I'm just a dude

Zheng Zhaichang's words seemed to come from far away, but they hit Qi Yuan's mind with a hammer and a hammer.

Suddenly enlightened, winning in two trials... that person is not me.But everyone in the entire family was extremely happy, three or four days of running water feasts, tens of thousands of taels of sesame oil money... Although the Qi family is rich, they have never been so ostentatious, it seems that they are really happy.

It should be happy.

Although the Qi family has accumulated wealth, the heart knot of the whole family is all about the imperial examination fame.Qi Yuan was disdainful when he was young, although he knew that others said that their merchants "don't talk about Wuding, Sangong don't talk about it", but he spent the whole day in the flower town, wine town, and hibiscus brocade tent, so much more carefree than others.So those scholars looked down on their merchants, and he also looked down on those people who were sour.

It wasn't until the last few months, when he left home, changed places, and encountered so many things and people, that he gradually understood.

If it was me, I would definitely be crazy with joy.

Father must have liked him very much.The unfilial son suddenly became promising, earning such a big face for the whole family.

Grandma... grandma should be proud too...

Qi Yuan stood where he was, thinking blankly, what about me?

Fang Chenghe watched the blood on Qi Yuan's face fade away little by little, and his hot hand just now suddenly turned cold, and he felt terrified.

Qi Yuan was stunned for a long time, then vaguely heard someone asking: "Brother Feng Zhou? Feng Zhou? What's wrong with you?"

Chief Zhai Zheng and Fang Chenghe looked at him worriedly.

Qi Yuan was stunned for a long time, "Huh?"

Fang Chenghe frowned, supported him and asked, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Qi Yuan squeezed out a smile, then turned around numbly, "I'm going to see a doctor."

After he finished speaking, he walked straight forward, but his chest was agitated. Fang Chenghe saw that his situation was not right, so he took a step after him, and saw Qi Yuan suddenly stop, and with a "poof", he spat out a mouthful of blood .

Qi Yuan is really sick now.

This condition was menacing, and it actually brought a little bad omen.

Originally, there was a special room for sick patients in the prison, with six imperial doctors and more than 20 cooks and handymen. The kitchen and dormitories were provided separately, separated from other prison students, and the care was thoughtful.Fang Chenghe knew that Qi Yuan was playful, so he brought some gadgets to visit him when he had time, and Xu Wei also took out a respect card from the head of the house, and stayed with him all day long.

The Imperial Physician in Prison recognized Xu Wei as the third son of the Duke's Mansion, seeing him like this, he did not dare to be negligent, but after a long time of careful diagnosis and treatment, they could not find any serious problems, so they could only prescribe some medicine to relieve stagnation and soothe the nerves.But seeing the medicine soup being poured down bowl by bowl, Qi Yuan became thinner and thinner.After two days, Qi Yuan refused to eat anything.During the day when others came to visit him, he just fell asleep, and when the others left, he opened his eyes again and just fell into a daze quietly.

Xu Xuan felt uneasy, and thought of ways to talk to Qi Yuan, but the latter was just stunned and said nothing.

Fang Chenghe took the money and entrusted the handyman to buy delicious food from outside, Qi Yuan was not moved.

Two days later, the imperial doctor saw him like this, so he stopped the prescription and asked him to go home to recuperate.

When Xu Yu and Fang Chenghe heard this, they naturally refused.

Jiansheng sees a doctor in the Guozijian, and it is an official drug. If he returns to the Bofu, he will have to pay for it himself.With the current situation of Qi Yuan's mother and son, how can it be as quiet and quiet in the uncle's mansion?Besides, no matter how good the doctor next to him is, how can he catch up with the imperial physician?

The imperial doctor was also very embarrassed, but he bowed to the two of them, and said with a bitter face: "Third son, it's not that I don't want to save you. To put it bluntly—Mr. Qi's situation seems to be from the heart, and it can only be removed from the heart. Even if you let him here, there is nothing I can do except prescribe some medicine to nourish the mind and calm the mind. "

Xu Yu knew that the imperial physician was honest and honest, and would not lie to him, but he also felt that it would be inappropriate to let Qi Yuan go back like this.

Seeing his hesitation, the old imperial doctor bowed heavily again, "Mr. Xu, it's not that the old man is unfeeling, but Mr. Qi. There is a precedent for someone like Mr. Qi. Last year, there was a Shanxi scholar who was like this. His heart disease was not cured, and the medicine didn't work. He lived here." I left on the twelfth day. What's more, the prison stipulates that if a prisoner is ill for a long time, he should be sent back to his home, and he will be sent to prison after he recovers..."

Last year, a scholar from Shanxi died in prison, and two of the imperial physicians of the Guozijian were replaced because of this. Qi Yuan's current appearance is very frightening. Xu Yu knew that the old imperial physician was afraid of taking responsibility, so he was about to persuade him when he saw Fang Cheng He bowed to the old doctor, sent a purse with both hands, and pleaded: "Physician Sun, since Brother Qi is in a moment of impatience, I will forgive him. But you are a master of the hospital, You have the most profound knowledge and a deep understanding of medical principles, if you are helpless..."

When he said this, he choked up for a moment, and only bowed deeply to the end.Xu Yu didn't expect Fang Chenghe to know Sun Taiji so well, she was secretly surprised, and raised her eyes to look.

Doctor Sun was afraid of the power of the Duke of the State, but also could not refute Fang Chenghe's feelings, so he could only sigh: "Forget it, it will take two more days at most. If there is no improvement, the two of you should not embarrass the old man." How do not accept.

Fang Chenghe hurriedly responded and sent people out step by step.

Xu Yu hesitated for a moment, then returned to the bed.

Heart disease?

Although Xu Yu had guessed something, she was still a little surprised to hear the imperial physician speak so bluntly.He remembered that Qi Yuan was alive and kicking on the day of the quarterly exam.When he went back to the number room at night, he didn't see Qi Yuan coming back, so he went out to look for it, and met Fang Chenghe who came back from the pharmacy, and only then did he know that Qi Yuan was ill.

He knew about Qi Yuan's abandonment of his studies. Before, he was willing to answer questions for Qi Yuan. Apart from Qi Yuan's habit of acting like a baby, it was also because he considered that Qi Yuan's reputation as a child prodigy was too popular in the past, so many people stared at him. So, if you fail the exam when you come up, you will inevitably be ridiculed and commented on.

The literati look down on each other, since ancient times.Qi Yuan is young and thin-skinned, so he may not be able to bear those harsh words.This season's exam did catch everyone by surprise, but if it was said that Qi Yuan was going to seek death for the exam, Xu Yu had a vague feeling that this was not the case.

The person on the bed had his eyes tightly closed, as if the conversation between the three of them just now didn't wake him up at all.

Xu Yu stared intently, the person who had gained some weight just a few days ago suddenly became only a pack of thin bones after only five or six days.The cheeks are sunken, the chin is protruding, the eye sockets are much deeper, and the long eyelashes are more prominent.

A person who obviously doesn't want to eat a little bit of suffering, and can't bear a little bit of boredom, doesn't know what wronged him, but he can not eat or drink, and toss himself like this?For some reason, Xu Yu suddenly remembered how this man was hiding on the bed and crying secretly on the day of the Dragon Boat Festival.That day he thought he had coaxed Qi Yuan well, but thinking about it now, Qi Yuan never told him why he was crying from the beginning to the end.

Qi Yuan's eyelashes trembled slightly, Xu Yu knew that he was not asleep, at this time he pretended to be asleep because he just didn't want to talk to anyone.In the past few days, he also guessed that Qi Yuan had something on his mind, but he searched for the topic several times, but this person didn't respond at all.Seeing him getting thinner and weaker, Xu Xuan was anxious and angry, and couldn't help feeling depressed.

Does this person care about nothing?Is there really nothing you can do?Xu Yu took a deep look at Qi Yuan, turned around suddenly, and walked out quickly.

Qi Yuan sighed inwardly, and slowly opened his eyes after he left.

Ever since he was reborn in this body, he had been happy, angry, and afraid...but he never wanted to die.He was full of thoughts of going home.But now, he suddenly lost his home.

What else can I do with my life?Today's relatives, teachers, and friends all count on him as a child prodigy, Mrs. Peng is like this, Tai Tuo is like this, and Brother Fang is like this.But he is not, he can't do anything, and can't do anything, he can only lie to others over and over again that he has amnesia.In fact, he didn't have amnesia, but his past was suddenly erased.One more day to live now is just one more day to let others down and make people laugh.

Qi Yuan laughed at himself, his eyes were sore, but he couldn't cry.After staying in such a daze for a long time, I became more and more disheartened.

Xu Yu went back and forth, and when he was talking to people outside, Qi Yuan was staring at the top of the bed in a daze.

It was dark now.There are night checks every night in the Jiansheng No. room, so Xu Yu and Fang Chenghe can only come to visit during the day these days.

Qi Yuan didn't know why Xu Yu came here at this moment, so he could only keep his eyes closed.After waiting for a while, I heard that the door was pushed open, and then I heard that someone seemed to have dropped the latch from inside, and walked straight over.

Qi Yuan was surprised, so he heard Xu Xuan walk to the side of the bed, and said in a low voice, "If you don't want to see me, you can keep your eyes closed."

Qi Yuan was startled slightly, hesitated for a moment, pretending he didn't hear it.

"If I knew your intention earlier, I shouldn't have made a move on the Dragon Boat Festival." Xu Yu lifted the quilt and lay down on it.

Qi Yuan was startled, and subconsciously hid to the side.

"That Sun Shooting Willow competition was originally going to be compared twice. I originally planned to hit the target with fifty steps and miss with a hundred steps. Hu is an expert in front of the imperial court, if I beat him, I will inevitably attract suspicion." Xu Yu lay down on his side, but only kept a distance from others, and said softly, "But then he suddenly attacked you, I didn't have much time think."

Emperor Yuanzhao was very suspicious, because of a comment made by a ten-year-old talent, he would not allow people to take scientific examinations. If he knew Xu Xuan's martial arts skills were so good, it was hard to guarantee that he would not think too much.

Qi Yuan knew that this happened because of him, so he had to open his eyes, but he didn't dare to look up, he just looked at the corner of his clothes and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"Are you willing to talk to me?" Xu Yu looked down at him, "You are indeed sorry for me."

He moved the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to say a lot, but when he saw Qi Yuan's helpless expression with trembling eyelashes, he couldn't say anything.

"Fengzhou," Xu Yu took a deep breath, "If you want to die, I won't. At least not now."

Qi Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then heard him say, "I offended you."

This offending sound was very abrupt, before Qi Yuan could react, he felt a shadow suddenly cast over his head, Xu Wei leaned over to cover his mouth, Qi Yuan's mind groaned, and the ground exploded unknowingly. When he was overwhelmed, he felt a softness on his lips, and Xu Yu stuck his tongue in and fed him a pill.

Qi Yuan was startled suddenly, it was already too late when he wanted to push out.Xu Yu clamped his jaw with one hand, then pinched his chin and lifted it slightly, the pill rolled along his throat, thumped, and fell into his stomach.

The author has something to say:

I can't think about it for the time being, it's not really looking for death.

The part of Guozijian is almost over, and the next part is making incense and getting rich. The scumbag author overestimated his hand speed and hesitated to apply for an update every other day.