I didn't miss you

Quan is six or seven points similar.When he was a child, every time Chu Quan heard relatives say that he and his father looked alike, he was secretly happy, but when he grew up, he hated the resemblance more and more.Through the not-so-wide gap, the two looked at each other silently.

"Chu Quan," the man twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a slightly blunt smile: "Happy New Year."

Chu Quan didn't intend to let him in, and asked coldly, "What are you doing here?"

"I'll come and see you." Under such gaze, Chu Hanlin felt a little unable to straighten his waist, and tried to put on his father's majesty: "For Chinese New Year, the whole family should be reunited, and I want to have dinner with you. You are also busy now, it's really hard to see you... why don't we go in and talk?"

"No need." Chu Quan felt ironic when he heard "a family", he simply opened the door and walked out, forcing Chu Hanlin to take a step back. "How did you get into the community? Forget it, I'm too lazy to know. Just tell me why you came here."

"I have a friend who also lives here." Chu Hanlin paused for a moment, then changed into a slightly stern tone: "Can't I come to see you if I have nothing to do? I'm your father and you are my son. Let's eat together during the Chinese New Year Is there a problem with the meal?"

Seeing the person on the other side who was clearly displeased but did not dare to explode, Chu Quan actually felt a vicious joy welling up from the bottom of his heart.He stared at the mud spots splashed on Chu Hanlin's outdated brand-name leather shoes, and said casually, "Are you bankrupt?"

Chu Hanlin let out a bewildered "ah".Chu Quan didn't give him time to think. The demon in his heart had invaded his flesh and blood and was about to squeeze out his soul. He kept saying, "Are you terminally ill? Do you want me to donate bone marrow? Or your son?" Are you sick and need me to donate bone marrow?"

"Chu Quan!" Chu Hanlin shouted violently, his eyes almost popping out of his sockets.He pointed at Chu Quan, shook his hand, and said, "Look at what you look like now? Do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know." Chu Quan was a little more sober, but every cell in him was filled with dark and sad joy, and countless voices were clamoring for struggle, struggle, struggle.He showed a mocking smile: "And I can tell you that for the questions I just said, my answer is also very simple, impossible."

"You..." Chu Hanlin frowned, covered his heart with his left hand and took a few deep breaths.He looked at his son who was taller than himself, and sighed bitterly: "You were not like this when you were young, why did you become more and more ignorant when you grew up?"

Chu Quan crossed his arms and said lightly: "I was so sensible when I was young, and I regret it too."

Chu Hanlin sighed again.He tried his best to slow down his tone: "I know that I was sorry to your mother and daughter before, but... Chu Quan, many things are not what you think. Don't listen to your mother's one-sided words. I have always missed you these years."

Chu Quan was silent for a while, then turned and walked home.

"Chu Quan!" Chu Hanlin was angry and helpless, and grabbed his arm in desperation: "Is that why you treat Dad like this?"

Chu Quan's undiminished irritability accumulated again, and he subconsciously pushed Chu Hanlin: "Let me go!"

There was a cry of pain from behind, followed by rapid gasps mixed with groans.Chu Quan's whole body stiffened in an instant, and when he turned his head to see, Chu Hanlin was curled up on the ground, his hands pressed tightly to his chest, and he opened his mouth wide to breathe.His face was flushed, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and he looked very painful.

"You..." Chu Quan gasped for breath and looked at the other party in horror.

Chu Hanlin wriggled on the ground in pain, staring at him like a scene from a nightmare.Chu Quan was drenched in cold sweat. Tremblingly, he took out his mobile phone and called 120, but he lost his ability to speak when the doctor asked him.He clenched his hands into fists, kept opening and closing his lips, tears were streaming down his face in anxiety, and there was still an incoherent "ho ho" sound in his throat.

Chu Hanlin called his name inarticulately, and handed him a convulsive hand, as if he wanted to talk to the doctor himself, but that movement exhausted his strength, and he fell back into a coma.

Chu Quan had never been so panic-stricken and desperate in his life. His mind was in chaos, and he kept repeating "I didn't mean it" in his mouth. He hugged Chu Hanlin with difficulty with his stiff hands, and he couldn't even tell the direction, staggering move forward.

After walking 50 meters, Chu Quan saw a familiar sports car.In his teary vision, it bumped and stumbled forward.

Chu Quan's Adam's apple was rolling, and he was panting violently. Something fermented and struggled in his chest. After a while, he screamed: "Guan Qianyue! Help!"

The hospital was empty, and the lights in the emergency room were out.From the time the doctor told them that "the patient is out of danger" until now, Chu Quan has been sitting motionless on a chair in the corridor, as if someone had taken his soul away.During the period, Guan Qianyue looked at Chu Hanlin through the glass for a while, asked the doctor about Chu Hanlin's situation, and bought some food for Chu Quan.

But Chu Quan seemed indifferent to everything.He is immersed in his own world, with a sense of alienation from others.Most people would not rush to get close to him when they saw him like this, but Guan Qianyue insisted on sailing against the current. He sat down beside Chu Quan and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Chu Quan didn't respond, Guan Qianyue said to himself: "You don't have to worry, the doctor said his illness is not serious, he can be controlled by taking medicine at ordinary times, as long as he is not stimulated, he will not have an attack."

"I didn't mean it." Chu Quan said suddenly.His voice is very soft and cold, reminiscent of snow that has just melted in spring.

"I know." Guan Qianyue put his hand on the back of his hand and patted it lightly.

"The driver of my car drove away. If it weren't for you today..." Chu Quan closed his eyes, and his eyelashes soon became wet: "Thank you."

"You don't need to tell me this." Guan Qianyue pressed his head on his shoulder and covered the wetness with his palm.

"Should I forgive him?"

Chu Quan's question was thoughtless, and in view of the current situation, it might be a bit treasonous.But Guan Qianyue understood what he meant, and comforted him: "You don't have to forgive him because of guilt."

A bitter smile appeared on Chu Quan's pale face: "You know, my mother hated him to death. When she was dying...she blocked him out of the ward and refused to see him."

"He hates my mother too." Chu Quan straightened up, gently pushed Guan Qianyue's arm, Guan Qianyue interlocked his fingers, and put his folded hands on his knees.

Chu Quan continued calmly: "He always said that there are many things that I don't know. In fact, he also kept many things in the dark. Many years ago, I secretly followed him to the United States, and I saw how he liked that son...he Never smile at me like that."

Guan Qianyue got carried away with excitement, and unconsciously increased his strength in his hands. Chu Quan's fingers hurt from being pinched by him, and he gave him a puzzled look.

"What else?" Guan Qianyue cleared his throat, let go of Chu Quan's hand, and stared at him intently and enthusiastically.

Chu Quan was a little out of time, he had goosebumps when Guan Qianyue looked at him, but at this time there were many heavy things in his heart, so he ignored the weird feeling in his mind, subconsciously said: "It's nothing."

"The patient is awake!" A nurse hurried over and interrupted them.

Guan Qianyue looked away in disappointment, and sighed silently.He was angry, tired, and felt as if he was running down an escalator that was speeding upwards, and the people on the opposite side seemed very close, but were always difficult to reach.The arrogance and enthusiasm of re-creating memories at the beginning faded away, and he was entangled in a long-gone past.In fact, so what if you forget, it can only show that Chu Quan doesn't love him.

"Want to take a look?" Guan Qianyue asked.

Chu Quan hesitated for a while before nodding.

"Then you go, I won't bother you."

Chu Quan opened his mouth, and finally agreed: "Okay." In fact, he didn't want to face Chu Hanlin alone in his heart, but Guan Qianyue really had no reason to go.

In the ward, the father and son looked at each other wordlessly for a while, and Chu Quan asked, "Do you want some water?"

Chu Hanlin seemed to have given up on the plan to repair the relationship with Chu Quan, and nodded: "Thank you."

Chu Quan took a glass of water, wrapped his arms around the other's back, and fed him a few sips. "You go about your business," Chu Hanlin said, "I can take care of myself."

Chu Quan didn't answer, so he called Yan Xun to ask for leave that night, and took turns taking care of Chu Hanlin with the nurse Guan Qianyue hired for the next few days.Chu Hanlin didn't say anything, but when he saw Chu Quan the next day, his eye circles were quietly red.

In the past few days, the taste of the new year is strong, and every family is reuniting. Guan Qianyue has a lot of uncles. He goes out to deal with relatives during the day, and returns to the hospital to accompany Chu Quan at night. The two sleep in the empty ward next door.

Chu Hanlin's situation gradually stabilized, and Chu Quan was finally free to focus on other things. At this time, he found that Guan Qianyue's mood was not very high during this period.

Chu Quan didn't know what to do, he didn't know whether to ask, so he just found a topic to talk about: "I called that woman the day before yesterday, and she said that something happened and I couldn't make it through."

"Really." The bed in the advanced ward was not wide enough, and the two of them were close to each other, and their warm skin touched each other from time to time.Guan Qianyue put his arms around Chu Quan and asked, "Did you tell your father?"

"I said it." Chu Quan recalled the scene of Chu Hanlin hugging his son at the airport many years ago, and felt a little ironic. "At first I thought it was something wrong with the couple, but it turned out that his son was arrested for drug trafficking."

Guan Qianyue nodded, and the two of them had nothing to say for a while.Chu Quan felt that something was shaking under the quilt, and turned over several times.Guan Qianyue held him down violently, and said harshly, "Don't move."

Chu Quan saw a trace of familiar lust in his eyes.

A deserted ward with a smell of disinfectant is not a good place to do these things.But the more taboo things are, the more attractive they are. Chu Quan felt hot all over, and he was clearly emotional.He was thin-skinned, so he put his hand on Guan Qianyue's chest, and rubbed it gently twice, which was his acquiescence.

Guan Qianyue held his wrist, stroking the protruding ulna back and forth with his thumb.He looked deeply at Chu Quan, and his voice was lower and more perplexing than usual: "Can you help me?"

Chu Quan raised his eyebrows, and the folds of his eyelids were stretched and smoothed, and he maintained this expression for two seconds.

In fact, he was just surprised, and he didn't even start to really think about it, but Guan Qianyue let go of his hand, turned and went into the bathroom: "Forget it."

The charming atmosphere disappeared immediately, and when Guan Qianyue came out of the toilet, there was only embarrassment between the two of them.

"Just now..." The more you explain this kind of thing, the more you can't explain it clearly. Chu Quan just started when Guan Qianyue interrupted: "It's okay, don't think too much. You are too tired recently, I can solve it myself .”

Guan Qianyue seemed to have nothing wrong with him, and the concern in his eyes was not fake, but Chu Quan clearly felt something different.He wanted to ask but didn't know how to ask, so he nodded silently.

Seeing that his mouth was still slightly open, Guan Qianyue was as bewildered as a child who accidentally caused trouble, so she couldn't help leaning over to kiss him, sucking his beautiful lips in a nonchalant way.

"I'm really fine." Guan Qianyue leaned against Chu Quan's nose and said softly, "Some things are bothering me at home recently, and it will be fine in a few days. Go to sleep, good night."

After a while, Guan Qianyue really fell asleep.Chu Quan was afraid of waking him up, so he didn't dare to turn over, and lay down with his hands and feet bound.He thought about Chu Hanlin's condition for a while, recalled the appearance of his half-brother for a while, and finally turned his thoughts back to Guan Qianyue.

In fact, it was not too much for him to make such a request just now.Chu Quan thought about it carefully, if Guan Qianyue asked again next time, he would not refuse.

Two days later, Chu Hanlin told Chu Quan that "his aunt" was coming.Chu Quan didn't want to meet that woman, and since Chu Hanlin could be discharged from the hospital, he told the nurses a few words and prepared to return to the set to continue working.

The father and son were standing one by one and lying down on the other, separated by two steps, but there seemed to be thousands of mountains and rivers between them.After a while, Chu Quan reminded: "Pay more attention to rest, and remember to take medicine on time." He paused, and then said: "Since it's hard to go back to China, let's go home and see grandparents, they are getting older too. .”

Chu Hanlin nodded: "I understand. You take care of yourself alone. Go."

Chu Quan didn't know whether he was happy or sad that the father and son had reached this point.

Guan Qianyue drove him to the set, and both of them were abnormally silent along the way.Perhaps sensing the oppressive atmosphere, he opened the skylight, and a cool breeze came in.

Guan Qianyue asked, "Is it cold?"

Chu Quan shook his head.He stared at Guan Qianyue for a while, and asked tentatively, "What happened to your family?"

Guan Qianyue's family is doing well, but he himself is digging into a dead end.He couldn't explain these things clearly for a while, so he said "nothing" vaguely.

Chu Quan felt uncomfortably blocked by his non-painful sentence, and the negative emotions of the past few days reached their peak at this moment.He turned his head and looked out of the window. There were red lanterns on the street trees, each of which looked like a mocking clown grimacing.

Seeing him frowning, Guan Qianyue was also having a hard time.Suddenly recalling the news I heard a few days ago, I asked, "Yu Zeyang is also in your crew, why didn't you tell me?"

Chu Quan was taken aback for a moment, thinking that it was because of this matter.Seeing the faint anger in Guan Qianyue's eyes, he suddenly felt a little better, and explained: "He is just a cameo, and he will leave after a few days."

Guan Qianyue pursed her lips tightly, unmoved.Chu Quan promised in a coaxing tone, "I'll keep him far away, is that okay?"

Guan Qianyue seemed to sigh, he turned his head to look at Chu Quan, his eyes were gentle and far away, those turbulent emotions finally turned into a helpless and doting smile.He hooked the other person's nose affectionately: "Okay."

17

As soon as Chu Quan came back, he devoted himself to filming in the dark.In order to catch up with the schedule, the crew did not finish work until early in the morning almost every day.Since Xue Huaijing confronted Chu Quan at that dinner party, he avoided him as much as he could, and his behavior restrained a lot.Sometimes when I met his eyes, although I pretended to be indifferent, I didn't dare to have an obvious provocative look.

Chu Quan actually admires people who know themselves.With fewer people to hinder him, the days of filming are not so hard.After shooting day and night for two weeks, Yan Xun finally announced that the film crew would be on vacation for half a day.

In the final analysis, so many scenes were left behind because Chu Quan asked for leave. Chu Quan felt sorry, so he paid for the whole crew to eat.When Chen Ling heard about this, she ran here tirelessly, eating and drinking on the pretext of visiting the class.

Because the filming will continue the next day, everyone is more restrained in drinking. Chu Quan dealt with it for a while, and sat down with Chen Ling in a corner, and asked, "Is there something wrong with the company?"

"It's okay, as a manager, I can't care about artists."

"Thank you, I forgot that I have an agent."

Chen Ling smiled and pushed him: "You man." After joking for a while, Chen Ling finally explained her intentions: "Isn't it the annual shareholder meeting, Zhong Wei asked me to ask you when it will be finalized so that we can arrange the time. "

"Ten days." Chu Quan said, "It's worth your trip just for this matter? Wait, when did you and Zhong Wei get so close?"

"Oh," Chen Ling pretended to be shy, "I suddenly found out that he is not bad, so let's develop it."

Thinking about it, the two are quite a match, and Chu Quan is really happy for her to let go of the past: "Develop well."

"By the way, there is one more thing." Chen Ling approached, lowering her voice with a serious face: "You know Director Wang, right? Mr. Li and Mr. Zou are the directors elected by the accumulative voting system. I don't quite understand. Probably someone from them? Zhong Wei said that this person has been raising some proposals for capital increase recently, and he feels that he wants to dilute your equity. There is also Feitian’s chief financial officer—what’s the matter with Wang? I’ve always hated him , Zhong Wei said that the two had recently had private contact with Lu Ming."

"Lu Ming?" Chu Quan frowned when he heard the name: "What does he want to do?"

"Who knows. I heard that the Guan family is swallowing up his assets little by little. Maybe they want to fight back from you."

"What does it have to do with me, Lu Ming's brain may not be normal."

"Come on, who doesn't know that Second Young Master Guan is standing behind you?" Chen Ling was originally