It started after my sister was deceived by a scumbag

, For a moment, an unprecedented sense of frustration hit him, making him feel very tired.

The younger sister was lying on the hospital bed and had woken up, but her body was still very weak.When she saw Ji Yifan, her chapped lips opened and closed slightly: "Brother, where have you been?"

Ji Yifan dragged his tired body to Ji Zhixue, and gently put her hand in his palm: "Why do you do something stupid?"

Ji Zhixue said, "Brother, did you hit him? He saved my life, you shouldn't have hit him."

"I'm sorry for your people, and I won't make him feel better."

"Brother, you don't know anything, he didn't apologize to me, I just rejected me."

Ji Yifan was taken aback.

Ji Zhixue's eyes were full of tears: "Brother, what did you do to him? Don't hurt him..."

Ji Yifan: "Don't worry, brother knows it well."

Ji Zhixue stared at Ji Yifan, as if trying to identify the truth and falsehood of what he said.

Ji Yifan: "You take a good rest, brother go smoke a cigarette."

He covered Ji Zhixue with a quilt: "Promise me, don't do anything stupid, I'm the only younger sister, and I still want to see you as my mother."

Ji Zhixue's eyes flickered, and her head turned slightly to one side.

Ji Yifan closed the door.

Ji Zhixue's attending doctor took the medical records and asked, "Does the patient have a history of depression?"

Ji Yifan: "She...was depressed for a while because of the death of her relatives. The doctor said that she had a tendency to depression, but she seemed to recover later, no different from a normal person."

"When we checked her, we found that she was on antidepressants for a long time, and she had a lot of old cuts on her wrists."

"what do you mean?"

"She has attempted suicide many times. Generally, people with suicidal intentions do not have the courage to end their own lives for the first time. They will try many times, and wait for something unpleasant to happen once. Impulse will give them courage..."

Ji Yifan's head was buzzing, and he couldn't listen to what the doctor was saying.

He always felt that he took good care of his sister, but in a corner he didn't know, her sister had already suffered from a very serious illness from the heart.

He knows nothing, understands nothing.

Ji Yifan felt that he had not fulfilled his responsibility as a brother, so he walked out of the doctor's office in a daze.After walking a few steps, I suddenly realized that the people around me were very noisy.

Especially the doctors and nurses, they all ran outside in a hurry.

"I heard that someone jumped off the building?"

"Still a very young girl...really..."

Ji Yifan panicked for no reason, and ran all the way back to his sister's ward.At this time, his heart was about to jump out, and the moment he pushed the door open, he couldn't even stand still.

The room was empty.

06

In the early morning, Ji Yifan was woken up by the glare of the sun, and subconsciously tightened his embrace before opening his eyes.

The little lover in his arms was still asleep, and his red face was nestled against his bare chest.He lowered his head, looking at his little lover's long eyelashes, fair skin, and the looming red mark under the collarbone, he was in a good mood.

After washing up, Ji Yifan went downstairs with his slippers on and his nightgown wiping his wet hair.

He walked a few steps, and it was no surprise that he saw Xu Jin sitting upright on the sofa in the living room.

The sunlight came in from the French windows on the side, hitting the thin figure.

At a glance, Ji Yifan noticed his long eyelashes that were gilded by the sun, followed by his tightly pursed lips, his slender and graceful neck line, and a small shadow on his collarbone...

Xu Jin is too thin.

He is very thin, not only does not look ugly, but it brings out the beauty of his bones, his temperament is dusty, cold and aloof, like the flowers of Gaoling that cannot be played with.

The TV in the living room was on, showing the morning news.Xu Jin reads it every day, makes breakfast after watching it, eats it quietly by herself, and then goes out to work.

Regular but very monotonous life.

07

Ji Yifan didn't stand for long when the little lover hugged his waist from behind.

He was jealous, seeing Ji Yifan's gaze resting on that irrelevant man, he couldn't suppress his inner jealousy.

Ji Yifan is the best man he has ever met.Good-looking, gentle and considerate, what is rare is that he is generous enough.

The little lover knew in his heart that he was just one of his colleagues, and the relationship between them was not pure. To put it bluntly, it was nothing more than a sex transaction. He reminded himself not to sink into it, not to put himself in it.

But he still couldn't hold back, this man is gentle and gentleman, every little gesture of intimacy on the bed makes him feel pampered.

He was greedy for this feeling, and gradually developed the desire to occupy.

The little lover tightened his arms while thinking.

Ji Yifan didn't move, but gently patted the back of the little lover's hand, then pulled his arm to pull him to him, and kissed him on the forehead to comfort him.

"Hey, change your clothes and wait for me in the garage."

The little lover glanced at the man in the living room below, a little aggrieved.He is the one who is justified and raised, and the lowly man is not even counted as a lover, so why should he act like a thief instead.

"I want to finish my breakfast before leaving." He tried to be coquettish.

Ji Yifan had a smile on his face, but his eyes and tone were unquestionable: "Be obedient."

The little lover was reluctant, knowing that Ji Yifan said what he said, and didn't want to touch his bottom line, so he had to walk away without turning his head.

Ji Yifan didn't stop, and went downstairs to the kitchen.

When passing by the living room, he stopped for a moment, the TV was still on, but Xu Jin was no longer in front of the TV.

The smell of fried eggs wafted out of the kitchen.

A year later, Ji Yifan still didn't dare to face Xu Jin alone, he was afraid of him.This kind of fear did not come from fear, but because Xu Jin was too ruthless.

People who don't care about life and death are ruthless to others and even more ruthless to themselves.

The moment he learned that his sister jumped to his death, he was deeply saddened and his mind went blank.His hands were shaking so badly that he couldn't even hold on to the wall. If the passing nurse hadn't pulled him back, he might have fallen to his knees.

He acted like a seriously ill patient, with trembling lips, tears all over his face, pointing out the window but unable to speak a word.

The doctor officially announced Ji Zhixue's death.

Ji Yifan stood outside the ward looking at the corpse covered in white cloth, not even having the courage to go in to see his sister for the last time.

He wiped his face and ran away like crazy.

Ji Yifan didn't leave the hospital. At that moment, he only had one thought in mind, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.

Chapter 2

08

Ji Yifan rushed into Xu Jin's ward aggressively.

At that time Xu Jin had already woken up, her face was wrapped in gauze, wrapped like a rice dumpling, it looked funny and ridiculous.

Ji Yifan couldn't laugh, on the contrary, he was angry and sad, and he couldn't help tearing the person in front of him into pieces.

"Ji Zhixue... jumped off the building."

Ji Yifan stared at Xu Jin resentfully, and walked towards the hospital bed step by step with heavy steps.

He thought, if at this moment, even if he saw a trace of guilt or sadness on Xu Jin's face, he would be less aggressive.

But the results let him down.

Xu Jin's exposed eyes showed indifference, he was not moved at all, or even surprised.

Ji Yifan thought, so be it, how can such an indifferent person, who just watched his sister die, deserve to live in this world.

Surprisingly, Xu Jin didn't resist, he didn't move, his eyelids drooped quietly, neither shouted nor struggled.

Ji Yifan tightened his grip, and Xu Jin finally put his hand on the back of Ji Yifan's hand because of the life-saving instinct brought about by his inability to breathe.

Ji Yifan thought he was finally going to struggle, and still sneered in his heart.

Xu Jin didn't, he just touched the back of Ji Yifan's hand lightly, as if to comfort him.

Ji Yifan's eyes were fierce, bloodshot inside.

Xu Jin raised her head, her eyes were still half down, her pale lips parted slightly, as if she had said something.

He was so weak that there was no sound but air when he spoke.Ji Yifan suddenly shook his hand and let go of him.

Xu Jin suddenly got fresh air, lying on the bed and coughing violently.

Ji Yifan stood there in a daze.

On Xu Jin's right wrist, there were ugly scars overlapping one after another, exactly the same as the one on Ji Zhixue's wrist.

09

After Ji Zhixue's funeral, Ji Yifan had nightmares for a long time.

What happened in the dream was very simple, always in Xu Jin's ward.

He pinched Xu Jin's throat again and again, trying to kill Xu Jin.Xu Jin is very calm every time, looking at him with dark eyes.

lips parted and said:

"I give you my life back."

Ji Yifan woke up in a cold sweat, it was still dark.

During that time, his spirit was extremely weak, and he often couldn't fall asleep lying alone in the room.He turned on the lights in all the rooms and sat on the sofa in the living room in a daze.

It was too quiet all around, there was no sound at all.

He turned on all the audio equipment again.

Only then did I feel a little relieved.

After a long time, he got used to falling asleep listening to loud heavy metal music late at night.

Later, due to heavy work, he slowly found a way to release himself.He was always accompanied by young boys.

He no longer has nightmares.

The days seem to be improving.

One boring afternoon, Ji Yifan got off work as usual, with one hand in his suit trousers pocket and the other hand holding the car keys. When he came out of the direct elevator, a figure rushed up quickly.

He was startled and subconsciously stopped.

The visitor was slightly fat and wore glasses. When he saw Ji Yifan, he started laughing before he could speak.

"Mr. Ji, I am Zhou Li, the department manager of the Longkou Store. I have something I want to talk to you about.