I didn't miss you

Sitting on the bed with a pair of hotel slippers next to you.

"Guess?" Guan Qianyue switched the camera to the rear and turned to the window.

Seeing a familiar white pagoda, Chu Quan blurted out in surprise: "Are you in City H?"

"That's right." Guan Qianyue's facial features reappeared on the screen, and he said with a smile, "I want to see where you grew up."

Chu Quan seemed to have swallowed a big mouthful of honey, and he was so flustered that he couldn't bear to spit it out.He suppressed the smile on the corner of his mouth and asked, "When will you be back?"

"In a few days. There is a branch here. Guan Chi asked me to stop by." Guan Qianyue twitched his lips, "I wanted to visit your grandparents, but I was afraid they would beat me."

"No." Chu Quan repeated what his grandfather said that day. Guan Qianyue's eyes lit up, his enthusiasm was high, and he said that he would visit the old man in the afternoon. Chu Quan was so scared that he said "no." It's time," he promised: "We will go back together when the time comes."

"Okay." Guan Qianyue reluctantly agreed.He thought of the news clips he saw in the morning, and felt very distressed: "I saw the video of the press conference. Those reporters are really hateful. Are you feeling particularly uncomfortable?"

"No." Chu Quanyun said lightly, "I'm not afraid of negative news. I just... I thought you would never talk to me again."

Guan Qianyue was silent for a while, and suddenly excitedly said: "How is it possible!" He took a few deep breaths, and lowered his voice: "I know I'm in a dead end, so come out and calm down. Even if you don't call me, I will call you in a few days." God will go back."

With a sore nose, Chu Quan turned his head to the side and blinked vigorously.

Guan Qianyue coughed: "Speaking of this, how did you... remember?"

Chu Quan told the truth: "Your sister came to see me."

"I knew it was her!" Guan Qianyue frowned, "She loves to meddle in other people's business the most, and she's so annoying. From now on, I don't want this younger sister, I'll give it to you."

Chu Quan had long seen that the three brothers and sisters hated each other on the surface, but they actually had a very good relationship.He smiled and agreed: "Okay, give it to me, don't regret it."

"No way." Guan Qianyue said quickly, "Anyway, you are also a member of our family."

Chu Quan pursed his lips, and finally smiled: "Come back soon."

"Miss me?" Guan Qianyue raised her eyebrows proudly, and lightly tapped Chu Quan's lips on the screen: "Is there a gift for me?"

Chu Quan was not prepared for his sudden move. After thinking for a while, he covered the phone's camera with his fingers, leaned over to the speaker and whispered, "I'm wearing that shirt."

"Really?" Chu Quan always gives people a feeling of restraint and indifference, but at this moment his voice is soft and soft, making people's hearts itch.Guan Qianyue couldn't see his expression, and lay on the bed with regret, complaining: "What are you talking about now, I can't eat it, I'm so hard."

"Don't be a rascal." Chu Quan let go of his hand, and said to the weeping Guan Qianyue, "How old are you, Mr. Guan?"

"It's not that old, I feel like I'm only eighteen." Guan Qianyue put his phone between two pillows and lay on his side, his face on the screen was a little distorted, but also cute and silly.

"Guan Qianyue," Chu Quan's tone became a little more serious: "I can ask you, after that day... How have you been doing these years?" This question has been bothering Chu Quan ever since he knew the truth. He, he was afraid that leaving without saying goodbye back then would leave Guan Qianyue with a painful blow.

"Huh?" Guan Qianyue was startled, and the past ten years passed before his eyes like a revolving lantern. In the end, he automatically filtered out those gloomy days, and simply concluded: "It's pretty good."

Chu Quan secretly breathed a sigh of relief.In fact, this is not surprising, because he knows that no matter what kind of environment he is in, Guan Qianyue can find fun and live an active and happy life. "That's good," Chu Quan murmured, "That's good."

"By the way, Guan Chi said that he wants to acquire Chihai. When the time comes to increase capital and hold shares, let you become a shareholder." Guan Qianyue frowned, with a rare coldness on his face, and said casually and coldly: "Lu Ming and What kind of Ze, you can adjust it as you want.”

Chu Quan quickly interfaced: "It's not necessary." Seeing that Guan Qianyue was going to be angry, he quickly explained: "I won't let myself suffer, don't worry. Just teach them a lesson. It's not worth wasting money and time on them. "

Guan Qianyue touched his upper and lower lips, and made an obviously dissatisfied "嗞" sound: "Are you still thinking about that Ze?"

Chu Quan always felt awkward listening to "What Ze?", and said casually, "He has a name."

"I don't care!" Guan Qianyue put on a fierce look, and said arrogantly: "Don't mention his name in front of me."

"Stop pretending to be jealous, okay?" Chu Quan rolled his eyes helplessly in his heart.

Guan Qianyue broke his skills in a second, and laughed loudly: "You can't cooperate!"

Chu Quan couldn't laugh or cry: "Then you can say hello in advance next time."

The two chatted for a long time, and neither of them could bear to hang up.It's been like this for the past few days, I can't get enough of it, maybe it's the feeling of passionate love.Chu Quan watered the flowers, Guan Qianyue wanted to watch the growth of the plants, Chu Quan washed the clothes, he wanted to check whether the washing machine was functioning normally, Chu Quan wanted to take a bath, Guan Qianyue also wanted to watch the live broadcast, but Chu Quan didn't follow his wishes.

Before hanging up, Guan Qianyue looked at the adulterer reluctantly, and at the same time asked Chu Quan for his email address, saying that he had something to send to him.

When Chu Quan came out of the shower, he found ten more emails in his mailbox.

It was a letter Fred wrote to Zhou Yang that could not be sent.One letter per year, which babbles about my recent life and some interesting little things.Which university he entered, which club he joined, which class the teacher was a freak, Chu Quan laughed while watching, and finally cried for no reason.

Guan Qianyue said that he would go to that motel on that day every year, but in the fifth year, the motel was completely abandoned and demolished.The lady at the front desk is of Chinese descent. After she got acquainted with Guan Qianyue, she always praised her son from Yale Law School every time she talked.Unfortunately, the single mother died of a heart attack before her son could become a barrister.

In the past ten years, there have been too many ups and downs, but the end of every letter is "I miss you very much".

Chu Quan felt how lucky he was.Perhaps the reason for the separation of the family when he was a teenager was to accept Guan Qianyue into his family many years later.

He picked up the pen and paper and wrote the first word.

The performance of the Guan family's jewelry company in City H has been stagnant, and the financial system is also somewhat chaotic.Guan Qianyue was in a hurry to go back to City S, so he had to stay for two more days in such a terrible situation to rectify the management.

He complained to Chu Quan at night, and Chu Quan comforted him that "good things take time".It was an unintentional speech, but I didn't expect it to become a prophecy.

Guan Qianyue quickly dealt with the trivial matters in City H, booked the plane for that afternoon, and flirted with Chu Quan on the phone before taking off. Several hours passed, but no one answered Chu Quan's calls.

In the end, Guan Chi informed him: "You come to the Third Hospital quickly, Guan Qianyue has been in a car accident!"

Chu Quan was so frightened that he lost his mind, Guan Chi added: "It's not serious, don't get too excited."

Chu Quan seemed to be teetering on an eight-thousand-foot cliff, and was grabbed by someone at the last moment.He took a deep breath and couldn't help complaining about Guan Chi's unhurried way of speaking.

Chu Quan drove all the way to the hospital at high speed, and the people sent by Guan Chi led him to the door of the ward.

Guan Shuyi and Guan Chi were talking quietly together, their faces solemn.Chu Quan's heart sank, he didn't even say hello, and asked straight to the point: "How is it?"

"I said it's fine." Guan Shuyi's attitude towards him was still a little cold: "Skin trauma, mild concussion."

Guan Chi squeezed his sister's shoulder, as if to blame her for being rude.He explained to Chu Quan: "There was a traffic jam at the airport. Uncle Liu said there was a shortcut, but he met a drunk driver who was driving the wrong way. Fortunately, the speed was not very fast."

Chu Quan nodded.Through the square glass of the ward, he saw Guan Qianyue lying in the white snow, not as quiet as him.

Chu Quan couldn't bear to look at the people on the hospital bed, turned his head after a few seconds, happened to meet Guan Shuyi's eyes, and smiled gratefully and flatteringly.

He was really grateful to Guan Shuyi for coming to tell the truth in time, otherwise, with Guan Qianyue's character, he might have kept it a secret, and then secretly depressed himself.

Chu Quan smiled at her, and Guan Shuyi felt a little embarrassed.She remembered that her previous attitude was indeed bad. Although she didn't think she had done anything wrong, her tone was softer: "Are you reconciled?"

Seeing Chu Quan nodding, she said with emotion: "It's really tossing, I'm tired of watching it for so many years. You may not know that at the beginning, he went crazy looking for you, and searched all the schools in Los Angeles. The Chinese circle There are a few Zhou Yangs here, but none of them are you. My cousin was running for city council, and Guan Qianyuefei pestered him to help adjust the monitoring at the highway station. My dad beat him up and then ran away from home. At that time It scared us a lot, and then he came back by himself and stopped clamoring for you all day long. I thought he had given up, but I didn't expect him to be looking for you secretly." Guan Shuyi paused, not wanting to create too much atmosphere Sad, so he briefly brought up the funeral: "He seldom returns to China, and he is not very interested in film and television media. Guangya has always been run by Guan Chi. When I had a video with him last year, a cousin of mine happened to come over. I was watching a TV series next to you, yes, you acted. After Guan Qianyue saw it, he kept yelling at my sister who that person was, scaring the little girl. Anyway, fortunately, you became a star."

Chu Quan was silent for a long time, then smiled lightly: "This is the time I am most grateful for my profession."

"Back when he bought Feitian, he didn't mean to embarrass you." Guan Shuyi showed that subtle expression of disgust, helplessness and love: "He was jealous and blamed you for forgetting him."

Chu Quan said, "I know."

That day he lay beside Guan Qianyue's hospital bed all night.In fact, there was an empty bed next to him, but he didn't want to make himself too comfortable, otherwise he would sleep too deeply, and he might not be able to hear Guan Qianyue waking up.

The doctor said that Guan Qianyue was fine and would wake up soon, but until the next afternoon, he still fell asleep.

Guan Chi asked the doctor to check again with instruments, Chu Quan wanted to follow, but was ordered to stay for dinner.Li Xiuling brought out porridge and side dishes from the thermos. Chu Quan had no appetite to eat, so he barely moved his chopsticks.

"Don't worry," Li Xiuling said, "Qianyue has been lucky since she was a child, she must be too tired, just sleep more."

"Yes," Guan Shuyi walked back and forth anxiously, comforting Chu Quan with a forced smile: "When he was young, he picked mangoes and fell from a tree. There was a sharp stone next to his head, just a few centimeters away. He has always been lucky. .”

No one answered, and the silence lasted until Guan Chi returned.However, Guan Chi spread his hands: "The doctor said there was nothing wrong with it."

"Why don't you talk to him," Guan Shuyi no longer concealed her anxiety, and said to Chu Quan, "Maybe he woke up when he heard your voice."

Chu Quan walked into the ward and opened the curtains a little.Daylight illuminated the room, and dust danced in a beam.

Guan Qianyue looked thinner than the previous two days, his face was dark yellow, and deep wrinkles appeared on his lips.Chu Quan took a glass of warm water, wet the cotton swab, and wiped his lips lightly.

After all this was done, he sat on the edge of the bed, took Guan Qianyue's hand by his side, and gently stroked it.

Chu Quan frowned slightly, and opened his mouth several times before making a sound: "Hey, Fred."

"I read the letter you gave me." He looked at Guan Qianyue, carefully traced the lines from the tip of the eyebrows to the corners of the nose, and gradually spoke more and more fluently: "I'm sorry, I lied to you."

"I'm sorry I didn't look for you, I'm sorry you stood in front of me and I didn't recognize you. Let me do it all over again, and I'll tell you everything after that day."

In a gentle tone, Chu Quan talked about the psychiatrist wearing rimless glasses, about the successive deaths of Wen Ruoting and her grandparents, about the deteriorating relationship with her father, about how to start from a group performance by mistake. into the entertainment industry.

In fact, many things have happened in these years, but in the end it was summed up in a few words.

Guan Qianyue was still lying quietly, showing no signs of waking up.Chu Quan kissed the back of his hand and said softly, "Guan Qianyue, thank you."

"I never thought you would come to me, I just hope you live your life happily." Chu Quan's eyes were shining brightly, and he showed a gentle smile: "You know, as long as you think about it, Someone has been caring about me from afar all these years, so all my ordinary wasted years have become shining brightly."

"Fred, if you can hear, if you are listening, wake up quickly." Chu Quan leaned over and kissed Guan Qianyue's lips.

Guan Qianyue was still dehydrated, and when his dry lips rubbed against each other, he felt a strange pleasure.Chu Quan was about to get up and feed him something to drink, when something slippery squeezed into his mouth, he opened his eyes wide and saw Guan Qianyue's eyelashes trembling.

"Are you awake?" Chu Quan straightened up abruptly and asked in surprise.

Guan Qianyue licked his lips unsatisfied: "Why are you running so fast?"

His voice was completely free from the confusion and hoarseness of someone who just woke up. Chu Quan stared blankly at those dark eyes: "When did you wake up?"

Guan Qianyue cleared his throat, and said guiltily, "I've already woken up."

Chu Quan flung his hand away abruptly, Guan Qianyue immediately yelled, "Hey, I'm a patient!"

Chu Quan turned his head to ignore him, leaving Guan Qianyue with a red earlobe.

Guan Qianyue struggled to get up, but Chu Quan couldn't bear to turn around to help him when he heard the movement, and said, "Do you have ADHD, so you can't lie down peacefully."

Guan Qianyue hugged Chu Quan and did not let go, wrapping around him like an octopus, Chu Quan couldn't break free, so he had to let him hug him.They looked at each other calmly, and saw the definite love in each other's eyes.

Guan Qianyue tilted his head and kissed Chu Quan again.Chu Quan also responded to him enthusiastically. The two of them bit and sucked fiercely, almost taking away their breath and sanity. They wished they could hug each other even tighter.During the kiss, Guan Qianyue inadvertently glanced at the two heads behind the glass in the ward, and waved impatiently, meaning "get lost".

"Let's go." Guan Chi tugged at Guan Shuyi who wanted to lie on the door: "Don't look."

"I'm actually a little touched." Guan Shuyi wiped her eyes: "I really want to fall in love too."

Guan Chi was noncommittal, but Guan Shuyi said: "By the way, Luo Xiao has returned to China and said he would treat me to dinner. Do you want to go with me?"

Guan Chi's face turned ugly for a moment, but he quickly smiled and said, "Go, I'm busy recently."

Guan Shuyi nodded: "Yes, you are getting engaged."

The sound of footsteps gradually faded away, leaving only the sound of kisses and rapid panting in the ward.Guan Qianyue let go of Chu Quan, his hands were still groping around his waist, and said in a hoarse voice, "I think..."

Chu Quan quickly interrupted him: "Let's talk when we go home!"

Guan Qianyue was taken aback, and smiled wickedly: "What are you thinking? I said I want to drink water."

Chu Quan got up to take a large glass of water, and slapped it heavily on the cabinet.Guan Qianyue laughed loudly, touching the wound, baring his teeth and screaming.

This time Chu Quan resolutely ignored him until someone took his hand and put a ring on his ring finger.

"You..." Chu Quan glanced at the ring on his hand, and looked at Guan Qianyue almost hastily.

Of course he knew what it meant, but it was too sudden.And he hasn't met Guan Qianyue's parents yet, what if they don't like him?

Guan Qianyue restrained his joking expression, interlocked his fingers vigorously, and said loudly: "We have wasted too much time."

After a while, Chu Quan pretended to be reserved: "I haven't agreed yet."

Guan Qianyue raised his eyebrows nonchalantly: "It's late, you have no chance to regret it now." He kissed Chu Quan's lips again and again like a bird pecking at food.

Ten years later, the two drops of water that once passed each other finally flowed into the same river again.

Guan Qianyue clung to his ear and said softly: "I love you, please teach me more in the future."