rubbish wake up

Three years ago, my father fell off the construction site and broke a leg. He never told me, and he only asked me about some irrelevant things on the phone.At that time, I often found him annoying, because I was always on duty and had no time to go back, and he never took the initiative to ask me to go back to my hometown, and I never took the initiative to go back to that small village to see him.

My mother has long-term tuberculosis. When I first started working, she left. She has such a thin body and has been carrying it like this. After seeing that I have become a leader, she finally left with peace of mind.It's just that she doesn't know that in the current society, one must either find a decent job or get ahead.

"Dad, I will take my annual leave in two days, and I will go back to see you." On the phone, I still remember that when I said this to my dad two days ago, he said to me: "Oh, it's so far away, what are you doing here? Save your money." With the money, I will buy a house in a big city, marry a wife, and give me a big fat grandson!"

"Dad, the houses in Lidu are different from those in our town." With the money I save every month, I can only buy a bathroom in Lidu. It is basically delusional to want to buy a house in Lidu.As for asking for a wife, forget it, I have never thought about it in my life.

"Okay, what's so good about me being a bad old man, the road is not easy to walk, and the train has to go back and forth three times. You, work at ease, spend more time with girls, and you will be thirty next year. "On the other end of the phone, what my father said made me feel a little uncomfortable. I hung up the phone in a hurry, and also hung up the last chance to contact my family.

Dad, let's go.

The old house in front of me was trembling in the autumn wind. I have not been back here for five years. Five years ago, I sent my mother away. Five years later, I actually sent my father away again.

Dad, will you blame me?

"Little Qi, you should have come back to see your dad sooner. After Lao Xu broke his leg three years ago, he lay in bed for several months and didn't get out of bed. We old guys took turns to bring him food. You Dad is stubborn, so he didn't tell you, you haven't come back these few years, your dad didn't say anything, but every year and festival, he would go to the village entrance to guard under the big locust tree, alas!"

"Xiao Qi, is he too stupid to read too much? Why haven't you seen him cry?"

"Oh, old Xu's family is gone!"

I finished my father’s funeral in this way, my brain was blank, my limbs were almost numb, I couldn’t sleep for the past three days, the old house was no longer liveable, I guarded the mourning hall for my father in the detachment alley in the village for three days, When my father was sent to be cremated, I really felt that I no longer have any relatives in this world.

I have not been close to people since I was a child, and I can count on one hand the people I know in the village. I have basically never returned in the past few years, and I don’t know if I will have the opportunity to come back in the future.

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The protagonist with a bad horoscope, both parents have passed away