Him and his two or three things

If someone really left, with Teng Shengmiao's temper, he would have to ignore him for at least another ten and a half months, He Gujun thought of this, even though he felt unhappy, he still quickly chased him out, "I'm just kidding you. "

"Are you joking like this?" Teng Shengmiao felt very tired, and it had only been a month since the last confession of his heart, and the crisis of trust began again.

"I was wrong, come in quickly and don't freeze."

He Gujun said that he was wrong, but his tone and demeanor didn't mean it at all. Teng Shengmiao thought of a sentence, and he was a little bit polite. He thought that if he continued to be serious, he might really have a hard time getting through this life, and he didn't either. What else to say, after returning to the house, I took my pajamas and took a shower.

The last day of the Spring Festival holiday did not end happily, and both of them felt a little awkward when they were sleeping. There was nothing to talk about, and there was nothing to talk about that night.

The two went to work together the next day. Since Zhou Shu was still on vacation, He Gujun had to temporarily handle company affairs for her, so it was not easy for him to work on the first day after the year. Teng Shengmiao watched a movie and had dinner together to ease the relationship, but his mother called again to say that He Zhang's condition was not very good, and told him to go back quickly.

Before He Gujun arrived home, he received a call from his cousin Tang Hui saying that they had gone to the hospital, and asked him to go directly to the hospital as well.The family met at the hospital, and He Zhang was pushed into the emergency room. He Gujun, Zhou Na, and his aunt's family were standing outside the emergency room. He took out the cigarette case, saw the no-smoking sign next to it, and stuffed the cigarette back into his pocket. After turning around in the corridor twice, he said to Tang Hui: "I'm going to find a place to smoke a cigarette, if something happens here, call me."

Tang Hui nodded slightly, "Yes."

He Gujun remembered that there was a small open space on the side of the rehabilitation treatment area where smoking was allowed. He walked over with a lighter in his hand, and after turning around the small rockery, he saw Teng Shengmiao and the nurse sitting side by side by the small fountain with a long picture. On the chair, there was only a punch distance between them. He Gujun felt dazzling and wanted to leave, but Teng Shengmiao had already seen him.

"Why did you come here?"

He Gujun didn't know what it was like, "My dad is over there for rescue, I, I'll come over and smoke a cigarette." He said as he shook the lighter in his hand.

Qiao Qiao stood up with Teng Shengmiao, "You talk, I'll go first."

Teng Shengmiao pointed to the sign on the tree trunk behind him, "Smoking is no longer allowed here, the whole courtyard is no smoking."

He Gujun stepped aside to pass Qiao Qiao, stuffed the lighter into his trouser pocket, and stood silently.

"I'll go with you to see Uncle." Teng Shengmiao said.

"It's still being rescued, and I can't see it in the past."

"Then sit down for a while."

He Gujun nodded, and sat down at the place where Qiaoqiao sat just now, "Aren't you busy today?"

Teng Shengmiao knew what he wanted to ask, but he was overwhelmed, and he didn't want to explain it again, so he simply said, "I just had the operation."

"Oh, did you know each other when you were young?"

"Well, her academic performance is not very good. After graduating from junior high school, she studied nursing care for several years under the arrangement of her family. She started working very early. Now she wants to change careers, but she doesn't know what to do."

It's not hard to see that Teng Shengmiao's face is full of fatigue, and his mood is also very depressed. He Gujun only thought that he was tired from the operation, and didn't think much about it, "So I asked you for advice?"

Teng Shengmiao smiled wryly, "What advice can I give others, she should just talk casually."

Because the question of why we would talk about the direction of employment just passed through He Gujun's mind for a while, and before he had time to think more, the phone in his pocket rang first, and it was Tang Hui.

"My dad should be awake." He got up and ran while answering the phone, Teng Shengmiao followed closely behind him.

A little life just slipped away under his hands, at least at this moment Teng Shengmiao felt that he could not bear any other blows, he stared nervously at He Gujun's fluttering lips, afraid of saying something bad from his mouth Teng Shengmiao heaved a sigh of relief, and He Gujun grabbed him quickly and said, "Be careful."

"Ah."

In the evening, Tang Hui insisted on staying with the ward. He Gujun also knew that he would need an escort in the future, so he was not polite to Tang Hui. He left with Teng Shengmiao after everything in the ward was settled properly.Both of them were in a low mood, and they dismissed dinner at a hot pot restaurant near their home. After eating the hot pot, it was still early when they returned home. Teng Shengmiao was physically and mentally exhausted, so he spread out on the sofa and watched TV.

He Gujun brewed two cups of tea and brought them over, "Do you still remember the exchange?"

Teng Shengmiao took the teacup and said "hmm".

"When you left, my dad said that things had been settled, and autumn would be over."

"If I really go out, can you handle it alone?"

"Which aspect?" He Gujun turned slightly sideways, looking at Teng Shengmiao's face.

"Company and family, the child should have just been born at that time, and the situation of the uncle is not very good."

"Don't work hard now so that you can relax in the future. You don't have to worry about me. I'm afraid it will be difficult to have such an opportunity in the future. You'd better go."

Teng Shengmiao lowered his head and took a sip of his tea, without saying anything or saying no.

At night, Teng Shengmiao had a bloody dream. There was blood everywhere in the operating room, and he could not find where the blood came from. Gu Jun sat up with his arm pressed against his chest, and after sitting in the dark for a while, he felt thirsty, so he got up lightly to get water, when he opened the door, he heard He Gujun asking in a daze, "What's wrong? "

"The sauce made at night is too salty, I'm going out to drink some water, do you want some?"

"I don't drink."

Teng Shengmiao closed the door and went out, only turned on a small light in the living room, there were shadows everywhere in the room, he walked to the tea table, there was still the leftover tea before going to bed in the cup, he filled it with some hot water and took it Drink, it may be because the room is too warm. The narcissus planted years ago has already grown up, and the slender flower branches are hanging there. Teng Shengmiao flicked the flowers and poured some mineral water into the plate.

After drinking the water, Teng Shengmiao went back to the bedroom and lay down again. He Gujun turned over under the quilt and held his wrist accurately. He let the wrist bones be buckled, and looked at the roof through the dim light in the room. He has to go to work tomorrow, and he knows that it will be difficult for him to fall asleep again this night. He knows that he must sleep but the anxiety of not being able to fall asleep makes him very painful.

Time flows by silently, no matter if it is an insomnia night or a hard work, no matter whether you are happy or miserable on this day, the big hand in the dark will not stay for a while, and will always belong to yesterday without mercy. Turn the page and push today in front of you.

Winter has finally entered the countdown.

He Zhang passed away on an evening in early spring. At 05:30 that day, Teng Shengmiao came out of the outpatient clinic to replace He Gujun for dinner. He Zhang’s situation has been up and down in the past week. It can be said that everyone has Mentally prepared, but they still didn't expect him to go at that time.

"Shengmao, do you have any religious beliefs?"

The willow tree outside the window has already sprouted light yellow shoots. Teng Shengmiao looked away, shook his head, looked at the weak old man in front of him and said, "No." He had never heard He Gujun say that their family had any religious preferences, let alone He Zhang's identity is unlikely to have religious beliefs, so he was a little confused by He Zhang's sudden question, but he quickly understood what He Zhang meant, which was death. thinking about death.

"But I know there is a place that everyone goes to after death. We come from there, and we will return there eventually. People are not homeless." He didn't know if this would comfort the people on the bed, but he saw He Zhang There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and then his eyes slowly closed.

At first Teng Shengmiao thought that the old man was tired. After a minute, he subconsciously felt the old man's pulse, and then found that it had stopped beating. He went to feel the carotid artery and test his breath. Standing up abruptly, she rang the call bell on the bedside.

Within 2 minutes, a large group of doctors and nurses rushed in. Teng Shengmiao backed away, took out his mobile phone and called He Gujun...

On the day of He Zhang’s memorial service, Teng Shengmiao also went there. Except for a very few people, very few people knew his true identity. After the body said goodbye, he stood in the corner and watched He Gujun in a black suit keep bowing to everyone. The whole process was solemn and depressing, and finally came to an end, when everyone was almost gone, he walked towards He Gujun. He Gujun was standing talking with his aunt Zhou Shu, when he saw Teng Shengmiao approaching, he introduced him: "This is my aunt."

Teng Shengmiao called out politely, and Zhou Shu smiled and nodded at him. They didn't expect that the first meeting would be on such an occasion.

"You can rest with Gu Jun for a while." After Zhou Shu finished speaking, she said to He Gujun: "My sister has me over there, don't worry."

He Gujun nodded, and walked to the lounge on one side with Teng Shengmiao. When they reached the door, Teng Shengmiao noticed that He Gujun's body was shaking slightly, "What's wrong?"

"Hypoglycemia."

Teng Shengmiao hurriedly supported the person to sit down nearby, poured a cup of hot water and handed it to him, "Wait for me here, I'll go buy sugar."

"Ah."

There were no convenience stores or supermarkets near the auditorium where the memorial service was held. Teng Shengmiao found a small supermarket after walking down a street. He took chocolates and fruit candies, and after a few steps, he ran back to the shelf to get milk and bread, waiting for him Returning to the auditorium one street away, he found that He Gujun, who had just been sitting at the door of the lounge, had disappeared. In fact, it took only 15 minutes.

Teng Shengmiao ran out with the bag, and found He Gujun's cousin Tang Hui in another lounge, "Where's Gu Jun?"

"I didn't see it, what's the matter?" Tang Hui has been here with his mother to accompany the distant relatives who came from the hometown of his uncle and mother.

"He suffered from hypoglycemia, and I couldn't find him after I bought candy."

"Did you call?"

Teng Shengmiao didn't remember until Tang Hui reminded him. He took out his mobile phone and quickly found He Gujun's number in the call history and dialed it.

"He turned off the phone." He looked at Tang Hui and said.