What will Mr. Koo buy today?

Gu Shang: "..."

Gu Shang was a little unclear whether he felt a strong lack of oxygen because of the strenuous exercise or because of Zhao Xingluo's problem.

He gasped violently and didn't answer for a moment.

But Zhao Xingluo's question only lasted for a very delicate period of time before he laughed and started a new topic.

"Let's sit here for a while." Zhao Xingluo said, he took off his uniform, spread it on the steps of the lobby of the residential building, and extended an invitation to Gu Shang.

"Yeah." Gu Shang sat down slowly, feeling his heartbeat gradually calming down.

He glanced at Zhao Xingluo, and found that his skin condition was actually not as exaggerated as he showed. It might be due to the application of medicine. Under the dim light, there were almost no blemishes.

"Don't you wear a mask?" Gu Shang said, he saw that Zhao Xingluo's mask had been wrinkled into a white ball by himself.

"You have seen it all, so I don't wear it anymore." Zhao Xingluo shook his head, the curve of his neck looked very slender under the silhouette of the street lamp, like a crane's neck, which is said to be a sign of beauty, but Gu Shang felt in a trance, Because I accidentally bumped into his face that he didn't want to show others, this beautiful boy seemed to be about to flap his wings and soar into the sky.

"Mr. Gu, besides exercising more and drinking hot water, do you have any other good suggestions?" Zhao Xingluo stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to scratch his cheek, but when he raised his hand in mid-air, he stopped suddenly, very quickly Obviously holding back the itch, not going to scratch.

"I don't know," Gu Shang shook his head honestly, "I'm not very good at taking care of people."

Just when Zhao Xingluo looked up at Gu Shang and was about to start a conversation, he saw Gu Shang raised his face and looked at the lonely night sky, showing a kind of feeling that human beings can feel in the vast universe. That empty and bewildered look.

"I have never established a particularly close relationship, I have no family." Gu Shang said.

His expression is neither sad nor happy, it seems that he is not sad or self-pitying about his life experience, but just a blank expression of being alone in the vast world, and such a calm expression makes Zhao Xingluo's body very rare, Without the control of logical thinking, he acted quickly, even recklessly.

He hugged him, and the action didn't look like the deliberate behavior of adults, and it didn't even have many unique human characteristics.

It was an abrupt and sincere hug, which made Gu Shang feel no evil at all, and it was not the pity of the strong for the weak. He felt reliable righteousness and generous compassion from Zhao Xingluo's close breath, Just like the emotion that people in a disaster feel when they are rescued, it is so reliable that people dare to trust their lives.

"I see, Mr. Gu," Zhao Xingluo whispered in his ear, "I see."

"Zhao Xingluo, I think it's necessary for me to let you know this," Gu Shang said in a low voice, "but you don't have to feel sorry for me, because I'm already like this when I didn't know anything about it. So in fact, this fact did not cause direct harm to me."

He has never met his parents, Zhao Xingluo thought, he has not experienced life and death in his memory, so all this is easier for him to accept than those who have this kind of memory on the surface, and it is even difficult to feel the pain. .

However, all this must mean something to him, otherwise he would not have mentioned it to himself formally.

Zhao Xingluo wanted to say something, but Gu Shang spoke first.

"Actually, I'm used to it, but when I was young, I had a chance to be adopted. I don't know why...Maybe my performance was not good enough, or some other reason. In the end, I didn't get this chance. .”

"From then on, I think, I may have blocked similar opportunities, and I no longer expect to establish any closer relationship than friends."

"This is my shortcoming," Gu Shang looked at Zhao Xingluo, "This is my hell."

"Mr. Gu", Zhao Xingluo slid his clenched hands on Gu Shang's shoulders twice as if to comfort him, adjusted to a sitting position facing him, and said seriously, "It's nothing, everyone Each has its own shortcomings."

"I used to be a spoiled kid," he laughed self-deprecatingly, "the kind of brat who wouldn't allow anyone to say no to me as long as I wanted something."

"However, I matured earlier than my peers. Before I was taught by my social father to be a man, I corrected myself, but I still remember the feeling of arrogance, and as I got older and my ability improved, I have to be on guard against it all the time. Of course I can do it without harming anyone's interests and safety, but I myself am still troubled by this stubbornness sometimes. These... I don't want to say in detail, you know of."

Gu Shang nodded, he knew Zhao Xingluo's situation, he had heard it from him, but he didn't explain it in such detail.

He thought of Zhao Xingluo when he demolished the house, and he suddenly clasped his wrist in his sleep, with that beautiful but untamed beast-like eyes, he couldn't sleep well because of this, so he likes fireworks He likes to read small books that make people drowsy. He said that his psychological construction is already quite strong, but he is vulnerable to a single blow.

"I know." Gu Shang nodded.

"So, everyone has their own hell. If Mr. Gu is willing, we can work together to overcome our shortcomings." Zhao Xingluo laughed, a gentleman, as gentle as jade.

"But I'm lucky."

"Why?" Gu Shang said.

"I have my hell, and you are my judge." Zhao Xingluo said.

"You will show mercy to me, I know that."

Gu Shang: "..."

I can't resist saying that suddenly when we are so sincerely communicating with each other's hell, young man, being moved, Mr. Gu thought to himself, someone, bring me my judge's pen.

"Are you okay?" Although Zhao Xingluo couldn't hear Gu Shang's thoughts, his expression seemed to be much more relaxed and happy.

"Hmm." Gu Shang murmured.

"After talking for so long, I'm thirsty," Zhao Xingluo laughed, "Mr. Gu, can you give me a can of beer?" He pointed to Gu Shang's shopping bag.

Gu Shang: "No more."

Zhao Xingluo: "..."

"Your skin has not fully recovered, drink more hot water." Gu Shang said.

"Then Mr. Gu, give me some hot water." Zhao Xingluo said very legitimately that he needed to go upstairs to complete the request.

"Well, let's drink." Gu Shang took out a thermos from the hidden pocket of his coat like a magic trick.

Zhao Xingluo: "..."

He thanked him, took the thermos cup that Gu Shang handed over, turned it open, and saw a few small chrysanthemums floating in the clear water.

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Wang Wang Wang!