a warm short story

Gu Hao drank a lot that day, and he almost fell apart afterwards. He forgot what happened after he was drunk that day, and thought it was a dream, until he received a text message.

"Your new friend Yangyang is here, waiting for you near the bridge outside the school. That big dog with a golden retriever body and a slightly fat body who loves to stick out his tongue and be silly."

"You are..." Gu Hao was not sure.

"Su Yimin." The text message came back in seconds.Added another, "Just the youngest and best-looking male doctor in the school infirmary."

Gu Hao was amused by this person, and the corners of his tense mouth raised unconsciously.

The two gradually became acquainted.

Su Yimin would often find time at night to take his family's big golden retriever named Yang Yang to wait for Gu Hao outside the school, and then the two of them would go to places where there was no one nearby.

At the beginning, Gu Hao would still be a little reluctant to let go, standing there stiffly, but after getting to know him gradually, he would act like no one else was around, squatting down to play with the dog generously, and even talking to him occasionally .

And Su Yimin stood aside, most of the time, he would be very suitable for the identity of an angel in white, and stared at the big male student with a smile and kind eyes without any impurities.

Occasionally, he would inadvertently watch his big dog licking Gu Hao's handsome and sexy Adam's apple and chin, coughing dryly, and withdrawing his strange gaze.

Su Yimin didn't intend to tell Gu Hao about his sexual orientation. On the one hand, he didn't think it was necessary. On the other hand, he didn't want Gu Hao to have a grudge against him, the only person in the university who knew his secret.

The doctor is benevolent, and after getting along with Gu Hao for a long time, he feels more and more that this child is not easy.

Gu Hao's parents are relatively selfish people. Since Gu Hao was a child, he has been arguing about trivial matters all day long and then vented his anger on the children. He has a serious tendency of domestic violence.Later, they simply played their own games, without caring about the children at all, and basically kept raising the children.

When he was very young, Gu Hao went shopping with his mother and was almost lost in the crowd because he didn't follow closely, which left a serious shadow. Later, he developed a quirk of sticking to people.

When I was in kindergarten, I didn't know how to hide it. When I made friends, I wanted to rub against people. I stuck to people like a small tail. I was called a pervert by many people, and I was beaten and humiliated with ridicule.

He was a good person at first, but he was directly abused and turned into a thorn in the iceberg. He had a cold face all day long and exuded the aura of not being close to strangers, and no one wanted to get close to him.

At first, Su Yimin just wanted to be his good friend and try his best to treat that person better.

The two have maintained a long-term friendship, from walking the dog in silence to later even eating supper together and chatting about family matters.

During that time, Gu Hao's whole body felt warm, and from time to time even a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.The handsome guy who usually has a cold and ferocious face is relaxed, not to mention more eye-catching.

Su Yimin also enjoyed it.Until he slowly realized that he was getting a little out of control.

Su Yimin is a delicate egoist who seems gentle and warm, but only wants to have a clear conscience for others.

He is a bit cold in his bones, and he will never let himself fall into the love of mother-in-law and make trouble for himself.

Su Yimin also had a regular boyfriend before. Although he was very responsible and doted on him, he was always said to be heartless.

Su Yimin felt a little wronged at first, until one time when Su Yimin found out that his boyfriend was cheating, he just happily wished him happiness and simply dumped him. That night, he let him cry so much that he almost knelt down and begged for forgiveness. The man begged outside all night, and he didn't realize it until he fell asleep in bed alone.

His reason seems to always be greater than his feelings, he only pursues comfort in all relationships, and never really cares about anyone.

But he knows that now he is uncontrollably interested in a straight man, and he is controlling his mood.

I don't know when, whenever he saw the coldness on Gu Hao's face dissipate, and he smiled at him as if only he could see it, he felt an impulse that he couldn't restrain began to grow in his heart.

He can no longer be interested in other people, and whenever he is free every day, his mind will automatically start thinking about Gu Hao.I think of the tenderness in his eyes when he knelt down to rub the dog's fur, the cute and sexy look of him being caught off guard by a big dog once, and the irritating look of him looking up at me in a funny and embarrassing way.

When he learned that the school belle was pursuing Gu Hao, he felt very sour in his heart, and even when he pressed Gu Hao against the wall and looked at him with a defenseless expression on his face and asked himself what was wrong, he almost couldn't help but kiss him.

Realizing that it was wrong for him to do this, he excused himself to be busy, intentionally or unintentionally alienating Gu Hao for a while.

I don't know if it was a coincidence, but Gu Hao later invited him to a meal and told him that he didn't need to come over in the future.

When Su Yimin was a little surprised, Gu Hao told him that he recently found a good house and moved to an apartment outside, and bought a very docile cat.Su Yimin felt relieved, and did not interact with him for a long time.

Later, I accidentally heard Gu Hao's classmates say that Gu Hao's condition is getting worse and worse. Although he had a cold face all day long, at least he would give people some reactions. Now he has become a walking dead, and he doesn't even bother to fight back when others beat him.

He didn't bother to hide anymore, and dialed the number he had already memorized to ask that person out.

After only being estranged for a while, when Gu Hao saw Su Yimin this time, he seemed to have returned to the state he had when he first came into contact with him. He was taciturn, stood aside expressionlessly, and let the big golden retriever pounce on him cheerfully and enthusiastically.

Seeing him like that, Su Yimin asked worriedly, "What's the matter recently? I heard you're in a bad mood?"

"It's nothing." Gu Hao paused for a while, as if he felt that his answer just now might be too perfunctory, and explained to him lightly: "My parents are divorced."

"Oh..." Su Yimin paused, wanted to pat him on the shoulder, but stopped, and finally could only speak softly: "Don't feel bad, you have grown up now, and you can live a good life yourself, your parents and the others also Not worth it at all..."

"It's okay, it doesn't matter anymore." Gu Hao interrupted Su Yimin's comfort.

The two were speechless for a while.

Gu Hao squatted down and rubbed the dog with one hand.

After a long time, Su Yimin opened his mouth, and when he was about to break the silence and continue to enlighten, Gu Hao suddenly opened his mouth.

"Su Yimin, are you annoying me too?" Gu Hao's voice was so low that it was barely audible.

Su Yimin was stunned.

He looked at Gu Hao, who was squatting in the cold wind.

When not wearing a school uniform, Gu Hao always likes to wear all black. During the day, he looks like a mix of black and scary, but at night, when it gets dark, his presence is thin.

Probably he is also very tall, and he knows that Gu Hao's previous incidents have some psychological effects, so seeing the originally tall figure shrunk like this, he seems to be alone.

Su Yimin suddenly realized that he has been so depressed recently, is it because of himself?

I don't know if it's his illusion, Gu Hao obviously has no expression, but he clearly feels a little... lonely on Gu Hao's expressionless face.

Gu Hao rubbed his cold face from the wind, as if he felt ashamed of being such a big boy, so he stood up quickly.

In order to ease the embarrassment, he lit a cigarette, but he didn't light it for a long time, so he could only hold it in his mouth and sneered, "Fuck! I just drank... I have a convulsion."

"You're fine, you've already done a lot, don't worry about me." When Gu Hao got up again, he stood a little further away, waved his hands, and bit the flue, "It's getting late, let's go to bed early. I'm going back."

Even though Su Yimin felt in his heart that he absolutely couldn't continue to hang out with straight men like this, and that sooner or later he would reveal his secrets, he looked at Gu Hao who was about to walk away as if nothing had happened, and said, "Gu Hao."

Gu Hao glanced at him, he was obviously expressionless and numb, Su Yimin just felt pitiful.

Su Yimin couldn't help approaching, raised his arms and hugged Gu Hao.

Gu Hao's neck was lowered, his chin lightly knocked on Su Yimin's shoulder, and the cigarette fell from his mouth to the ground.

Gu Hao froze and stared, it was the first time Gu Hao felt a human hug since he could remember.

Su Yimin was wearing a windbreaker with his arms open, and a warm sweater inside, and the warm body temperature enveloped him.

"I'm sorry. I haven't looked for you for so long." Su Yimin said seriously, then smiled helplessly, "But what are you thinking? How could I hate you."

He patted Gu Hao's back heavily, and comforted him, "Be confident, you are very good. Huh?"

It was only then that Gu Hao seemed to have confirmed something, and slowly raised his hand stiffly to touch his back.Then she buried her head and hugged him back.

His voice was nasal because he was buried in his head, "Hmm..."

Like a fish that has been dehydrated for a long time and is about to die of thirst, suddenly surrounded by sea water, he tightened his arms and hugged him tightly.

The two embraced for a long time.

In the end, Su Yimin was exposed.

"...You?" Gu Hao sensed something strange about Su Yimin, his eyes widened in disbelief, and he didn't realize it until he realized it and opened his mouth stiffly. "Who are you......"

Not only did Su Yimin not let go of his defense, he even broke the can and did a very beastly thing after his image was exposed.

"Yes." Su Yimin clasped the back of Gu Hao, who was stiff and about to retreat, and hugged him tightly. "Did you feel it? Gu Hao."

"Do you know why I haven't come to see you recently? Huh?" Su Yimin raised his eyebrows and asked a little maliciously.

"Su Yimin..." Gu Hao was held down and pressed against him tightly, feeling it.His originally cold face was already flushed red, and he wanted to push him away, but he hesitated a lot and felt that he should not push him, at a loss for what to do.

"Gu Hao, I like you." Su Yimin let go of Gu Hao's waist to prevent him from being so uncomfortable, but still put his arms around his shoulders, hugged him, and whispered softly in his ear: "I Wanna be with you."

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Thanks to Big Eye Tuna Wu Ning for the nutrient solution, thanks to Wu Ning and Master Lianzi for the mines, I love you ducks!