Sao Nian, draw your knife!

Is there anything beautiful in this world?No, everything is broken and falling into the abyss, everything will be destroyed.I want to ask you a question, if I was in the dark and once a ray of light was strangled by my own hands, in what way would I strangle myself.

It was foggy everywhere, like falling into an endless illusion, Xu Shixian chased the looming figure in front of him and kept chasing and chasing, but he couldn't catch up. The person in front kept a close distance, and he chased him.

"Can't you wait for me? Can't you have a word with me?"

"Zhou Qing, Zhou Qing, I beg you to take a look at me."

"Zhou Dang!"

The figure stopped suddenly, and Xu Shixian approached step by step, clutching his left chest with sore eyes.

Xu Shixian, who believes in Marxist-Leninist materialism, for the first time devoutly believed that a person will have a soul after death, and he will meet the person he wants to see in order to repent, feel guilty, or atone for his sins.

"Let me apologize to you, I know I have done you a lot wrong, so you don't want me to dream of you, I know I was wrong," Xu Shixian apologized incoherently, took a deep breath to stabilize his emotions, Start counting your crimes one by one from the beginning, "I shouldn't disrespect your opinion, I shouldn't fight you, I shouldn't restrict your freedom..."

"I do not want to hear."

The voice came from the void, and Xu Shixian happily wanted to hug him from behind, but his hands fell away as soon as they touched someone.

"Zhoudang, Zhoudang..." Xu Shixian ran in the chaos and fell to the ground. His shadow had disappeared, and he curled up into a ball and wept in a low voice.

I didn't expect that I would have such a embarrassing day.The wound was torn with blood, and he was alone in the wilderness.

"Stomach bleeding, two ribs, four high fevers, 34 slaps, and, I don't believe you will repent, even if you can repent, it's useless."

Xu Shixian staggered up to Zhou Dang, holding his ankle firmly, Zhou Dang's face was sunk into the shadows, he couldn't see clearly no matter how hard he tried, "I'll make it up, I know I was wrong, you can't fucking leave me Just walk away, only leave me alone, only this..."

"I beg you, I'm really making it up, please don't want me..."

"Son, son, wake up, you are killing your mother, get up and talk to your mother, okay?"

"Contact Mr. Smith right away. I will transfer my son to Anderson Hospital for treatment tomorrow at the latest." Father Xu commanded over the phone, the veins in his tightly clenched hands showing his unwillingness and panic.

What a noise, Xu Shixian moved his eyelids and opened his eyes unwillingly. The two people closest to him by blood were anxiously contacting the doctor. What he saw, he didn't know whether he should be happy or not.

"Son, is there anything uncomfortable?"

"No, it's fine."

Xu Shixian sat up with his hands on the bed and was about to get off the ground when his mother stopped him. Xu's mother opened and closed her lips and discussed cautiously: "Let's have a checkup in a while. Mom didn't say that you are not in good health. The doctor suggested that you do it." Check, being a mother is also a relief."

The group of doctors said that there was a suspected shadow in her son's mind and that further examination was needed. How could it be possible? Her son was obviously healthy.

"No need to check," Xu Shixian raised his hand to signal the assistant to pass the coat over, put on the coat and ignored his mother's obstruction, pointing to the temple and said calmly: "It's true, there is a tumor here, it's malignant."

"No, no, son, we can definitely cure him. Mom will bring you the best doctors in the world. Tiangang, go find a doctor."

"it is good."

"No need," Xu Shixian looked at his father squarely, and asked with the last sliver of luck, "Have you ever regretted what happened back then?"

"Why should I regret it? What's wrong with clearing the way for my son? You stay in the hospital honestly. I'll take you to Anderson Hospital tomorrow."

Xu Shixian nodded clearly. The unexpected answer is also reasonable. After all, he should know better than anyone else what kind of person his father is after getting along with him for more than 30 years. "Then I don't regret it. You'd better remember clearly. Even if I die, the last two documents may be released to the world, if you don't want to be a sinner of the Xu family, stay away from me and Zhou Qing."

"Are you warning me?"

"It's a threat. Before I die, I will definitely build layers of barriers for him. If you dare to move, wait for the Xu family to be buried with us."

Xu's father was so angry that he trembled, and picked up the decorations next to him and was about to smash it. Xu's mother hugged her son to block it, and begged Xu Shixian hoarsely, "Son, I beg you to receive treatment, please, mom, please let mom How do you live, your father is really doing it for your own good."

Xu Shixian broke his mother's fingers one by one, and pushed him away decisively, "From the day he died, I didn't want to live anymore. I lived for a few more years to redeem my sins. I knew the tumor in the early stage. Now I'm curious, if you who killed someone else's son lost your own son, can you empathize with others' pain a little bit."

"How can this be, how can you be so cruel to mother, Tiangang, what should I do Tiangang?"

Xu's father was silent, everything was beyond his expectation, and he needed time to correct his "wrong" son.

"Mr. Xu, do I need to help you make an appointment with Mr. Zhang?"

"No, wait a few more days, I have other things to do."

"Then... are you going to the hospital now?"

Xu Shixian paused for a moment, then pondered: "No, find someone to take care of him. As for Qi Fang, let him go wherever he wants. From now on, don't report his affairs to me and don't interfere with him."

"Ok."

"Besides, try to manage the Tokyo Film Festival as well as possible, so let's make up for him."

"it is good."

Walking out of the hospital gate, Xu Shixian raised his face to feel the baptism of the sun, smiled for a while and said, "Suddenly it became more and more relaxed."

"President Xu, I think it's better for you to receive treatment."

"Are you so courageous that you dare to express your thoughts?"

"Don't dare." The assistant bowed his head reflexively, seeing Mr. Xu's fragile side suddenly, he was crazy to dare to go over.

"Living is too tiring for me. After I die, you can pay two more months' salary. It is also very convenient to change jobs after you have this work experience."

It was the first time I heard a living person calmly tell his will, Assistant Qi found it difficult to accept this kind of parting, "Maybe my words are offensive, I don't think you should be a person bound by love, love is only a part of our life, But it's not a necessary part, and it's too hasty and irresponsible to give up your life for love."

"Have you ever been in love?"

"not yet."

"People are different."

Assistant Qi waited for the next article, thinking that General Manager Xu would refute his immature remarks with a long speech, but he didn't. He only left a sentence of "people are different" about his own feelings from beginning to end. The back view became the last and deepest impression in Assistant Qi's mind.

He thought he would remember this man, he should remember such a man with iron and blood, maybe he made mistakes, but he never concealed his mistakes.Assistant Qi considers himself an ordinary person. It is difficult for him to understand Mr. Xu's actions, but he respects them.