Dressed as school grass, white moonlight

"Brother Shao, hug me."

The child's voice was more than ten times softer than usual, under normal circumstances, Shao Ning might immediately salute.

But now, he only felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

As if to meet the occasion, a thunder suddenly sounded outside the window.

Wen Yang's shoulders trembled instinctively, and in the next second, Shao Ning hugged him tightly into his arms.

The strength was so strong that Wen Yang could hardly breathe, but he didn't struggle at all, not only didn't struggle, but he buried himself in Shao Ning's arms again.

Wen Yang didn't feel a little peace of mind until his whole body was surrounded by Shao Ning's temperature and breath.

The room was still dark, and the outside was even more stormy and thunderous, but Shao Ning's embrace was like a safe haven, able to block all the darkness and coldness.

"Brother Shao is here," Shao Ning patted the child's back lightly, his voice soft and slow, "Don't be afraid, it's all over, Brother Shao will be here from now on..." Such a warm voice coaxed It didn't know how long it took for Shao Ning to feel that the slightly thin body in his arms gradually stopped trembling, and he didn't dare to relax. Shao Ning changed his posture, hugged the child's back with one hand, and the two of them nestled into the bed together.

"kid,

"Shao Ning deliberately led Wen Yang to relax, "Brother Shao will do a magic trick for you,

Do you want to watch it? "

Wen Yang raised his head slowly, and asked in a low voice, "What... what magic?"

"I'm looking forward to it."

Shao Ning smiled, and turned on the small mushroom lamp that had been plugged in by the bed with his free hand.

With a "pop", the mushroom lamp lit up.

Wen Yang's eyes widened, he looked at the lit lights in surprise, and then cast his gaze on Shao Ning's face.

Shao Ning's facial features are too three-dimensional, and when he is not smiling, he always shows a rather inhuman coldness. Although the aura of a person who has been in the upper class for a long time has always been intentionally restrained, it will still leak out in some inadvertent moments.

This is also the reason why schoolmates are always afraid when they see Shao Ning.

But now, under the warm yellow halo, Shao Ning's facial contours seemed to soften a lot. When he tilted his head to smile, there seemed to be light flowing in his eyes.

Wen Yang unconsciously saw God.

"Little friend," Shao Ning smiled, "Is your boyfriend so handsome?"

Wen Yang snapped back to his senses, blushed and changed the subject, "The lamp...how come the lamp is on?"

"It can be plugged in and used as a battery," Shao Ning said.

Before living in the dormitory, he had considered the special situation in case, so he specially bought a small lamp that could be used for both purposes.

only...

"Sorry," Shao Ning bowed his head and kissed the child's forehead, "I forgot to tell you earlier."

If we had said earlier, the child would be able to turn on the light by himself, and save 10 minutes of darkness and panic, instead of just hugging his clothes and curling up at the corner of the bed, curling himself up into a small ball.

Wen Yang hugged Shao Ning's arm and shook his head vigorously.

This person, with the only light to hug him, he has not had time to say thank you, how can he listen to an apology again?

"If next time..." Shao Ning was still going on, but stopped in the middle of the sentence, and shook his head, "There will be no next time, and I will take you with me wherever I go in the future."

Wen Yang sucked his sore nose, smiled, and nodded heavily, "Well, from now on, I'll make me small and carry it in your pocket."

The child became softer and softer, and Shao Ning's heart almost melted after repeating the words, "Okay, keep your pockets close to me for 24 hours."

After a few more words of coaxing, Wen Yang's mood gradually calmed down.

"Sleepy or not?" Shao Ning put the computer aside, "Lie down if you're sleepy, and sleep with your boyfriend in your arms."

"Not sleepy." Wen Yang shook his head and said, "I want to lie down and chat with my boyfriend."

"No problem." Shao Ning lay down with the person in his arms, pulled up the quilt to wrap the child tightly, "you can talk about anything you want."

"Did I..." Wen Yang paused, lying on his side and met Shao Ning's eyes, "Did I tell you, them?"

Shao Ning was startled, and after hesitating for a moment, he realized that the "they" Wen Yang mentioned refers to the pair of parents who brought him more pain than happiness.

"Can you tell me?" Shao Ning asked softly.

After all, in the two years in the original world, Wen Yang never mentioned his parents to him once.

"I can only." Wen Yang burrowed into Shao Ning's arms again, "I can only tell you."

Shao Ning's heart was so soft that he rubbed the child's soft hair, "Okay, listen, boyfriend."

"My parents," Wen Yang organized his voice a bit, and then said, "They are all very weird people..."

In fact, there is nothing obscure about Wen Yang's parents and what happened that night eight years ago. On the contrary, it is very clear and simple, but it is precisely because of this that it has always been deeply imprinted in the young Wen Yang's mind. In the depths, no matter how time washes away, it cannot be washed away.

Wen Yang's father, who was the head of the Wen family back then, was basically every woman's dream lover when he was away.

He has an impeccable appearance, but he is not a dude who wants to show off his appearance.

The Wen family's wealth was already rich, and thanks to Wen's father's extraordinary intelligence and business ability, this wealth has been doubled.

And Wen's father himself is not as lofty as those so-called rich people. On the contrary, he is very approachable. All the employees in the company who have dealt with him, from the secretary to the security guard at the door, all praise President Wen. Well, it is said that talking with him is like a spring breeze.

But it is such a person who seems to be almost perfect. No one knows how much he advocates violence and how much he is obsessed with blood.

Father Wen also hid his unknown side very well until he met his partner, who was Wen Yang's mother.

Wen's mother was one of the thousands of girls who were infatuated with Wen's father back then.

It's just that relying on his high-quality conditions in all aspects and various chances and coincidences, he and Wen's father met, fell in love, and finally got married.

It has to be said that Wen's father really loves Wen's mother, perhaps deeply.

But this deep love is not something ordinary people can afford.

In the first six months of marriage, Mother Wen was indeed living a life in a dream, but one day in the middle of the night, she suddenly woke up to drink water, only to find that Father Wen, who was supposed to be sleeping next to her, was not there.

Later, Mother Wen found Father Wen in the study. When she found him, she saw him holding a knife, cutting the skin on her arm, and asked her with a smile, "Does it look good?"

Since then, Wen's father no longer hides from Wen's mother.

He mutilated himself in front of her, and he used a knife when the two were making love, mutilating himself and his mother.

Mother Wen was indeed afraid at first, but in the end she surrendered to the so-called love. After all, except for these times, Father Wen is indeed a perfect lover.

And Wen Yang's birth was naturally just a product of "playing" between the two of them.

They never really cared about him, cared about him.

Anyway, Wen's family has plenty of money, as long as they spend money to hire someone, they can find someone to take care of Wen Yang's daily life.

Ten years have passed in such an absurd but ordinary way.

Until that night eight years ago.

Actually, that night was nothing special.

If I insist on telling the difference, it's only because Wen's father and Wen's mother accidentally played too big.

Father Wen's knife cut deeper, Mother Wen's blood flowed more, and the two of them just happened to climax for a longer time.

then...

When Father Wen woke up completely, the woman in his arms was already out of breath.

Father Wen was also at the peak of being dominated by emotions, and ended his life neatly.

From the beginning to the end, they never thought that they had a son with their surname, and their blood flowed on him.

Oh, maybe I remembered that when Father Wen was insane, he told Wen Yang that he would eventually become a monster like himself in the future.

This is the whole past, the whole past that has troubled Wen Yang for so many years, made him afraid of the dark, the rain, and being intimate with others.

When listening to Wen Yang's talk, at first, Shao Ning was very nervous, and kept paying close attention to the child's state, fearing that if he didn't pay attention, the child would collapse emotionally.

But it was beyond his expectation.

Wen Yang's emotions were very light throughout the whole process, as if a bystander was telling someone else's story, his tone was steady and his order was clear.

But it was also because of this that Shao Ning felt a dull pain in his heart.

Instead of being poked by a sharp weapon, it only hurts sharply for a while, but being grinded inch by inch by a blunt knife that is not sharp, and even breathing hurts.

"Why did I," Shao Ning opened his mouth, only to realize that his voice was unbelievably hoarse, "Why didn't I meet you earlier?"

He is 14 years older than Wen Yang.

Even eight years ago, at the age of 22, he already had enough ability to take care of a ten-year-old child.

But at that time, he was abroad for ten months of the year, dealing in shopping malls, and his impression of Wen Yang was only that of a kid from the neighbor's house.

Looking back now, Shao Ning couldn't even imagine how Wen Yang, who witnessed his parents' death in such a ridiculous way at the age of ten, could grow up so big, look so good, and be so obedient.

After thinking about it, Shao Ning couldn't control it, and shed tears.

Wen Yang clumsily imitated what Shao Ning had done to him, raised his head and kissed away the tears on Shao Ning's face, "It's not too late now."

As long as you can meet Brother Shao, it's never too late.

Shao Ning buried his head into Wen Yang's neck, took a deep breath, and adjusted his emotions as soon as possible.

No matter how unwilling, no matter how hard he feels, it is impossible to repeat the past, but fortunately, the future is still in his hands.

"I will be here from now on," Shao Ning said solemnly, "Brother Shao will be there from now on, and Xiao Yang will never be left alone again."

"Brother Shao," Wen Yang nodded lightly, then suddenly asked, "You...are you really not afraid?"

Shao Ning was taken aback, "What are you afraid of?"

"Just..." Wen Yang drooped his head, "Just, in fact, some things are really inherited. You have seen it before, when I was out of control and crazy..."

The previous Wen Yang was not afraid.

He wasn't afraid of self-harm, madness, or even death.

But it's different now, with someone in my heart, I will naturally become timid.

"Silly lamb," Shao Ning flicked Wen Yang's forehead with his fingers, "What I said before, you are a little monster, I am a big monster, we are a perfect match, have you forgotten?"

Wen Yang curled his lips, thinking that the second half of the sentence was not from him.

But after being told by Shao Ning, the last bit of uneasiness in Wen Yang's heart finally dissipated.

He looked at the small mushroom lamp above his head that was still emitting a warm halo, and listened to the still pattering rain outside the window, and secretly made a decision.

If, if the dream he once had was reality, he has always wanted to fulfill the birthday wish that was not fulfilled in the dream—to give himself completely and completely to Brother Shao.

Before this moment, Wen Yang had always wanted to save this wish until his birthday in this world, seeking a fulfillment.

But now, he doesn't think so.

There is probably a word called success, Wen Yang thought, on this rainy night when the power was out, in this 90cm dormitory bed, the weather is unfavorable from time to time, but people are harmonious.

That's enough.

So, Wen Yang turned over, stuffed himself completely into Shao Ning's arms, summoned up his courage, and started a conversation, "Brother Shao, I read a sentence on the Internet before, and it probably meant that the best thing is to heal unhappiness." The best way to deal with the past is to cover it with new, happy experiences."

Shao Ning quietly looked at the little friend who was obediently nestled in his arms, and after hearing his words, his heart suddenly jumped for no reason, and he had an idea ready to come out.

"Small..."

Shao Ning opened his mouth, but after he said a word, Wen Yang pressed his index finger to his lips.

Immediately afterwards, the whole body was tense and stiff, and the boy, who was so red and hot, brought his extraordinarily jerky, but extraordinarily hot kiss, and recklessly smashed it down.

All of Shao Ning's enthusiasm rushed to the peak in an instant, and he heard his little boyfriend ask in a low voice but firmly, "So, Brother Shao, do you want me?"