I'm a scumbag, how did the Su male lead break

As Gu Bin's ten-year-old fan, Xiao An'an felt that the little guy's crying scene was super contagious since he was a child in the biography of Emperor Kangxi.For more than ten years, I have accompanied the other party through ups and downs, and witnessed the growth of a cute, chubby baby boy into a handsome, tall, charming adult man, and the inner feelings are deep.

When Gu Bin was still popular, some people often wondered why fans didn't have much resistance when he made every relationship public.Seeing that the traffic of other companies has caused fans to dive sharply because of the public relationship, the media is puzzled.

However, Xiao An'an understands that seeing his young man grow into such a magnificent person, it is normal for someone to love him, and they even hope that more people will love and spoil him as much as they do.

Moreover, Gu Bin's girlfriends never acted like monsters, and the relationship was very good even after they broke up, which made all the fans very satisfied.

Are there still few male stars who cheat and cheat in the entertainment industry?After seeing too many ugly faces for profit, the friendship between Gu Bin, Lin Xiangxiang and others is even more precious.

A red heart needs to be cared for.

At this moment, people in the fan group are discussing one thing with great interest,

""Twelve Nights" is about to premiere, everyone rush!!"

"The box office must go up, the film, the interaction, and the audience's response... Come on guys, this is the highest honor for Gu Ge's acting career, I don't know how many people feel sorry for him, we fans We can't hold back!"

"Come on, give Zai Zai the best birthday present!"

"Got it, sir! (Salute.jpg)"

"+1 received"

Xiao Anan was also excited. On the second day after the film was released, she went to a nearby cinema to support her. In order to enjoy the 360-degree flawless handsome face of her cub, she abandoned the nearest 3D cinema and chose the farther IMAX Giant screen hall.At present, domestic theater equipment is getting better and better, which has also benefited a group of movie fans. Xiao Anan is very happy, after all, this is another opportunity to appreciate his idol.

Some people on the Internet said that "Twelve Nights" is a carnival for traffic fans. She is too old to refute this.

Who would have known that the little guy he likes can turn around with a "Twelve Nights" and gain both fame and fortune?Even those fans who watched Gu Bin growing up and felt that his acting skills have been improving all the time did not expect that the other party could give them such a big surprise.

In the theater, the audience sat quietly in their seats and waited for the movie to start. Occasionally, there was a slight flicker of light. After the company's LOGO film, everyone was looking forward to it, and the movie finally started.

......

Twelve people with different backgrounds came to the villa in the dense forest by a coincidence, and the way down the mountain was blocked by a heavy snowfall.

In order to survive and revenge, the Blizzard killing mode is officially launched——

Snowstorms, nights and exquisite mansions, in a unique and enclosed space, grotesque and terrifying human hearts.

The seemingly gentle and amiable tutor stretches out the evil hand that leads the child to go astray;

In order to satisfy his own selfish desires, the doctor killed his hands without bleeding, soberly watched the patient swallow his last breath in pain by the hospital bed;

Indifference is like a shadow, and lies are constantly brewing. In this blizzard, every murderer must atone for the mistakes he has committed.

Twelve nights, twelve dark nights.

No one can escape.

.....

The lights in the theater were turned on, and Xiao An'an, who was sitting on the seat, had sweaty palms, still staring for a long time in a daze, unable to regain his senses, this movie, this movie...

Xin Leng's arrogance and cruelty are played by Gu Bin into three parts, chaos and mystery, morality and rationality.

There is an abyss in everyone's heart, and the abyss has all the negativity and evil of human beings.

Suspicion, disorder, violence, greed—how deep is the abyss of evil charm?It reminded her of a passage in "Notes of a Desolate Man",

"I take my naked body as the bottom line of the most corrupt behavior acceptable to the human world.

Above me, from darkness to light, human desires and hues gallop.

Below me there is nothing but abysses, and abysses. "

"Really, it was too unexpected." She muttered to herself, still a little unsure in her heart.When did your own cub become so good?

……

Although he had seen the finished film once before participating in the exhibition, it was a different experience to be with ordinary audiences in the movie theater. After the film ended, Gu Bin turned around and found that his boyfriend's expression was a bit wrong.

The young man's pupils constricted violently, his expression was empty and terrifying, as if all his emotions had been taken away in an instant.

"Aqing?"

Eyelashes fluttered, Song Qing turned his head to look at him in a daze, Gu Bin had never seen him with such a pale face.

"Gu... Teacher." The other party squeezed his arm tightly, his fingertips trembling faintly: "You, dead...." He was slurring his words, and the eyes under his eyebrows were painful and desperate.

Gu Bin was shocked, he didn't care about being discovered, he hurriedly took off his black mask and hugged his boyfriend beside him: "It's all fake, it's all fake, I'm here, right?"

In desperation, he grabbed the opponent's palm and pressed it to his cheek.

Song Qing's breathing was rapid, and he stroked Gu Bin's facial features bit by bit with his fingers, and it took him a long time to regain his composure.

Gu Bin didn't know why Song Qing had such a big reaction to his death on the screen. Could it be that his death was too terrible?But I didn't see any children crying because of him.

Looking into Song Qing's eyes, he opened his mouth slowly,

"Let's go home, shall we?"

Nodding indiscriminately, Song Qing still clutched his sleeve tightly.

The two fled quickly, and the audience who were still immersed in the ending of the movie didn't notice that the one sitting next to them was one of the protagonists of the movie and a top actor in the entertainment industry.

Driving all the way home, Song Qing sat in the back seat tightly pursing his lips and said nothing, occasionally looking at Gu Bin with emotions he didn't understand.

Back at the residence, Gu Bin turned sideways and saw Song Qing, who was still pale after taking off his mask and hat, stepped forward and shook his fingertips, feeling terribly cold.

"It's so cold, why don't you tell me." Gu Bin frowned, wrapped his big palm around the opponent's hand and rubbed it.

Song Qing stared blankly, raised his head to look into his eyes, and slowly, the eyes gathered water.

Now Gu Bin was completely stunned, realizing that he had never seen the other party cry now, and Song Qing had always looked like he was sure of winning, when had he ever seen him in such a mess.

"Ah Ching..." What's wrong.

"Woo!" As if he couldn't take it anymore, the other party let out a groan from the depths of his throat, and rushed towards him: "Mr. Gu...you are still alive..."

Tears fell down, the beautiful young man looked aggrieved, and his eyelashes were wet with tears.

Gu Bin laughed for a while, thought for a while, and hugged her boyfriend by the waist: "Well, I'm still alive, not dead."

Rubbing his face, the voice was unbelievably soft:

"So—don't be sad anymore."

A few strands of jet-black hair were scattered out of the hat, and his eyes looked like melting gold under the light, bright and dazzling.

After a while, Song Qing's eyes were pulled down, and he felt that his blushing from crying just now was ugly. He clearly wanted to maintain a perfect image in front of Teacher Gu, but he didn't expect to be so embarrassing just now.

Gu Bin thought it was very interesting, grabbed his hand and refused to wipe it, leaned over and said with a smirk, "Let me see it again."

Song Qing stared at his lips, and suddenly kissed him.

Caught off guard. Gu Bin, who was attacked by his little boyfriend, kissed back unwillingly, his lips and teeth intersected, and the hearts of the two became more and more throbbing, as if their relationship had become better because of the crying and comfort just now.

Slowly tighten the hands clasping the young man's slender waist.

"Wait," thinking of something, Gu Bin tilted his head slightly to separate from him, looking at Song Qing's wet eyes from the stimulation, he couldn't help kissing again.These days, he has been burying a question in his heart, but now he has to ask it.

"Ah Qing, you said we met before, but I don't have the slightest impression."

Song Qing raised his eyes, saw Gu Bin's uneasiness, and immediately guessed everything.Pfft, Mrs. Gu, wouldn't he think that the bloody plot of admitting a wrong lover in those TV dramas happened to him, right?

Not knowing whether to laugh or cry, he closed his eyes and gently kissed the other person's earlobe: "What are you thinking?"

"It happened more than ten years ago, but I know Teacher Gu, but you don't know me, Teacher Gu."

Gu Bin frowned and recalled, he had a vague impression of how old he was, but at that time... he seemed to be filming?He made his debut as a child star, and it was his first film in his life, a role that changed his career from then on.

The little emperor in "The Biography of Emperor Kangxi", the young Kangxi.

Song Qing said hoarsely: "Remember? My little prince."

"You, how do you know?"

"Because I played the role of the little eunuch next to you, Mr. Gu."

"At that time, Mr. Gu looked so cute in the yellow robe." Song Qing leaned into his ear with a provocative voice, "I still can't forget it."

Gu Bin only felt that something in his head was broken, and he swiped the ground and pressed down hard on the opponent, his movements were green and ferocious like a wild beast, the beautiful young man pampered him, wrapping his legs around his waist.

"Binbin... Binbin... mine."

"Finally," a sigh sounded in my ear.

The young man closed his eyes, joy, satisfaction, sinking, and emotions finally turned into a tear, which silently slid down from the corner of his eye.

One by one finally became mine.

Gentle, pampering, deeply loved.

The wonderful feeling made Gu Bin, who had no relatives since he was a child, seem to be soaked in a warm spring, constantly winding and tightening.

【planted】

At the last moment when his consciousness sank, this idea ran across Gu Bin's mind randomly, and immediately after that, he was pulled into the abyss of joy.

Completely sink.

**

Song Qing monologue:

He is charming.

Also full of pride.

This was the first time Song Qing saw Gu Bin's feelings. The little boy was dressed in a bright yellow robe, his eyes shone brighter than the stars, like a lion cub ready to go, ambitious and extremely cute.

Because only the other party is the only protagonist in the TV series, the rest of the children can only play the role of eunuch, and children of the same age are reluctant to approach him.Gu Bin didn't care too much, he acted by himself, and sat next to the director with a bench every day until the evening, until the elders at home came to pick him up.

The older actors liked him very much, and often took some snacks to tease Gu Bin.

"Xiao Bin, Xiao Bin, do you want to eat~"

The cute little prince His Royal Highness would always turn away with a bulging face, paused, and couldn't help but look with his big eyes quietly, the black and white big eyes were a little tentative.

"Hahaha." The sister of the production crew laughed and couldn't help pinching his face: "Oh my god, how could he be so cute."

At this time, Song Qing would always unconsciously tilt his head quietly, catching every trace of changing expression on the other party's face intently.Maybe it's Mu Qiang's psychology, Song Qing found that he pays more and more attention to the other party, unlike himself who was beaten and scolded by his alcoholic father since he was a child and couldn't get enough to eat The one with the gaze.

Lowering his eyes enviously, he silently ate his food without speaking.

Because he was playing a small role, he was about to leave the set soon after finishing the filming. Before leaving, Song Qing glanced back. His Highness the little prince was taking off his costume and drinking milk. Feeling his eyes, he cast a puzzled look at this side.

The eyes are like stars, like transparent amber in the sun.

Song Qing turned his head abruptly. He had never run so fast in his life. His heart was pounding, and his father's curses became weaker.

Xu has tasted the sweetness from this experience. Song's father wanted to stuff his son into other film crews as a small trick to earn money. Song Qing didn't know what he thought of, and silently agreed with Song's father's approach, not like before. Struggling desperately like a wolf cub.

But why are there so many low-age characters?The crew refused to accept them one after another. In desperation, Song's father had to take the child back home. The usury owed snowballed, and the mental and life pressures were doubled. Song's father's drinking and beatings intensified. Song Qing's body was bruised and purple almost every day, and he dreamed back at midnight, almost thinking that his experience in the production team of Emperor Kangxi was just a dream.

Finally, Song's mother jumped off the building after her second child was miscarried. Unable to bear the mental pressure, Song's father was sent to prison because he accidentally killed a loan shark.

Only little him was left alone.

.....

Perhaps it was God's blessing. At the age of 16, Song Qing got a chance to become a trainee by accident. Even if it was a very small entertainment company, he did not dare to slack off and trained desperately every day.The fellow trainees all knew that there would be no opportunities in this dilapidated company and they were just dawdling. Seeing Song Qing working so hard, they couldn't help persuading him, and some people laughed at him in private.

Panting and leaning against the wall of the training room, Song Qing didn't know why he worked so hard, but he always had a strong feeling that if he didn't work hard... maybe there was something he would never be able to touch .

Finally, at a dinner party three years later, as a newcomer who was formally brought into the circle, Song Qing saw that person again.

The little prince in the entertainment industry, the famous "playboy" in the entertainment industry - Gu Bin.

Playful, indulgent, and unrestrained, the man's eyes are slightly raised, smiling and listening to the woman who is holding his arm talking, his eyes are full of brilliance.

He lost his mind.

"Xiaoqing?" The agent came and saw the direction of his gaze: "What do you think Gu Bin is doing? He is very popular and won't pay attention to us unknown people. Let's go, I will take you to meet the company's new investor .”

"Song Qing?"

"It's a good name." Chenyi's president, Yi Fang, straightened his wrists, looked up and down his face, and his eyes made Song Qing feel sick.

The manager smiled flatteringly: "Haha, as long as Mr. Yi is satisfied. Xiaoqing is a lovable child, isn't he?" He said and pushed Song Qing on the back violently.

Song Qing rolled his eyes and bowed his head in silence.

Looking at the familiar lip line of the young man, Yi Fang's eyes gradually darkened.

Since then, Yi Fang has started to pursue Song Qing, sending flowers, cars, and the male lead position of big IP dramas...everything is used. Song Qing's indifferent attitude did not affect the other half. On the contrary, it made the opponent more frustrated and braver.

Even though his life was affected, Song Qing still firmly followed his own path, climbed steadily step by step, and gradually gained his reputation in the circle, which also made some men become more and more crazy about him. .

If it wasn't for Song Qing who didn't respond, those men would definitely not give up.

Occasionally, he would quietly pay attention to Gu Bin's activities, but he was very careful. According to Yi Fang and others' temperament, if he knew that he paid so much attention to a person, he would definitely punish that person to death.

Watching each other's flamboyance, watching a man's girlfriends break up one after another, except for his beloved acting career, no one can make him stop forever.

Song Qing didn't know why he cared so much about Gu Bin, but he subconsciously didn't want anyone to notice it.

Overcoming obstacles all the way, he finally boarded the supreme throne. The moment he heard his name being read out, Song Qing was stunned, his fingertips trembling slightly.

Crossing the sea of ​​people, Song Qing's pupils shrank, panting heavily, and suddenly raised his eyes——

The overly handsome man in the audience stared at him intently, earnestly charming and extremely deadly.

In the blink of an eye, Song Qing caught an idea in a trance. It turned out that only by defeating the opponent in the strongest field can he get his attention?

"Best Actor - Song Qing!"

There was thunderous applause, and the two looked at each other without moving away for a long time.

Was discovered.

No matter how much you try to hide it, the concern in your eyes can't deceive anyone. The men went crazy and wanted to kill Gu Bin.

Song Qing gritted his teeth and gave in for the first time: "I didn't..."

"No?" Yi Fang sneered and held up his mobile phone: "You don't look at us, but you browse his information every day, and you say no?!"

"Are you looking for someone to investigate me!?" Song Qing covered his face and raised his head, his eyes were bottomless darkness, never seen such eyes from the person he likes, Yi Fang couldn't help but took a step back.

After regaining consciousness, he sneered endlessly: "Even if I didn't make a move, Cheng Mu would have made a move a long time ago. You still worry about where your little lover died, right?"

Hearing this, Song Qing's pupils shrank suddenly, blood oozes from the fingernails that were picking at the table.

Do not--

It was still a step late, and I only saw the man's gray face, his eyelids were tightly closed, and he could no longer see the star-like eyes.

With trembling throat, Song Qing couldn't make a sound, his eyes were full of shattered brilliance: "No...no..."

Seeing his appearance, the man couldn't bear it, "Xiaoqing, be good, we are still the same as before..." It doesn't matter if you don't accept us, and you don't want to fall in love with anyone.

"roll!"

It seems that the poisonous eyes make people feel chills down the spine just by looking at them.

Cheng Mu couldn't help taking a step back.

Song Qing's eyes were red, his eyes were covered by his drooping hair, he roared in his heart, he must make these devils—blood, debt, blood, pay.

If the law cannot punish them, he will.

Abandoning the career he liked, he started all over again, learning business and management... Ten years later, he finally took revenge on all those who had been involved in the past.

The all-time actor of Sanqi committed suicide because of love, which shocked the whole world, and fans cried bitterly in disbelief.

Moonlight, mist, roses, Song Qing is holding the urn in his arms, crystal tears are slowly dripping from the corners of his eyes, if there is an afterlife, if there is an afterlife...

I will definitely be bold.

You are the fire of my life and the blue of my soul.

is something I can never touch....

"impossible".

The author has something to say:

"If you plan to love someone, you have to think about whether you are willing to give up your God-like free heart for him, and be willing to be fettered ever since." - "The Great Gatsby"

Song Qing: "Yes."

Gu Bin: "Hmm..."

Song Qing: "Teacher Gu?"

Gu Bin: "Well, it's not about giving up, it's about caring for Ah Qing and turning his heart into gold like mine.

Then we can be together forever. "

The beautiful young man was stunned, and then slowly laughed.

"Ah."