned from his parents what happened.

He lay in bed for a year and five months, and no matter how hard he looked, he couldn't find out the cause.

One year and five months ago, in the middle of the night, someone found him lying on the side of the road, called the police and sent him to the hospital.As a result of the examination, his vital signs were all normal, and there was no internal injury, but he was still unconscious.The doctor made a preliminary diagnosis of "persistent vegetative state", that is, a vegetable state.This is what the parents got when they rushed to the police when they received a call from the police.

He lay in the hospital for more than a month before doctors finally diagnosed him and said he probably would never wake up again.The parents had no choice but to accept this unacceptable result silently, took him back to his hometown to take care of him, and prayed that one day God would show mercy and let him wake up.

Although his mother said it lightly, he knew from the traces left on his parents by the years how sad they were for more than a year.He felt very guilty and blamed himself for causing such unexpected disasters to his parents.

The last memory in his mind was so vague that he couldn't recall it.And that strange man also made him very concerned.

"Mom, who is that person?"

After he said he didn't remember, the man went out and never came back.

Mother Qiu asked him, "You really don't remember him?"

He shook his head, really couldn't think of anything.

Seeing him hesitate to speak, Mother Qiu finally sighed and said, "You can ask him yourself tomorrow."

Both parents are people who are used to going to bed early, because he woke up and was so happy until now, his face is more or less tired.When he saw this, he didn't ask any more questions, saying that he was fine and didn't need to watch, and urged them to go to sleep.

Qiu's father and Qiu's mother stayed with him for a while before going to bed.

Early the next morning, he felt wet and warm on his face in a daze.He gradually woke up and found that someone was wiping his face with a wet towel.The man's movements are skillful, gentle and gentle, as if wiping a piece of baby, very comfortable.He opened his eyes and saw the man from last night.

Looking at each other, he saw the watery tenderness in the man's eyes.The next second, the man hurriedly covered his eyes with a towel.

"..."

The "good morning" he was about to say was abruptly held back.

After a few seconds, the man hurriedly picked up the towel again.

"you're awake."

It was a cold voice that was completely inconsistent with the gentle movements, and there was a bit of unnaturalness in the coldness.

With a soft "hmm", he began to wonder about his relationship with the man.

He didn't forget that he was gay, and the man in front of him happened to be his favorite.From last night to now, the man's words and deeds made him feel that the relationship between himself and the man must be extraordinary.Could it be a lover?But how could I forget my lover?Such a bloody thing...would happen to me?Can't!

The man washed his towel, wiped his hands, and then applied lotion and hand cream after wiping his hands. His movements were still skillful and gentle, but there was no expression on his face, and he didn't say a word.

When the man got closer, he saw the dense bloodshot eyes in the man's dark circles, and the thin lines at the corners of the red eyes through the not-so-bright light.Even more haggard than yesterday.

He felt distressed for no reason, the man must have not slept well last night, and came to take care of himself early in the morning.

The reason for not getting a good night's sleep is very likely to be related to yourself.This guess made him feel that he had a very close relationship with the man, and once he felt that way, he felt distressed again.

He asked in a hoarse voice, "What's your name?"

The man paused with the hand holding the washbasin, turned around and replied in a gentle voice: "Lian Shaoguang. Lian who is clean and honest, a time when time is fleeting."

Lian Shaoguang...he tasted the name and searched in his memory, but still failed.

"My name is Qiu Rang. Qiu Rang next to Shanqiujia's ear knife, Rang Rang who is humble."

For some reason, even though he knew that Lian Shaoguang knew his name, he still wanted to report his name.

He smiled at Lian Shaoguang.

But Lian Shaoguang was stunned, grasping the white and blue veins on his knuckles beside the basin, turned around and walked out quickly.

"..."

how so?Qiu Rang thought about it blankly, maybe he has touched Lian Shaoguang's sad thing again.

He wanted to sit up, but found that he had no strength at all, and it took him a long time to sit up with exhaustion and sweating profusely.

He was panting against the bedside when Lian Shaoguang came in with a bowl of rice soup in his hand.

He smelled the aroma of rice soup and felt really hungry.

He observed Lian Shaoguang's calm, almost indifferent face, and asked cautiously, "Can I brush my teeth? Or, a piece of chewing gum is also fine..."

Lian Shaoguang nodded silently, put down the rice soup and went out, and brought a bunch of things in a clean washbasin after a while.There are glasses with water, toothbrushes filled with toothpaste, wet washcloths and lotion.

She was really careful, but what she did didn't match the expression on her face.No matter how disguised his face is, this person is still easy to see through, Qiu Rang thought to himself.

Lian Shaoguang put down the washbasin, lowered his eyes and said softly, "Let me adjust it for you."

"Okay, sorry to trouble you."

Qiu Rang smiled, and raised his arms cooperatively, as if asking for a hug.

Lian Shaoguang tilted his head and approached him, putting his hands under his armpit and hugging him.

A good-smelling breath filled the nostrils. Although it was the first time I smelled this breath, it was as good as ever.It made him more convinced of his relationship with men.

With his hand covering Lian Shaoguang's back, he felt a hard bone through the thin sweater, and his heart suddenly ached.

Is this person eating well?

"I'm sorry," he said softly.

Lian Shaoguang's body froze suddenly.

He caressed Lian Shaoguang's back, "Please believe me, I definitely don't want to forget you."

Lian Shaoguang's body gradually softened, he tightened his arms and fell on his shoulders, his body trembled slightly.

He felt his shoulders were hot and humid, and caressed Lian Shaoguang's back and hair distressedly.

This person is indeed his lover.He needs to get better quickly, so don't let him worry about it anymore.

Mother Qiu walked to the door, saw the scene in the room, nodded to Qiu Rang with a smile, and backed out.

After a while, Lian Shaoguang hurriedly got up, saw Qiu Rang's shoulders wet with a lot of clothes, and hurriedly apologized.

"It's okay." Qiu Rang smiled, raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "I made you cry, how can I blame you?"

He saw Lian Shaoguang's face flush with a thin layer of red at a speed visible to the naked eye.

With the help of Lian Shaoguang, he brushed his teeth and rinsed his mouth, feeling refreshed all over.

Lian Shaoguang wiped off the foam around his mouth with a wet towel, squeezed some lotion, rubbed it gently.

Qiu Rang half-closed his eyes and stared at Lian Shaoguang's face enjoying it, which made Lian Shaoguang blush again with embarrassment.

This person is so shy...it feels so cute.