Him and his two or three things

Two days later, He Gujun's work in Australia was completely over. Before boarding the plane, he sent a message to Teng Shengmiao, "Can you ask for a day off tomorrow? I have something very important to tell you." Then Turned off the phone.

Teng Shengmiao was eating in the cafeteria when he received the message. He thought that He Gujun was going to talk to him about He Zhang, so he solemnly replied, "Okay."

During the long-distance flight, He Gujun didn't fall asleep on the flight. When he got off the plane, he was in a bad mood. The driver called and said that he had arrived. He knew that he couldn't park for a long time outside. Let's go out of the airport together.

Because the road was not going well, Li Yan got out of the car halfway. Before getting out of the car, he saw that his face was very bad, fearing that he was about to suffer from hypoglycemia, so he took out a bag of sugar from his pocket and stuffed it for him.

He Gujun took it, "Thank you." After holding it in his hand for a while, he took out one and stuffed it into his mouth, chewing slowly.

While waiting for the red light, Lao Liu glanced at him through the rearview mirror, "Are you not used to the food over there?"

"Ah."

"You have lost twenty catties, Mr. Zhou should feel distressed when he sees it."

"Then I'll go see my mother after I eat."

Old Liu smiled, put away the conversation and concentrated on driving.

Soon arrived at the downstairs of the community, He Gujun took out the suitcase from the trunk, he hadn't come back for a month, the trees in the community grew green leaves, he looked a little dazed, still sleepy, he just He wanted to smoke a cigarette to refresh himself before going upstairs, but he didn't want to see Teng Shengmiao walking over without taking two steps.

They glanced at each other, then walked downstairs side by side.

"How do you know I'm back now?"

"I'm here to take out the trash."

"Oh."

Teng Shengmiao dragged his trolley case, "Have you eaten yet?"

"not yet."

"Then let's go eat first."

"Row."

Teng Shengmiao stopped to look at him and said, "I'll go up and change my shoes, you can wait downstairs." He came down to throw out the trash and was wearing slippers.

"Ah."

When Teng Shengmiao came down again, he smelled a faint smell of tobacco on He Gujun's body, but he didn't say anything.

There are many shops outside the community, there are not many people at this time, the two found a corner by the window and sat down, soothing music was played in the shop, and the waiter brought tea and menus.

"You order."

Teng Shengmiao took the menu and quickly browsed it. After ordering, he closed it and handed it back to the waiter.When the person walked away, he said, "Did you have a bad appetite or did you get sick over there?"

He Gujun shook his head, "I'm not sick." Teng Shengmiao's hair should have just been cut, and it looks very refreshing, just like the clear and high sky outside, because he doesn't have to go to work, he is wearing a light-colored sweatshirt as usual, Inside was a round-neck T-shirt, showing a little collarbone. He Gujun's eyes lingered all over his body. He clearly saw the April sky in the world, but his heart was full of haze.Feeling ashamed, that's probably it!

"Why don't you take some time to do a physical examination recently. You have lost so much weight in a short period of time, so it's better to go for a checkup and rest assured." Teng Shengmiao's fingers intertwined, pinched that finger unconsciously, and pressed this finger.

"Ok, I……"

"Let's talk about it when we get home." Teng Shengmiao interrupted him, and added: "Eat first."

The names of the dishes in this restaurant are all weird. Teng Shengmiao actually ordered them randomly. He didn’t know what they were until the dishes were served. When he saw celery on a plate, he smiled and said, “I didn’t order celery on purpose. of."

He Gujun smiled and said: "It's okay, stay there for a month, let alone celery when you come back, even a plate of fried leaves will be delicious."

The two ate quietly, and from time to time they said a few words that all young couples would talk about. After eating, they walked back to the community slowly. When they saw an old man passing by in the community pushing a stroller, both of them stopped. After watching the footsteps a few more times, Teng Shengmiao even teased the children in the stroller.

"How old is it?" He Gujun asked.

Teng Shengmiao said, "It should be half a year old, right?"

The child's grandma smiled proudly and said, "Well, it will be seven months in ten days."

"That's great." He Gujun said.

The elevator went up one level at a time, He Gujun was thinking about what to say in his heart, Teng Shengmiao looked down at his phone, neither of them spoke.

The elevator arrived soon, and the two entered the house one after the other. Teng Shengmiao just came up to change his shoes and put He Gujun's suitcase in the entrance in a hurry. After entering the door, he pushed it inside. He Gujun bent over After changing my shoes, I went to wash my hands first, and then went to make tea.He carried the tea to the small living room, Teng Shengmiao had already packed his suitcase and came out, took the tea and put it on the coffee table, "I want to put a fish tank here to raise a few fish, what do you think?"

"Yes, if you raise fish here, you can move the tea table here."

"Yeah." Teng Shengmiao sat down, picked up the remote control and turned on the TV. The sports channel was showing a lightweight boxing match. After tuning several channels, he couldn't find any good programs. Teng Shengmiao threw the remote control to He Gu Jun, "Don't you have something to tell me, tell me."

He Gujun caught the remote control, turned down the volume of the TV, turned sideways and looked at Tengsheng, "Did you ask me last time that I was on a business trip on the 14th? Yes, no, I missed the traffic jam that day flight, then ran to the bar, I don't know how much I drank, woke up the next morning and realized I made a mistake, sorry."

Teng Shengmiao originally thought that what he was going to talk about was about He Zhang, and he had even thought about words of comfort and persuasion, but unexpectedly he said this suddenly, "What do you mean?"

"I'm sorry." He Gujun repeated again, "I want you to forgive me, of course, it doesn't matter if you can't forgive me."

At first it was sad, mixed with a little disappointment, then Teng Shengmiao felt sad, but he never showed any anger.

The time became long and tormented, and after a long time, He Gujun gathered enough courage to make a statement and said in conclusion: "This house is left to you, and the car below, you transfer part of the money from uncle and aunt's house, and don't use the rest. Give it to me." After saying this, he stood up, looked at Teng Shengmiao for a few seconds, and then prepared to leave.

Teng Shengmiao suddenly stood up and pushed him down on the sofa, "What do you mean?"

He Gujun sat back on the sofa, he didn't move, his voice was a little hoarse, "It's nothing interesting, I just feel sorry for you, I haven't made you happy all these years, I want to make it up to you."

He was at a loss for what to do with the person sitting stiff like a log just now, but the anger visible to the naked eye floating on Teng Shengmiao's face at this moment was familiar to him.

"Damn it, are you selling this as a brother?" Teng Shengmiao was so furious that he grabbed He Gujun by the collar.

"That's not what I meant." He Gujun coughed as his collar was strangled by him.

"Then what do you mean?"

"I am, I am..." He Gujun saw Teng Shengmiao begin to pick off his clothes, he was a little panicked, Teng Shengmiao never got angry like this before, "What are you doing?"

"I don't even want the house, the car, or the money. Let me sleep back, three times a week, and sleep for a year. I will forgive you and break up with you in a peaceful manner, or I will kill you." He said threateningly.

He Gujun didn't dare to resist because he felt ashamed, and let Teng Shengmiao pull him roughly. While speaking, Teng Shengmiao had already taken off his suit jacket and threw it on the floor by the window in the distance.

Teng Shengmiao raised his legs and put his knees against his chest, then leaned forward, almost putting all his weight on him, and it was difficult for him to breathe immediately. Teng Shengmiao smiled at him strangely, and pulled His tie quickly bound his hands, and then went to undo the belt around his waist, staring at him the whole time.

"Okay, I promise you." He Gujun couldn't continue to look at Teng Shengmiao, he turned his face away, and a tear rolled down from the corner of his eye.

Teng Shengmiao stared at him, as if seeing the tear, he was a little discouraged, he suddenly raised his hand and threw the belt, and the belt buckle hit the beauty bottle on the side of the French window, the bottle cracked, and a piece of porcelain fell off. On the ground, his voice became low and tired, as if he had tried his best, "Go away!" He pushed He Gujun, got up and left.

He Gujun lay down for a while before sitting up, untied the tie on his wrist with his teeth, and roughly put on his clothes again. When he heard the sound of a glass being smashed in the living room, his heart also tugged. Afraid of what Teng Shengmiao would do in a fit of rage, he chased after him, and seeing Teng Shengmiao enter the master bedroom, he also walked in, "Don't do this, I'm just a bastard, and you can't afford to be angry with a bastard. If you get angry, you can beat me up..."

"What the hell are you chanting? Are you annoying!" Teng Shengmiao yelled at him loudly.

"I'm just afraid of you—" He Gujun murmured.

"Why aren't you afraid when the fucking worm is on your head?" Teng Shengmiao took out a scalpel out of nowhere, and threw it twice in his hand.

He Gujun's first reaction was that he was going to hurt himself, and he rushed over, "Don't worry about it, come to me if you have anything."

Teng Shengmiao withdrew the knife when He Gujun approached, pushed him down on the bed with his backhand, and cut his shirt with his raised hand, "Of course I came for you, and I was right, why did I hurt me? Myself, like this, I find it disgusting and troublesome to sleep with you, haven't you never seen me holding a scalpel, let's have some fun."

He Gujun's throat rolled, and before he could say anything, he felt a stabbing pain in his chest. He lowered his head, and saw Teng Shengmiao staring at the blood of the sword with paranoid eyes, and said with some frustration: "It's a pity! , you are thin, so you can't draw too deeply."

The wound was long and meandering, and the blood kept dripping. It was very painful at first, but gradually it became less painful. He Gujun lay there without moving.

Teng Shengmiao looked at the blood-stained quilt beside He Gujun, and the dead gray on his face slowly receded, as if he had gradually regained some courage, "I made a mistake this time, uncle reminded me, I overestimated your strength, so I will sew you up this time, if there is a next time..." He gently scratched He Gujun's chin with a bloody knife, "I will use this knife to kill you first. Kill me, and then kill myself." The voice was soft and cold.

He Gujun looked into Teng Shengmiao's eyes, he knew what Teng Shengmiao said was true, because his eyes showed the indifference after life and death, he had seen this kind of expression in the eyes of the critically ill He Zhang.

"Okay." Another tear fell from He Gujun's eyes.

……

A few years later, once He Gujun and Teng Shengmiao took the twins to the beach together. The twins played in the water and sand, and the two fathers sat and fished together. Once I mustered up the courage to talk about the beginning, "I really didn't expect you to continue living with me."

"No one is spared in this rotten quagmire of life, so why bother with yourself!"

"I don't understand." He Gujun asked humbly.

"Are you sincere?" Teng Shengmiao picked up a conch and threw it over.

He Gujun caught it with a smile, put the conch to his lips and kissed it, "I know you love me, especially me."

Teng Shengmiao felt his teeth sour, and pulled off his sunglasses to look at the sea intently.The phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated, Teng Shengmiao took a look, and threw it to He Gujun, "I'll give you a chance to show off."

He Gujun didn't understand, so he realized that it was Jim who was calling the name, "Damn it, it's been a few years, and you still have a wicked heart!"

Teng Shengmiao heard him almost scolding before reminding him: "The kid is here, you are almost done."

He Gujun said: "My buddies can also swear in English, French, German and Italian, they don't understand."

"Then you continue."

"How do you curse in Latin?" He Gujun suddenly asked again.

"I haven't studied it."

"Dad, I want a castle."

"Father, I want a castle too."

He Miao and Teng Gu had already run over, and one monkey was on the adult's back. Both of them skillfully pulled the child's thin arms away from their own necks, and hugged the child on their knees along the way.

He Gujun whispered something in He Miao's ear, Teng Shengmiao saw it, and whispered something to Teng Gu, and before the two adults finished shouting one, two, three, the two children had already run away.

"I am the number one, I am the champion!"

Teng Gu was the first to arrive under the coconut tree at the finish line, cheering, but He Miao was a little frustrated that he didn't win.

"Little Gu, do you still remember what Dad told you to respect your opponent?"

Teng Gu put away his laughter and walked over to hug his sister.

"Miao Miao, if you lose, you lose. You just win again next time. If you lose, you don't lose."

He Miao was no longer annoyed, and hugged her sister happily, jumping and screaming.

He Gujun took off his sunglasses, turned to look at Teng Shengmiao sideways, and sighed, "Do you think Miao Miao is particularly miserable, her father was completely fucked by someone else's father, and she can't turn over."

Of course, Dr. Teng ignored such a boring question.

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