golden moonlight

When Diao Bishu was found, Diao Bishu was smoking on the roof of the hotel.He is not a big smoker, but when he has troubles, he tends to smoke very hard. Diao Bishu's wife has complained about this more than once.

When Rong Yi went up, he saw a pile of cigarette butts at Diao Bishu's feet. Hearing Rong Yi's footsteps, Diao Bishu looked back, and then stuffed the half of the cigarette into his mouth.

"We're done talking." Rong Yi walked up to Diao Bishu and said.Diao Bishu didn't respond. Qu Haiyao and Rong Yi didn't talk for a long time. If the talk didn't go well, they definitely wouldn't just talk for such a short time. Since the talk went so well, one of them must have compromised quickly.

Seeing Rong Yi's appearance of facing an enemy because of Qu Haiyao's state, Diao Bishu knew in his heart that the person who compromised was probably Rong Yi.

"You and Qu Haiyao are right. I really care about chaos, and I know it myself."

Diao Bishu glanced at him.Rong Yi kept looking at Diao Bishu with a frank and sincere expression.

"I was impulsive this time. There will definitely be no next time. I won't bring up the matter of changing the play again."

Diao Bishu pinched out his cigarette, and looked at Rong Yi with his eyes under the lens, "Don't you think you care too much about it?"

Rong Yi didn't answer right away.He leaned against the edge of the roof and looked down as if he was thinking, and he spoke after a while.

"I have no idea what is appropriate and what is excessive." He said in a daze. "I have never been in a relationship—even if I have, I think it is of no reference value. For everyone, every relationship is different. Anyway, for me now, I put Qu Haiyao in First and foremost, nothing else is more important than him."

Diao Bishu snorted, "Is this the legendary love brain?"

Yi shrugged and said indifferently, "If you were to sacrifice your wife to create a work, would you be willing?"

Diao Bishu was startled, and fell silent.

Rong Yi showed an expression of "I'll just say it" and smiled: "I don't know how you are, anyway, for me, what should be brilliant has already been brilliant, what should be earned has already been earned, What else haven't you seen?"

Diao Bishu raised his eyebrows noncommittally. "It's not a matter of whether you have seen it or not. Some people will never stop their steps. When they haven't made a good work, they want to make a good work. After making one, they want to make a second one. Once a film star wanted to win the second time, and after the second time, he wanted to win the third time-now it seems that you are definitely not this type of person."

Rong Yi smiled again. "Don't forget, I'm not an actor in the first place, I was pushed out by Lou Yongrui."

"So you don't care about filming?" Diao Bishu narrowed his eyes in disbelief.Rong Yi's expression was as frank as ever: "It's not to the point where I don't care, but it's true that for me, acting doesn't require all my career. Most of the reason I act is because I have this ability and this talent."

"Although it sounds embarrassing to say, it is true that most people who like acting may not be able to act to my level in their lifetime. That's what Lou Yongrui told me at the time: Talented people like me don't act, they are in the industry." loss."

These words are indeed very beating, but Diao Bishu knows very well that when he said it calmly, it is not called beating, but seeking truth from facts, and he has the capital to say so.He looked up at Rong Yi, and said, "No matter why you became an actor, you are already in this circle now. My point is, if you care about things like this, you will continue to mess up. You can really do well in the circle." ?"

"Just like today. If Qu Haiyao doesn't come here in time, if he has been kept in the dark, if you insist on changing the play, I will definitely have a big fight with you, then the work of the crew will be very troublesome. It will be very troublesome whether to change the play or not. Your thoughts and actions are irresponsible to your own works and your own crew. Have you ever thought about this issue?"

Diao Bishu said this very seriously, but Rong Yi understood what he meant.He wasn't accusing Rong Yi of being irresponsible, he just stated the fact, the purpose was not to criticize, but to remind Rong Yi.Diao Bishu talked about this today because he felt that with Rong Yi's love-minded temperament, Rong Yi and Qu Haiyao are the masters who are chased by the spotlight every day. If this continues, sooner or later There is going to be trouble.

Rong Yi smiled and patted Diao Bishu's shoulder: "Don't worry, I know it well."

Diao Bishu looked at him in disbelief: "Really?"

Rong Yi blinked, and there was a sly and playful look in her eyes.

"You'll find out, and it probably won't be long before."

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Sui's father was imprisoned in 1990.At that time, Sui Tan was only in his early twenties, but he was already well-known in Xiamen's "circle".What this father and son did was smuggling. Sui Tan was tantamount to "inheriting his father's business". At that time, such "family business" was not uncommon, and Sui's father and son were relatively well-known.

And in this invisible "industry", the last thing you need is to be famous.To be famous must mean being remembered, being on the cusp of the storm, and being in danger.

Sui's father was sentenced to six years, which is considered to be the heavier sentence among the co-convicts, because in fact he took the part of Sui Tan's guilt.If the father and son both entered the hall, the loss would be too great. He would rather go in alone, leaving his son outside, not afraid of running out of firewood.

And for Sui Tan, who escaped unharmed, life is not easy.Before Sui's father was imprisoned, he left several million in bad debts, but now that all their family property has been confiscated, the burden of these several million fell on Sui Tan alone.

In the first three years, he did everything in order to pay off his debts. He did everything he could think of, as long as it was a quick job—provided that he could not break the law.

The big knife of breaking the law has always been hanging over his head. When he first returned to Shanghai, he said goodbye to his first love forever because of this big knife; now a few years have passed, and he has just grown up. father was imprisoned.He has known some things for a long time. Individuals are just a drop of water in the torrent of the times. What capital does he have to fight against the law?What qualifications do you have to challenge the country?

After realizing this, Sui Tan began to make money and pay back the money little by little. It was too difficult at first, but it got better gradually. At last, he finally had a piece of his own property. Shot, aboveboard industry.Then he waited until his father's release from prison.

Father Sui received a reduced sentence.He performed very well in prison. Although life in prison tortured him to make him ten years older, he was released early anyway.

When Sui's father was released from prison, Sui Tan's business had already developed steadily, but the family was dragged down by previous debts, and now there was no money left at all.On the day that Sui Tan went to pick up his father from prison, he took his father to a bathing center to take a good bath to get rid of the bad luck on his body, and then the father and son found a restaurant to have a refreshing meal.

While eating, Father Sui shed tears over the bottle of Jiannanchun.What kind of good wine did he not drink when he was at his best?What kind of luxury car has never been in?What kind of beauty has never slept?But how many years has he been prosperous?But he has to pay a painful price for this moment of glory, he can't afford it anymore.

"For most of my life, I have had good times and bad times, and now I have nothing to pursue."

Father Sui drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, put down his chopsticks and sighed: "I know I didn't do well as a father, now that you have grown up, as a father, I have no other wish in this life, only I want to see you down-to-earth, get married and start a business, and spread your branches and leaves."

Sui Tan didn't speak, suddenly felt a pain in his heart.Over the years, he was either busy learning to do business, or busy making money to pay off debts. Emotionally, he was still the same as the half-grown kid who had just returned to Shanghai from the mountains, with nothing but his first love.

Apart from Shi Xiaozha, he had nothing in his heart, and he couldn't hold anything.

Father Sui's face changed when he saw Sui Tan's expression.Father Sui knew that Sui Tan had something to do with a boy in the village, but he didn't expect that after so many years, Sui Tan would still think about that boy.Having been in prison for so many years, Father Sui knew more about this kind of thing than before.

But the more he knew, the more negative his views became. For him, how could this kind of dirty business in prison have something to do with his son?It was hard for him to recite all the punishments and save Sui Tan from being imprisoned. Is Sui Tan going to put himself in prison because of such dirty things that violate the law?

"Did you hear what I said! Don't do anything that breaks the law! I'm not good enough for you, old man, to teach you the opposite!"

These words were poking into Sui Tan's heart.He raised his head and looked at his father, his eyes were bloodshot and dangerous: "I just don't understand. I like Xiaozha, and Xiaozha also likes me. Why is it illegal for us to live together? We don't steal. Robbing does not harm anyone, does not cause trouble to anyone, why can't we be together!"

"You...!" Father Sui was about to slap the table and curse, but thinking that they were still in the restaurant, he had to lower his voice and growl. "There are so many women in the world, but you want to be with a man? Do you want to live with him, is it allowed by the law! If you live with him today, you will have to go to jail tomorrow!"

"Why!" Sui Tan's voice was mixed with a trace of forced helplessness and unwillingness, "I just want to live a good life, a law that punishes even those who live a good life...isn't it a fair law! "

Father Sui was so angry that he wanted to put the plate on Sui Tan's face.He is a person who has experienced those ten years. He knows how serious it can be if he says a wrong sentence.Seeing his son's obsessed and unrepentant look, Sui's father finally slapped the table angrily: "You want to piss me off!"

Years of prison life had indeed exhausted his body, and now the violent mood swings made it hard for him to catch his breath.Seeing that his father's face was suffocated, Sui Tan had no choice but to give up the topic, settled the bill and took his father home.

The next day, Sui Tan took his father to the hospital for a comprehensive physical examination. Sui's father's physical condition was indeed not optimistic.At this time, Sui's father brought up the old matter again, and still hoped that Sui Tan could get married and have children as soon as possible.

"You are the only family member I have in this world, and you are the same. Seeing that I can't live long now, you...you don't want to see your old man die with regret, do you?"

"Don't talk to me like that."

"What are you talking about, I'm telling the truth! You made your father mad at you just to break the law, do you think it's worth it!"

In fact, Sui Tan also knew it wasn't worth it, the big knife hanging over his head never left.But it was neither worth it nor reconciled, so he could only compromise with his father, the law, and the cold and cruel reality.

Another compromise.Only Sui Tan knows how cowardly he is who is regarded as a young talent on the outside.

He finally married a woman he knew on a blind date, and his father was relieved, waiting for Sui Tan to blossom and bear fruit.

But less than two years after their marriage, a very important event happened to Sui Tan.

In 1997, the crime of hooliganism was abolished from the criminal law, and instead was defined as a number of other crimes, among which there were no legal provisions related to homosexuality.This means that, at least legally, homosexuality is no longer illegal.

The big knife hanging over Sui Tan's head disappeared without a sound like this?For a while, Sui Tan couldn't react at all. He secretly inquired about the voices of the underground gay community, and found that those men and women were secretly celebrating the demise of the knife with the same anxiety and excitement as him.

This made Sui Tan very excited.He began to plan for a divorce, planning to get Shi Xiaozha back after many years.Sui's father soon found out about Sui Tan's plan. He was amazed that even marriage and family could not dispel Sui Tan's obsession with Shi Xiaozha. He shouted at Sui Tan incomprehensibly: "It's been so many years, How do you know that he is not married and has no children!"

"Whether I get divorced or not has nothing to do with whether he gets married or not. I divorced because I didn't love my wife in the first place, and I knew who I loved. This marriage shouldn't have ended in the first place. Divorce is not wrong. Marriage It is."

What Sui Tan told his father was from his own heart.Even if Shi Xiaozha was married and had children, Sui Tan would never continue this marriage with his wife.Having a big fight with his father didn't stop Sui Tan from thinking about it. He still divorced his wife, and his ex-wife shared a large part of the property he had saved in the past two years, but Sui Tan didn't care.

I'm going to take Xiaozha back.Although it was more than ten years late, even though they were no longer teenagers, they were already 30 years old, Sui Tan was still happy for his teacher Xiaozha.During the year and a half he stayed in the village, he never realized that Shi Xiaozha was such a person who could make him happy and worry him. When he realized this, the torrent of fate had already washed them away.

He is now finally able to get back the one he lost in a fair and honest manner.

In 2000, after solving all the problems, Sui Tan was finally able to go back to the small mountain village in person to fulfill his belated promise.Once he got off the train and changed trains three times before reaching the village, but now he got off the plane and drove all the way to the village in a car.

The road in the village has been repaired, and it is no longer the gravel road before, but it is just a dirt road.After getting out of the car, Sui Tan saw the men and women in the village looking at him with curiosity and doubts, and suddenly he seemed to have returned to the time when he first came to the village 15 years ago.

These people in the village are dressed in the same way as they were back then.

Back then, Sui Tan only visited Shi Xiaozha's house a few times from a distance, but never entered it, just like Shi Xiaozha had never been to old man Geng's earthen house.Now Sui Tan couldn't remember where Shi's house was, so he asked a young daughter-in-law who had been staring at him, "How can I get to Shi's house?"

When the young daughter-in-law was asked by him, she blushed a little at first, but after hearing his question clearly, she asked in confusion, "Master's family? We don't have such a family here."

Sui Tan thumped in his heart: "How could it be? There is an old lady who is not able to move around at home - I don't know if she is here now, and there is also a man about my age."

The little daughter-in-law shook her head: "I have been married for three or four years, and the village has never heard of this family."

Sui Tan was a little anxious, and was about to ask a native villager, when he heard a man next to him say, "He said 'Aunt Shanzha'?"

The word "Hawthorn" struck Sui Tan's heart in an instant, and he suddenly turned to the man: "'Aunt Hawthorn'? Who is that?"

The man curled his lips, and even the young daughter-in-law showed disdain. "A lunatic, I heard that he used to be a hawthorn grower, and then he yelled to go out every day, so..." The man didn't know what to think of, and the expression on his face was mixed with disgust and strange interest: "Anyway, he's crazy. It's gone, now I'm wandering around in the mountains every day, who knows if it's dead or alive."

Sui Tan was like falling into an ice cave for a moment, the man's expression, tone, and words made him spin around.Seeing that his face turned gray all of a sudden, the driver wanted to go up to help him, but Sui Tan mechanically shook his head and pushed the driver away.

"I'll go find him..." He said hoarsely, and then walked out with his legs like a walking dead.

He actually didn't know where to go, but somehow, the memory of his body brought him to the hawthorn tree where he first saw Shi Xiaozha.The hawthorn trees here have obviously been neglected for a long time, Sui Tan suddenly seemed to be the same as before, seeing a handsome and playful boy emerging from the lush forest.

He was staring blankly at the bushes, but suddenly felt rustling in the bushes.Sui Tan immediately held his breath, the bushes in front of him were pushed away, and a figure really appeared in front of him.

Sui Tan's eyes widened in surprise.

A... or a mess, tattered, dirty people, unkempt, dirty, long and messy hair, the face has been covered and can't be seen clearly, but the position of the lips is clearly painted Vulgar red.

The color of women.Also, the dress on his body was obviously not the dress of this season, but this person seemed to be unaware of the cold, only wearing this thin, ill-fitting dress.

Barefoot, standing in front of Sui Tan.

Sui Tan was stunned.For a moment, he neither dared to speak nor moved, as if his whole body had been fixed in place by a fixation technique.

He didn't know who this person was.

He knows who this man is.

"...Are you Xiao Tan?" A dry and hoarse voice overflowed from this mouth, although the voice line had long lost the sweetness of the past, but the timid manner immediately made Sui Tan's eyes red.

"...I am." Sui Tan's voice almost choked up.He thought about the past regardless, and hugged Shi Xiaozha into his arms like he did back then, feeling Xiaozha's body and temperature that he hadn't felt for so many years.

But Shi Xiaozhao turned around, turned her back to him, and lifted up her dress.

Sui Tan was stunned.

Shi Xiaozha knelt down in the grass, facing Sui Tan with her naked lower body, like a female beast accustomed to being bullied.